Gabriel Kirkwood, Marquess of Darlington is working at Institution for Impoverished Women, aka Hartwell House when a very pregnant young woman arrives looking for a place to stay. Unfortunately there is no room at the house and she is going to be turned away, but when Gabriel overhears her saying she doesn’t want her child, he gets an idea and offers to let her stay in an empty cottage on his nearby estate.
Gabriel is married to the love of his life, Poppy is everything to him and he knows she wants a child, but after almost 3 years of marriage, it doesn’t seem like that is going to happen and if he is honest, Gabriel is fine with that, he lost his mother to child birth and Poppy’s mother and sister both died giving birth, so he is terrified of losing her. He sets Dinah up in the cottage and hopes to convince her to let them raise her child. But before he can talk to her about it, Poppy discovers her and thinks the worst.
Poppy is heartbroken that she can’t have a child and when she sees Gabriel entering the cottage, she thinks he is having an affair. Later when they talk, she learns that he is not as upset as she is about not having a child, she tells him she needs time to come to terms with her barren state and will be attending a house party with her sister. She avoids Gabriel, but does spend time with Dinah and tries to convince her to keep her baby, she tells her that they will help her figure it out. She goes the house party, but is not disappointed when her sister Bianca wants to leave early, she missed Gabriel and thinks she has come to terms with being childless.
When she returns, they reconcile and he tries to explain, they both agree to help more at Hartwell House, especially after learning her brother Calder, the Duke of Hartwell has withdrawn his support. They forge ahead and but Poppy doesn’t really begin to understand how deep Gabriel’s fear is until Dinah goes into labor. And when he confesses his memory of his mother’s death, he begins to shut her out and she tries to be understanding and supportive, but the gap between them continues to grow.
Later while visiting her brother, Poppy makes a discovery that will change everything between her and Gabriel, she is overjoyed, but worries that Gabriel will not share her feelings and while this could be the answer to her prayers, it may destroy her marriage.
This was a very emotional and surprisingly steamy novella, it is well written and flows nicely, with wonderful leads and great secondary characters. My heart just broke for Poppy and Gabriel, it was so obvious that they were in love but her infertility was becoming a major wedge between them. I loved watching them come to terms with it, both individually and as a couple, it was very touching and extremely well done. I was also sucked into the secondary storylines and cannot wait to find out what happens with her brother!
*I am voluntarily leaving a review for an eARC that was provided to me.*