"The greatest pleasure one can have is the recognition of being loved by others. That is also what God wants from us."
I didn’t understand that at all four years ago. Enshrouded in darkness as I Was, a light such as Leibniz would’ve been unbearable to face, and so it was.
Since then I’ve been lucky enough to learn that indeed, the greatest pleasure (a too weak of a word) is the recognition of being loved by others. Or just by an other. A single moment of total awareness of another persons unconditional love for us is enough to save us. To be loved, especially when you know that you don’t deserve it, just for an instant, can turn everything around. It’s stronger than all darkness. To my great surprise.
Now to think, that we have this power ourselves, all of as, to love others in spite of themselves. Locking eyes and truly seeing their holiness for one singular moment is enough to initiate the deepest possible transformation. Not sure how you see others that way, but I’ve been seen that way, and I immediately bloomed in all dimensions. Or maybe the issues not in the beholder, but in the beholden, who has to believe this of themselves for this instant as well… Unsure how to untangle the causal relationship there. But when the idea emerges and crystallises in consciousness - that we are enough, that we are loved, that we are forgiven despite our sins, that there is mercy and compassion, it really does seem like we are in a perfect world. A very strange experience, for of course there is suffering, yes there is. And yes we sin. But beyond all of that there seems to be this ultimate mercy and compassion. And sometimes this absoluteness manifests itself in the particular, in the gaze of another person, who smiles at you and holds you, and now you understand that you can be so much, that it is not over, that you are ok even with your flaws and your mistakes and your errors, that you can be forgiven, that you forget, and that others will hurt you- but that you’re capable of forgiving them as well, even in the deepest betrayal, mercy is the answer, not vengeance.
As for what God may want of us, who knows. Maybe I’ll understand what Leibniz meant in another four years time.
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Leibniz is the archetypical optimist, whereof others are but bleak shadows: "God is a perfect being whom created the best of all possible worlds."
Oh, how is that so Mr. Leibniz?
L. Because God can be thought in potentiality, he must therefore also exist in actuality.
Why?
L. Because he is God and he is perfect, infinite and self generating.
But what about sinners like Judas?
L. The existence of that we think of as evil appear so only due to our imperfect natures. God deemed everything to be precisely as is, why that is so we are yet to understand. Nay, we shall not understand.
And so on and so forth. Not much progress compared to Descartes, but he writes wonderfully. His arguments sounds silly when retold, but they are surprisingly charming, however wrong they might be.
Also he developed calculus independently and simultaneously as Newton did.
One quote: "The greatest pleasure one can have is the recognition of being loved by others. That is also what God wants from us."
Cute.