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With massive social media followings and a loyal fan base, Jeanty is poised for great success for his sixth poetry collection entitled Apologies That Never Came. In this series of prose and poetry, both the words and sentiment are simple, uninterrupted by excess flair or complexity. Apologies That Never Came dissects the agony of heartbreak and loss through the unexpressed words and feelings; what is left over at the end. While his poems and prose delve into pain, they ultimately transcend that heartbreak, awakening everyone's preexisting strength and capacity for growth. Much like in his previous collections, Jeanty has successfully created a tool for unity and healing out of the torment of his experiences. 



 

93 pages, Kindle Edition

Published May 14, 2019

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Profile Image for Dana Cristiana.
629 reviews244 followers
September 9, 2023
I'd love to thank Pierre Alex Jeanty, Andrews McMeel Publishing and NetGalley for this amazing book in exchange of an honest review!

First, I'd like to say that Milk and Honey by Rupi Kaur was the first modern poetry book I've read and I loved it enormously! It was everything I needed in that moment. Then I had a few tries of reading poetry but it didn't worked out too well for me. But I didn't gave up on reading poetry! And then I found this book on NetGalley. The premise sounded exactly like what I was looking for, so I read it.

Let me tell you that this book made me smile, made me cry, made me feel peaceful towards the end! I will definitely buy this book in the paperback edition! These poems understand you and your crushed soul. Please, read this book! It's one of the greatest out there and you won't regret it!

There were poems with titles and then some parts where the author gave some apologies that never came from the people you wanted to hear these words from, like:

I am sorry that they awoke a flame in
you that they weren't ready to feed.
I am sorry that they've helped you find
the worst in you.
I am sorry that it's becoming harder to
find the best in you.


The book came out in May, so you can grab a copy now. I recommend this book especially if you suffer.
Profile Image for Rissa.
1,585 reviews44 followers
September 5, 2019
Apologies that mever came ⭐️
If you want someone to apologize and know you are never going to get it, read this. Pretend its from them and you will feel a bit better. This took longer to get through and not all the poems sat with me but some hit hard. This is one that will help you where you meed it and leave you curious when you dont.
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179 reviews39 followers
October 16, 2021
You hear that time heals all wounds, but your clock seems to have seconds mixed with the hours and the hours with the months.
The days come like molasses dripping the minutes like a snail traveling.

You hear that time heals all wounds, but it feels like it’s on vacation and your turn won’t come for another century.

Here you are, waiting for the healing to come work an overnight shift on you. It never came, and you are realizing that’s it’s not the days that end the pain, it is what we pour into those days that patches the wounds and heals us over time...
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I looooved this book❤ Highly recommend for anyone in need of some healing .
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352 reviews928 followers
September 28, 2023
Beautiful, amazing, just what I needed to read right now.

I don´t think this is actually poetry, but it felt so good reading those words, they felt like they were written just for me.
Profile Image for Nathaniel Darkish.
Author 2 books11 followers
May 20, 2019
There are some beautiful lines and images throughout this poetry collection, but the thing that I felt was lacking the entire book, which is the biggest reason I'm only giving this two stars, is subtlety. Poetry is supposed to be the form of the subtle and beautiful, while these poems rushed headlong toward their subjects, often with titles that sucked any chance of mystery out of them. I didn't have to think about any of them for any longer than it took to read them to know what the poet thought or wanted me to think about a subject.
Profile Image for Justine from Novels and Panda.
537 reviews236 followers
January 18, 2021
Copy provided by Andrews McMeel Publishing in exchange for an honest review. All views and opinions are my own and don’t necessarily reflect the author, the author’s work, the publisher, nor any other group of people, nor receive any monetary compensation for doing this review. Booklinks contain affiliate links in which the blogger receives a tiny commission on all successful purchases. All quotes may not be exactly as it is in the final release of the book.

Apologies the Never Came is such a feel-good read. These are words that transcribe what one does not need to hear but needs to hear it nonetheless kind of feeling... A level within yourself being unlocked and understanding your purpose better in the thick of healing, healed, and in love. In my point of view, it goes all ways among. I feel like wherever state you are in a relationship, you'll end up all appreciating yourself, what had happened, what is still to happen, and what lies ahead.

Shows appreciation of self, self-love, self-respect, prioritising oneself still admit and regardless of being out of a relationship, newly in a relationship and just enjoying on your own. Apologies that never came literally came in this piece and that'll leave you peace at the same time.

Notable pieces:
Time, Summer always shows up, Right thing, Transformed, Not only, and Maybe?

Profile Image for Mahi - ماهی.
199 reviews2 followers
May 2, 2019
Thanks to NetGalley, I received a free copy in exchange for an honest review.

This book struck me and left me bleeding from a wound which I thought was healed. It made me think all over again about my journey and helped me to realize that the wound caused by "Apologies That Never Came" is not yet healed but I have to let go of my anger for me not for them.
If you have the same experience I'm sorry that you never received the apology you deserved.
Profile Image for Farah.
18 reviews2 followers
January 18, 2024
First of all I love poetry, and this book is fantastic for anyone seeking closure or an apology that may never come. What resonates with me most in this book is that we create our own closure, and what we add to our days is what heals us from disappointment, suffering, and wounds. I believe this book is a confrontation with oneself. I didn't like it so much tbh but it's a good book anyway.
"My skin became vacant with you,
an abandoned building that I visited during the days that being with you
kept doubt in my mind.
I molded myself into the spirng image of what you preferred,
laying my identity at your altar as a sacrifice for love.
But you changed your preference and found more reasons why my true
colors weren’t painting what your eyes desired."
So beautifully written, I love this one.
Profile Image for Kailah Lathan.
336 reviews1 follower
January 16, 2024
3.5 Stars rounded up.

I’m not an expert in poetry. I would consider myself a novice to be honest. However, these pieces weren’t deeply engaging enough for me. I found them very surface level. I find they were a great read for someone who is going through things but it didn’t have any effect on me. As soon as I found myself trying getting engaged with a piece, it ended. And that happened time and time again. I haven’t read any of the author’s work before but I will probably read one more thing before judging his writing skills. This was a good palate cleanser between books though.
Profile Image for Courtney Olivero.
72 reviews6 followers
June 17, 2024
The burden gets lighter and eventually it’ll fall off your shoulders …

It’s a quick read. Short poems . As someone who has waited a lifetime for apologies from some people ( as I’m sure all you feel the same) I was hoping for a bit more from this book. So I still feel empty about the whole topic. This was geared more to romantic relationships.
Profile Image for Jus.
39 reviews35 followers
October 6, 2021
Rating: 3,5⭐️

This could have been a 5 if I had read it after a breakup. The poems were really good but they would have hit more if I could have related with the situations.
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4 reviews1 follower
April 24, 2023
Se me olvidó subirlo antes jejej
Profile Image for Sally.
737 reviews17 followers
July 11, 2019
I think I was hoping for too much from this little poetry book. I wanted all the feels and I felt like I was just getting advice. I was also hoping that the author would validate those who never got their apologies. I didn't get that from this book.

Poetry is very personal and I just didn't feel the connection to this one like I had hoped.
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96 reviews3 followers
February 24, 2023
"You are not responsible for how
another creatureuses their free will.
You find it troublesome to control even
yours at times.
So, when you choose to blame yourself
for what they chose,
you have to realize that there's
anther choice that exists.
The choice not to.
It was the same option that tapped on
their shoulder and reminded them that
they could choose to end something
good, or not.
Yet they chose it.
They chose it by themselves.
But you carry the blame like a curse,
like hurting you is a burden that you
should carry for your betrayer.
It is rare to find someone guilty of the
crimes that have been committed unto
them"

"Blurred vision,
teary eyes,
pain turned liquid,
mourning someone who isn't worth a
thought.
Crawling down your cheeks,
your eyes keep on raining.
Thoughts clouded by memories that
should've never been made.
Bottle of emotions popped open,
poured onto shoulders of friends
who remind you of all the reasons not
to... but you can't help what's felt."

"They say, "Just get over it," while they
themselves hold on to the siliest habits
that have found homes inside of
the fiber of their existence.
Therefore, they refuse to accept the
eviction and are unwilling to obey
without force.
See, people love to tell you to let go
when it isn't the same thing they are
holding on to.
They love to give you advice for the sitation
they don't struggle with, only to
ignore their own struggle.
In their struggle, they do the same?
they cuddle up with the pain, justify the
reason it is there, then take however
long possible to clove the door on it."

"Cloudy days are nothing to love unless
you've known the loneliness that will
try to swallow you through dark nights.
Pain is nothing bad if you have never
had the good that is the opposite of it.
Water will never be "needed" if you
have never met dehydratation and never
known what it means to be thirsty.
How would you have known what love
isn't, if you've never met people who
could offer it to you?"

"I don't know how to be anything but sad,
depression is taking me. Since it all ended,
I only know how to be sad nowadays."


"Your fist is clamped as tight as can be.
Your hands are bleeding and your
stubborness tells you to hang on,
to go without a fight,
but this isn't a fight,
it is self-hurt,
it is stirring a pot of self-inflicted pain.
Where is the good that was supposed
to come of this?
Where are they when loneliness is beating
every inch of hope out of you?
Where are they when you are drained
from emptying your eyes of tears?
Where are they?
Not here.
They haven't been here to cup your
face, sacrifice their shoulders, and let
you know everything is going to be
okay."
Profile Image for Brittany.
1,101 reviews1 follower
May 5, 2023
Cathartic.

"Here you are, expecting long chapters of a lasting story, only to become the lasting moment of another short thrill."

"I am sick and tired of being the one who got away when I had every intention of staying."

"The way they held on to their ways was the way you wanted them to hold you. The way they kept breaking their promises was the way you wanted them to keep you smiling."

"I am sorry that they awoke a flame in you that they weren't ready to feed. I am sorry that they've helped you find the worst in you. I am sorry that it's becoming harder to find the best in you."

"How do they get away with committing such wrong? How does piercing someone's heart, walking away, and leaving them to drown in their blood not count as attempted murder?"

"Guilt has a way of confronting people and pulling confessions out of their lips. Unfortunately, it won't happen to them. Their intent never wavered, only their words and their actions."

"Here, they disconnected from their previous life and perfectly synced themselves into yours. Then their exes slowly found their ways into this love story, becoming a bother, weeds that found their way to grow in the middle of green grass. There stood their ex, begging them to come back to the other planet where they had a different life, living with different motives. There settled their ex, slowly pulling them into a vacuum they seemed to find comfort in. There went their promises, being washed away like words written on beach sand. There they went, being pulled into their old life, leaving that new thing to grow old and stale."

"See, people love to tell you to let go when it isn't the same thing they are holding on to."

"Here you are, doing what it takes to forget when the forgiveness has yet to come."

"This pain, it aches deep...to strip your soul naked and only find interest in stripping clothes from your body is a different type of cruelty."

"How do you put all your eggs in a basket only to be told that this basket belongs to someone else, and the broken eggs are the only things that are yours to keep? It is a heavy burden to prepare yourself for forever with someone who is only here for now. It is being robbed for what you fought to be yours. Unfortunately, you can't fight in the ring alone."

"They haven't been here to cup your face, sacrifice their shoulders, and let you know everything is going to be okay."

"Here they are, tiptoeing around the broken pieces of your heart as if amnesia has washed their mind and they are clueless as to who made this mess of your heart. Here they are, wanting you to welcome them back with open arms after they closed theirs when you needed to be held and cared for."
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111 reviews11 followers
October 16, 2021
Be wise and protect all you’ve worked hard to become. Terrible pasts aren’t meant to be relived.
I’m sorry it took you so long to come back to yourself.
When it happens, it hurts. No one goes through this life without meeting some type of hurt or pain. Do not let that disappointment lead to a disappointed life. Do not let it harden you heart, do not let this failed attempt at love, despite what number of try it is, make you give up.
It’s okay to be disappointed. It’s frustrating when you play the fool, but it’s not okay to give birth to the fear of disappointment that will rob you of a life of love and loving life.

Perhaps they were different,
and the ending was the only similarity to the others. Besides, with this thing called love,
you either find your forever, or you find another stepping-stone for the path.
Maybe you’re lucky for meeting new faces, catapulting you to new places, though they never remain the face that you wake up to every morning.

Regret will always show its face when we are hurt, but it will never heal a thing. It will never create a better path, but it will encourage us to remain stuck in the past to dwell.
There are things in this life you cannot control; you can only control how you rise and grow from it.
Grow from your failures.

It’s heartbreaking, beautiful, healing, this book it will bring you through all the emotions
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96 reviews10 followers
October 17, 2021
Heartbreaks take a toll on all of us. Many of us lose our appetite, and lose our desire to do anything; we lose our smile and our strength. The bad is not that it’s happening, the bad is staying in it and allowing it to destroy you. Those who find beauty in this life are those who stick around and cross the rivers of sadness.The light on the other side will seem like a myth, but those words have been proven to be true countless times.

All I can say is that I love it and it would be a five star🌟 if I read it after a breakup it will hit more if I experience it
So if u broke up with ur partner I highly recommend you this book
Profile Image for Shannon O'Connor.
Author 64 books854 followers
April 15, 2019
***I received an ARC from NETGALLEY in exchange for an honest review****

This book read more like a book of advice rather than poetry. Didn't capture my interest. Felt like I was being forced to listen to my grandpas advice about love and heartbreak. It wasn't personal or original. I felt like it was very vague and trying too hard. I couldn't feel like the author had anything to say, it kinda felt like he was writing to write and there was no emotion behind it. Very Disappointing
Profile Image for Ella.
7 reviews
August 9, 2019
I honestly loved this book. It takes you through the stages of loss in a relationship with poems that describe how I’ve felt every step of the way. It helped me process. I couldn’t read it all at once as it became an emotional experience for me. I had to take it in a few pages at a time. As there are no real “chapters” it’s easy to get lost in it. It’s as if the author is a mouthpiece for everything we’ve needed to hear.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
Profile Image for Lexi Kruse.
788 reviews25 followers
January 17, 2023
Poetry collections are not something I pick up often but they are something I always enjoy; this collection was no exception.

The lines of poetry within this book were beautiful. The words were impactful and so relatable: While the poems were written with a failed romantic relationship in mind, I think a lot of the emotions and thoughts could be applied to any relationship a person has/loses in their life.

What a wonderful piece of work this was. ❤️
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213 reviews6 followers
January 7, 2024
“Your hands are bleeding and your stubbornness tells you to hang on,
to go without a fight,
but this isn’t a fight;
it is self-hurt,
it is stirring a pot of self-inflicted pain.”


“You write things you wish they knew, things they should know,
things you want them to care for,
although it is only wishful thinking.”

“You stayed blind until your eyes eventually became red from the countless red flags that pulled tears out of them.”
Profile Image for Carly Wollman.
227 reviews2 followers
January 20, 2021
7.5/10

So I have been all up in my feelings recently after a "situation-ship" ended and this book said the words that I needed to hear. Some of the poems were hit or miss, but overall, the theme was adhered to for the entirety of the book. One poem that really resonated with me was this:

"We've all been fooled by something or someone. We've seen things go a different direction than expected. It happens when we expect the person we are loving to do their part and love us the same, yet they don't. When it happens, it hurts. No one goes through this life without meeting some type of hurt or pain. Do not let that disappointment lead to a disappointed life. Do not let it harden your heart, do not let this failed attempt at love, despite what number of try it is, make you give up.

It's okay to be disappointed. It's frustrating when you play the fool, but it's not okay to give birth to the fear of disappointment that will rob you of a life of love and loving life."
Profile Image for Megan Johnson.
100 reviews2 followers
September 29, 2019
I picked up this collection in Target and couldn’t stop reading, so I had to buy it. I finished it in about 30 minutes. I recommend this for anyone who is experiencing heartbreak, or for anyone who has experienced heartbreak in a past relationship.
Profile Image for Oscar Celis.
11 reviews4 followers
November 22, 2022
“I vomited lie after lie
and became dehydrated from this thirst
for you.
You could not quench it, nor were you
willing to give more than sips of your
love.”

Pierre Alex Jeanty put feelings i’ve been having for years so eloquently. These poems felt personal and real. I will be coming back to this in the future.
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