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62 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1969
AFTER THAT
Do you know how much pain is left
in the world? One tiny bit of pain is left,
braised on one cell like a toothmark.
And how many sorrows there still are? Three sorrows:
the last, the next to the last and this one.
And there is one pormise left, feeling
its way through the poison, and one house
and one gun and one should of agony
that wanders in the lost cities and the lost mountains.
And so this morning, surrering the third sorrow
from the last, feeling pain in my last gene,
cracks in the struts, bubbles in the nitro,
this morning for someone I’m not even sure eixsts
I waste tears. I count down by fractions
through the ask. I howl. I use up everything.
PENANCE
I only regret the day wasted in no pain.
I am sorry for having touched bottom
and loved again.
I am sorry for the torn sidewalks
and the ecstacy underneath, for the cars,
the old flower-lady watching her fingers,
my one shoe in the morning
with death on its tongue.
In the next yard a dog whines
and whines for his lost master
and for the children who have gone
without him. I am sorry
because his teeth click on my neck,
because my chest shudders and the owl cries
in the tug of its fierce sacrament.
I repent God and children,
the white talons of peace and my jubilance.
Everything wheels
in the iron rain, smiling and lying.
Forgive me, please.
Everything washes up,
clean as morning.
My wife's wet underpants in the sink -
I unsay them,
they swallow me
like a Valentine.
The icebox is growing baby green
lima beans for Malcolm Lowry.
The house fills with love.
I chew perfume
and my neighbor kissing me good morning
melts and goes out
like a light.
- Don't
Do you remember when we dreamed about the owl
and the skeleton, and the shoe
opened and there was the angel
with his finger in the book, his smile like chocolate?
- The Hard Part
I am your garbage man. What you leave,
I keep for myself, burn or throw
on the dump or from scows in the delicious river.
Your old brown underpants are mine now,
I can tell from them
what your dreams were....
- Trash
Who is this man
who's cornered the market
on sleeping?
He's not quite finished.
He bends over with a hand on his knee
to balance him
and from the other side they see
that clear eye in the wall
watching unblinking.
- The Man Who Owns Sleep
the mouths in our mouths don't tell us
the sorrowful faces in our tears not
touch us nothing holds us nothing reaps
us we are not lived we are not suffered
the dreams come for us but they fail
- From Now On for Murray Dressner
In December the mare
I learned to ride on died.
On the frozen paddock hill,
down, she moaned all night
before the mink farmers
came in their pickup
truck, sat on her dark
head and cut her throat.
- Sleeping Over for Dave and Mark Rothstein
there are people whose sex
keeps growing even when they're old whose
genitals swell like tumors endlessly
until they are all sex and nothing else nothing
that moves or thinks nothing
but great inward and outward handfuls of gristle
- Saint Sex
there was this lady once she used to grow
snake in her lap
they came up like tulips
from her underpants and the tops
of her stockings and she'd get us
with candy and have us pet
the damned things
- Tails
Here I am, walking along your eyelid again
toward you tear duct. Here are you eyelashes
like elephant grass and one tear
blocking the way like a boulder.
- In There
The world's greatest tricycle-rider
is in my heart, riding like a wildman,
no hands, almost upside down along
the walls and over the high curbs
and stoops, his bell rapid firing,
the sun spinning in his spokes like flame.
- The World's Greatest Tricycle-Rider
Some people,
they just don't hate enough yet.
They back up, snarl, grab guns
but they're like children,
they overreach themselves;
they end up standing there feeling stupid,
wondering if it's worth it.
- Beyond
Tell me again about silence. Tell me I won't,
not ever, hear the cold men whispering in my pores
or the mothers and fathers who scream in the bedroom
and throw boxes of money between them and kiss.
- Patience Is When You Stop Waiting