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資中筠是大陸極有象徵意義的公共知識分子,她的言論,尤其是對中美兩國的見解,備受各方的重視。

這部近八百頁的大書,是一個現代讀書人的心路歷程。從老清華,到一九四九,反右,文革,八九六四,作者說:「如今《自述》完成,得見天日,最後的一大心願已了。回顧往事,深切的遺憾和內心的愧疚,不斷出現。這是平生最動情、最痛苦的寫作過程。

這是特殊年代的一個知識分子,回顧所來路,是一段否定之否定的痛苦的心路歷程,既是個人的特殊經歷,也有普遍性。今天的青年和外人總是很難理解那個年月的中國讀書人的表現和言行,更無法深入瞭解其內心深處的起伏、轉折和糾結。馮友蘭的東床蔡仲德君曾對馮先生做過精闢的概括,說他一生有三個時期:實現自我、失落自我、回歸自我。這一概括可以適用於幾乎所有經歷過那個年代的知識分子。

以今天的認識回顧自己當年的迷失,絕不是輕鬆的事,有時相當痛苦,有時自己也不理解曾經有過的迷信和精神狀態。如今呈現給讀者,至少都是出自肺腑,是真誠的。


作者簡介:

資中筠,資深學者,國際政治及美國研究專家,中國社會科學院榮譽學部委員。曾任中國社會科學院美國研究所所長、研究員。《美國研究》創辦人之一,前主編。著作:《追根溯源:戰後美國對華政策的緣起與發展 1945–1950》、《戰後美國外交史:從杜魯門到里根》、《冷眼向洋:百年沉浮啟示錄》(主編四卷系列,並撰寫其中《二十世紀的美國》)、《財富的責任與資本主義演變—美國現代公益基金會述評》)等。文集有《資中筠自選集》(共五卷)、《美國十講》、《老生常談》、《認識自己,認識世界》、《思想不能用錢買》、《有琴一張》等。翻譯有巴爾扎克、薇拉.凱瑟、阿蘭.德波頓等人的著作。業餘愛好:彈鋼琴。

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September 22, 2022
资先生叹惋自己荒废了几十年,六十岁方才有志于学,回归本性。
一个人的人生历程与大时代的洪流真是不可分割,我在目前尚可的学习环境下必须好好珍惜,因为日后的大时代如何发展,完全是难以预料的。
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February 13, 2023
454-Ninety years old-Zi Zhongyun-Autobiography-2019

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2023/02/05

"The Vicissitudes of Mayfly World", was first published in 2019. It tells the mental journey of an intellectual in the past 90 years and is a comprehensive review of past life.

Zi Zhongyun was born in Shanghai in 1930. He once studied at Yaohua School (Tianjin Yaohua Middle School), Yenching University, and National Tsinghua University. From the 1950s to the 1960s, he worked as an English and French interpreter for international conferences and visited many countries in Asia, Africa, and Latin America for work reasons. From 1956 to 1959, he was stationed in Vienna as the assistant and translator of the Chinese secretary. Participated in the reception of Nixon's visit to China. Afterward, he was in charge of working with the United States. In 1996, Zi Zhongyun retired, and continued to engage in academic activities, while writing some essays and essays, many of which were completed after retirement.

Table of Contents
I. Base color
small family in a big time
Second tutoring and nurturing
Three Cradles of Enlightenment - Yew Wah School
II. Practice
Six screws are ground like this
Seven experienced from "unbreakable" to turn against each other
Eight Vienna Three Years
III. the Turning point
A Small Boat in Thirteen Storms
Fourteen studies hard to be a farmer
The fate turning point in the 15th China-U.S. thaw
IV. Regression
Eighteen and fifty and dedicated to learning
19 Entering the Social Sciences
Twenty academic visits and academic writings

A person's personal destiny is inseparable from the development of the times. A grain of sand of the times, falling on a person's head, is like a mountain. With the slight push of the times, individuals rely on this trend to rise to the top. There are too many uncontrollable factors in life. Whether it is reading or experiencing it yourself, if you can have some insights and apply these insights to your own life, it will not be a waste of time and energy. Life is alive, but death is inevitable. Too old, being able to record the past of life in a book, in a sense, is also a way to continue one's spirit. We read the past in order to predict the future. We read other people's stories in order to write our own.

A gentleman is magnanimous, and a villain is long-suffering. It's not that a gentleman doesn't make mistakes. People make mistakes, and when they make mistakes, they have to stand at attention, admit it and get beaten. Human instinct is naturally to evade responsibility, make big things into small things, and make small things into small things. Acquired rationality is to fight against this instinct. If you have the courage to do something against the rules, don't you have the courage to bear the corresponding consequences? Whether the punishment you face is the lightest warning, or the heaviest impact on your future, as long as the review process is fair and objective, and you are convinced in your heart, you should face it bravely. Bravery is not the violent tiger Feng He, it is not about dying without regrets, it is about daring to face one's own ugliness and bear the heavy consequences of one's own mistakes. Bravery is to continue to move forward and go up when the result of punishment has already had an adverse effect on oneself. Bravery is in the days to come, always remembering the scars of the past, not repeating the same mistakes and making the same mistakes.

Excellent people must be with excellent people. The author's own native family was already the elite class of society at that time, and the people he came into contact with naturally had nothing to do with each other. Except for the blood relationship, which is a biological relationship that does not depend on human will, all sustainable relationships in this world must be equal and fellowship. If I am strong and others are weak, or if others are weak and I am strong, it will probably not last long. Like an unbalanced balance, there is a danger of tipping over at any time. If you are dissatisfied with where you are, there is really only one way to go, and that is the way up. The higher you go, the higher the average level of people you meet who can have equal fellowship with you. So when you encounter difficulties and want to give up, you might as well think about it, are you really willing to return to a low-quality social circle?

Looking at the experience of successful people in the past, graduating from an excellent university is often the cornerstone of a future career. It is true that we can cite many counter-examples of low energy in prestigious schools or high energy in ordinary schools. But in terms of probability, if the university is spent in a famous domestic school or even a world-famous school, it may be the best start for a person to leave the family and enter society. While studying in university, the most important thing is to acquire knowledge and prepare for employment after graduation. But the people we have met, the world we have seen, and the ideological influence we have experienced may benefit us throughout our lives. That's part of the reason why you want to go to a prestigious school.

Under special circumstances, it is necessary to concentrate human strength as much as possible and twist it into a rope so that the greatest possible strength can be exerted. The benefits of doing this are unquestionable because it will reduce internal friction between different points of view. But on the other hand, the disadvantage of this approach is also obvious. When the dissent no longer exists, the self-correcting ability of this force will be greatly reduced. If the finger that guides this force is pointed in the right direction, the torrent will be unstoppable. If this force is directed in the wrong direction, the harm could be unprecedented. Of course, even the so-called right or wrong depends on the time and situation, and there is no objective absolute standard. Therefore, thought remolding should probably only be used as a special method, not as a routine method, just as the styles and strategies required for conquering the world and governing the world may be quite different. When the early years were relatively difficult, we needed to concentrate our efforts on major tasks, so we temporarily took away the right of personal thinking; but after taking it away, we must remember to return it. Because in a relatively peaceful and stable environment, the individual's right to think needs to be released in order for a hundred flowers to flourish, just as genetic diversity is as important to the evolution of species.

Even if there is a problem with the background, in a special period, people with professional talents may be used eclectically. If an organization wants to develop and do things, it must need talents. Especially in difficult times, the selection criteria for talents may be relaxed. So from a personal point of view, to make yourself valuable, especially professional value, you must make yourself somewhat scarce or irreplaceable. No one knows the ups and downs of the future. I use the world from time to time, and the hero is not free when transported away. What we can grasp is ourselves; no matter how many ups and downs there are in our hearts, we must first cultivate ourselves into a useful special screw.

The importance of work to a person lies in the fact that the higher the platform where the job is located, the more opportunities it can push people to accept a higher mission. Especially young people whose families can hardly provide resources need to be on a bigger platform so that it is possible to increase their knowledge and talents as much as possible as quickly as possible. Of course, if you want to enter such a large platform, you have to put in a lot of hard work; after getting in by luck, it is only the beginning of a grand expedition, not the end of a peaceful and peaceful journey. If you are lucky enough to enter a national or even world-class platform, to meet all kinds of outstanding people, even great people who have left traces in history, or to participate in historical events that have been recorded in the annals of history, you need to work hard and be careful. Talk less, do more, listen more, watch more, think more, and ask more. If you can find an opportunity to ask your seniors or juniors for advice, you will benefit immensely. We climb the pyramids not only for material gain, but also to go to a higher place. If you want to see a thousand miles away, go to a higher level. This is the purpose of climbing stairs and towers.
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April 25, 2022
相當多部分與前作重覆,所以如果尚未讀過資先生的生平,請集中精力只看這本就夠了。
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天津英法租界,上海童润夫家,清华,和大,维也纳,小汤山,河南干校,外协,社科院,普林斯顿,威尔逊中心。这是最远的经历。资耀华,童益君,刘定金,冯宗璞,C君,陈乐民,陈丰,唐明照,廖承志,李慎之。这是最大的财富。致敬资老,有底线,有怯魅。
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