I don't know why I'm surprised, but I really enjoyed this one!
Maybe because it comes from a fairly unknown author, no reputation to precede her and very few reviews to influence my decision.
So I just got stuck in, no expectations, no idea of how it was going to go or what was going to happen. All I knew was there had been a couple of hot little teasers which had made my mind up to read it.
I was sucked in from the beginning. By 10% I had pretty much made up my mind that there was a new book boyfriend to add to the list and the authors writing style had me intrigued enough to want to know a lot more about the characters.
Serena is the lead female. She has had her ups and downs, like everyone has. She's not damaged beyond repair, but she has been affected by events in her life and needs something or someone to properly heal her hurts. She's independent but is so scared of stepping out of her safe bubble that she hasn't learned how to truly live and open her eyes. This struck a chord for me. It's so easy to run away or back off from situations that you can't control or make you feel out of your comfort zone regardless of the feeling of having that spark in your veins. He last has shown her that the risk isn't worth the reward. I had mixed feelings about Serena. Don't get me wrong, she not whiny, annoying and dislike able. But, I was getting kinda frustrated with her by the end. She was a little selfish. Focusing on how it would affect her and what she needed, but not really giving a lot of thought to James and his feelings. The thing that balances out this frustration for me is that I actually believe a lot of people would do the same in her situation. While I did want to grab her by the shoulders and shake her to see what was right in front of her nose, I totally understood her predicament. But I did feel like she was asking a lot and not really seeing the sacrifices that had been made for her.
I was wrong. So, so wrong. Two broken souls cannot heal one another. They will devour, shatter each other until there's nothing left of either of them.
James is the handsome, wealthy, adrenaline junkie that couldn't be more polar opposite to Serena if he tried. His love of thrill seeking and confidence are what gets him through. He works hard, has his pick of women and has enough money to go anywhere or try anything his heart desires. He also doesn't have a tragic past other than one incident which left a deep impression on the way he views himself. He has the ability to let go of his control by jumping out of a plane or testing the elements in a white water river raft, but it's the feelings of jealousy and control he feels when he cares for a woman that confuses him. He is nothing but honest with Serena, the whole way through and she really goes back and forth with her decisions to take him for what he can offer. I actually think his feelings for Serena were deep seated enough for him to be able to let go before he did. But again, as in real life, it's not until you lose something that it makes you realise how important they are to you.
Dreams show you who you are. Fears show you who you don't want to be.
They are pretty hot when they are together, there's definitely a fire burning rather than just a spark and James is so god damn romantic! I mean, he took her to a freaking chocolate factory for goodness sake! I want to go there!
This book is a great mixture of love, romance, heat and indecision.
The writing is perfectly descriptive enabling you to visualise every scene and I think this author will grow and is certainly one to watch. I can't wait for whatever she has planned next!
4 happy ever after stars!