tw: bullying, depression, suicidal thoughts and attempt, parental abandonment, mention of pedophilia, mention of animal abuse/cruelty
Years after having moved away, Tsuga Miikura comes back to her old hometown and expects everything to be like it once was. When she moved away, she left Sora, Yuushin and Asari - her three best friends - behind and now, she tries to reunite with them. What she doesn't know is that the three are no longer friends. Sora is isolated and miserable, thinking about ending his life. Yuushin has become a bully and his favorite target seems to be Sora. Asari admire Yuushin from afar but doesn't stick up for Sora.
I didn't really know what The Golden Sheep was about before reading, only that it was about a guitar enthusiast moving back to her hometown. I was expecting a fluffy coming of age story about reconnecting with your friends and while it talked about that, it wasn't in the lighthearted way I expected. This manga deals with difficult topic (see the tw) and is centered about bullying, so be wary before going into this one.
It was pretty good but I have some issues with it. First of all, the pacing was off. The story was going really fast (a little bit too fast) and it did a 180 near but end. The characters made rash decisions and I feel like we didn't see them develop. One day they're best friends and the next, one bullies the other. I wish we saw how Sora and Yuushin's friendship went off the rails in more depth. Second of all, I really didn't like how Sora was portrayed regarding to the bullying. Let me explain: because of his family circumstances, it seems like Yuushin is not in the wrong when he bullies Sora. And I'm not talking about what Yuushin thinks of himself in that situation but more about how the readers are suppose to feel. Because Sora "abandoned" him after something major that happened, the blame was partly put on Sora for the bullying he was the victim of and I really did not like that.
"Sora. Remember the real me. Even if, someday, I become someone totally different, I want you to remember the real me."
It's made in a way that victim-blame Sora and it is as if the readers are suppose to agree with Yuushin. I could do a whole rant about it to be honest and, if it wasn't for that, I probably would have given this manga a higher rating.
Except for that, I enjoyed the story (well, maybe enjoy isn't the right word). In the very first pages, you see Tsuga stopping a boy from committing suicide. It was very poignant and these parts of the manga were well done. You could really feel the despair and hopelessness when characters were being bullied. It was heartbreaking to see the story unfold and I wish I loved The Golden Sheep as much as everyone else, but that's not my case. I would still recommend this story if the things I mentioned earlier don't bother you or if you just want a quick manga to read (it took me about an hour to read the three volumes, and I took my time).