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240 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 17, 2019
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4 stars
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Another great addition to the series. I was intrigued about Ivo’s story after reading Mace’s book. He was definitely a peculiar character within the brothers.
We left the last book,
Savior
, with Detective Ruan Nicholls informing Mace of his father’s death and it’s like this how Hellion begins, thought he have a little “prologue” which let’s us know how Ivo and the detective met years ago.
𝕀𝕍𝕆 can’t believe he met
his cop
again after all these years. At first, he doesn’t think he recognizes him but Ruan remembers Ivo for sure. That’s why he gives him his card and tells Ivo to give him a call any day. Later ℝ𝕌𝔸ℕ wonders what he was thinking. He wasn’t hitting on him! (As his partner Maite points out) He just wanted to know how he had been. He doesn’t want to date.
Good thing Ivo takes the lead and calls him one night to meet for a late-night dinner. Their journey starts like that, both of them trying to conciliate the image they kept of the other from years ago with the actual person.Ruan Nicholls definitely knew how to love. Maybe grudgingly so, but it was there.
Ruan realizes Ivo is not the brat he thought he was, well…maybe a bit. Seeing the relationship with his brothers, how they care for Ivo makes him kind of envious. He has a safety net whit them, where he can
be
. He never had that. He never had a family that accepted him as he truly was—raised by his catholic grandmother and liking men wasn’t easy. He always lived in fear of how people would react to him being gay. Ivo with all his 𝓌𝑒𝒾𝓇𝒹𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈 and brass defies that existence still, he can’t seem to let go of him.I need to be better. And I know that I should be better for myself, but I just want you near me—with me—while I try.”
The 𝓫𝓲𝓰 𝓽𝓮𝓼𝓽 comes early in their relationship with Ivo’s way of dressing. Sometimes is hard to break out of the box you’ve been living in. Luckily, they get pass this misstep talking about how they feel and this becomes a pattern for them. I loved that! After this their relationship becomes more domestic, you could say. Maybe there’s not too much drama like in Mace’s story but I didn’t have a problem with that. I liked to see how they grow together and got to feel comfortable with each other to the point of sharing the demons they carried along. They complement each other.Don’t let go of me. Whatever you do, Ivo…just don’t let go, because I sure as hell am always going to hold on to you.”
Ivo’s story was heartbreaking. No child should experience what he went through. We find the reason behind the famous heels. At the same time, we get to know Ruan’s point of view. How was for him being gay in a different time, he’s not old but things were pretty different then. It made me think about the hardships people had to deal with—and still deal nowadays—to be who they really are.I don’t think they know what it’s like to live with that kind of fear. I don’t think people understand how hard it is for some of us. How scared we were…how scared we are.”
Even though Ivo’s brothers act like a meddling family, grant part of this series charm is how family is more than blood and how it acts as a support system…
with annoying brothers
. In Ivo’s case, he being the baby of the family makes him their target. And there was an incident in the past…I liked how Ruan ended up being a part of that group.I want to share my family with you, Ruan, so you know what it’s like to live in the middle of a bunch of crazy people who love you.”
I have to thank the side characters: Cranson, Maite and Spot (the cat).
Being sincere; I’d have liked to see more about Ruan’s job in terms of action. Maybe it’s the romantic-suspense lover in me who knows…
One last thing I’d like to mention, I don’t know if I missed something—I don’t think so but—at the beginning of the book when Ruan was doubting to have anything to do with Ivo, he talked a few times about “having the blood of someone he cared about caked beneath his fingernails”. I never read again about whom this person was or why this affected Ruan.
Anyway,
all in all I enjoyed their story a lot
. And that ending! I feel Luke’s book is going to be intense. So far I’m not liking this James guy. How long will I have to wait?