What would you do if your whole life, your whole existence, your death.. was determined by someone else?
Okay so first off...I liked this book very very much!! Even though some say that the book is slow or that the book is action-less...I wouldn't agree at all.
From the start, Bronwyn does an amazing job with words. The descriptions of places, the introduction to the world is amazingly written. I almost felt like I was there, walking those stone streets going about my day.
It's a tough life that is lead in Edriast with a little much to look forward to in the future. Do your work, pay your debts, go home, pray not to be the next shadow. It's a simple working life until the new shadow needs to be selected. All is well if they choose someone else..someone who you don't love, someone who isn't close to you. Someone you don't know. But is it? The book made me think deeply at all those times you were glad when someone else got into trouble at school even though it could have easily been you. And I didn't doubt one minute that things would be different if Edriast was real. People, all of us, want to live, want to survive...so we would pity the new shadow, a day, maybe two but then life would go on. We wouldn't fight the system until it would choose someone we love. Someone who is worth fighting for in our eyes.
Kaylan...Kaylan, I liked from the start. She was human. And that was the thing that won me the most. She wasn't some badass Assasin, she didn't have magical never-seen powers, she was human. She was scared, she cried, she was afraid, she was mad, she was brave, she was lost. She was all of those things and more. I love when a book goes into the depths of a character, explaining his motives, his desires, his actions. I love that. I don't need to have action 24/7, I need to connect with the character before that. I need to know the world before that. So that once the action starts...I know who to root for.
Another thing that I loved is, of course, the love interest...Oh, I loved Markus and their relationship. I love how he changes through the story, I love how loyal he is and how he lights every situation he is in. I loved them together and honestly can't wait to see how their story will go.
The character that fascinated me the most was Jasper. She was the one character I couldn't quite get. Did she love her husband? Was she good, bad? What were her motives? She intrigued me and I hope we find a little more about her, despite her sad fate. I also hope to find more about Shae, she seems so strong with all that she has been through.
Honestly, this book went so much deeper than I thought (..or maybe it's just me :p). It dealt with grief, loss, with accepting your faith. I cried while I read how relic tortured Kaylan mentally. Bronwyn amazed me with her writing skills that really play with your emotions. You cannot be indifferent when Kaylan loses her grip on reality when she says goodbye to her family. You cannot stay emotionally untouched when her little brother, the purest soul, brings her his plant. Those little things make a great book.
Gosh, I cried reading this book, I loved and enjoyed each and every character. And the ending...the ending had me gripping my seat. It broke my heart, but I do understand why things happened the way they did...it broke my heart and send me into a pool of tears, but I get it. And I know that the real fight has just begun... and boy am I here for it.