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453 pages, Kindle Edition
Published July 6, 2019
Simple Faith (Pagano Brothers, #1)
Hidden Worthiness (Pagano Brothers, #2)
Accidental Evils (Pagano Brothers. #3)
The Name of Honor (Pagano Brothers. #4)
Things Impossible (Pagano rothers, #5)
Footsteps (Pagano Family, #1)
Touch (Pagano Family, #2)
Rooted (Pagano Family, #3)
Deep (Pagano Family, #4)
Prayer (Pagano Family, #5)
Miracle (Pagano Family, #6)





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At the beginning, 𝕋𝕆ℕ𝕐 gives us his enforcer persona. 𝐂𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞? I wondered. (I didn’t know if I should hate him or love him. Maybe, we just had to accept him the way he is.) Because his actions were pretty sinister and threatening. But then, we get a glimpse of another Tony. One who is tormented by a horrible accident that ended the life of a kid. One who lives with resentment against his abusive father and the scars he carries, figuratively and literally, because of him. 
Life was made up of two kinds of people: sharks and chum. Either one was a choice. He’d been the latter, until he had figured that out. Now he was a shark.

𝔹𝕀𝕃𝕃𝕐, Billy,…Wilhelmina! I liked that girl, her personality. That’s an empowered woman. (ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴘʟᴀʏ ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ’s ᴅᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ ʙʏ ᴍɪʟᴇʏ ᴄʏʀᴜs) Nevertheless, she has her cracks. She has just started her business, a nightclub: “West Egg”. But things aren’t running like she wanted, her books are in red and the Paganos’ fee isn’t cheap. There is where Tony enters. She doesn’t like him. And after he puts an act-he kind of harassed her-she definitely hates him. Although, she stabbing him wasn’t the best act of defense. He’s mafia for pete’s sake! Do you have a death wish? However, Tony doesn’t react like she expected. What are we doing, Tony?”
“What are you looking for me to say? I want you. I know you want me. That’s why I’m here, that’s why you let me in, that’s what we’re doing.”
This incident is the turning point. It’s in that moment Billy gets to see through a crack in Tony’s armor. And then their love story begins. Yeah, love. 𝐻𝑜𝓌 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝑒 𝒶𝓉𝓉𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒶 𝓀𝒾𝓁𝓁𝑒𝓇?He had a story. There was a reason. He knew what it was to be powerless, and the fight to find power had made him as he was.
The similarities between them were unexpected. Both suffered because of their families, especially their fathers. They played a big role in their current selves. And even after all that, they can’t turn their back on them completely. This is going to be a sore point in their relationship but they get to an agreement towards the end of the book. These two were made for each other.It didn’t matter that he was a killer, that his life was violent, that he would make her life violent. Because he was also this man. He was full of contradictions, of light and shadows, and she was falling for it all.
Their journey is long and turbulent. Both are fighting their demons but at the same time they find in the other a safe place. I just loved their conversations, even before they realized their feelings they were surprised how easy was to talk to the other about things they never shared with anyone before. And after they say the “L” word, their conversations got better. I would have thought it would be difficult for them, especially for Tony to accept love and give it but surprisingly they accepted their feelings and didn’t run from them. They made a conscious decision to pursue a relationship and a future together.Tony had value. He didn’t think he’d felt that before, ever in his life, but he felt it now. He was worthy-of respect, of love. Of forgiveness.
On a side note, the events around the war with the Ukrainians reached its peak. An unforgivable attack to the Paganos almost destroy them. But they were reborn from their ashes and are after the Ukrainians’ blood now. A plan is made to take them down once and for all.
I don’t know how Susan F. does it, but this was a knockout. Really, how these stories come to her, these complex characters but so real at the same time, these intricate situations that just make sense, these “bizarre” relationships that work at the end? I fucking loved every word. That’s the thing; there is no word in this book that wasn’t necessary or complementary to the story. (Sometimes I feel writers just want to fill the pages, just because.) The story is built so well-in an intelligent way-that everything flows smoothly and you just can’t stop reading. Another thing I appreciated was how realistic the mafia world was portrayed. From the hierarchy to their way of life, their links to religion, the importance of family and 𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖉, the brutality, the retaliation...Even the action scenes were great. Oh! And the intrigue, especially in the epilogue. I can’t wait for next book and see what happens.