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552 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 2008
Poverty could be a consolation. The worst commonplace of sentimentality, he added, removing his hands from mine, was to think the poor are good. It wasn't true: Poverty is a horror, the poor are damned, damned beyond their submission to fatality and redeemable only if they rebel against their misery and become criminals. Crime is the virtue of poverty, Jerico said on that occasion I have not forgotten, looking down and taking my hands again before shaking his head, looking at me now with a restrained happiness:
"I believe that youth consists of daring, don't you agree? Maturity, on the other hand, consists of dissimulating."
As I had thought of Edmond Dantes earlier, now I tended toward Doctor Mabuse, the prisoner who directs his crimes from a Berlin cell. Is there anything new in these prison stories? Looking at Miguel Aparecido, I told myself there was. The plots resemble one another because they are part of the same destiny: lost freedom. In prison, more than anywhere else, we realise there is no freedom because we live day by day, because our goals are futile, fragile, and in the end unattainable, because death takes responsibility for canceling our contract and when we're dead we're not aware of what has survived us, what has perished with us, and, at times, before us. It's enough to walk down a busy street and attempt, in vain, to give transcendence to the lives passing by on their way to death, anticipating it, trying to deny it, all subject to disappearing into a vast, collective anonymity.
Jerico was right: Perhaps we're always at a great crossroads, a circular plaza with avenues radiating from it, each leading in turn to other plaza from which other avenues radiate. Six, thirty-six, two hundred and sixteen, infinite plazas, infinite avenues for a finite life guaranteed a direction only by what we make with our hands, our ideas, our words, forms, colors, sounds, not what we do with sex, social relationships, family life: these evaporate and no one remembers anyone after the third or fourth generation. Who was your great-grandfather, what was the name of your great-great-grandfather, what face did your most remote ancestor have, the one who lived before photography, the one who wasn't lucky enough to be painted by Rubens or Velazquez? We are part of the distribution of the great collective forgetting, a telephone book with no numbers, a dictionary of blank pages where not even the fingerprints of those who turned them remain...
Sangines explained the obvious. The lust for power leads us to hide defects, feign virtues, exalt an ideal life, put on the little masks of happiness, seriousness, concern for the people, and always find, if not the phrases then the appropriate attitudes. The fact is that Velntin Pedro Carrera exploited his wife, and she allowed herself to be exploited because she knew she would not have another opportunity to feel famous, useful, and even loved.
Neither one was sincere, and this confirms that in order to achieve power, a lack of sincerity is indispensable.