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416 pages, Hardcover
First published April 10, 1995
This illusory world is a great dream, I won't waste my life laboring,
So I was drunk all day,
Lying helpless by the columns of the hall.
When I woke I blinked in the courtyard, A single bird singing in the flowers.
What has the weather been like?
The spring wind was asking the oriole.
Moved, I felt like singing,
Turning to the wine, I filled my cup, Wildly singing, I waited for the moon.
At the end of the song, I was senseless.
Li Bai
Now Catherine pored over books alone. And it was not just a matter of losing herself – this she could do, but when she’d emerge she would feel transformed. A new dimension had been added to her consciousness. The characters existed more strongly in her mind than real people did. According to their emotions and their standards she measured her life and her worthiness as a woman. The afterglow would make her anxious – anxious enough to read the same book again. Finishing a book was something she never wanted to do. And it was not just being steeped in the character or plot – it was a fright to her that a feeble story could contain a truth that assembled far from the meaning of the actual words.
“Where’s Catherine?” the barman repeated his question. “I saw her here – when was it? – oh, yesterday.” Jack nodded. He understood. He was a day too late. This was how it would be from now on, he knew. They would arrive at a place where they thought they would meet. But they would arrive a day early, or a day too late. Soon it would be a year too early, or a year too late. But what length of time it was made no difference. He would imagine a place and go there to find she had just been, or hear, in the future, that she had just stepped through the door after he was gone.