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The Mist of Her Memory: A Pride & Prejudice Romantic Suspense Variation
What Happened that fateful morning in Lambton?What brutal attacker caused her grievous, near-fatal injuries?Does she remain in danger? Elizabeth cannot remember!Sequestered in her Aunt and Uncle Gardiner's London home, Elizabeth Bennet tries to recover from a devastating incident that stole her memories during their Derbyshire tour. She continues to suffer from strange, angry voices in her head and to recall events that people tell her never happened. Even those who love her refuse to believe her. Elizabeth can barely endure the confusion.Fitzwilliam Darcy is desperate for any hint of his beloved's well-being, yet he lacks the information he seeks as her family forbids him contact with Elizabeth. His frustration mounts when he learns that her mental impairment incited taunting and torment in the market town of Meryton.Which of Elizabeth's recollections bear the closest resemblance to the truth? And what is the result of her sister Lydia's elopement with Mr. Wickham? How is Mr. Darcy to rekindle his romance with Elizabeth when her aunt and uncle strictly shield her from him?Prepare to grip the edge of your seat during this original romantic tale of suspense and mystery, another Pride and Prejudice variation by bestselling author Suzan Lauder.
272 pages, Kindle Edition
Published April 21, 2019
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Suzan Lauder
13 books82 followersSomehow the bio is boring. I don't want to talk about me, I want to talk about books. So if you need to see the bio, scroll down. But to really know a bit about me, check out my "Loved It" list. It says a lot. Of course, I have about three times that many books rated at five stars, and they are all very special to me, each in their own way. Some are books others would just rank as "meh" but worked for me, and others are classics that everyone would agree are fantastic. That's what I love about Goodreads: we all get our opinion on something very personal as reading choice. If I write that a book "Should have been 5*," it means it needed editing!
These days, I read very little other than Jane Austen-inspired fiction. Once in a hundred, I'll read a Regency Romance or nonfiction reference for writing. Part of the reason for that is that my health doesn't allow me to read for more than a couple of hours a day, and I have many books in that genre to catch up on.
You won't get newsletters from me, since I hate getting that sort of stuff clogging up my email. You will get chances at freebies and swag every so often through other channels because I love giving stuff away. In fact, I have a free gift for anyone who reads this bio. Email me at suzanlauder at gmail dot com to claim it, and say where you saw the offer.
I'd love feedback of all sorts on my writing, but especially stuff that tells me what I can do to please you, as a reader. Thanks!
Biography:
Saucy opinions like "The person, be it gentleman or lady, who has no pleasure in a good novel must be intolerably stupid." won Suzan Lauder, who thought, "I have to read more by this woman who writes with such snarky humour!" And another Jane Austen fanatic was captured in the clever dead author's net. Austen figures prominently in Lauder's writing, as Pride and Prejudice has inspired all her published fiction.
Lauder's is fascinated with Regency fashion and editing and blogs about it. She lives with Mr. Suze half time on Vancouver Island and in Mexico and their cat joins them in both places.
These days, I read very little other than Jane Austen-inspired fiction. Once in a hundred, I'll read a Regency Romance or nonfiction reference for writing. Part of the reason for that is that my health doesn't allow me to read for more than a couple of hours a day, and I have many books in that genre to catch up on.
You won't get newsletters from me, since I hate getting that sort of stuff clogging up my email. You will get chances at freebies and swag every so often through other channels because I love giving stuff away. In fact, I have a free gift for anyone who reads this bio. Email me at suzanlauder at gmail dot com to claim it, and say where you saw the offer.
I'd love feedback of all sorts on my writing, but especially stuff that tells me what I can do to please you, as a reader. Thanks!
Biography:
Saucy opinions like "The person, be it gentleman or lady, who has no pleasure in a good novel must be intolerably stupid." won Suzan Lauder, who thought, "I have to read more by this woman who writes with such snarky humour!" And another Jane Austen fanatic was captured in the clever dead author's net. Austen figures prominently in Lauder's writing, as Pride and Prejudice has inspired all her published fiction.
Lauder's is fascinated with Regency fashion and editing and blogs about it. She lives with Mr. Suze half time on Vancouver Island and in Mexico and their cat joins them in both places.
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July 14, 2025
Memory is a crazy woman that hoards colored rags and throws away food. ~ Austin O'Malley
“The Mist of Her Memory” begins with a confused and frustrated Elizabeth Bennet living in London with her Aunt and Uncle Gardiner. Months before, Elizabeth had been attacked and suffered physical and mental injury. She knows who and where she is but large chunks of her memory are missing. Most puzzling and frustrating of all: Elizabeth clearly remembers events her family insists did not happen; specifically that Darcy had paid Wickham enough to secure his marriage to her sister, Lydia. Elizabeth insists the couple lives in Newcastle. Everyone else knows that Lydia was never recovered. No one knows Lydia and Wickham’s whereabouts.
The mystery began the morning that Darcy traveled into Lambton with intentions to propose if Elizabeth seemed receptive. Elizabeth had Jane’s letter concerning Lydia’s elopement. Then … something happened.
The gossips in Meryton had labeled Elizabeth fit only for Bedlam. The Bennets send her to live in London where the Gardiners guard her from contact with anyone outside their household – especially Darcy who they believe caused Elizabeth’s injuries.
In memory's telephoto lens, far objects are magnified. ~ John Updike
What happened to Lydia?
Who caused Elizabeth’s injuries?
Why does Elizabeth remember a conversation with Wickham?
This is a great mystery which kept me engrossed to the end. I recommend it to anyone who enjoys JAFF.
Footfalls echo in the memory
Down the passage which we did not take
Towards the door we never opened
~ T.S. Eliot
1-26-2023: I recently bought the Audible version. Very well-done.
“The Mist of Her Memory” begins with a confused and frustrated Elizabeth Bennet living in London with her Aunt and Uncle Gardiner. Months before, Elizabeth had been attacked and suffered physical and mental injury. She knows who and where she is but large chunks of her memory are missing. Most puzzling and frustrating of all: Elizabeth clearly remembers events her family insists did not happen; specifically that Darcy had paid Wickham enough to secure his marriage to her sister, Lydia. Elizabeth insists the couple lives in Newcastle. Everyone else knows that Lydia was never recovered. No one knows Lydia and Wickham’s whereabouts.
The mystery began the morning that Darcy traveled into Lambton with intentions to propose if Elizabeth seemed receptive. Elizabeth had Jane’s letter concerning Lydia’s elopement. Then … something happened.
The gossips in Meryton had labeled Elizabeth fit only for Bedlam. The Bennets send her to live in London where the Gardiners guard her from contact with anyone outside their household – especially Darcy who they believe caused Elizabeth’s injuries.
In memory's telephoto lens, far objects are magnified. ~ John Updike
What happened to Lydia?
Who caused Elizabeth’s injuries?
Why does Elizabeth remember a conversation with Wickham?
This is a great mystery which kept me engrossed to the end. I recommend it to anyone who enjoys JAFF.
Footfalls echo in the memory
Down the passage which we did not take
Towards the door we never opened
~ T.S. Eliot
1-26-2023: I recently bought the Audible version. Very well-done.
June 10, 2019
I loved this variation. It pulled me in from the first page and kept me turning those pages.
The excellent story description tells us that Elizabeth was injured and it is very difficult to imagine how she feels as we read of her isolation. The memories she has of that day in Lambton she is told are wrong and thus her family and the residents of Meryton not only do not believe her but also speculate that she might have lost her mind and needs to be kept secluded. So she is sent to the Gardiners who will not allow any visitors except a lady who has some experience with memory loss. They also will not allow her to go out...any where or with any one except on the rare occasion when they decide her behavior warrants a reward.
The reader has no hint of what happened other than what was revealed by Darcy as he was the one who came into the room at the inn in Lambton and found her as she collapsed. When the doctor reveals she has injuries other than the ones which could have been caused by a fall Darcy, as the only one in the room with her, is the one on whom the blame falls.
Elizabeth remembers "my love" being spoken, but also remembers an angry male voice yelling at her. Could it have been Wickham? But no one saw him. His and Lydia's story is another mystery. Elizabeth finally remembers what Wickham claimed but Darcy's part in the story W. tells is not the truth as Darcy knows it. And how did no one but Elizabeth see him? Is she imagining him and his story?
This story has a lot of angst which I do enjoy. It is painful reading of how Darcy and Elizabeth are kept apart and even when they do finally have contact we don't have any aha moment when memories come rushing back. This story has a slow reveal and with that a shocking climax.
I would advise to only begin this book when you have lots of time to read it as it will be difficult to put down.
I won a copy of this book from a blog tour raffle.
The excellent story description tells us that Elizabeth was injured and it is very difficult to imagine how she feels as we read of her isolation. The memories she has of that day in Lambton she is told are wrong and thus her family and the residents of Meryton not only do not believe her but also speculate that she might have lost her mind and needs to be kept secluded. So she is sent to the Gardiners who will not allow any visitors except a lady who has some experience with memory loss. They also will not allow her to go out...any where or with any one except on the rare occasion when they decide her behavior warrants a reward.
The reader has no hint of what happened other than what was revealed by Darcy as he was the one who came into the room at the inn in Lambton and found her as she collapsed. When the doctor reveals she has injuries other than the ones which could have been caused by a fall Darcy, as the only one in the room with her, is the one on whom the blame falls.
Elizabeth remembers "my love" being spoken, but also remembers an angry male voice yelling at her. Could it have been Wickham? But no one saw him. His and Lydia's story is another mystery. Elizabeth finally remembers what Wickham claimed but Darcy's part in the story W. tells is not the truth as Darcy knows it. And how did no one but Elizabeth see him? Is she imagining him and his story?
This story has a lot of angst which I do enjoy. It is painful reading of how Darcy and Elizabeth are kept apart and even when they do finally have contact we don't have any aha moment when memories come rushing back. This story has a slow reveal and with that a shocking climax.
I would advise to only begin this book when you have lots of time to read it as it will be difficult to put down.
I won a copy of this book from a blog tour raffle.
May 14, 2019
This Pride and Prejudice variation is a cracking good mystery/thriller/romance. There's lots of angst, as it begins with Elizabeth seriously frustrated by restrictions placed on her by her aunt and uncle Gardiner, with whom she is currently living while she recovers from a head injury that has affected her memories. Darcy is equally frustrated that Mr. Gardiner forbade him to see her; Darcy is believed to have caused her injuries at the inn at Lambton.
Obviously, Darcy DIDN'T harm her. But who did?
Another mystery is the whereabouts of Lydia and Wickham, who are known to have eloped together from Brighton. Elizabeth is certain that Mr. Darcy intervened, paid Wickham's debts, forced him to marry her sister, and purchased a commission in the regulars for him up north..but she's not able to convince anyone else this is true. She's desperate to see Mr. Darcy to thank him despite the Gardiners' prohibition.
Elizabeth's memories of the events surrounding the attack return just a small piece at a time. The facts remain tantalizingly out of reach through most of the book, but the clues we're given fit neatly when all is finally revealed.
The book has some lovely romantic moments. Mr. Darcy has certainly learned how to express his tender feelings more appealingly than he did back in Hunsford, and descriptions of their kisses are steamier than many bedroom scenes I've read. (Content here is clean.)
Ms. Lauder is a marvelous storyteller, pacing both the gradual explanation and the growing love perfectly. It's a fairly long book but never drags. The book is also edited well.
Highly recommend!
Obviously, Darcy DIDN'T harm her. But who did?
Another mystery is the whereabouts of Lydia and Wickham, who are known to have eloped together from Brighton. Elizabeth is certain that Mr. Darcy intervened, paid Wickham's debts, forced him to marry her sister, and purchased a commission in the regulars for him up north..but she's not able to convince anyone else this is true. She's desperate to see Mr. Darcy to thank him despite the Gardiners' prohibition.
Elizabeth's memories of the events surrounding the attack return just a small piece at a time. The facts remain tantalizingly out of reach through most of the book, but the clues we're given fit neatly when all is finally revealed.
The book has some lovely romantic moments. Mr. Darcy has certainly learned how to express his tender feelings more appealingly than he did back in Hunsford, and descriptions of their kisses are steamier than many bedroom scenes I've read. (Content here is clean.)
Ms. Lauder is a marvelous storyteller, pacing both the gradual explanation and the growing love perfectly. It's a fairly long book but never drags. The book is also edited well.
Highly recommend!
June 8, 2019
A Pride & Prejudice variation with a strong whiff of Gothic suspense turned out to be just the thing. What if on the day Elizabeth discovers her youngest sister ran off with a rogue that instead of sharing the contents of the letter with Mr. Darcy, she suffers a grievous head injury and worse? And, what if the head injury causes her to forget some significant events so that if comes about that Mr. Darcy is blamed and banned from ever seeing her again? Ah, yes, let the angst begin...
The Mist of Her Memory was a historical romantic suspense as Elizabeth works to get her memories back and discover just what did happen in the Lambton inn that fateful day, but also the whereabouts of dastardly Wickham and her sister Lydia. Elizabeth's memories are so tangled and some seem the stuff of bad dreams, but one thing she holds to- Mr. Darcy. He couldn't- wouldn't do such a thing to her. Unfortunately her relations either don't care because there are bigger issues like a family's fallen reputation or believe that Mr. Darcy is the scoundrel.
This one was told flipping between past and present as Elizabeth slowly remembered or people gave their accounts so that the past could get pieced together, but there was the added complexity of separate time lines as the story switched between Darcy and Lizzy's points of view. The author carefully provided breaks and headers so this didn't get too confusing to follow.
Elizabeth's amnesia and also reaction to being attacked were at the heart of this story. Yes, there was romance and the mysteries, but it was also her gaining back what she had lost and also coming to terms with what happened to her.
Darcy's part was that of a loving man forced to keep his distance and then alternating between taking action and wishing he could do more to alleviate Elizabeth's anguish.
It was a good twisting mystery created through Elizabeth's amnesia, but also a few surprises in the story. I figured some out, but I didn't see that final twist coming. If I had one niggle, it was the choice to give that final gothic turn in the solution. This is a preference rather than a problem with the story.
In the end, this was engaging with a solid plot and well developed background and characters. Fans of Austenesque and Sweet Historical Romances should give it a go.
COYER Summer Scavenger Hunt Clue 'book by an author you had previously given a 5-star rating' 2 pts.
The Mist of Her Memory was a historical romantic suspense as Elizabeth works to get her memories back and discover just what did happen in the Lambton inn that fateful day, but also the whereabouts of dastardly Wickham and her sister Lydia. Elizabeth's memories are so tangled and some seem the stuff of bad dreams, but one thing she holds to- Mr. Darcy. He couldn't- wouldn't do such a thing to her. Unfortunately her relations either don't care because there are bigger issues like a family's fallen reputation or believe that Mr. Darcy is the scoundrel.
This one was told flipping between past and present as Elizabeth slowly remembered or people gave their accounts so that the past could get pieced together, but there was the added complexity of separate time lines as the story switched between Darcy and Lizzy's points of view. The author carefully provided breaks and headers so this didn't get too confusing to follow.
Elizabeth's amnesia and also reaction to being attacked were at the heart of this story. Yes, there was romance and the mysteries, but it was also her gaining back what she had lost and also coming to terms with what happened to her.
Darcy's part was that of a loving man forced to keep his distance and then alternating between taking action and wishing he could do more to alleviate Elizabeth's anguish.
It was a good twisting mystery created through Elizabeth's amnesia, but also a few surprises in the story. I figured some out, but I didn't see that final twist coming. If I had one niggle, it was the choice to give that final gothic turn in the solution. This is a preference rather than a problem with the story.
In the end, this was engaging with a solid plot and well developed background and characters. Fans of Austenesque and Sweet Historical Romances should give it a go.
COYER Summer Scavenger Hunt Clue 'book by an author you had previously given a 5-star rating' 2 pts.
May 18, 2024
This was a good one! Don't let the cover art fool you...
Balanced between storyline, writing, characters, intrigue and romance was fantastic. Nothing was OTT, or repetitive. ODC were sympathetic and I cared about what was happening to them. The author did a good job of weaving in enough mystery till almost the very end and a few iconic point of P&P, but they weren't even necessary IMHO.
I will give this 4.5* because I don't think the aftermath of the death was handled well. They waited to tell the mother? The story needed it, but it didn't sit right with my sensibilities.
Balanced between storyline, writing, characters, intrigue and romance was fantastic. Nothing was OTT, or repetitive. ODC were sympathetic and I cared about what was happening to them. The author did a good job of weaving in enough mystery till almost the very end and a few iconic point of P&P, but they weren't even necessary IMHO.
I will give this 4.5* because I don't think the aftermath of the death was handled well. They waited to tell the mother? The story needed it, but it didn't sit right with my sensibilities.
August 11, 2023
4.5 stars rounded up. i found some plot points a bit off but this is the FIRST suspense/mysery from P&P where I DID NOT GUESS CORRECTLY THE ENDING! I mean, not until the reveal was actually happening and OMG! Truly, that alone was amazzing. However, I didn't purchase the book because the price is steep for the length. I still believe that even after reading it. I think this should be priced at $3.99 not $6. But, that being said, its well written and highly enjoyable. I felt so bad for Elizabeth and Darcy but enjoyed the romance. It was the mystery that had me glued to the story. BRAVO!
Some minor quibbles: I didn't understand the Gardiner's conclusions and also didn't agree with Elizabeth's reaction to punishment of the villan in the end. No way would I have been that lienient. Seriously, not a chance and frankly that was the most unbelieveable part of the story. But otherwise, very lovely. some kissing but not much other adult content.
Some minor quibbles: I didn't understand the Gardiner's conclusions and also didn't agree with Elizabeth's reaction to punishment of the villan in the end. No way would I have been that lienient. Seriously, not a chance and frankly that was the most unbelieveable part of the story. But otherwise, very lovely. some kissing but not much other adult content.
April 4, 2023
Suspense
Reviewed in Canada on June 3, 2019
This was a good suspenseful read. I did figure out the true culprit though. I’m usually the last to know. Ha! I enjoy this author, the second of her books I’ve read (at least).
July 1, 2021 - Audiobook
Excellent narration by Neil Roy McFarland. His Darcy when talking to Elizabeth in this book was especially endearingly swoon worthy. I also upgraded my rating from four to five stars with this second read. I think I was a mite stingy in 2019. Highly recommend both the book and audiobook.
Reviewed in Canada on June 3, 2019
This was a good suspenseful read. I did figure out the true culprit though. I’m usually the last to know. Ha! I enjoy this author, the second of her books I’ve read (at least).
July 1, 2021 - Audiobook
Excellent narration by Neil Roy McFarland. His Darcy when talking to Elizabeth in this book was especially endearingly swoon worthy. I also upgraded my rating from four to five stars with this second read. I think I was a mite stingy in 2019. Highly recommend both the book and audiobook.
April 25, 2019
Lost memory, but believable
Spoilers
Lizzy is attacked and loses her memory. After reading reports about similar massive concussions suffered by our soldiers this seems like a possible scenario.
How did it happen? Who did it? Why was Darcy there?
Lots of chasing around trying to solve the mysteries. Concurrent with the problem solving we get to see Lizzie’s trying to get as well as she can. There is a HEA but not as good of one as normal. Lizzie May never come back to full normal, which is true of our soldiers. And there is a slight personality change. Not so independent, not so confident and a somewhat meeker.
I recommend this book.
Spoilers
Lizzy is attacked and loses her memory. After reading reports about similar massive concussions suffered by our soldiers this seems like a possible scenario.
How did it happen? Who did it? Why was Darcy there?
Lots of chasing around trying to solve the mysteries. Concurrent with the problem solving we get to see Lizzie’s trying to get as well as she can. There is a HEA but not as good of one as normal. Lizzie May never come back to full normal, which is true of our soldiers. And there is a slight personality change. Not so independent, not so confident and a somewhat meeker.
I recommend this book.
April 27, 2019
Wow!
This is a truly remarkable book about Lizzy's strengths. Lizzy has been injured while in Lambton, and must recover most of her memories, including who attacked her. This book is the story of her journey to do just this with the eventual help of Mr Darcy. Mr Darcy has been blocked from seeing Lizzy due to misunderstandings, but once those are overcome, he helps her. The reveal of the true villain is some very masterful writing. A most wonderful book to read.
This is a truly remarkable book about Lizzy's strengths. Lizzy has been injured while in Lambton, and must recover most of her memories, including who attacked her. This book is the story of her journey to do just this with the eventual help of Mr Darcy. Mr Darcy has been blocked from seeing Lizzy due to misunderstandings, but once those are overcome, he helps her. The reveal of the true villain is some very masterful writing. A most wonderful book to read.
January 4, 2020
What If Elizabeth Couldn’t Remember What Happened at the Inn at Lambton?
TYPE OF NOVEL: Pride and Prejudice Variation
TIME FRAME: Begins a few months after Darcy visits Elizabeth at the inn at Lambton
SYNOPSIS: Something happened to Elizabeth while she read Jane’s letter that day in Lambton, and as a result she suffers headaches, dizziness, and amnesia. Since there is no evidence of who caused these injuries and Elizabeth cannot remember otherwise, the Gardiners have banished the one person who was found in the same room as Lizzy just after the attack – Mr. Darcy. Now a few months later, Lizzy is living a sheltered life in Cheapside, where her guardians have restricted her contact with the outside world and forbidden all mentions of Mr. Darcy. Lizzy knows Mr. Darcy could never harm her – especially after his saving her family from Lydia’s disgrace, which further proves his honorableness and worth. But Lizzy’s family is convinced that no such rescue ever took place…
WHAT I LOVED:
- So Many Questions: What happened to Elizabeth? Who really is to blame (because we know it isn’t Mr. Darcy!)? What is the truth regarding Wickham? Where is Lydia? – Suzan Lauder keeps her readers in suspense and guessing in this tale. I was aching for the past scenes and unknown to be revealed…but Ms. Lauder tortured us a little with the wait! I enjoyed having so many aspects of the past to ponder, it was fun to try and sort it out myself. And I loved that there were some developments that were quite a surprise! Such a surprise!
- Danger + Mystery: An attack and amnesia – this premise provokes some delicious drama and angst! Out of all the possible deviations and directions authors can go with the Lambton Inn scene, this deviation is decidedly unique! The thought of someone harming Elizabeth and the questions surrounding the unknown events of that day added such a thrilling sense of intrigue to this tale. Not to mention the mysteries surrounding several missing people and the bewildering memories Lizzy - professes to be truth…
- Elizabeth in Love: She may be slightly confused about what happened in the past, but Elizabeth has no confusion over her feelings for Mr. Darcy. I loved seeing Elizabeth try to learn Mr. Darcy’s whereabouts and plan an encounter with him. I loved that she took comfort in her memories of Mr. Darcy and trusted in her certainty of his honor and disposition. But most of all, I loved seeing Elizabeth yearn for Mr. Darcy – to witness her ache for his presence, her desperateness to see him. *sigh* One of my favorite parts is when Elizabeth asks Mr. Darcy to piece together the events of - that fateful day with her – talk about a swoony scene!
- Memory-Loss: I enjoy stories that utilize memory-loss as a plot device, especially when it is handled plausibly – like it is here. I thought the portrayal of Elizabeth’s experience with her memory-loss felt authentic. The circumstances of how she lost her memory, what her family does to help her recuperate, and the episodes Elizabeth experiences as she tries to unravel the past were all thoughtfully developed. I also appreciated how Ms. Lauder illustrated the struggles and unhappy realities of dealing with memory-loss.
WHAT I WASN’T TOO FOND OF:
- Some Small Quibbles: A few times the pacing felt a little slow; perhaps it was because there was a lot of restating past events and retelling memories/experiences to others? In addition, there were some scenes of inactivity and waiting that felt drawn out and also little out of character – would Darcy really have kept away, not asked more questions, not done all he could?
CONCLUSION:
I have always loved Ms. Lauder’s strikingly unique stories, and I was so thrilled to see her latest take such a suspenseful slant (please write some more romantic suspense!) With The Mist of Her Memory Suzan Lauder delivers a mystifying and riveting tale that highlights her creativity, storytelling skills, and powers of intrigue!
Austenesque Reviews
TYPE OF NOVEL: Pride and Prejudice Variation
TIME FRAME: Begins a few months after Darcy visits Elizabeth at the inn at Lambton
SYNOPSIS: Something happened to Elizabeth while she read Jane’s letter that day in Lambton, and as a result she suffers headaches, dizziness, and amnesia. Since there is no evidence of who caused these injuries and Elizabeth cannot remember otherwise, the Gardiners have banished the one person who was found in the same room as Lizzy just after the attack – Mr. Darcy. Now a few months later, Lizzy is living a sheltered life in Cheapside, where her guardians have restricted her contact with the outside world and forbidden all mentions of Mr. Darcy. Lizzy knows Mr. Darcy could never harm her – especially after his saving her family from Lydia’s disgrace, which further proves his honorableness and worth. But Lizzy’s family is convinced that no such rescue ever took place…
WHAT I LOVED:
- So Many Questions: What happened to Elizabeth? Who really is to blame (because we know it isn’t Mr. Darcy!)? What is the truth regarding Wickham? Where is Lydia? – Suzan Lauder keeps her readers in suspense and guessing in this tale. I was aching for the past scenes and unknown to be revealed…but Ms. Lauder tortured us a little with the wait! I enjoyed having so many aspects of the past to ponder, it was fun to try and sort it out myself. And I loved that there were some developments that were quite a surprise! Such a surprise!
- Danger + Mystery: An attack and amnesia – this premise provokes some delicious drama and angst! Out of all the possible deviations and directions authors can go with the Lambton Inn scene, this deviation is decidedly unique! The thought of someone harming Elizabeth and the questions surrounding the unknown events of that day added such a thrilling sense of intrigue to this tale. Not to mention the mysteries surrounding several missing people and the bewildering memories Lizzy - professes to be truth…
- Elizabeth in Love: She may be slightly confused about what happened in the past, but Elizabeth has no confusion over her feelings for Mr. Darcy. I loved seeing Elizabeth try to learn Mr. Darcy’s whereabouts and plan an encounter with him. I loved that she took comfort in her memories of Mr. Darcy and trusted in her certainty of his honor and disposition. But most of all, I loved seeing Elizabeth yearn for Mr. Darcy – to witness her ache for his presence, her desperateness to see him. *sigh* One of my favorite parts is when Elizabeth asks Mr. Darcy to piece together the events of - that fateful day with her – talk about a swoony scene!
- Memory-Loss: I enjoy stories that utilize memory-loss as a plot device, especially when it is handled plausibly – like it is here. I thought the portrayal of Elizabeth’s experience with her memory-loss felt authentic. The circumstances of how she lost her memory, what her family does to help her recuperate, and the episodes Elizabeth experiences as she tries to unravel the past were all thoughtfully developed. I also appreciated how Ms. Lauder illustrated the struggles and unhappy realities of dealing with memory-loss.
WHAT I WASN’T TOO FOND OF:
- Some Small Quibbles: A few times the pacing felt a little slow; perhaps it was because there was a lot of restating past events and retelling memories/experiences to others? In addition, there were some scenes of inactivity and waiting that felt drawn out and also little out of character – would Darcy really have kept away, not asked more questions, not done all he could?
CONCLUSION:
I have always loved Ms. Lauder’s strikingly unique stories, and I was so thrilled to see her latest take such a suspenseful slant (please write some more romantic suspense!) With The Mist of Her Memory Suzan Lauder delivers a mystifying and riveting tale that highlights her creativity, storytelling skills, and powers of intrigue!
Austenesque Reviews
August 12, 2019
Romantic suspense at its finest!
I was completely ensnared from beginning to end as each chapter unfolded and the suspense built as Elizabeth slowly recovered bit and pieces of her memory. As the book description states, Elizabeth was attacked and Mr. Darcy is forbidden to see her. When she sees him through a carriage window, she knows she must find some way back to him. How can these two hearts come together?
"She had a powerful feeling in her breast upon the sight of him, one that tied her to him with a string so taut and strong, nothing could break it." (quote from the book)
Along with Elizabeth's injury, there is the elopement of Mr. Wickham and Lydia. What role do they play in this story and why doesn't her family believe what she says about them? She is frustrated with the disparity between what her relatives say, what she feels and knows and something elusive that will not break through the mists of her memory. Be prepared to be shocked and enthralled with this tale. I certainly was!
"Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies." (quote from the book)
The writing, plot and pacing were beautifully executed, and I would have to say, in my humble opinion, that this is Ms. Lauder's finest work to date. I highly recommend it!
I also want to give praise to the cover artist, Janet Taylor, for the compelling book jacket.
I was completely ensnared from beginning to end as each chapter unfolded and the suspense built as Elizabeth slowly recovered bit and pieces of her memory. As the book description states, Elizabeth was attacked and Mr. Darcy is forbidden to see her. When she sees him through a carriage window, she knows she must find some way back to him. How can these two hearts come together?
"She had a powerful feeling in her breast upon the sight of him, one that tied her to him with a string so taut and strong, nothing could break it." (quote from the book)
Along with Elizabeth's injury, there is the elopement of Mr. Wickham and Lydia. What role do they play in this story and why doesn't her family believe what she says about them? She is frustrated with the disparity between what her relatives say, what she feels and knows and something elusive that will not break through the mists of her memory. Be prepared to be shocked and enthralled with this tale. I certainly was!
"Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies." (quote from the book)
The writing, plot and pacing were beautifully executed, and I would have to say, in my humble opinion, that this is Ms. Lauder's finest work to date. I highly recommend it!
I also want to give praise to the cover artist, Janet Taylor, for the compelling book jacket.
September 20, 2020
“If you tell the truth, you don’t have to remember anything.” –Mark Twain
Rating: clean: there was a hint at smutty behavior but not described… trigger warning: for a violent physical act [nonsexual] against a character. That cover was simply amazing.
“Scars have the strange power to remind us that our past is real.” –Cormac McCarthy, All the Pretty Horses
Know going in that this story leaves the reader feeling very confused. I believe the author did that by design. We are supposed to feel the same emotions and uncertainty that Elizabeth was feeling. Something terrible happened to our girl at the Inn in Lambton and everyone is sheltering her from those memories. When she tries to force her thoughts around that fateful day… she gets horrible headaches. This is a long story or at least it felt that way. The reader is constantly kept off balance by the various threads as they try to reconstruct what happened that day at the Inn. Think of this as a five-thousand-piece jigsaw puzzle. I hate those. Especially those that have pieces that are similar in size and shape. Maddening. Now you know how our Elizabeth felt. The pieces simply did not always fit and we were as confused as she was. Although the picture was slowly coming into view, it was exciting trying to figure out who, what, when, and why things happened that day. It was also exciting when she had a clear moment and a chunk of the picture came into view. But… where the heck was Lydia?
“Remembrance of things past is not necessarily the remembrance of things as they were.” –Marcel Proust
Not everything in Elizabeth’s mind had been forgotten. She was forced to relearn or be reminded of a few names, places, and events from her life. She also observed the strangest thing, when she tried to discuss her sister Lydia, everyone would go quiet. She was convinced of her sister’s situation and yet when she tried to defend her thoughts about what she believed to be true against what everyone said was reality… she becomes frustrated and anxious. The people of Meryton were not having any part of that and shunned the family for Lydia’s shame in eloping with a scoundrel. Elizabeth’s defense of her younger sister only made them laugh at her and think she was a fool touched in the head.
Thus, Elizabeth was staying in London with Aunt and Uncle Gardiner in order to keep her quiet and sedate. She was working with a woman who was familiar with head injuries and memory loss and slowly was beginning to regain some lost segments of that day. However, some of those memories were not pleasant. She wondered if they were true memories or a nightmare instead. Mr. Darcy played a big part in the pleasant memories as she felt he was intending to renew his feelings and propose. She desperately wanted to see him and Miss Darcy again.
“Right now [,] I’m having amnesia and déjà vu all at the same time. I think I’ve forgotten this before.” –Steven Wright
Darcy had been banished from ever seeing Elizabeth again by her Uncle Gardiner. Darcy was aghast that his honor as a gentleman had been challenged and called into question… as though he could ever hurt Elizabeth. And yet, he was the one found with her after the fall and she was insensible to tell them exactly what happened. After hearing the doctor’s assessment of her injuries, Gardiner, who was her protector and guardian, refused to let Darcy near her. They thought he was the worst sort of man and Elizabeth tried desperately to defend him at every turn. She was determined to see him even if she had to sneak out of the house to do so.
Villains: Thank goodness we didn’t have to deal with Lady Catherine. That would have been awful. Caroline Bingley was the worst ever. She marched into a parlor during morning calls like she owned the place and threw her weight around with abandon. She had her claws… em… eyes on Darcy and let Elizabeth know in no uncertain terms that she was unworthy, was beneath them all, and would never have him. Our Caro threw the BEST bitch-fit… em… outburst EVER at a ball in front of several august members of the ton. I loved it. Man… our author really pulled a good one.
Wickham was just a nuisance and he had a friend… good grief. The SBRBs [scum-bag-rat-bastards] were everywhere causing trouble and led our dear Colonel on a merry chase. Guess who won?
What really happened that day? Who or what caused the accident? And who or what was that nightmare she kept having with a madman yelling such vile things in her face? The reveal was in several stages as that puzzle picture slowly came into view. Parts of it were so shocking I could hardly believe it. I nearly cried at one point.
“Your memory is a monster; you forget—it doesn’t. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you—and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you!” –John Irving, A Prayer for Owen Meany
8-26-20 I borrowed this from the KU program. I recommend this to those who like something different.
Rating: clean: there was a hint at smutty behavior but not described… trigger warning: for a violent physical act [nonsexual] against a character. That cover was simply amazing.
“Scars have the strange power to remind us that our past is real.” –Cormac McCarthy, All the Pretty Horses
Know going in that this story leaves the reader feeling very confused. I believe the author did that by design. We are supposed to feel the same emotions and uncertainty that Elizabeth was feeling. Something terrible happened to our girl at the Inn in Lambton and everyone is sheltering her from those memories. When she tries to force her thoughts around that fateful day… she gets horrible headaches. This is a long story or at least it felt that way. The reader is constantly kept off balance by the various threads as they try to reconstruct what happened that day at the Inn. Think of this as a five-thousand-piece jigsaw puzzle. I hate those. Especially those that have pieces that are similar in size and shape. Maddening. Now you know how our Elizabeth felt. The pieces simply did not always fit and we were as confused as she was. Although the picture was slowly coming into view, it was exciting trying to figure out who, what, when, and why things happened that day. It was also exciting when she had a clear moment and a chunk of the picture came into view. But… where the heck was Lydia?
“Remembrance of things past is not necessarily the remembrance of things as they were.” –Marcel Proust
Not everything in Elizabeth’s mind had been forgotten. She was forced to relearn or be reminded of a few names, places, and events from her life. She also observed the strangest thing, when she tried to discuss her sister Lydia, everyone would go quiet. She was convinced of her sister’s situation and yet when she tried to defend her thoughts about what she believed to be true against what everyone said was reality… she becomes frustrated and anxious. The people of Meryton were not having any part of that and shunned the family for Lydia’s shame in eloping with a scoundrel. Elizabeth’s defense of her younger sister only made them laugh at her and think she was a fool touched in the head.
Thus, Elizabeth was staying in London with Aunt and Uncle Gardiner in order to keep her quiet and sedate. She was working with a woman who was familiar with head injuries and memory loss and slowly was beginning to regain some lost segments of that day. However, some of those memories were not pleasant. She wondered if they were true memories or a nightmare instead. Mr. Darcy played a big part in the pleasant memories as she felt he was intending to renew his feelings and propose. She desperately wanted to see him and Miss Darcy again.
“Right now [,] I’m having amnesia and déjà vu all at the same time. I think I’ve forgotten this before.” –Steven Wright
Darcy had been banished from ever seeing Elizabeth again by her Uncle Gardiner. Darcy was aghast that his honor as a gentleman had been challenged and called into question… as though he could ever hurt Elizabeth. And yet, he was the one found with her after the fall and she was insensible to tell them exactly what happened. After hearing the doctor’s assessment of her injuries, Gardiner, who was her protector and guardian, refused to let Darcy near her. They thought he was the worst sort of man and Elizabeth tried desperately to defend him at every turn. She was determined to see him even if she had to sneak out of the house to do so.
Villains: Thank goodness we didn’t have to deal with Lady Catherine. That would have been awful. Caroline Bingley was the worst ever. She marched into a parlor during morning calls like she owned the place and threw her weight around with abandon. She had her claws… em… eyes on Darcy and let Elizabeth know in no uncertain terms that she was unworthy, was beneath them all, and would never have him. Our Caro threw the BEST bitch-fit… em… outburst EVER at a ball in front of several august members of the ton. I loved it. Man… our author really pulled a good one.
Wickham was just a nuisance and he had a friend… good grief. The SBRBs [scum-bag-rat-bastards] were everywhere causing trouble and led our dear Colonel on a merry chase. Guess who won?
What really happened that day? Who or what caused the accident? And who or what was that nightmare she kept having with a madman yelling such vile things in her face? The reveal was in several stages as that puzzle picture slowly came into view. Parts of it were so shocking I could hardly believe it. I nearly cried at one point.
“Your memory is a monster; you forget—it doesn’t. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you—and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you!” –John Irving, A Prayer for Owen Meany
8-26-20 I borrowed this from the KU program. I recommend this to those who like something different.
December 14, 2020
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4.5
In The Mist of Her Memory something happens to Elizabeth after she receives Jane’s letter at Lambton which causes not only some memory loss, but also some confusion regarding the events that surrounded Lydia’s elopement. The reader is unaware of what caused this memory confusion and is forced to go through the mist of Elizabeth’s memory along with her. Suzan Lauder crafted this story with a skill that impressed me because we could feel the confusion and frustration Elizabeth felt with the entire situation, and like her, we just wanted to know exactly what happened.
The first chapters of this book are bewitching and the reader feels immediately transported into a Pride & Prejudice variation he doesn’t quite comprehend yet, but which he feels compelled to understand. This story and the manner in which it was written was so different it captured my attention for a long time. It was exciting not to know what was happening and why the characters were acting in such a strange manner.
I loved the writing style in this book, the way sentences were built and the words chosen were enticing and gave me a sense of wellbeing throughout the story. The entire ambience of the book is compelling and somewhat magical, it forces the reader to feel something, and in my opinion these are always the best books.
Apart from the writing style, one of the aspects I loved the most about The Mist of Her Memory was the fact that both Mr. Darcy and Elizabeth are in love with each other from the very beginning. This allowed me to witness many touching and heartwarming moments, and to rejoice in the love and trust they showed towards one another. The strength of their convictions and love is undeniable in this story, even when all odds were against them, they believed in one another and never gave up on their convictions.
The mystery in the story was very well built and another plus in this book. I do not believe most readers will ever be able to answer all the questions that arise throughout the narrative.
I truly enjoyed listening to this book and I was only slightly frustrated to see that it dragged a little towards the end. I found it hard to believe that Elizabeth and Mr. Darcy would spend so much time together without speaking what was on their mind, and it also felt like the Bennet family wasn’t reacting to Lydia’s situation as they should.
Summing up, The Mist of Her Memory is an enthralling book that is able to capture and hold the reader’s attention for a very long time due to its crafty writing style, the innumerous mysteries that need answering and the intense passionate love the characters have for one another demanding a happy ending. I do recommend this book, especially to readers who want a creative storyline that is simultaneously exciting and believable.
4.5
In The Mist of Her Memory something happens to Elizabeth after she receives Jane’s letter at Lambton which causes not only some memory loss, but also some confusion regarding the events that surrounded Lydia’s elopement. The reader is unaware of what caused this memory confusion and is forced to go through the mist of Elizabeth’s memory along with her. Suzan Lauder crafted this story with a skill that impressed me because we could feel the confusion and frustration Elizabeth felt with the entire situation, and like her, we just wanted to know exactly what happened.
The first chapters of this book are bewitching and the reader feels immediately transported into a Pride & Prejudice variation he doesn’t quite comprehend yet, but which he feels compelled to understand. This story and the manner in which it was written was so different it captured my attention for a long time. It was exciting not to know what was happening and why the characters were acting in such a strange manner.
I loved the writing style in this book, the way sentences were built and the words chosen were enticing and gave me a sense of wellbeing throughout the story. The entire ambience of the book is compelling and somewhat magical, it forces the reader to feel something, and in my opinion these are always the best books.
Apart from the writing style, one of the aspects I loved the most about The Mist of Her Memory was the fact that both Mr. Darcy and Elizabeth are in love with each other from the very beginning. This allowed me to witness many touching and heartwarming moments, and to rejoice in the love and trust they showed towards one another. The strength of their convictions and love is undeniable in this story, even when all odds were against them, they believed in one another and never gave up on their convictions.
The mystery in the story was very well built and another plus in this book. I do not believe most readers will ever be able to answer all the questions that arise throughout the narrative.
I truly enjoyed listening to this book and I was only slightly frustrated to see that it dragged a little towards the end. I found it hard to believe that Elizabeth and Mr. Darcy would spend so much time together without speaking what was on their mind, and it also felt like the Bennet family wasn’t reacting to Lydia’s situation as they should.
Summing up, The Mist of Her Memory is an enthralling book that is able to capture and hold the reader’s attention for a very long time due to its crafty writing style, the innumerous mysteries that need answering and the intense passionate love the characters have for one another demanding a happy ending. I do recommend this book, especially to readers who want a creative storyline that is simultaneously exciting and believable.
May 5, 2019
Different
A rather different variation inspired by author Jane Austen’s classic Pride and Prejudice. A very different storyline veers off and keeps you guessing
A rather different variation inspired by author Jane Austen’s classic Pride and Prejudice. A very different storyline veers off and keeps you guessing
October 27, 2023
Hold on for a gripping page turner! This story is indeed dark and mysterious throughout most of the book.
Poor Lizzy is recovering from a horrendous injury inflicted on her during a visit to Derbyshire.
Unfortunately she has no idea who would want to harm her so grievously.
She has only minimal memories of the actual attack and no clue of the villain!
The memories she does recall are completely erroneous ! So much so that her family and friends think she is mentally strange and maybe needing to be put into Bedlam!!
The situation is so bad she must be kept hidden in London at her aunt and uncle’s home. But she is kept virtually prisoner under their watchful eyes
Worse than anything else they forbid Darcy from visiting her as they suspect him of being the very person who committed the crime against Elizabeth!
She knows it can’t be true as she remembers after her fall Darcy was attending her and calling her My Love.
She is finally aided by a friend of Mrs Gardiner whose son dealt with a similar memory loss. With her visits Lizzy gets more and more memories until she remembers Wickham being there at the time of her attack.
Things open up when she convinces her Uncle that Wickham could be her attacker not Darcy.
Darcy and Mr Gardener follow a lead to locate Wickham and another mysterious gentleman.
I will not spoil this ending as it is a huge surprise when all is revealed!
Finally the mist is lifted so Elizabeth’s memories were truly revealed .
Poor Lizzy is recovering from a horrendous injury inflicted on her during a visit to Derbyshire.
Unfortunately she has no idea who would want to harm her so grievously.
She has only minimal memories of the actual attack and no clue of the villain!
The memories she does recall are completely erroneous ! So much so that her family and friends think she is mentally strange and maybe needing to be put into Bedlam!!
The situation is so bad she must be kept hidden in London at her aunt and uncle’s home. But she is kept virtually prisoner under their watchful eyes
Worse than anything else they forbid Darcy from visiting her as they suspect him of being the very person who committed the crime against Elizabeth!
She knows it can’t be true as she remembers after her fall Darcy was attending her and calling her My Love.
She is finally aided by a friend of Mrs Gardiner whose son dealt with a similar memory loss. With her visits Lizzy gets more and more memories until she remembers Wickham being there at the time of her attack.
Things open up when she convinces her Uncle that Wickham could be her attacker not Darcy.
Darcy and Mr Gardener follow a lead to locate Wickham and another mysterious gentleman.
I will not spoil this ending as it is a huge surprise when all is revealed!
Finally the mist is lifted so Elizabeth’s memories were truly revealed .
May 18, 2019
Disturbing but romantic
As the book description states, Elizabeth is attacked in Lambton at the inn, and is very seriously injured including damage to her head and memories. The story begins at this point, during her holiday with the Gardiners, and everything prior to that time regarding Darcy and Elizabeth is implied: their meeting in Hertfordshire, the proposal at Hunsford, Elizabeth 's change of heart about Darcy. Elizabeth has just received the news from Jane about Lydia's disappearance with Wickham, when she is assaulted. Due to her injuries, confusion reigns and she can't identify her attacker.
At this point in the story, Elizabeth and Darcy are both in love with each other, so the romance is there and is satisfying. This is a serious story about serious problems, such as brain injury and the difficulties endured while recovering, as well as madness which may be inherited in a family. These are deep and dark issues, and are given the sober treatment they deserve. However, my only concern was the amount of space in the story devoted to Elizabeth 's struggles and frustrations. The fact that she struggled to remember and to become more normal is covered repeatedly, to an excessive degree. After a time it became tedious and didn't really advance the story line. I felt those episodes could have been abbreviated.
I like this author, and the suspense was exciting. The book is well written and well edited. I recommend it highly.
As the book description states, Elizabeth is attacked in Lambton at the inn, and is very seriously injured including damage to her head and memories. The story begins at this point, during her holiday with the Gardiners, and everything prior to that time regarding Darcy and Elizabeth is implied: their meeting in Hertfordshire, the proposal at Hunsford, Elizabeth 's change of heart about Darcy. Elizabeth has just received the news from Jane about Lydia's disappearance with Wickham, when she is assaulted. Due to her injuries, confusion reigns and she can't identify her attacker.
At this point in the story, Elizabeth and Darcy are both in love with each other, so the romance is there and is satisfying. This is a serious story about serious problems, such as brain injury and the difficulties endured while recovering, as well as madness which may be inherited in a family. These are deep and dark issues, and are given the sober treatment they deserve. However, my only concern was the amount of space in the story devoted to Elizabeth 's struggles and frustrations. The fact that she struggled to remember and to become more normal is covered repeatedly, to an excessive degree. After a time it became tedious and didn't really advance the story line. I felt those episodes could have been abbreviated.
I like this author, and the suspense was exciting. The book is well written and well edited. I recommend it highly.
January 2, 2021
The book is very good, the mystery keeps you wondering all the time, but I found the resolution kinda sloppy.
December 23, 2019
In this Pride and Prejudice variation, Elizabeth is attacked in the inn in Lambton as Darcy arrives to propose again. She suffers from amnesia and her recollections might not be exactly true according to everyone else's knowledge. Her interactions with Darcy help her with the holes in her memory as everyone works to discover who did the despicable thing. The story is a little bit of mystery overshadowing our dear couple.
June 20, 2019
Uses familiar characters and settings in a completely new way. Beautifully written, particularly the interactions between Elizabeth and Darcy. A compelling mystery with lots of twists and turns. Thoroughly enjoyable!!
June 9, 2019
In this P&P variation it is now 1812 and Elizabeth Bennet and the Gardiners have visited Lambton and Pemberley. But at the Inn Elizabeth was attacked. If only she could remember what happened, but Gardiner has banished Darcy from their home, where she is recovering, believing him to be guilty. Will the truth come out and what has happened to Lydia.
An enjoyable well-written story with its mix of mystery and romance
An enjoyable well-written story with its mix of mystery and romance
September 30, 2019
Original story about a confused and "hazy" Elizabeth who doesn't remember some traumatic events that happened in Lambton before the timeline of the book. Now in London, Lizzy experiences some serious lack of freedom, condescension and misinformation before truths are set straight and main characters can come together.
The story is nice to read, not too angsty, only frustrating to follow because of Lizzy's lack of agency for a good portion of it, and for Darcy's lack of fortitude/impulse... his passivity in the first part was out of character from what we expect of him as a hero, also it did not push forward the plot.
There were secondary characters that served very little purpose, and many scenes interspersed here and there that seemed to be an opening for some action, only to end up being pointless fillers -- I'm not really a fan of that, but it is tolerable (... see what I did there??).
In the end the main mystery is solved, it was not a great surprise for me, but I leave it to you to decide if it was worth structuring this plot around it...
I would recommend this for those interested on exploring new twists to P&P variations, and for aspiring authors to analyze over how to (or not) structure tension in a story by withholding elements from readers.
The story is nice to read, not too angsty, only frustrating to follow because of Lizzy's lack of agency for a good portion of it, and for Darcy's lack of fortitude/impulse... his passivity in the first part was out of character from what we expect of him as a hero, also it did not push forward the plot.
There were secondary characters that served very little purpose, and many scenes interspersed here and there that seemed to be an opening for some action, only to end up being pointless fillers -- I'm not really a fan of that, but it is tolerable (... see what I did there??).
In the end the main mystery is solved, it was not a great surprise for me, but I leave it to you to decide if it was worth structuring this plot around it...
I would recommend this for those interested on exploring new twists to P&P variations, and for aspiring authors to analyze over how to (or not) structure tension in a story by withholding elements from readers.
January 12, 2025
Much of this is interesting and well written, but the solution to the mystery comes out of left field. It was great through 85%.
December 27, 2024
In this suspense novel based on Pride and Prejudice, Elizabeth has amnesia due to a head injury. The mystery is how this injury came to be and who committed the crime.
I found the first 3/4 of the book to be highly engaging and found the story well-told until we learn of Lydia’s fate. As someone who lost a sibling at the age of 17 I found the story of everyone’s reactions to her death to be highly offensive. There is mention of mourning Lydia after her disappearance with Wickham as if it could replace the mourning of her death in the minds of family members. I am sorry, but there is no comparison. I am now 63 years old and I know my brother’s death has affected every single day of my life. In this book Lydia is mourned as if she was some distant relative. When my brother died we walked around like zombies for weeks. My parents were inconsolable and I still wonder how their marriage survived. My mother could speak of nothing except my brother and my father acted like he had never existed. Their pain was unspeakable for months. The depression that settled over my family for weeks took the joy away from most of our everyday lives and overshadowed almost all other concerns.
In this story Darcy and Elizabeth plan their wedding within days of hearing Lydia was killed. Elizabeth’s focus is still on identifying her attacker. They determine not to tell the family of Lydia’s fate until after the wedding. When Mrs. Bennet accidentally hears of her death she is upset for a day then goes on with the wedding planning. Jane is disappointed her mother is not comforted that same day by hearing Jane is expecting. After the wedding everyone goes into a formal mourning period as if out of obligation. There is no mention of even a memorial service for Lydia and the family leaves her body where Wickham buried it.
Loss of a sibling changes the person you are. Everything is viewed differently. It takes many months before you can concentrate adequately, feel pure joy, laugh with abandon. I Cannot imagine myself caring about a trousseau, much less my mother leaving the house to help me purchase it. My father couldn’t concentrate to read, he sat in the dark with the tv on staring into space. And, despite having a personality almost identical to Mr. Bennet he didn’t make quips or use his wit for many weeks. The only entertaining we did was to receive people who came to grieve with us. Was Lydia so unimportant to these people that they could just brush aside her death like it was a temporary disruption to the search for answers to their mystery and to planning and enjoying a wedding? I can’t believe it. And, this seriously ruined the book for me.
I actually went back and reread parts thinking I missed something. Elizabeth’s initial reaction to hearing about Lydia’s death was as I would expect, but from that point onward the book totally loses any credibility. Lydia is dead! The only thoughts the family would have would be who killed her, how did it happen, how can we bring our “dear girl” home, how can we see to her proper burial and how do we go on as a family without her? To think of keeping news of her death from her family for even hours is just horrific, yet for some reason they blithely go on planning a wedding and attending a ball with the idea they will tell them later.
I am sorry to bring pain to the author with my review, but I found myself crying for Lydia and mourning her because her family was not. To even imagine the time from her elopement was in any way a mourning comparable to hearing of her death is just so bizarre.
Here is my alternate ending to the story: while Darcy and Uncle Gardiner question Wickham and Sir Frank, Elizabeth returns to Longbourn to be with her family. Darcy arranges for Lydia’s body to be returned to Meryton as the family arranges her funeral. Darcy and the Gardiners travel to Longbourn for the funeral and give the family the news of how Lydia died. At the mourning lunch after the funeral Darcy is comforting Elizabeth when Miss Bingley becomes enraged and attacks her. It then becomes clear she was the one who caused Elizabeth’s injuries. Darcy stays at Netherfield to be with the family while they mourn, and he and Elizabeth marry in a quiet ceremony after a respectful time period. The family is brought together again for a memorial at the two year anniversary of Lydia’s death and it is now that they can begin to feel joy again and plan a delayed celebration of the Darcy’s wedding and the birth of little Lydia Bingley. No one really wants to talk about Miss Bingley, Wickham, etc. but their curiosity is great, so there is news from Darcy and Bingley. Mr. and Mrs. Bennet have walked each day to Lydia’s grave site as it brings them comfort.
I found the first 3/4 of the book to be highly engaging and found the story well-told until we learn of Lydia’s fate. As someone who lost a sibling at the age of 17 I found the story of everyone’s reactions to her death to be highly offensive. There is mention of mourning Lydia after her disappearance with Wickham as if it could replace the mourning of her death in the minds of family members. I am sorry, but there is no comparison. I am now 63 years old and I know my brother’s death has affected every single day of my life. In this book Lydia is mourned as if she was some distant relative. When my brother died we walked around like zombies for weeks. My parents were inconsolable and I still wonder how their marriage survived. My mother could speak of nothing except my brother and my father acted like he had never existed. Their pain was unspeakable for months. The depression that settled over my family for weeks took the joy away from most of our everyday lives and overshadowed almost all other concerns.
In this story Darcy and Elizabeth plan their wedding within days of hearing Lydia was killed. Elizabeth’s focus is still on identifying her attacker. They determine not to tell the family of Lydia’s fate until after the wedding. When Mrs. Bennet accidentally hears of her death she is upset for a day then goes on with the wedding planning. Jane is disappointed her mother is not comforted that same day by hearing Jane is expecting. After the wedding everyone goes into a formal mourning period as if out of obligation. There is no mention of even a memorial service for Lydia and the family leaves her body where Wickham buried it.
Loss of a sibling changes the person you are. Everything is viewed differently. It takes many months before you can concentrate adequately, feel pure joy, laugh with abandon. I Cannot imagine myself caring about a trousseau, much less my mother leaving the house to help me purchase it. My father couldn’t concentrate to read, he sat in the dark with the tv on staring into space. And, despite having a personality almost identical to Mr. Bennet he didn’t make quips or use his wit for many weeks. The only entertaining we did was to receive people who came to grieve with us. Was Lydia so unimportant to these people that they could just brush aside her death like it was a temporary disruption to the search for answers to their mystery and to planning and enjoying a wedding? I can’t believe it. And, this seriously ruined the book for me.
I actually went back and reread parts thinking I missed something. Elizabeth’s initial reaction to hearing about Lydia’s death was as I would expect, but from that point onward the book totally loses any credibility. Lydia is dead! The only thoughts the family would have would be who killed her, how did it happen, how can we bring our “dear girl” home, how can we see to her proper burial and how do we go on as a family without her? To think of keeping news of her death from her family for even hours is just horrific, yet for some reason they blithely go on planning a wedding and attending a ball with the idea they will tell them later.
I am sorry to bring pain to the author with my review, but I found myself crying for Lydia and mourning her because her family was not. To even imagine the time from her elopement was in any way a mourning comparable to hearing of her death is just so bizarre.
Here is my alternate ending to the story: while Darcy and Uncle Gardiner question Wickham and Sir Frank, Elizabeth returns to Longbourn to be with her family. Darcy arranges for Lydia’s body to be returned to Meryton as the family arranges her funeral. Darcy and the Gardiners travel to Longbourn for the funeral and give the family the news of how Lydia died. At the mourning lunch after the funeral Darcy is comforting Elizabeth when Miss Bingley becomes enraged and attacks her. It then becomes clear she was the one who caused Elizabeth’s injuries. Darcy stays at Netherfield to be with the family while they mourn, and he and Elizabeth marry in a quiet ceremony after a respectful time period. The family is brought together again for a memorial at the two year anniversary of Lydia’s death and it is now that they can begin to feel joy again and plan a delayed celebration of the Darcy’s wedding and the birth of little Lydia Bingley. No one really wants to talk about Miss Bingley, Wickham, etc. but their curiosity is great, so there is news from Darcy and Bingley. Mr. and Mrs. Bennet have walked each day to Lydia’s grave site as it brings them comfort.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
September 1, 2019
I really enjoyed this book! It was almost perfect. This variation takes on the twist that on the day that Elizabeth gets the letter from Jane regarding their younger sister's elopment, she is brutally attacked. She suffers from amnesia, so is little help in clarifying what took place. Because the Gardiners find Darcy with her, immediately following the attack, he is banned from seeing her. This is a great whodunit, wrapped in a romance. After such a great story overall, I was a little disappointed with the ending that just sort of flew through the wedding and after. There had been so much detail until then. Still, a great read.
May 24, 2024
The Mist of Her Memory!
This fabulous story, I read over again, at least every 6 months! Not only is it an exciting Mystery but it one of the best Pride and Prejudice alternative stories I've ever read! Also, I had a similar situation with a head injury twice and I know the difficulty of trying to bring back old memories! A story that shouldn't be missed!
This fabulous story, I read over again, at least every 6 months! Not only is it an exciting Mystery but it one of the best Pride and Prejudice alternative stories I've ever read! Also, I had a similar situation with a head injury twice and I know the difficulty of trying to bring back old memories! A story that shouldn't be missed!
December 19, 2020
Have to give it 5 stars for the best writing of a head injury so far.
Reread: Still 5 stars. Loved it!
Reread: Great book.
Reread: Still 5 stars. Loved it!
Reread: Great book.
January 2, 2025
This is very different variation, which I obviously really enjoyed.
For me the beginning was a bit slow, but it picked up it's pace.
My one quibble is that Mr Gardiner bans Mr Darcy from seeing Elizabeth. I guess, we need some angst... I kinda understand why he does it, but on the other hand, I can't understand: Why he won't listen to his explanations. His love for Elizabeth should be obvious to any one.
It is interesting how little by little Elizabeth uncovers what has happend.
I did not guess the culprit until the very end, just before it was revealed.
I listened to the audio version and Neil Roy McFarlane did a good job.
For me the beginning was a bit slow, but it picked up it's pace.
My one quibble is that Mr Gardiner bans Mr Darcy from seeing Elizabeth. I guess, we need some angst... I kinda understand why he does it, but on the other hand, I can't understand: Why he won't listen to his explanations. His love for Elizabeth should be obvious to any one.
It is interesting how little by little Elizabeth uncovers what has happend.
I did not guess the culprit until the very end, just before it was revealed.
I listened to the audio version and Neil Roy McFarlane did a good job.
June 4, 2022
This one took two tries and I finished it.
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November 19, 2019The Mist of Her Memory is another winner from Suzan Lauder, and this being her first romantic suspense variation of Pride and Prejudice, it shows her versatility and growth as a writer. I don't want to delve too deeply into the plot because it's best that you just dive in and enjoy the ride for yourself.
When the novel opens, readers quickly learn that some sort of accident happened when Elizabeth was visiting Lambton with the Gardiners and that she has lost her memory. While her aunt and uncle believe Mr. Darcy isn't to be trusted, Elizabeth struggles to make sense of the bits and pieces she remembers of him and longs to escape from the confines of the Gardiners' home to speak to him. Meanwhile, Darcy is struggling with his feelings for Elizabeth and that he can never see her again, given the Gardiners' demands.
I was on the edge of my seat for the entire book, wanting to know why the Gardiners kept avoiding her questions about Lydia, why the Bennets have been treated so harshly by the townspeople, and what happened to Elizabeth in Lambton to cause her memory loss. Lauder does an excellent job with pacing, parceling out the details in such a way that you can't stop turning the pages to see how it all fits together. It was hard to see Elizabeth so weak in that she can't remember things and suffers extreme headaches the more she tries to remember, yet she was so strong in that she survived at all. Mr. Darcy's suffering was hard to read as well, especially as he laments his permanent separation from Elizabeth. The Mist of Her Memory is the perfect blend of suspense and romance, and it's definitely one I would read again even though I know how it all plays out.
Review originally posted on Diary of an Eccentric
When the novel opens, readers quickly learn that some sort of accident happened when Elizabeth was visiting Lambton with the Gardiners and that she has lost her memory. While her aunt and uncle believe Mr. Darcy isn't to be trusted, Elizabeth struggles to make sense of the bits and pieces she remembers of him and longs to escape from the confines of the Gardiners' home to speak to him. Meanwhile, Darcy is struggling with his feelings for Elizabeth and that he can never see her again, given the Gardiners' demands.
I was on the edge of my seat for the entire book, wanting to know why the Gardiners kept avoiding her questions about Lydia, why the Bennets have been treated so harshly by the townspeople, and what happened to Elizabeth in Lambton to cause her memory loss. Lauder does an excellent job with pacing, parceling out the details in such a way that you can't stop turning the pages to see how it all fits together. It was hard to see Elizabeth so weak in that she can't remember things and suffers extreme headaches the more she tries to remember, yet she was so strong in that she survived at all. Mr. Darcy's suffering was hard to read as well, especially as he laments his permanent separation from Elizabeth. The Mist of Her Memory is the perfect blend of suspense and romance, and it's definitely one I would read again even though I know how it all plays out.
Review originally posted on Diary of an Eccentric
August 6, 2020
Not absorbing enough
.. . For quarantine reading. The angst wrought by Elizabeth’s faulty memories gets really old. And at the end when the truth is revealed, I had guessed correctly who the villain was.
Chaste, not passionate, HEA and epilogue included. Considering how much stress most of us are living with, it really didn’t do much to hold my attention. It’s not a bad book, but it wasn’t a good book for me.
.. . For quarantine reading. The angst wrought by Elizabeth’s faulty memories gets really old. And at the end when the truth is revealed, I had guessed correctly who the villain was.
Chaste, not passionate, HEA and epilogue included. Considering how much stress most of us are living with, it really didn’t do much to hold my attention. It’s not a bad book, but it wasn’t a good book for me.
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