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Sei tutti i miei domani
Non puoi dimenticare il tuo primo amore. Il mio è un musicista perennemente in viaggio che è riuscito a guardare dritto nella mia anima. Sono passati quattordici anni ma non ho ancora dimenticato i suoi occhi, le cose che è riuscito a farmi provare. Ha mandato in frantumi tutte le mie certezze e i miei preconcetti. Ma mi ha anche spezzato il cuore. E quando la sua musica l'ha fatto diventare una star, ho continuato a esultare per lui. Come se fossi ancora la ragazzina innamorata di allora. Come se le nostre anime non avessero mai smesso di cercarsi.
Carian Cole
è nata e cresciuta nel New Jersey e adesso vive con il marito nel New Hampshire, circondata da una moltitudine di cuccioli. Ha una passione per i libri con protagonisti tatuati, selvaggi e un po' sfrontati.
592 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 13, 2018
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Carian Cole
16 books8,738 followersI have a passion for the bad boys, those covered in tattoos, sexy smirks, ripped jeans, fast cars, motorcycles and of course, the sweet girls that try to tame them and win their hearts.
Born and raised a Jersey girl, I now reside in beautiful New Hampshire with my husband and our multitude of furry pets and spend most of my time writing, reading, and vacuuming.
Born and raised a Jersey girl, I now reside in beautiful New Hampshire with my husband and our multitude of furry pets and spend most of my time writing, reading, and vacuuming.
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April 26, 2023
I had to eat dinner first to calm down before I could start typing up my review because this book... Where do I start...? Oh wait, I know, Evan/Blue is a piece of shit. A very selfish and narcissistic piece of shit. There, glad I got that off my chest. I am fuming.
This book isn't about romance, or love. This book is about two people (Piper and Blue) being obsessed with the same person and that person is Blue. He never explains anything about why he does what he does or why he is the way he it. If you do a search for "I don't know" in the pages that line will probably pop up at least 56 times. And Piper just goes: -dreamy sigh- He's soooooooo hot. Like really hot. -fans herself- -adjusts wet panties-. For the record: back when he was homeless Piper let himfuck her like a savage take her virginity under a bridge when they knew almost nothing about each other. (He had a guitar, his ear was pierced, he was homeless, who wouldn't spread their legs, right? Right? -chirping crickets-)
Piper has no backbone, not even when it comes to protecting her daughter (who I'm sure she only kept because she considered her baby to be a life line between her and her one true love) from a guy who knocked her up, left her, came back again, found out he had a daughter, and showed ZERO interest in getting to know his daughter because how uncool is that for a now famous rock star right? No, he's too busysnorting drugs with his music. Aaaaand Piper is just okay with everything. Every goddamn time Blue snaps his fingers Piper comes running. Again. And again. And again. And then tells herself she'd never do it again. But then she does it again. Oh and a few more times after that of course. Because oh MY god, they are so much in love.
And am I supposed to believe that the lead singer of the hottest rock band of the century has never ever EVER (aside from that one time -coughs-) fucked another woman? Half of the time Blue doesn't even know what planet he's on, what makes me want to believe he can remember where he put his dick last night? No, as the reader I'm supposed to swoon and think it is so romantic and sweet and be still my loins. But Piper, of course, feels guilty because her roomie once shoved his tongue in her mouth when she was NOT in a relationship with Blue. Boooooo Piper, you whore.
It was very clear from early on in the book that Blue was mentally unstable and that he needed treatment. Yet Piper only finds out around the 85% mark, after Blue tried to kill himself by jumping off a roof. (oh wait sorry, he wasn't suicidal, he actually believed he could fly --> cue R Kelly). And she was completely baffled by the news, her mouth was hanging open and everything. Like it was all normal what he did because oh well, he's Blue you know? "No! That can't be! You guys are making this up! A suicide note? You must have read it wrong, no no no, Blue would never try to off himself. He's not a selfish bastard, he loves me. " Well newsflash: The only things that Blue loves is himself, drugs and having sex with Piper. Preferably really rough, impersonal sex where he treated her like any random girl off the street.
It is mentioned a few times that Piper looks 21 throughout the entire book. I'd say she acts like one too, but I know people around that age who are at least 80 times more mature than that wet rag.
And while you are reading this review you may be thinking I didn't get the book. I don't understand what true love is. I'm too harsh and Blue is such an amazing guy and Piper is so pure and loving and understanding and I'm not. Well fuck that. This is a book about a guy who broke a woman's heart so many times I lost count and she STILL thinks he hung the moon. What kind of a lovesick idiot do you have to be to keep on accepting that your life only revolves around a guy who has done nothing to show how much he supposedly loves you WHILE YOU HAVE A DAUGHTER TO TAKE CARE OF. Cause love, to me, is about actions, not just words. I can tell my dishwasher I love it and it wouldn't wash any different. Even animals have more sense than Piper, at least they stay away from people who keep kicking them whenever they come too close.
I can't believe I didn't DNF this bitch but I didn't want to. As far as I remember this would have been the first one of 2018 and there are only FOURTEEN days left of this year so FUCK NO.
This book isn't about romance, or love. This book is about two people (Piper and Blue) being obsessed with the same person and that person is Blue. He never explains anything about why he does what he does or why he is the way he it. If you do a search for "I don't know" in the pages that line will probably pop up at least 56 times. And Piper just goes: -dreamy sigh- He's soooooooo hot. Like really hot. -fans herself- -adjusts wet panties-. For the record: back when he was homeless Piper let him
Piper has no backbone, not even when it comes to protecting her daughter (who I'm sure she only kept because she considered her baby to be a life line between her and her one true love) from a guy who knocked her up, left her, came back again, found out he had a daughter, and showed ZERO interest in getting to know his daughter because how uncool is that for a now famous rock star right? No, he's too busy
And am I supposed to believe that the lead singer of the hottest rock band of the century has never ever EVER (aside from that one time -coughs-) fucked another woman? Half of the time Blue doesn't even know what planet he's on, what makes me want to believe he can remember where he put his dick last night? No, as the reader I'm supposed to swoon and think it is so romantic and sweet and be still my loins. But Piper, of course, feels guilty because her roomie once shoved his tongue in her mouth when she was NOT in a relationship with Blue. Boooooo Piper, you whore.
It was very clear from early on in the book that Blue was mentally unstable and that he needed treatment. Yet Piper only finds out around the 85% mark, after Blue tried to kill himself by jumping off a roof. (oh wait sorry, he wasn't suicidal, he actually believed he could fly --> cue R Kelly). And she was completely baffled by the news, her mouth was hanging open and everything. Like it was all normal what he did because oh well, he's Blue you know? "No! That can't be! You guys are making this up! A suicide note? You must have read it wrong, no no no, Blue would never try to off himself. He's not a selfish bastard, he loves me. " Well newsflash: The only things that Blue loves is himself, drugs and having sex with Piper. Preferably really rough, impersonal sex where he treated her like any random girl off the street.
It is mentioned a few times that Piper looks 21 throughout the entire book. I'd say she acts like one too, but I know people around that age who are at least 80 times more mature than that wet rag.
And while you are reading this review you may be thinking I didn't get the book. I don't understand what true love is. I'm too harsh and Blue is such an amazing guy and Piper is so pure and loving and understanding and I'm not. Well fuck that. This is a book about a guy who broke a woman's heart so many times I lost count and she STILL thinks he hung the moon. What kind of a lovesick idiot do you have to be to keep on accepting that your life only revolves around a guy who has done nothing to show how much he supposedly loves you WHILE YOU HAVE A DAUGHTER TO TAKE CARE OF. Cause love, to me, is about actions, not just words. I can tell my dishwasher I love it and it wouldn't wash any different. Even animals have more sense than Piper, at least they stay away from people who keep kicking them whenever they come too close.
I can't believe I didn't DNF this bitch but I didn't want to. As far as I remember this would have been the first one of 2018 and there are only FOURTEEN days left of this year so FUCK NO.
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September 10, 2018
No Tomorrow is coming SEPTEMBER 13!
You'll need tissues. And a rugged case for your Kindle, because you might throw it.
This is a new standalone, not part of my current series, coming in 2018.
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September 26, 2021
5+ stars!!
No Tomorrow. If you haven’t read this book, drop whatever your doing or whatever your reading and pick it up. This book… I read it 2 weeks ago and have been trying to find the words to review it ever since. This book was completely off my radar and by a new to me author, but I have this friend that insisted I read it before the end of the year. She knows me all too well, because I didn’t just read this book- I devoured it. I loved it so much and I’m certain it’s my top favorite read of 2018.
Piper is a twenty-one year old girl who lives a rather mundane life. She works 40 hours a week in an office, still lives with her parents, and has a best friend that keeps things interesting. She goes to the same park every work day to read and eat her lunch. One day, a musician is there. Piper is captivated by this man. He has long hair, tattoos, and is a little rough around the edges, but his music pulls her in, and she can tell he’s got a good heart, as he’s sweet and gentle with his dog. Blue notices Piper right away too. These two have an instant connection. It’s powerful and intense, and even though Blue is homeless and things aren’t easy for them, they fall in love.
Piper and Blue’s story spans 14 years. They love each other so much, Blue loves Piper the only way he knows how and Piper loves him back unequivocally. Love can be a beautiful thing, but it can also hurt. This love story hurts sometimes. Blue deals with his own demons and additions and Piper tries to be the glue that holds him together. Things aren’t easy for them, but no matter what they go through, it always comes back to the two of them. They are destined to be together.
There were things in this story I didn’t see coming, and things I caught on to early on. I loved being surprised, and not figuring everything out. I loved how strongly these two felt for each other and I loved that Piper never gave up on her love for Blue. She never stopped fighting for him, and Blue did the best he could. I truly believe that. I don’t want to go on too much about their love story, because you really do need to read it yourself. I went in fairy blind and I’m glad I did.
This book was an emotional rollercoaster. It was angsty, hard to read at times, uber emotional, and completely unforgettable. You will cry, you will feel, you will probably want to throw things, but you will also fall in love and by the end, your broken heart will be mended. This book touched me and I can’t recommend it enough. The writing was exquisite, the story was intense and powerful, and it was captivating and unputdownable. I’m calling it now, even though the year still has 30 days or so left. This is THE BOOK of 2018 for me! Do yourself a favor and give it a read. And a huge thanks to my friend Jen for insisting I read xoxo
“I know, Piper. Your heart is my home. The way you look at me, the way you make me feel, is my home.”
No Tomorrow. If you haven’t read this book, drop whatever your doing or whatever your reading and pick it up. This book… I read it 2 weeks ago and have been trying to find the words to review it ever since. This book was completely off my radar and by a new to me author, but I have this friend that insisted I read it before the end of the year. She knows me all too well, because I didn’t just read this book- I devoured it. I loved it so much and I’m certain it’s my top favorite read of 2018.
Piper is a twenty-one year old girl who lives a rather mundane life. She works 40 hours a week in an office, still lives with her parents, and has a best friend that keeps things interesting. She goes to the same park every work day to read and eat her lunch. One day, a musician is there. Piper is captivated by this man. He has long hair, tattoos, and is a little rough around the edges, but his music pulls her in, and she can tell he’s got a good heart, as he’s sweet and gentle with his dog. Blue notices Piper right away too. These two have an instant connection. It’s powerful and intense, and even though Blue is homeless and things aren’t easy for them, they fall in love.
Piper and Blue’s story spans 14 years. They love each other so much, Blue loves Piper the only way he knows how and Piper loves him back unequivocally. Love can be a beautiful thing, but it can also hurt. This love story hurts sometimes. Blue deals with his own demons and additions and Piper tries to be the glue that holds him together. Things aren’t easy for them, but no matter what they go through, it always comes back to the two of them. They are destined to be together.
There were things in this story I didn’t see coming, and things I caught on to early on. I loved being surprised, and not figuring everything out. I loved how strongly these two felt for each other and I loved that Piper never gave up on her love for Blue. She never stopped fighting for him, and Blue did the best he could. I truly believe that. I don’t want to go on too much about their love story, because you really do need to read it yourself. I went in fairy blind and I’m glad I did.
“I love you, Ladybug,” he whispers. “This time is forever. I promise.” I slide the curve of my foot up and down his leg. “Blue... don’t make promise—” His lips linger on mine. “I promise. The only thing in my life that I’ve ever known for sure, the only thing that’s always with me, even when I’m fucked up, is that I love you and you love me. I need you to believe in us.”
This book was an emotional rollercoaster. It was angsty, hard to read at times, uber emotional, and completely unforgettable. You will cry, you will feel, you will probably want to throw things, but you will also fall in love and by the end, your broken heart will be mended. This book touched me and I can’t recommend it enough. The writing was exquisite, the story was intense and powerful, and it was captivating and unputdownable. I’m calling it now, even though the year still has 30 days or so left. This is THE BOOK of 2018 for me! Do yourself a favor and give it a read. And a huge thanks to my friend Jen for insisting I read xoxo
“You’re the only one that’s ever looked past the dirt to see the flowers, Ladybug. That’s why I can’t let you go.”
“I don’t deal with you. I love you. In every way—I love you. And I know you love me. That’s what makes it easy.”
September 9, 2018
THIS BY FAR IS ONE OF MY MOST FAVOURITE BOOKS OF 2018
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➽ KITTY KATS CRAZY ABOUT BOOKS
NO TOMORROW: Is a full length, standalone, romance novel by Carian Cole. This is Blue and Piper’s story. Be aware going into this that it touches on sensitives issues such as drug abuse, depression and mental illness.
This starts off with Piper at twenty-one years old and what you’d term a good girl, hardworking, caring, loving and easily pleased, working as an office administrator for a small fashion design firm, she spends most of her lunch hours tucked away on a bench in a quaint little park not far from work, one such day she’s drawn to the strumming of a guitar…..
The guy appears to be in his mid-twenties, with a dog lying down by his side, she's instantly drawn to him, like a magnet that's attached itself to all her senses, he plays with so much depth and emotion that she can't help but get carried away by the soulful sounds he creates.
These two and Acorn his dog strike up such a profound relationship, a toxic love that spans decades, theirs is not an easy ride, at times it's a ticking time bomb that could destroy them, a house of cards that will at some point come tumbling down, he's a vagabond that walks where his feet take him, He doesn't stay anywhere very long. He goes from place to place and only stays a few months before he goes on to the next place he wants to see. and she's the girl that's grounded that's never left her hometown.
‘No tomorrow’ attached it’s claws into me earlier than I would’ve thought possible, hitting the first chapter and I was beyond hooked, I didn’t want to put it down, I couldn’t put it down. The author had me sitting in the palm of her hand lapping up the words she was throwing my way, imagining smoke coming off my trusty iPad my bible as I sped through the pages of this book, the feels, the angst, the crazy love I felt for these two characters was insane..I also wasn’t expecting to have my heart ripped to smithereens.
This book put me through the wringer, I swooned, I sighed, I raged, I cried, I giggled, but one emotion that stood tall above the rest is the love I had for this book, it crawled so far into my heart it’ll never unlatch itself. This book for me was utter perfection, utterly un-put-down-able, they were utterly perfectly imperfect for each other. I CrAzY LoVed ThIs BoOk!!
“Did you know in Norway, there’s a myth
that if a man and a woman see a ladybug at the same time,
they’ll fall in love.”
“No… I didn’t know that.”
“We just looked at yours at the same time.”
“That doesn’t count. It’s a tattoo. It’s not a real ladybug.”
“I guess we’ll find out, won't we?”
* Teaser used is off the authors facebook page *
March 25, 2021
"And then there was you,
Slayer of my heart,
The one I would destroy,
Keeper of my heart.
You came like a dream, and I snuffed you out.
I'd love you if I could, but I don't know how.
I just don't know how baby.
I'll make you cry, I'll make you sigh,
and you'll beg for more.
Slayer of my heart,
Sweet as sugar,
Sexy as sin.
You're just my everything.
Then there was you,
Keeper of my heart,
Wish of my soul.
Don't ever leave, baby, and I'll never let you go.
Just like that, there was you.
Keeper of my heart...wish of my soul...
Don't ever let go.
You're my everything."
😭😭😭😭😭 If you know, you know.
I truly don't know how to write a review to do this book justice. It was a sweeping, epic saga of love and suffering. Spanning over 20 years, we see this relationship from blossoming beginning, through tumultuous years, right through to the end of the book. Truly, you should go into this book blind, but caution to those who are sensitive to themes involving mental illness, discussion of suicide, substance abuse, and rough consensual sex. This is a book I will likely never forget, and one of the realest looks at a codependent relationship that is at times toxic, but one worth fighting for. Honestly, could I have chosen a better book to pop my Carian Cole cherry with? I think not.
Slayer of my heart,
The one I would destroy,
Keeper of my heart.
You came like a dream, and I snuffed you out.
I'd love you if I could, but I don't know how.
I just don't know how baby.
I'll make you cry, I'll make you sigh,
and you'll beg for more.
Slayer of my heart,
Sweet as sugar,
Sexy as sin.
You're just my everything.
Then there was you,
Keeper of my heart,
Wish of my soul.
Don't ever leave, baby, and I'll never let you go.
Just like that, there was you.
Keeper of my heart...wish of my soul...
Don't ever let go.
You're my everything."
😭😭😭😭😭 If you know, you know.
I truly don't know how to write a review to do this book justice. It was a sweeping, epic saga of love and suffering. Spanning over 20 years, we see this relationship from blossoming beginning, through tumultuous years, right through to the end of the book. Truly, you should go into this book blind, but caution to those who are sensitive to themes involving mental illness, discussion of suicide, substance abuse, and rough consensual sex. This is a book I will likely never forget, and one of the realest looks at a codependent relationship that is at times toxic, but one worth fighting for. Honestly, could I have chosen a better book to pop my Carian Cole cherry with? I think not.
August 8, 2020
It’s 12:40am and I just finished reading the last page. I’m staring out at the night sky trying to understand the emotions this book made me feel.
It’s honest, raw and powerful.
I’m touched by how real this book felt, so many topics and situations that so many of us face are written within these pages.
Love isn’t perfect, it’s not meant to be that’s the beauty behind it. This book was phenomenal.
It’s honest, raw and powerful.
I’m touched by how real this book felt, so many topics and situations that so many of us face are written within these pages.
Love isn’t perfect, it’s not meant to be that’s the beauty behind it. This book was phenomenal.
September 16, 2018
2/5 stars
This review contains some spoilers.
I feel like the odd duckling in between all these 5 star ratings. I was so looking forward to this one. It sounded very good. And it was in some ways. The writing is excellent. That was not my issue with the book.
Mostly, I think this book isn't for everyone. I'm not sure if it's a book for me. I didn't find their love connection all that epic. It was mostly toxic, wrong, unrealistic and potentially dangerous. I feel like this one of those books that try to make it romantic to always act like a punching bag to someone who treats you like crap and is untrustworthy, just because well.. They love each other more than anything. So she should just stand there and take the abuse. Be left behind, be apart for years and never moving on or meeting another guy and trying to be happy. Maybe I'm getting too old or I just experienced too much relationship crap to like books like these. They stopped being romantic to me and are just.. bad examples. Mental/emotional/physical abuse shouldn't be romantized. It's not romantic to constantly allow yourself to be hurt, because you just love him and 'oh well he is who he is'. I don't think it's romantic to have someone string you along and demand that you'll always keep loving them and leaving a place for them, when they keep leaving you behind.
There is also some serious addiction/mental health stuff, so if you want to avoid that, this is not the book for you.
This book also contains the biggest romance book cliche, one that I'm not a huge fan of. And a teeny bit of .
I don't think the author is bad. The writing is pretty good. I think it's mostly an it's not you, it's me book. So give it a go yourself and tell me what you thought 😊. Judging by all the 5 star reviews, I'm definitely in the minority.
This review contains some spoilers.
I feel like the odd duckling in between all these 5 star ratings. I was so looking forward to this one. It sounded very good. And it was in some ways. The writing is excellent. That was not my issue with the book.
Mostly, I think this book isn't for everyone. I'm not sure if it's a book for me. I didn't find their love connection all that epic. It was mostly toxic, wrong, unrealistic and potentially dangerous. I feel like this one of those books that try to make it romantic to always act like a punching bag to someone who treats you like crap and is untrustworthy, just because well.. They love each other more than anything. So she should just stand there and take the abuse. Be left behind, be apart for years and never moving on or meeting another guy and trying to be happy. Maybe I'm getting too old or I just experienced too much relationship crap to like books like these. They stopped being romantic to me and are just.. bad examples. Mental/emotional/physical abuse shouldn't be romantized. It's not romantic to constantly allow yourself to be hurt, because you just love him and 'oh well he is who he is'. I don't think it's romantic to have someone string you along and demand that you'll always keep loving them and leaving a place for them, when they keep leaving you behind.
There is also some serious addiction/mental health stuff, so if you want to avoid that, this is not the book for you.
This book also contains the biggest romance book cliche, one that I'm not a huge fan of. And a teeny bit of .
I don't think the author is bad. The writing is pretty good. I think it's mostly an it's not you, it's me book. So give it a go yourself and tell me what you thought 😊. Judging by all the 5 star reviews, I'm definitely in the minority.
September 9, 2018
5 STARS
Oh.
Oh wow.
Just WOW.
I feel like I've just been through an emotional rollercoaster. My heart hurts. My hands are shaking. My head feels fuzzy. And I'm so in love with this incredible story that I can't even think of how to begin reviewing it.
I've never read this author before, but when I first saw the blurb for this book a few months ago, I knew this would be my first book by her. It hooked me immediately. Then I started reading it and I was DONE FOR. It sucked me right into its dark depths and didn't let me up until the very last page.
The story spans years and spares no emotional detail. Piper and Blue first meet when she's only 21 years old and she spots a beautiful homeless man with a haunting presence playing guitar in the park that she frequents. Their connection is immediate. The two of them couldn't be more opposite, but you know what they say about that. Piper is the good girl to Blue's bad boy vibes, and the attraction between them sparks to life and entwines them in a fiery connection. Piper tries to understand the complexities behind Blue's eyes, but you always get the sense that there's something dark and painful that's brewing beneath the surface with him. He's a recovering addict and a troubled musician. He loves Piper in the only way he knows how. But love isn't enough to keep their tattered peaces from scattering in the wind.
Spanning fourteen years, No Tomorrow tells the story of their up and downs. And boy were there a lot of downs. A part of me wanted to hate Blue for his choices, but a bigger part of me just couldn't. This is a troubled man with many demons. I respect the author so much for not glossing over his issues. You get all of it; the good, the bad, and the worse. And while the story is told in predominantly Piper's POV, the few snippets we get inside of Blue's mind are incredibly potent.
I fell in love with these characters. My heart ached right along with them. I rooted for them, I cried with them, and I was a ball of anxiety just thinking about how their story may end.
No Tomorrow is a hauntingly beautiful romance full of depth and emotion. It was utterly captivating and sucked you right into the story. It was a book I won't be forgetting any time soon and one that I can't recommend enough. Blue was a rockstar unlike any I've ever read. If you're looking for something different and that'll make you feel, you've definitely found your next read.
ARC courtesy of author in exchange for an honest review
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Oh.
Oh wow.
Just WOW.
I feel like I've just been through an emotional rollercoaster. My heart hurts. My hands are shaking. My head feels fuzzy. And I'm so in love with this incredible story that I can't even think of how to begin reviewing it.
I've never read this author before, but when I first saw the blurb for this book a few months ago, I knew this would be my first book by her. It hooked me immediately. Then I started reading it and I was DONE FOR. It sucked me right into its dark depths and didn't let me up until the very last page.
The story spans years and spares no emotional detail. Piper and Blue first meet when she's only 21 years old and she spots a beautiful homeless man with a haunting presence playing guitar in the park that she frequents. Their connection is immediate. The two of them couldn't be more opposite, but you know what they say about that. Piper is the good girl to Blue's bad boy vibes, and the attraction between them sparks to life and entwines them in a fiery connection. Piper tries to understand the complexities behind Blue's eyes, but you always get the sense that there's something dark and painful that's brewing beneath the surface with him. He's a recovering addict and a troubled musician. He loves Piper in the only way he knows how. But love isn't enough to keep their tattered peaces from scattering in the wind.
Spanning fourteen years, No Tomorrow tells the story of their up and downs. And boy were there a lot of downs. A part of me wanted to hate Blue for his choices, but a bigger part of me just couldn't. This is a troubled man with many demons. I respect the author so much for not glossing over his issues. You get all of it; the good, the bad, and the worse. And while the story is told in predominantly Piper's POV, the few snippets we get inside of Blue's mind are incredibly potent.
I fell in love with these characters. My heart ached right along with them. I rooted for them, I cried with them, and I was a ball of anxiety just thinking about how their story may end.
No Tomorrow is a hauntingly beautiful romance full of depth and emotion. It was utterly captivating and sucked you right into the story. It was a book I won't be forgetting any time soon and one that I can't recommend enough. Blue was a rockstar unlike any I've ever read. If you're looking for something different and that'll make you feel, you've definitely found your next read.
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March 17, 2021
4 Different Degrees of Love Stars ⭐
No Tomorrow was epic. From past to present, we learn how destructive real love can be. There is no avoiding all the bad decisions made by Blue and Piper along the way, and it will leave you emotionally drained. Even though their love is pure, the toxicity is stifling.
His melancholy smile carries a hint of sensuality. He’s like an eclipse—simultaneously dark and light, and not safe to look at for too long without suffering a burn.
Falling in love with a homeless musician would always be complicated. Yet putting her reservations aside, a young 21 year old Piper does. When that feeling of euphoria hits, there's nothing you wouldn't do to keep it even at the expense of your sanity.
Blue is a restless soul with just a guitar and dog to call his own. It's been two years of living like a nomad when he meets the beautiful girl in the park. But it's her goodness and understanding that enamours him.
“Do you think I’m dirty?” he whispers as he tugs my skirt up to my waist. Just as the glow of the lantern dies out, he tears my panties off and throws them to the ground.
Gulping, I answer without even thinking. “Yes.”
“Good. I’m going to make you dirty, too,” he growls against my ear. “And it’s never going to wash off.”
They can try and navigate through their feelings and unorthodox relationship, but a gypsy heart cannot be restrained. Add depression and addiction to the mix, it's a time bomb waiting to go off.
They thought they could make it work, but the demons always win. Just like that Blue is gone, and Piper's left rebuilding her life while the shrapnel leaves her bleeding for years...
How dare he sit there looking so normal—so untouched. For years I’ve felt that the scars I bear from his massacre of my heart must be visible to others in some way.
Years go by and the homeless guy is gone and replaced by a world famous musician. But Blue is the boy that Piper fell in love with. Still broken and restless. This is the foundation of their unhealthy love.
You know what, it's a fucking hard review to write. I enjoyed this book, but I was frustrated most of the time. Love hurts. Their path was never easy because mental illness is real and insurmountable at times. This was no hearts and roses, Blue was lost and Piper carried the brunt of it. It was a long road to happiness. But if you're looking for real and gritty, here it is. 🖤
No Tomorrow was epic. From past to present, we learn how destructive real love can be. There is no avoiding all the bad decisions made by Blue and Piper along the way, and it will leave you emotionally drained. Even though their love is pure, the toxicity is stifling.
His melancholy smile carries a hint of sensuality. He’s like an eclipse—simultaneously dark and light, and not safe to look at for too long without suffering a burn.
Falling in love with a homeless musician would always be complicated. Yet putting her reservations aside, a young 21 year old Piper does. When that feeling of euphoria hits, there's nothing you wouldn't do to keep it even at the expense of your sanity.
Blue is a restless soul with just a guitar and dog to call his own. It's been two years of living like a nomad when he meets the beautiful girl in the park. But it's her goodness and understanding that enamours him.
“Do you think I’m dirty?” he whispers as he tugs my skirt up to my waist. Just as the glow of the lantern dies out, he tears my panties off and throws them to the ground.
Gulping, I answer without even thinking. “Yes.”
“Good. I’m going to make you dirty, too,” he growls against my ear. “And it’s never going to wash off.”
They can try and navigate through their feelings and unorthodox relationship, but a gypsy heart cannot be restrained. Add depression and addiction to the mix, it's a time bomb waiting to go off.
They thought they could make it work, but the demons always win. Just like that Blue is gone, and Piper's left rebuilding her life while the shrapnel leaves her bleeding for years...
How dare he sit there looking so normal—so untouched. For years I’ve felt that the scars I bear from his massacre of my heart must be visible to others in some way.
Years go by and the homeless guy is gone and replaced by a world famous musician. But Blue is the boy that Piper fell in love with. Still broken and restless. This is the foundation of their unhealthy love.
You know what, it's a fucking hard review to write. I enjoyed this book, but I was frustrated most of the time. Love hurts. Their path was never easy because mental illness is real and insurmountable at times. This was no hearts and roses, Blue was lost and Piper carried the brunt of it. It was a long road to happiness. But if you're looking for real and gritty, here it is. 🖤
February 17, 2021
6 STARS!!!
"You falling in love with me will destroy us both.”
Carian Cole brought the FEELS this year and she’s even listed this book on Kindle Unlimited. I have never read this author before and I certainly didn't expect to be hit this hard by the story.
Falling in love with a homeless hero is weirdly nothing new for this reader. I actually have meet a few like in Poughkeepsie and One Day Soon both unforgettable stories.
The fall is amazing when characters connect on such an immeasureable level.
However, being homeless is not all of Blue’s issues and he will put Piper and a reader through a gauntlet of emotions. You will take breathers, rant to friends, and then jump right back in to see what happens next.
Thank you Carian Cole for writing a story I was connected to and moved by!
"I love you like there’s no tomorrow. Don’t ever forget that.”
"You falling in love with me will destroy us both.”
Carian Cole brought the FEELS this year and she’s even listed this book on Kindle Unlimited. I have never read this author before and I certainly didn't expect to be hit this hard by the story.
Falling in love with a homeless hero is weirdly nothing new for this reader. I actually have meet a few like in Poughkeepsie and One Day Soon both unforgettable stories.
The fall is amazing when characters connect on such an immeasureable level.
However, being homeless is not all of Blue’s issues and he will put Piper and a reader through a gauntlet of emotions. You will take breathers, rant to friends, and then jump right back in to see what happens next.
Thank you Carian Cole for writing a story I was connected to and moved by!
"I love you like there’s no tomorrow. Don’t ever forget that.”
October 2, 2018
"There's no Rehab program for LOVE"
Absolutely. Or we'd all be institutionalized that's for sure. Wearing straight jackets no less!!
Be prepared to have a stack of tissues and order a giant bottle of wine, because this book is simply mayhem for the hearts. Hauntingly passionate and stunning in revelations, the book was like a sledgehammer to my heart, kept pummeling even when I was down. A major Cryfest that simply can be summed up as a tragic love story of the girl who eats lunch in the park and a homeless street musician- Piper & Blue
He doesn’t have anything other than his guitar, his duffel bag and all it contains, and his dog.
The first chapter had me like- what an unusual story...how will it pan out...maybe the guy rises to fame and riches. But Nope!. Carina pulls the rug right under your sensible feet and you go flying in the air, not knowing right from wrong or up from down. There's a major upheaval at 36% and I was livid and looking to smash something...someONE!!
I was angry at Piper, why is she such a doormat, where is her self worth....but you know what, I fell in love with Blue, I couldn't let go of him, I gave him so many chances , so why shouldn't she.
To say this story is an emotional rollercoaster is the understatement of the year!!
"I was a fucking tumbleweed, a twisted up mess of dirt and weeds bouncing around in the wind.”
I’m going to make you dirty, too. And it’s never going to wash off.
And true to his promise, he dirties her, breaks her with his bare hands and walks all over her pieces.
Blue comes like a roaring tornado in her life, throws everything around and when he leaves there's devastation and destruction. She doesn't even get the time to gather the shattered pieces of her life. She's literally on her knees!
It's gravityless simulation, you're flying high one moment, banging into walls the next, falling down at warp speed and land with a thump on your ass at last. The shocks just keep on coming, up To the LAST MINUTE!!
BUT...its also a heart touching story of struggles of a man with broken mind. The monsters plague him every minute of every day. The voices in his head boom into his ears and his fight is valiant and one sided.
“It’s like living with a monster in your head, Piper. And it just fuckin’ owns you, consumes you, bleeds you, tortures you. It doesn’t let you sleep. It doesn’t let you be happy. It doesn’t let you trust. So you do what it says just to shut it the fuck up, to try to get just a tiny amount of peace, and then it starts all over again.”
I loved piper but I'm totally, stupidly in love with Evan Von Blue. He just stole my heart with his charming smile and deep smoky voice. Him & Acorn are just right there in front of my eyes and I'm the girl eating my sandwich in front of him.
But one thing that's a constant throughout the story is the intensity and authenticity of Blue's love for Piper. Even though it sometimes gets overpowered by his demons, it's there nonetheless. Unquestionable, genuine, deep love
"I love you like there's no tomorrow. Always. Always. Always"
Piper I must admire for her loyalty and tenacity. That girl is purely driven by heart and just thrives on compassion. Her goodness just radiates and unending patience is the perfect fit for the chaotic whirlwind, that is Blue. No other woman would be his soulmate other than her
"People can’t change who they are inside, or how they feel, or how they’re wired, Josh. That doesn’t mean they should be dumped and forgotten.”
Two issues I had- I needed more of Blue's POV, because the one sided narrative had me pitying Piper and had difficulty approving her decisions.
Secondly it was a tad too long in the middle. the tautness would've added an edge to this story.
But it still wrings your heart dry, dessicates it of the tears and just sweeps clean all the emotions in a basket. I cried through the entire book, just painful, hurting tears. And though shocked and saddened at the end, it doesn't make me love it less even a bit.
Go pick up this story it's EPIC!!
4.5 Ladybug myth stars
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Absolutely. Or we'd all be institutionalized that's for sure. Wearing straight jackets no less!!
Be prepared to have a stack of tissues and order a giant bottle of wine, because this book is simply mayhem for the hearts. Hauntingly passionate and stunning in revelations, the book was like a sledgehammer to my heart, kept pummeling even when I was down. A major Cryfest that simply can be summed up as a tragic love story of the girl who eats lunch in the park and a homeless street musician- Piper & Blue
He doesn’t have anything other than his guitar, his duffel bag and all it contains, and his dog.
The first chapter had me like- what an unusual story...how will it pan out...maybe the guy rises to fame and riches. But Nope!. Carina pulls the rug right under your sensible feet and you go flying in the air, not knowing right from wrong or up from down. There's a major upheaval at 36% and I was livid and looking to smash something...someONE!!
I was angry at Piper, why is she such a doormat, where is her self worth....but you know what, I fell in love with Blue, I couldn't let go of him, I gave him so many chances , so why shouldn't she.
To say this story is an emotional rollercoaster is the understatement of the year!!
"I was a fucking tumbleweed, a twisted up mess of dirt and weeds bouncing around in the wind.”
I’m going to make you dirty, too. And it’s never going to wash off.
And true to his promise, he dirties her, breaks her with his bare hands and walks all over her pieces.
Blue comes like a roaring tornado in her life, throws everything around and when he leaves there's devastation and destruction. She doesn't even get the time to gather the shattered pieces of her life. She's literally on her knees!
It's gravityless simulation, you're flying high one moment, banging into walls the next, falling down at warp speed and land with a thump on your ass at last. The shocks just keep on coming, up To the LAST MINUTE!!
BUT...its also a heart touching story of struggles of a man with broken mind. The monsters plague him every minute of every day. The voices in his head boom into his ears and his fight is valiant and one sided.
“It’s like living with a monster in your head, Piper. And it just fuckin’ owns you, consumes you, bleeds you, tortures you. It doesn’t let you sleep. It doesn’t let you be happy. It doesn’t let you trust. So you do what it says just to shut it the fuck up, to try to get just a tiny amount of peace, and then it starts all over again.”
I loved piper but I'm totally, stupidly in love with Evan Von Blue. He just stole my heart with his charming smile and deep smoky voice. Him & Acorn are just right there in front of my eyes and I'm the girl eating my sandwich in front of him.
But one thing that's a constant throughout the story is the intensity and authenticity of Blue's love for Piper. Even though it sometimes gets overpowered by his demons, it's there nonetheless. Unquestionable, genuine, deep love
"I love you like there's no tomorrow. Always. Always. Always"
Piper I must admire for her loyalty and tenacity. That girl is purely driven by heart and just thrives on compassion. Her goodness just radiates and unending patience is the perfect fit for the chaotic whirlwind, that is Blue. No other woman would be his soulmate other than her
"People can’t change who they are inside, or how they feel, or how they’re wired, Josh. That doesn’t mean they should be dumped and forgotten.”
Two issues I had- I needed more of Blue's POV, because the one sided narrative had me pitying Piper and had difficulty approving her decisions.
Secondly it was a tad too long in the middle. the tautness would've added an edge to this story.
But it still wrings your heart dry, dessicates it of the tears and just sweeps clean all the emotions in a basket. I cried through the entire book, just painful, hurting tears. And though shocked and saddened at the end, it doesn't make me love it less even a bit.
Go pick up this story it's EPIC!!
4.5 Ladybug myth stars
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September 25, 2018
3.5 Stars
Overall Opinion: I tried really hard just to skim most reviews because of the author's warning that this is best read when going in blind. I agree -- I think that you really should go into this without knowing much about it to get the full depth of feelings for what goes on! That being said, I know that I sometimes ignore those warnings and appreciate the spoilers when I am worried about a particular book -- so I will provide my usual spoiler tags, but I'll also add another one for this point on in my review because they are BIG SPOILERS and I don't think you should read on unless you are fully okay with the fact that you might not experience this book fully after you've read them!
Overall Opinion: I tried really hard just to skim most reviews because of the author's warning that this is best read when going in blind. I agree -- I think that you really should go into this without knowing much about it to get the full depth of feelings for what goes on! That being said, I know that I sometimes ignore those warnings and appreciate the spoilers when I am worried about a particular book -- so I will provide my usual spoiler tags, but I'll also add another one for this point on in my review because they are BIG SPOILERS and I don't think you should read on unless you are fully okay with the fact that you might not experience this book fully after you've read them!
September 14, 2018
5 Stars
Arc Book Review
Release Date-13/9/18
I don't even know where to start with this review; my heads in a complete spin analyzing and thinking on the events that have transpired so vividly before my very eyes but one thing I do no from the bottom of my very soul that this for me was probably, in my opinion, the most real and raw story that Carian Cole has ever narrated.
I have read a lot from this author and every book I have ever opened of hers has touched me in some way, shape or form "No Tomorrow" was for me the pinnacle of all these other reads and though I usually stay the hell away from anything to angsty I am so glad I took a chance on this as I felt that melancholy enchantment so starkly experiencing it down to the depths of my very soul.
I honestly think this is one journey that just needs to be experienced in all its messy unapologetic glory.
Going in blind here is probably the best thing you can do.
Just living this pilgrimage of discovery right alongside Blue and Piper, feeling the intensity of sentiment and pure instinct as everything is amplified in this personal expedition of self-worth.
So, This is not a traditional love story it is anything but, what we have here is a stark portrayal of obsession and need.
Messy and sometimes selfish the road to happiness here is paved with heartache and tears.
Theres no goodies and baddies in this it just is what it is.
A bleak blunt spiral into absolute despair aided along in its ever-forward momentum by a lifelong battle with addiction and mental illness.
I smiled and cried and also felt the depths of despondency right alongside Blue and piper
I was in awe of pipers ability and capacity for caring and forgiveness she was such a strong warrior with the strength and resilience of a woman just in love with her man.
I have to say through my own personal experience with mental illness and addiction that this author was so spot on in her portrayal of the downward spiral and also the mindset of someone dealing with such day to day demons.
Demons that not only affect the individual but also the whole unit of friends and family especially a romantic partner.
That's what I liked about this the most, there was no unrealistic love cures all this was a process that never goes away but can with time, attention and care be lived with and managed.
It was such a raw honest narrative that I truly appreciated.
And though I felt my heart in my mouth throughout I was also glued to every poignant magical word expressed here so powerfully.
Such an arresting expressive dialogue with a wonderful multi-faceted cast.
And I absolutely adored that epilogue; If I could give this more stars than five I so would, this is a story that's going to live within my heart for a very long time to come indeed.
Please do yourself a favour and read; this one is in a league all of its own making.
Thank you to the author for providing me with an ARC of "No Tomorrow" of which I have reviewed voluntary.
All opinions expressed here are entirely my own.
Reviewed By Beckie Bookworm.
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September 14, 2025
Time of death 30%. I am crashing out.
9% in and this girl is fucking a homeless dude under a bridge that she’s known for 5 minutes.
‘If memories had a flavor, ours would be salt and blood.’
Girlypops lost her virginity to a literal stranger under a bridge lmao.
“I didn’t come in you, so the chances of you getting pregnant are slim. And you can’t get pregnant from swallowing” 💀
“And I usually use protection. I just couldn’t fuckin’ wait to get inside you.” 💀💀
“Now you’re my addiction.” BUT YOU JUST MET!!!!!!! Byeeeeee.
“I know you want me baby and I know you’re falling in love with me. Don’t worry, baby. I think I’m falling love with you too.” Page 77 💩
I lost count of how many times they banged. “You’re so tight and juicy” lmfao if I could unread that sentence I would.
This man literally told her he would never get a job or live in an apartment? Like?? Be for real. She’s a doormat and he’s think it’s such a flex he wants to live this ‘free’ life. Insufferable idiots.
This is marketed as an angsty and emotional romance book but it’s just weird ass insta love, I’m outties.
9% in and this girl is fucking a homeless dude under a bridge that she’s known for 5 minutes.
‘If memories had a flavor, ours would be salt and blood.’
Girlypops lost her virginity to a literal stranger under a bridge lmao.
“I didn’t come in you, so the chances of you getting pregnant are slim. And you can’t get pregnant from swallowing” 💀
“And I usually use protection. I just couldn’t fuckin’ wait to get inside you.” 💀💀
“Now you’re my addiction.” BUT YOU JUST MET!!!!!!! Byeeeeee.
“I know you want me baby and I know you’re falling in love with me. Don’t worry, baby. I think I’m falling love with you too.” Page 77 💩
I lost count of how many times they banged. “You’re so tight and juicy” lmfao if I could unread that sentence I would.
This man literally told her he would never get a job or live in an apartment? Like?? Be for real. She’s a doormat and he’s think it’s such a flex he wants to live this ‘free’ life. Insufferable idiots.
This is marketed as an angsty and emotional romance book but it’s just weird ass insta love, I’m outties.
May 5, 2021
Honestly, I sort of hate this book. It’s too close to home, too much like real life. I read to escape reality and this was just one hard hit after another. Be that as it may I can’t deny that it’s soul consuming.
It’s raw and toxic and heartbreaking. And yes it was beautiful but I was just so fed up with Blue’s behavior it was hard to fall in love with their story.
Mental health and addiction is always a hard road to travel. Not just for the individual effected but for everyone in their life. No matter how much I want to blame Blue I have to remember that he didn’t pick this but at the same time he never asked for help.
So many questions were answered and laid to rest when his sister came into the picture. This is something I whole heartedly believe and it has helped me remain positive in the long run; everything happens for a reason. No matter how bad life can get sometimes, I always remember this and it helps because I’ve found it to be true. And this story is the epitome of that belief.
It’s raw and toxic and heartbreaking. And yes it was beautiful but I was just so fed up with Blue’s behavior it was hard to fall in love with their story.
Mental health and addiction is always a hard road to travel. Not just for the individual effected but for everyone in their life. No matter how much I want to blame Blue I have to remember that he didn’t pick this but at the same time he never asked for help.
So many questions were answered and laid to rest when his sister came into the picture. This is something I whole heartedly believe and it has helped me remain positive in the long run; everything happens for a reason. No matter how bad life can get sometimes, I always remember this and it helps because I’ve found it to be true. And this story is the epitome of that belief.
September 8, 2018
5 « not for everyone » stars
Warning : this book touches on some sensitive subjects so read with caution like drug abuse and mental illness.
This is the third time that I try to write this review…
Why is it the books that we love the most that are the most difficult to review???
Ok here I go …
Carian Cole took me way out of my comfort zone here!
I didn’t know it when I requested the ARC that one of the main topics would be about addiction to drugs. I avoid books with addicts like the plague, running the other way but as I love Carian’s books I read it anyway and …. have been on a roller coaster yet amazed.
I never would have believed it if someone told me that one day I would read and love a book with such topic!
Why did I love it? Because Carian’s penmanship was uncompromising.
She wrote “real and true”. Carian showed the complexity and bleak reality of loving and caring for someone with “problems” (sorry I stay vague here).
She did not paint an unrealistic and rosy picture.
She did not promise that love saves everyone in the blink of an eye and being addict you can be saved from all your personal demons only through pure love. No.
But she also did not try to darken the story either and make it some mockery of being an addict.
She did not paint her character as a heinous villain who deserves to suffer and hurt.
No, her character is addicted yet is a fantastic human being. Someone caring, kind yet suffering from many demons. Her character did not ask for it.
This is Piper and Blue often toxic yet beautiful and real love story.
Their attraction has been instantaneous and Blue will turn Piper’s world upside down. She won’t recognize the girl she’s become. She won’t believe what she did under that bridge.
Some will be horrified by what happened there. Most who know Carian will understand. Because her love stories are never easy and simple. Because she writes about human nature at its best and at its lowest. Because we all have flaws and real life is not like the fairy tales with rainbow and unicorns every day.
Some will be irritated by Piper.
They will see her as a kind of “doormat” like her father did at some time.
They won’t understand why she puts up with all this. Why is she still in love with Blue after all that he’s done to her? After all the broken promises. They will want to tell her to leave him and begin again with someone stable, uncomplicated.
And that’s true that it takes a special person to love, care and stay with people “like” Blue.
When Pipper meets Blue she is wary of him. Yet soon enough with him she will feel beautiful, cherished and not the clumsy tiny woman everyone has always seen in her.
Blue has a presence. A magnetism that will enthrall Pipper.
For him she’ll go through hell.
Yet love has no expiration date and sometimes you can’t stop loving someone even if you know he will break your heart again and again.
As for Blue he is a very complex and restless character.
Carian writes some of the most beautiful flawed male characters that I’ve read about. Vandal and Tyler are two of these broken characters. Yet Blue is by far the most complex, tortured yet so so lovable.
Of course I wanted to let him go as he hurt Piper so many times yet I couldn’t help understand Piper. I have what is commonly called “the savior complex” and would have been unable to turn my back on Blue. Exactly like Piper who found her soul mate and wanted to love and help him so bad!
This book is all about their relationship throughout the span of more than 10 years. Their love is true but complicated, violent, heartbreaking.
You will smile thanks to Acorn the dog waving at people leaving change for Blue when he plays the guitar.
You will always be on edge. Waiting for the shoe to drop. For Blue to mess it up.
You will swoon and you will cry. You will rage because they didn’t deserve this. You will admire Piper because she could set a limit and protect herself when it was vital yet still love Blue. And believe me that’s not easy feat!
You will FEEL.
One thing that’s for sure: you won’t feel indifferent.
What are your triggers/pet peeve in books?
Thanks for reading!
Sophie
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“But what we have is a real love. It’s dark, and ugly; raw and passionate. It brings pain and it brings happiness and everything in between. This love—our love—is a love that never dies. It withers in the dark and comes back to life again under bright moments even stronger than it was before.”
Warning : this book touches on some sensitive subjects so read with caution like drug abuse and mental illness.
This is the third time that I try to write this review…
Why is it the books that we love the most that are the most difficult to review???
Ok here I go …
Carian Cole took me way out of my comfort zone here!
I didn’t know it when I requested the ARC that one of the main topics would be about addiction to drugs. I avoid books with addicts like the plague, running the other way but as I love Carian’s books I read it anyway and …. have been on a roller coaster yet amazed.
I never would have believed it if someone told me that one day I would read and love a book with such topic!
Why did I love it? Because Carian’s penmanship was uncompromising.
She wrote “real and true”. Carian showed the complexity and bleak reality of loving and caring for someone with “problems” (sorry I stay vague here).
She did not paint an unrealistic and rosy picture.
She did not promise that love saves everyone in the blink of an eye and being addict you can be saved from all your personal demons only through pure love. No.
But she also did not try to darken the story either and make it some mockery of being an addict.
She did not paint her character as a heinous villain who deserves to suffer and hurt.
No, her character is addicted yet is a fantastic human being. Someone caring, kind yet suffering from many demons. Her character did not ask for it.
This is Piper and Blue often toxic yet beautiful and real love story.
Their attraction has been instantaneous and Blue will turn Piper’s world upside down. She won’t recognize the girl she’s become. She won’t believe what she did under that bridge.
“I’m going to make you dirty, too. And it’s never going to wash off. “
Some will be horrified by what happened there. Most who know Carian will understand. Because her love stories are never easy and simple. Because she writes about human nature at its best and at its lowest. Because we all have flaws and real life is not like the fairy tales with rainbow and unicorns every day.
Some will be irritated by Piper.
They will see her as a kind of “doormat” like her father did at some time.
They won’t understand why she puts up with all this. Why is she still in love with Blue after all that he’s done to her? After all the broken promises. They will want to tell her to leave him and begin again with someone stable, uncomplicated.
And that’s true that it takes a special person to love, care and stay with people “like” Blue.
When Pipper meets Blue she is wary of him. Yet soon enough with him she will feel beautiful, cherished and not the clumsy tiny woman everyone has always seen in her.
Blue has a presence. A magnetism that will enthrall Pipper.
For him she’ll go through hell.
Yet love has no expiration date and sometimes you can’t stop loving someone even if you know he will break your heart again and again.
As for Blue he is a very complex and restless character.
Carian writes some of the most beautiful flawed male characters that I’ve read about. Vandal and Tyler are two of these broken characters. Yet Blue is by far the most complex, tortured yet so so lovable.
Of course I wanted to let him go as he hurt Piper so many times yet I couldn’t help understand Piper. I have what is commonly called “the savior complex” and would have been unable to turn my back on Blue. Exactly like Piper who found her soul mate and wanted to love and help him so bad!
“As much as I love the sound of the rain, the moody grey clouds and the rainbows, the storms trap me. I can’t stand the thunder and lightning and all the wind. That’s when I need you the most. You’re like my own little sunbeam.” A weak smile touches his lips. “You chase the storm away.”
This book is all about their relationship throughout the span of more than 10 years. Their love is true but complicated, violent, heartbreaking.
You will smile thanks to Acorn the dog waving at people leaving change for Blue when he plays the guitar.
You will always be on edge. Waiting for the shoe to drop. For Blue to mess it up.
You will swoon and you will cry. You will rage because they didn’t deserve this. You will admire Piper because she could set a limit and protect herself when it was vital yet still love Blue. And believe me that’s not easy feat!
You will FEEL.
One thing that’s for sure: you won’t feel indifferent.
What are your triggers/pet peeve in books?
Thanks for reading!
Sophie
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May 22, 2020
I'm a huge Carian Cole fan and I love her style of writing and the way she developes her characters. She really makes you fall in love with her heroes and heroines. I was so excited to read a new book from her.
This book is a departure from those that fans of Carian Cole have come to love.
This novel involves heavy subjects and Piper's and Blue's love story evolves over more then a decade in its making. With Blue in and out of her life over that span.
I loved their beginning and I really could feel their chemistry and love. Their first time has dub con vibe in my opinion. When he disappears and comes back several times I understand why he did but I did struggle with Piper's willingness to still be with him she came off as a doormat in my opinion.
I know I'm in the minority but I didn't fall in love with Blue, he used her I felt. There were times I wanted to throat punch him and others I felt he needed a hug. He said he loved her but there was infidelity while they were estranged.
I loved the chapters from his POV I wish there had been more of them they were beautifully written. I think the book needed that to stay cohesive and for readers to love his character!
I normally read a book quite quickly but I struggled with it I think mostly because of the heaviness of Blue and Piper's story and because honestly I really didn't like either of these characters very much, I had no interest in seeing how their story ended.
I also struggled with the length of the book and I at times was confused in the timeline in the story and the disappearance of her friend.
The epilogue was just strange when Piper wondered about their kid having mental illness and her just acting like oh well.
This love story is messy and gritty and full of angst. It will have you cheering for and then yelling at Piper and Blue. At times you may want to throw your Kindle across the room I know I certainly did!
No Tomorrow will take you through a gambit of emotions and at times you will wonder how their love will endure and what you would endure for the love of your life. Personally I don't think I would have held out for Blue to come around. Even with those emotions I struggled to finish it because I just didn't care about their story.
I'm giving it 2 stars because it's not a book I would re-read nor one where I loved either of these characters.
You lost me as a fan Carian. When you asked me in a private message why wasn't I honest in regards to a comment I made on another person's review and then blocked me from FB messenger before I could respond. You said on your discussion group every one is entitled to an opinion I guess we are if it's in accordance to you because I witnessed hand slapping by your admin for even saying I and another person didn't connect.
You apparently only want fawning over your books well I for one won't do it.
This book is a departure from those that fans of Carian Cole have come to love.
This novel involves heavy subjects and Piper's and Blue's love story evolves over more then a decade in its making. With Blue in and out of her life over that span.
I loved their beginning and I really could feel their chemistry and love. Their first time has dub con vibe in my opinion. When he disappears and comes back several times I understand why he did but I did struggle with Piper's willingness to still be with him she came off as a doormat in my opinion.
I know I'm in the minority but I didn't fall in love with Blue, he used her I felt. There were times I wanted to throat punch him and others I felt he needed a hug. He said he loved her but there was infidelity while they were estranged.
I loved the chapters from his POV I wish there had been more of them they were beautifully written. I think the book needed that to stay cohesive and for readers to love his character!
I normally read a book quite quickly but I struggled with it I think mostly because of the heaviness of Blue and Piper's story and because honestly I really didn't like either of these characters very much, I had no interest in seeing how their story ended.
I also struggled with the length of the book and I at times was confused in the timeline in the story and the disappearance of her friend.
The epilogue was just strange when Piper wondered about their kid having mental illness and her just acting like oh well.
This love story is messy and gritty and full of angst. It will have you cheering for and then yelling at Piper and Blue. At times you may want to throw your Kindle across the room I know I certainly did!
No Tomorrow will take you through a gambit of emotions and at times you will wonder how their love will endure and what you would endure for the love of your life. Personally I don't think I would have held out for Blue to come around. Even with those emotions I struggled to finish it because I just didn't care about their story.
I'm giving it 2 stars because it's not a book I would re-read nor one where I loved either of these characters.
You lost me as a fan Carian. When you asked me in a private message why wasn't I honest in regards to a comment I made on another person's review and then blocked me from FB messenger before I could respond. You said on your discussion group every one is entitled to an opinion I guess we are if it's in accordance to you because I witnessed hand slapping by your admin for even saying I and another person didn't connect.
You apparently only want fawning over your books well I for one won't do it.
September 13, 2018
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❤5 STARS❤
What a ride, such a unique and original story!No Tomorrow isn't simply a romance, it is so much more!Carian Cole delivers an emotional,heartwarming,intense and sweet story.I was hooked from the beginning and read it in one sitting.
“Our love may be unexpected and flawed, but it’s ours. That’s all that matters.”
Piper and Blue took me to an emotional roller coast.I loved them and I wanted to see them happy and together.The romance is heavy with angst and some steamy moments between the characters.
This story deals with a serious topic and everything around this felt so realistic, the author did an amazing job and she handles everything right.
This story was addictive, it's one of this stories you'll still thinking about!A unique story!
❤5 STARS❤
What a ride, such a unique and original story!No Tomorrow isn't simply a romance, it is so much more!Carian Cole delivers an emotional,heartwarming,intense and sweet story.I was hooked from the beginning and read it in one sitting.
“Our love may be unexpected and flawed, but it’s ours. That’s all that matters.”
Piper and Blue took me to an emotional roller coast.I loved them and I wanted to see them happy and together.The romance is heavy with angst and some steamy moments between the characters.
This story deals with a serious topic and everything around this felt so realistic, the author did an amazing job and she handles everything right.
This story was addictive, it's one of this stories you'll still thinking about!A unique story!
May 31, 2019
2 stars
I am going to have a hard time expressing my feelings over this book. I picked it up because many of my book friends loved it and whenever that happens I want to read that book asap. I’m also about trying new authors and supporting new voices and I wanted to see what Cole was all about.
That being said…….. this book really was not for me. I don’t exactly know how to express my feelings about this book without giving away massive spoilers. I do think this book should be read blind and for that, I will not share spoilers.
Despite me disliking the book, I will say I was completely invested in the story until the very end. This is a massive fucking book and I finished it in almost two sittings. It was compulsively readable. That’s about the only positive I can give this book.
This book gets two stars because while I read all of it, I have some ginormous issues with it. First off, Piper, the heroine is honest to god my nemesis. Everyone who complained about Kiera from Thoughtless? STFU because this bitch came in and stole her worst heroine crown. Seriously, she was the fucking worst. And I can’t even really say why without spoilers. But I wondered many times if she needed to get her head checked or gain access to some (or more) counseling. I also hated the sex scenes which felt like 20% of the book. I legit skimmed them all they did nothing for me.
That all being said, many of my book friends loved this. Also one reader not liking a book doesn’t mean you won’t find it to your liking. We all have different opinions and tastes, and this book was not for me. It might be for you though.
I am going to have a hard time expressing my feelings over this book. I picked it up because many of my book friends loved it and whenever that happens I want to read that book asap. I’m also about trying new authors and supporting new voices and I wanted to see what Cole was all about.
That being said…….. this book really was not for me. I don’t exactly know how to express my feelings about this book without giving away massive spoilers. I do think this book should be read blind and for that, I will not share spoilers.
Despite me disliking the book, I will say I was completely invested in the story until the very end. This is a massive fucking book and I finished it in almost two sittings. It was compulsively readable. That’s about the only positive I can give this book.
This book gets two stars because while I read all of it, I have some ginormous issues with it. First off, Piper, the heroine is honest to god my nemesis. Everyone who complained about Kiera from Thoughtless? STFU because this bitch came in and stole her worst heroine crown. Seriously, she was the fucking worst. And I can’t even really say why without spoilers. But I wondered many times if she needed to get her head checked or gain access to some (or more) counseling. I also hated the sex scenes which felt like 20% of the book. I legit skimmed them all they did nothing for me.
That all being said, many of my book friends loved this. Also one reader not liking a book doesn’t mean you won’t find it to your liking. We all have different opinions and tastes, and this book was not for me. It might be for you though.
December 29, 2019
O...M...G!! THIS book! This has to be one of the best books I’ve read in a long time. It’s definitely one I won’t forget. It took all of my feelings, ripped them out of my chest and then put them back, TWICE! I am wrecked, but in the best possible way. I will definitely be re-reading this book. WOW!
November 24, 2021
4 Ladybugs myth stars 👐
Personally i don't understand abusers & addicts but Evan is more than that. Behind his addiction is a child suffered from trauma.
And Piper is so patient and an example of love conquers all. I am so in awe of her.
The issues in this book are so much more.I cried, i laughed, i fell in love and out of love.
And the whole time when i was reading about the band and Blue's songs, the tracks from Kurt Cobain was repeating in my mind.
I am a sensitive bitch when it comes to singers and suicide.
REST IN PEACE KURT COBAIN AND CHESTER BENNINGTON.
It broke my heart into pieces to read about real struggles our favourite celebrities go through. 💔
People don’t have to be perfect to be loved. They can be broken and sick and messed up and ugly. Everyone deserves love. 🖤
Personally i don't understand abusers & addicts but Evan is more than that. Behind his addiction is a child suffered from trauma.
And Piper is so patient and an example of love conquers all. I am so in awe of her.
The issues in this book are so much more.I cried, i laughed, i fell in love and out of love.
And the whole time when i was reading about the band and Blue's songs, the tracks from Kurt Cobain was repeating in my mind.
I am a sensitive bitch when it comes to singers and suicide.
REST IN PEACE KURT COBAIN AND CHESTER BENNINGTON.
It broke my heart into pieces to read about real struggles our favourite celebrities go through. 💔
People don’t have to be perfect to be loved. They can be broken and sick and messed up and ugly. Everyone deserves love. 🖤
July 19, 2022
3.5 stars
TW for drug addiction, drug abuse, mental illness, suicide, death of a pet
This book is so hard for me to rate and discuss. It's a heavy book that takes a very long journey with our characters. But I didn't absolutely love the romance. Sure, I was invested in this story and how these characters were going to find their happily ever after. But the heroine was a little too naive for me. She turned a blind eye to the hero's problems and let the hero really push her around. She broke down so much because of their relationship, but allowed herself to constantly get pulled back in by him. I know she believes he's her soulmate, but there's a point where a relationship is just too toxic and you need to take care of yourself. I usually love books that span years and put the couple through a lot, but this one was a really toxic relationship and just destroyed our heroine over and over again. This does have surprise pregnancy and I actually really liked that about the story. The rockstar plot was also fun. I looooved the dog in here too and was happy, though, that I was warned about the animal death. It's not tragic, but it was emotional and I was prepared going in (animal death is something I am sensitive to). Just know this one has a very serious tone to it and it's more of an emotional journey than a romance I can't put down. So while I couldn't stop reading, I wasn't in love with the romance between these two characters.
TW for drug addiction, drug abuse, mental illness, suicide, death of a pet
This book is so hard for me to rate and discuss. It's a heavy book that takes a very long journey with our characters. But I didn't absolutely love the romance. Sure, I was invested in this story and how these characters were going to find their happily ever after. But the heroine was a little too naive for me. She turned a blind eye to the hero's problems and let the hero really push her around. She broke down so much because of their relationship, but allowed herself to constantly get pulled back in by him. I know she believes he's her soulmate, but there's a point where a relationship is just too toxic and you need to take care of yourself. I usually love books that span years and put the couple through a lot, but this one was a really toxic relationship and just destroyed our heroine over and over again. This does have surprise pregnancy and I actually really liked that about the story. The rockstar plot was also fun. I looooved the dog in here too and was happy, though, that I was warned about the animal death. It's not tragic, but it was emotional and I was prepared going in (animal death is something I am sensitive to). Just know this one has a very serious tone to it and it's more of an emotional journey than a romance I can't put down. So while I couldn't stop reading, I wasn't in love with the romance between these two characters.
November 24, 2020
This book is so frustrating, aggravating and damn stressful. But I loved this book so much! The story has 15 years span of difficult events. It is really a long time, but Piper and Blue's love for each other never ceases, which I adored! Piper is one of my favourite heroine so far. She has the strength and tenaciousness to never give up in their relationship despite of experiencing very hard times. Overall, I absolutely enjoyed this book! Worth reading, worth crying for. I give it 5 PIPER Stars!
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August 1, 2019Fuck the secret baby trope.
Another 2018 disappointment to the growing larger-by-the-day pile.
Another 2018 disappointment to the growing larger-by-the-day pile.
November 7, 2021
🎧 Audiobook Review 🎧
I don't even know how to explain this book in one spoiler free review...
I don't know what I was feeling after I've finished...
I don't know any how's or any why's
I didn't even knew how to rate it!
I'm actually quite numb right now.
It's not that this book messed with my emotions in some personal level... Not at all. But at the same time, I was really invested into their lives.
This book is huge, but it's filled with pain, heartbreak, struggle, loyalty, drama, love, passion, friendship, bad decisions, innocence and so much despair... At least that's what I've felt so many times while reading it!
I love them, then I hated them.
I understood her, then I was angry for how blind she was.
I felt in love with him, then I wanted to punch him right in the face.
This is a very toxic relationship.
Their story isn't a fluffy one, and it dragged for so long over the years, that I could not believe that someone could really live a life that way...
Always guessing, always hoping, always waiting, always lonely...
This book have a love story, but I wouldn't say that it's a romance.
It talks about serious things like drug abuse, dependency, suicide and mental illness. And although the author portrayed it in a way that you could feel all that pain and heartbreak, it was also a very sensible and realistic story.
I definitely recommend this book...
Just be prepared to the overwhelming wave of emotions.
September 13, 2018
If memories had a flavor, ours would be salt and blood.
The story of Piper and Blue was gritty and raw! Their journey was filled with pain and torment but the bursts of joy and harmony made every bit of anguish easier to endure. I'm not sure if I would have ever put myself in Piper's position when it came to Blue and had to try very hard to understand why she was doing what she was. I loved that she was able to see beyond his circumstances and was drawn to the beautiful man he really was. It was almost too easy to empathize with these characters and their story was not only hot and intense, it was dramatic, emotional and life-affirming.
I wasn't sure how to encapsulate this book without giving anything away and thought short and simple would do the trick. I'm literally holding myself back from revealing too much because this story was indeed fantastic. It tackles homelessness, judgmental attitudes and how they effect others, addiction, music, friendship, love and destiny. I couldn't help but agree that Piper and Blue seemed to be meant for each other and the hardships they faced to get to their happy ending were worth it. If you love a story that details a certain and unfortunate reality, you'll love this one!
☆.｡.:* ARC provided for an honest review .｡.:*☆
Release: 09.13.2018 | Genre: Contemporary Romance | Primarily heroine - 1st person | Heat: 3.5 | Standalone
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The story of Piper and Blue was gritty and raw! Their journey was filled with pain and torment but the bursts of joy and harmony made every bit of anguish easier to endure. I'm not sure if I would have ever put myself in Piper's position when it came to Blue and had to try very hard to understand why she was doing what she was. I loved that she was able to see beyond his circumstances and was drawn to the beautiful man he really was. It was almost too easy to empathize with these characters and their story was not only hot and intense, it was dramatic, emotional and life-affirming.
I wasn't sure how to encapsulate this book without giving anything away and thought short and simple would do the trick. I'm literally holding myself back from revealing too much because this story was indeed fantastic. It tackles homelessness, judgmental attitudes and how they effect others, addiction, music, friendship, love and destiny. I couldn't help but agree that Piper and Blue seemed to be meant for each other and the hardships they faced to get to their happy ending were worth it. If you love a story that details a certain and unfortunate reality, you'll love this one!
☆.｡.:* ARC provided for an honest review .｡.:*☆
Release: 09.13.2018 | Genre: Contemporary Romance | Primarily heroine - 1st person | Heat: 3.5 | Standalone
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May 6, 2019
I'm seriously conflicted about this one. I didn't love it, but I also didn't hate it. There were things that I liked and things that I hated so I've settled for 3 stars. This is my first book by this author and I was super excited since I had heard such amazing things about this book.
I really loved the beginning and how Blue and Piper's relationship initially developed. Even though, it was quite unconventional and a little insta-love, I was on board. Then the story became a rollercoaster and a mess of epic proportions. Not to mention it was ridiculously long and the pacing was just off. The story spans for over 20 years, with huge time jumps, but often unexplained loose ends. It definitely didn't bring all the feels. Except frustration, that was the ever present one. Even though I felt bad for the heroine, she was way too naïve for my taste, she also acted like an adolescent, even though she was a mother. Also, the mental problems of the hero were so clear in the pages, not sure why would anyone be surprised. He had serious issues with drug, depression and other mental health red flags, the h couldn't be that naïve, give me a break! The main characters spend most of their time apart, with him not taking responsibility for anything and her just being a doormat and just waiting for him while spreading her legs for him from time to time. They didn't even lived together until the very very end! He was so selfish is not even funny. And. the. pace. was. so. slow. It was a constant recycling of the same situations over and over which was draining and frustrating.
However, I did like the writing style, so I might give some of her other books a try. But this one, I'm not sure I totally recommend. As always, I can just be me and my quirks and not the book, because this one has lots and lots of 5 star reviews.
I really loved the beginning and how Blue and Piper's relationship initially developed. Even though, it was quite unconventional and a little insta-love, I was on board. Then the story became a rollercoaster and a mess of epic proportions. Not to mention it was ridiculously long and the pacing was just off. The story spans for over 20 years, with huge time jumps, but often unexplained loose ends. It definitely didn't bring all the feels. Except frustration, that was the ever present one. Even though I felt bad for the heroine, she was way too naïve for my taste, she also acted like an adolescent, even though she was a mother. Also, the mental problems of the hero were so clear in the pages, not sure why would anyone be surprised. He had serious issues with drug, depression and other mental health red flags, the h couldn't be that naïve, give me a break! The main characters spend most of their time apart, with him not taking responsibility for anything and her just being a doormat and just waiting for him while spreading her legs for him from time to time. They didn't even lived together until the very very end! He was so selfish is not even funny. And. the. pace. was. so. slow. It was a constant recycling of the same situations over and over which was draining and frustrating.
However, I did like the writing style, so I might give some of her other books a try. But this one, I'm not sure I totally recommend. As always, I can just be me and my quirks and not the book, because this one has lots and lots of 5 star reviews.
August 11, 2020
What a book!
I cried a lot with this story and the characters wow! It was very hard to live with this condition especially with the love ones.
It’s worth the reading!
I cried a lot with this story and the characters wow! It was very hard to live with this condition especially with the love ones.
It’s worth the reading!
June 16, 2023
This is my second time reading this book, and I really love this story amazing.
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