We needed a COVID-19 distraction.
Anne Holster’s Finding Jackson, a young adult rock and roll indie romance, promised to be the perfect quarantine pastime. The book follows the love story between Jackson and Leah as they each delve into some defining life moments and important times growing up. College girl, rock band guy, tied with a This is Us sort of back and forth timeline shift, Finding Jackson has an attention grabbing premise. Even the cover is a beauty.
Being able to get off of our couch and out of the house, at least metaphorically, was exactly what we needed. Thankfully, the descriptions of where these characters live and go to school are vivid. The details made it easy to get belted in for Jackson’s drive across the bridge out of Jersey, or walking across Leah’s campus. If the realistic imagery wasn’t enough to engage us, we also got to follow the 80’s love affair between Jackson’s parents.
Unfortunately, a huge chunk of the story is narrated after the fact. Rather than be in the moment sharing the mile marker events in these couples’ relationships, the reader is told about them through narrative reflection. And that just doesn’t deliver the same impact as experiencing it in real time.
As with most romance stories, sex becomes a prevalant topic between our couple, Leah and Jackson. Leah’s a virgin, Jackson’s far from being pure, that kind of thing. When the couple decides that it is time to seal the deal, the reader gets no details on the act and, again, it’s mentioned well after the deed has been done.
Now, we aren’t saying that we need premium PornHub level access for every sex scene that we read, but we are saying that sex is natural and a pivitol part of any relationship - especially when one of the parties has never had sex before. Receiving no details or aftermath of this important moment implies that there is nothing special about the event - almost indicating that it should be kept behind closed doors. (We’re romance readers - we prefer to be in the bedroom if the door is going to be closed).
In fact, the only sexual details in Finding Jackson are during acts of infidelity, guilt-after-cheating sex, and intimacy during emotional distress. Whether intentional or not, this comes across as promoting an attitude that sex is dirty or that the best sex comes when it’s corrupt. Here at Book Bin Divers we promote sex positivity - which means that we want to read about healthy couples engaging in consensual, enjoyable, sexual acts. And the only acts that we received from Finding Jackson were laced with negativity and underlying anguish.
We wanted to love this rock and roll romance. Jackson is a sweet guy with a troubled past. He’s able to push through the hardships of his childhood to follow his dreams and be a caring boyfriend to his love, Leah. From questionable use of narrative to unnecessary points in the storyline, there were too many hiccups to make Finding Jackson a homerun for Book Bin Divers.