Loving My Angel

Loving My Angel #1-4

by Violet Haze

I’ve never stopped loving him…
For fifteen years, I believed Ryker abandoned me when I needed him most. One drunken decision leads to a confrontation where he wants to make me pay for leaving him behind. I’ll never admit being with him is exactly what I desire until the day I die.

She’s always been the one…
When Angel shows up on my doorstep, she's smashed and hiding more than one secret behind her gorgeous eyes. Blackmailing her into staying is a tactic aimed at making her realize she’s always belonged with me.

Neither of us are ready for the fight of our lives.

434 pages, Kindle Edition

First published June 3, 2015

About the author

Violet Haze is a big fan of writing & reading romance. The autistic mother of one, she currently lives in Ohio and is self-employed. When not working or writing, she spends her days reading, procrastinating, & listening to her son play video games she doesn't understand, at all.

Reviews

[Treasa · Rating 5 out of 5]

EMOTIONALLY HEARTFELT!❤👍👍👍👍👍
This is one of those perfect reads that works its way deep under your skin and into your heart pulling every wrenching emotion from you keeping you riding high riddled with anxiety with gripping suspense and impacting drama that will be impossible to shake! A moving emotionally charged read that if it wasn't for the explosive humor I probably would have be teary eyed for a good 80% of this read! A fantastic must read that will take you on one heck of an emotional ride. Steamy chemistry, exciting, intense, edgy, abuse, triggers, attention grabbing twists, depressing, anxiety, and heart-wrenching with explosive humour. A first read by this author but I can honestly say that I will definitely be reading more of her work!

[Judith · Rating 5 out of 5]

What a fantastic piece of writing, I was blown away by the humanity of it. It made me laugh and cry, made me think and become part of their story. That is the role of literature. The book is the right length and the author explored each character's personality and role in the story. There is a very sensitively handled BDSM component which is part of, rather than the purpose of the story. It was a great study in human relationships, insecurities, fears, jealousies, forgiveness, loyalty, friendship and above all, love. Each character has a story of their own yet the author had managed to put each of them together so organically, that they form a very coherent unit. The story centres around Danita (Angel) and Ryker whose teenage love is so strong, it carries them through to adulthood, yet circumstances had separated them for 15 years. The story takes us through from Angel's abuse, her teenage pregnancy, lies of her father, discovering her cancer and deciding that giving up the day-to-day parenting of her son to her own family would give him the most stable environment. Relapsing for the 3rd time in 15 years into Non-Hodgkin Lymphoma, she feels she has no more fight left in her. Getting totally drunk and behind the wheel of a car doesn't usually bring a favourable outcome but it brings her back into Ryker's life. He can't believe his eyes that this drunk, frail, filthy and foul-smelling creature is the love of his life he lost 15 years ago. I certainly don't want to give a detailed synopsis here, the writer had already done that. This is a book about life, about Karma, not just their own but of the other character's in the book, their fortunes, misfortunes, pain, tragedies, love, desires, sexual or otherwise, their desperation and above all hope. This book isn't just a contemporary adult romance, it is so much more! It'll move you. A note to the author, please keep on writing! One more thing, perfect editing.
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[Tanya · Rating 5 out of 5]

She thought he had turned his back on her and now he is back saying he will make her pay for leaving him. She wants him so bad so could this be a good thing. Will they make it as a couple? See if they become a couple

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[Kaye · Rating 5 out of 5]

MAGNIFICENT!!!
OMG! Talk about totally rocking it. A rollercoaster ride of emotions and events that really tugs those heartstrings and leaves you wanting more. This is one little jewel that's written with such sincerity you feel all the gut wretching, uncertainty that really kicks this little gem up a few notches on the hot charts. This is one exciting, action packed, heart pounding, pulse racing, page turning bombshell that hits the ground running. All the twists, ups and downs, along with a few glitches here and there make for one exciting adventure. Throw in all the drama and suspense and you have one intense, electrifying tale that captures your attention from start to finish. The characters and their personalities are so realistic and believable it feels like you can just reach out and touch them. The scenes are so graphically detailed it really pulls this bad boy together beautifully. You have no trouble picturing every scenario as it plays out perfectly. Violet did an incredible job bringing this read to life flawlessly. Fantastic job Violet, thanks for sharing this awesome read with us.

[Misty Goan · Rating 5 out of 5]

An amazing heart wrenching story. This intriguing story line caught my attention at the very beginning and kept me interested throughout the entire book. It includes gripping suspense, impacting drama, love, loss, abuse, troggers, twists and turns and great humor. The characters are realistic and well developed with explosive intense chemistry. This exciting intense story was well worth the read. I voluntarily reviewed this ARC.

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[LeMiliere · Rating 5 out of 5]

This story is a roller coaster read so full of emotions from the first page, until the last. It made me laugh, cry, and believe in dreams. Everything didn't go smoothly the characters fought, they hoped and yet they loved despite everything. This story will definitely stay with me for quite some time.

The characters are both believable and unforgettable, the writing style is excellent and the pacing of the story is smooth flowing and yet fast-paced. This is an author whom I have never read before but will definitely look for more of her work in the future.

I loved this book/series, with so much tragedy but also affirming that life goes on regardless even if that means without those we love.

[J. Ockenhouse · Rating 5 out of 5]

Ryker and Angel/Danita story is mind blowing and phenomenal. The story is 15 years in the making. It's got such an emotional pull but full of the stuff that romance fans will go googly eyes over. So much I want to say but to spoil anything would be so wrong.

There are a few triggers. But so very much worthy of your time and attention because these characters have a touching and moving story that needs to see the light from such sadness.

My first taste of Violet Haze writing and I will definitely be coming back. I received an ARC for an honest and voluntarily review.

[Jen · Rating 5 out of 5]

First off, I am so glad the whole series was together as waiting for each 'Part' would have been torture. This was an amazing read, I was pulled right into the story and felt like I was along for the bumpy ride with Danita and Ryker. This not an easy road to their HEA but it is a fantastic story to get there. There are some triggers but they are sensitively written, there is some heartbreaking moments but there is humor as well.

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[Debbie · Rating 5 out of 5]

This is such a heartbreaking but heart lifting story, the characters are amazing, the storyline, well like I said heartbreaking and heart lifting, loved Angel and Ryker, especially loved Sterling’s character, such a warm non bratty teenager 😁 might of missed it but was hoping we were going to find out why she was so dirty and smelly the first night? but this didn’t spoil the story, great read 😁

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[Barbara Brostek · Rating 5 out of 5]

Love Can Heal the Broken-hearted!
Great heartfelt story of love and healing in this intensely emotional romantic drama. Ryker’s unequivocal love for Danita, his ‘Angel’, gives her the strength to fight for a second chance at finding happiness. Wonderful combination of realistic challenges, heart-wrenching twists, steamy romance, warm believable characters and HEA! Enjoy!

I received an arc copy and am happy to leave my honest review.

[Ashleigh · Rating 5 out of 5]

I have really enjoyed reading this book, the author did such a great job developing the characters, that I feel like I really know them, and not just the major two characters, but the minor ones too.
Also, it caused me to lose quite a bit of sleep while I was reading it, because it was so hard to put down at night.

What you need to know: this book contains no cheating, no cliff-hangers and a HEA.

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[Anne Dwyer · Rating 5 out of 5]

Fifteen years ago, they were tenagers in love - and Danita disappeared. Rycker couldnt find her - and never saw her again - until the night she turned up drunk at his door. Where has she been? What happened? And what will happen now? What lies and secrets will be revealed? I am so glad it had a HAE!!

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[Jackie Roberts · Rating 5 out of 5]

Ryker and Angel show the true depth of their love and ability to find hope to move forward in the most trying times. Violet Haze gives us a story that is uplifting and at the same time shows us the frailty of life. I loved taking this journey with Ryker and Angel as they show how love can conquer all.

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[Christine · Rating 5 out of 5]

ARC review I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review. Wow awesome story 10 stars but have a hanky near by. Danita at 15 yrs old leaves home years later when life is knocking her down again and now wanting to give up ,she finds herself in ryker 's door ,the man she loves when she was a child with secrets that can break him.

[Tracey Tranter · Rating 4 out of 5]

This is a well written story with strong, well developed and believable characters.

Ms Haze does a great job building the story and pulling you in with all the drama, a little humour, suspense and twists along the way.

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[Alisha · Rating 5 out of 5]

This was so full of every single emotion. It had me completely wrapped up in it the whole time. I must say I sure a few years and laughed out loud a few times. Very heartfelt read that will have you thinking about it long after you are finished.

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[Ritu · Rating 5 out of 5]

Danita/Angel comes back into Ryker's life after fifteen years. Their love was a victim of circumstance, due to her family's interference. Very good book, well written!

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[Patricia Reynolds · Rating 5 out of 5]

I enjoyed this book. It had an easy to follow storyline and was well written. The main characters had good chemistry and kept me interested in their story.

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[Kimberly · Rating 4 out of 5]

The book is a good romance read. The story has a good story line. The characters are good, and they have good chemistry. The story is an enjoyable read.

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[Teri Ruscak · Rating 4 out of 5]

Loving My Angel
Ryker hasn't seen Angel for 15 years. She shows up on his doorstep one day, drunk. She feels he abandon her all those years ago. Will they be able to work things out?

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[Kathleen Bradbury (Bulfon) · Rating 5 out of 5]

A well written book with an interesting story line. The characters are strong and the story flows quickly and smoothly. I enjoyed reading this story.

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[Deb · Rating 5 out of 5]

Well written, this heartbreaking tale of two people who were separated by circumstances out of their control was mesmerizing. The pain and anguish she dealt with was horrible. The love he gave her was so beautiful. Quite a few twists and turns in this book only add to their story. Loved it.

[Katherine · Rating 5 out of 5]

This was a roller coaster of a book with so much emotions! Tissues, tissues, tissues!!! There is so much chemistry between Angel and Ryker. Definitely a recommended read-you will love this book!!!!

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[Cassie · Rating 5 out of 5]

Wow

So so enjoyed this second chance. He was so grateful for it and so was she. It just reeled me in and kept me wanting to turn each page to see what happens. So many sad moments, some with happy endings some not. A true great read for me.
Narration was awesome too.

[Jessica · Rating 4 out of 5]

A proper love story.

I enjoyed this book.It was very take and quite 'traditional' compared to the usual books i read but I did enjoy it.Great characters and a few twists and turns.Made me feel quite emotional.

[Sherry Vitaniemi · Rating 2 out of 5]

Up and down

This was a story that kinda drifted. Yes it was about someone dealing with wanting the hurt to finally end. Her life sucked. But she allowed it to. A !ot or drama and trama. Just okay

[Nate · Rating 4 out of 5]

I enjoyed Danita & Ryker's story. It was an intriguing book for me. This was also a new author for me. I'm voluntarily leaving an honest review for a copy of the book via booksprout.

[LidiasChoice De Jager · Rating 5 out of 5]

Loving My Angel

Beautiful and emotional. Hard life lessons to learn. I really enjoyed reading this book. I definitely recommend it. Well done!

[Denise Dow · Rating 1 out of 5]

Horrible

This book dragged. Started skipping pages. Never had a connection with the two primary characters.
Would not recommend to anyone.

[Mary Jo · Rating 5 out of 5]

Fabulous, awe-inspiring, gut wrenching and just down right amazing. Loving My Angel is not your typical romance but it hits all the notes and has me drawn in and craving more. Ryker and Angel show the true depth of their love and ability to find hope to move forward in the most trying times. Violet Haze gives us a story that is uplifting and at the same time shows us the frailty of life. I loved taking this journey with Ryker and Angel as they show how love can conquer all.