4 stars ⭐️ ⭐️⭐️⭐️
I wanted Maisie Moore, take two. All of her. Sweetness and light, dirtiness and depths. For better for worse. For all my strengths and sins, and hers along with them, no matter what the cost.
This was a bit different than the usual Jade story. Per usual, it was kinky and dirty, but it had a lot more heart than some of her more recent books. It wasn’t dark at all, nor did it have a ton of crazy drama or scheming characters. And you know what? That turned out to be just what I needed. Maybe if I had read it another time, I would’ve found it a touch boring. But I was fresh off an angsty, drama-filled read, so this one really hit the spot. I can see it fading from my memory over time, but I still thoroughly enjoyed every second of reading it.
Oliver Kent was the boy I’d fallen in love with and broken my heart over. He was every bit the amazing specimen I’d talked through the night with until the sun came up on more nights than I’d ever be able to remember.
This story is the very definition of second-chance romance. Maisie and Oliver were each other’s first loves, but they parted ways after high school. Nobody really seemed to be at fault- Oliver had ambitions, while Maisie didn’t see much past her small-town life. Ten years later, their paths cross again, but not really by accident. Oliver is running a successful business in London and is something of a town celebrity when he decides to finally come back to town. His marriage has fallen apart, which forces him to acknowledge that he never really stopped pining for his first love. For her part, Maisie became a small-town cliché- knocked up by the town jock, now a single mom working at the supermarket. Ollie pursues her like her pursues everything- with a one-track mind and steady determination.
“I was a boy with treasure in my hands all those years ago, only I didn’t know how best to make that treasure whimper and fucking sparkle. I do now. Believe me, I do now.”
I really liked how Oliver wanted Maisie more than anything, but he did frustrate me at times with the way he refused to learn anything from their first break-up. That being said, he was adorable with her little boy and very doting when it came to both of them. He also had a filthy streak that made him even more desirable. I did like Maisie, too. She had this sweet innocence, but she also wasn’t afraid to get dirty. She was a responsible mom, yet she still followed her heart. She learned from her mistakes, she was honest, and she was the realism Ollie needed alongside all his wild dreams. They were filthy hot together, which added the excitement and edge that the plot didn’t necessarily provide. What bumped this story from average to above-average (besides the usual hot sex Jade provides) was how real Maisie could be, how relatable her thoughts and actions were. I understood her self-consciousness when it came to Ollie; she was ten years older as well as a mother, so of course her body had changed. She wasn’t pathetic or anything, but she struggled with the idea that she was “good enough” for a man who had been married to a supermodel and had attained big-city success. Honestly, it would’ve been strange if she didn’t feel self-conscious, but Ollie did such a good job of comforting her that it made him even more desirable in my eyes.
There’s no point being able to afford to do whatever the hell you want in life if there’s nobody you truly want to do it with.
I haven’t read Bang Gang, but from what I’ve heard, this one sounds similar to that book: steamy but with heart. I know the author has had a rough go of it lately, so I understand why she’d write a book like this, not overly complicated but with the dirty edge we’ve come to know and love from Jade West. If that sounds up your alley, I recommend you download this story and curl up under the covers for a few hours escape!
“I fucking love you, Maisie,” I said, my chest against her back, my mouth to her ear. “I’ve always fucking loved you. And I always fucking will.”