4.5 stars.
Look, this was totally my catnip. Break the Fall is a YA gymnastics book by an author I love who does great romance, fierce girl characters, and deals with an issue that was ripped from the headlines but close to my heart. It doesn't hurt that Jenn Iacopelli is a gymnastics coach and knows everything about the sport. So yeah, probably I'm artificially inflating the score, but for reals, guys, I ripped through the bulk of this book in two days with no sleep because it just keeps the tension that tight that you HAVE TO KNOW.
Audrey Lee is a Korean-American gymnast who is an Olympic hopeful. Together with her best friend and world champ Emma Sadowsky, she's been training for years for the chance to win an Olympic medal. At first, it seems that this dream is going off without a hitch - you know, other than the fact that Audrey is injured and has severe back pain but is pushing through. But when the head of the National Gymnastics Committee, Coach Gibson, is arrested for sexual assault against a fellow gymnast, everything spirals out of control. The ladies are left without a coach, with a few weeks left before the Olympics, and a lot of baggage and girl drama weighing them down. Can they make it to the Olympics and fulfill their dreams?
Honestly, I don't want to go into too many details on the plot because this is one of those books that totally surprised me - and that's not normal. I'm the person who guesses the ending or the climax for every movie and TV show. But with Break the Fall, I was so invested that I couldn't guess what was going to happen - maybe because I was so tense for Audrey and her team the entire time. The characters are real and fully developed and have a lot of flaws...but you want to root for them all the time anyway. The core team of Audrey, Emma, Chelsea (the reigning champion beyond her prime years), and Dani (the up and comer) is so fierce that I was both delighted and dismayed for them the entire time - because what they have to deal with is so much more than they bargained for.
What this book does so well is capture the repercussions of sexual assault, of long-term abuse and of how these girls, in this unique situation, need to face up to their fears again and again in order to succeed. And the other thing that makes it real and wonderful is that even though the coach's abuse looms large in everyone's hearts and minds, it doesn't define these characters. They are still them, they are fighting through this, and they're determined not to let anything get in the way of their dreams.
Speaking of dreams, have I mentioned that there's also an awesome, super-romantic, slightly goofy boy that Audrey isn't really allowed to date? I loved how Jenn developed the relationship between Audrey and Leo. He suffered just a tiny bit from seeming a little too perfect - he was always there for Audrey and he always knew just the right thing to say - but honestly, I'm not complaining. She deserved him, and their moments together were always refreshing and so sweet. I so want an epilogue with those two.
The Final Word:
I've been chatty with Jenn for a long time on Twitter, first about her excellent tennis new adult series Game. Set. Match, and then about all things sports related, whether it's gymnastics and our love of the tv show Make It or Break It, or baseball or just random stuff. So I've been waiting for Break the Fall - her #angstygymbook a long time - and I'm so glad it delivers. If you love gymnastics, sports YA, or just want to read something gritty, real, and triumphant, this is your book. Read it before or during the Tokyo Olympics, or read it now and get obsessed.