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In My Hands: Memories of a Holocaust Rescuer
"You must understand that I did not become a resistance fighter, a smuggler of Jews, a defier of the SS and the Nazis all at once. One's first steps are always small: I had begun by hiding food under a fence."
Through this intimate and compelling memoir, we are witness to the growth of a hero. Irene Gut was just a girl when the war began: seventeen, a Polish patriot, a student nurse, a good Catholic girl. As the war progressed, the soldiers of two countries stripped her of all she loved -- her family, her home, her innocence -- but the degradations only strengthened her will.
She began to fight back. Irene was forced to work for the German Army, but her blond hair, her blue eyes, and her youth bought her the relatively safe job of waitress in an officers' dining room. She would use this Aryan mask as both a shield and a sword: She picked up snatches of conversation along with the Nazis' dirty dishes and passed the information to Jews in the ghetto. She raided the German Warenhaus for food and blankets. She smuggled people from the work camp into the forest. And, when she was made the housekeeper of a Nazi major, she successfully hid twelve Jews in the basement of his home until the Germans' defeat.
This young woman was determined to deliver her friends from evil. It was as simple and as impossible as that.
Through this intimate and compelling memoir, we are witness to the growth of a hero. Irene Gut was just a girl when the war began: seventeen, a Polish patriot, a student nurse, a good Catholic girl. As the war progressed, the soldiers of two countries stripped her of all she loved -- her family, her home, her innocence -- but the degradations only strengthened her will.
She began to fight back. Irene was forced to work for the German Army, but her blond hair, her blue eyes, and her youth bought her the relatively safe job of waitress in an officers' dining room. She would use this Aryan mask as both a shield and a sword: She picked up snatches of conversation along with the Nazis' dirty dishes and passed the information to Jews in the ghetto. She raided the German Warenhaus for food and blankets. She smuggled people from the work camp into the forest. And, when she was made the housekeeper of a Nazi major, she successfully hid twelve Jews in the basement of his home until the Germans' defeat.
This young woman was determined to deliver her friends from evil. It was as simple and as impossible as that.
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October 14, 2024
We all have to reach out to know we're not alone in the world. You have to give, not just money, you must give yourself.
This is the memoir of Irene Gut, a young Polish girl, who risked her life helping and saving Jews during the Holocaust.
How can I tell you about this war? How can I say these things? If I tell you all at once—first this happened, and then this, and these people died and those people lived and then it was over—you will not believe me. Sometimes I wonder if these things could have happened. Was it me? Was that girl me? Was I really there? Did I see this happening? In the war, everything was unnatural and unreal. We wore masks and spoke lines that were not our own. This happened to me, and yet I still don't understand how it happened at all.
So I must tell you slowly. Slowly, and with everything fine and clear. I will start at the beginning, because it started long ago.
In this beautifully written account of endurance and survival, Irene begins by telling us about her family and the early days of war; how she was left to die in a forest after being raped by a group of Russian soldiers; how she survived and persevered and came to believe that God had plans for her.
And she was right. God had plans for her.
The war was a series of choices made by many people. Some of those choices were as wicked and shameful to humanity as anything in history. But some of us made other choices. I made mine…
…This is my will: to do right; to tell you; and to remember.
On a side note, the 2023 film 'Irena's Vow' is based on Irene Gut's memoir.
This is the memoir of Irene Gut, a young Polish girl, who risked her life helping and saving Jews during the Holocaust.
How can I tell you about this war? How can I say these things? If I tell you all at once—first this happened, and then this, and these people died and those people lived and then it was over—you will not believe me. Sometimes I wonder if these things could have happened. Was it me? Was that girl me? Was I really there? Did I see this happening? In the war, everything was unnatural and unreal. We wore masks and spoke lines that were not our own. This happened to me, and yet I still don't understand how it happened at all.
So I must tell you slowly. Slowly, and with everything fine and clear. I will start at the beginning, because it started long ago.
In this beautifully written account of endurance and survival, Irene begins by telling us about her family and the early days of war; how she was left to die in a forest after being raped by a group of Russian soldiers; how she survived and persevered and came to believe that God had plans for her.
And she was right. God had plans for her.
The war was a series of choices made by many people. Some of those choices were as wicked and shameful to humanity as anything in history. But some of us made other choices. I made mine…
…This is my will: to do right; to tell you; and to remember.
On a side note, the 2023 film 'Irena's Vow' is based on Irene Gut's memoir.
December 30, 2008
"There was a bird flushed up from the wheat fields, disappearing in a blur of wings against the sun, and then a gunshot and it fell to the earth. But it was not a bird. It was not a bird, and it was not in a wheat field, but you can't understand what it was yet."
When I understood what the bird was, it was one of the most chilling things that I have ever read.
This is the story of a Catholic girl in Poland. In 1939 when Poland is invaded, she is 16 years old and training to be a nurse. Like Poland itself, she is brutalized by Russians and Germans.
Despite her own hardships, she is not blind to what is happening to the Jews. She manages to escape the slow death of a work camp because of her pretty face and her ability to speak German. She is placed as a servant in a Nazi officers' club.
She sees the murder of Jews in the ghetto and decides to help. The most touching chapter in the book is when she fills a box with food (including potato peelings from the trash) and shoves it under a fence that leads to the ghetto. The next day the box is empty and she replaces it with a new box. It's just a drop in the ocean, but she feels she has to start somewhere. This is the beginning of a path that leads to hiding Jews and an incredible story of luck and courage.
Why did she risk her own life to help? When so many others refused, why she did she choose to see?
Reading books on the Holocaust remind me that real people survived and real people died. These aren't good vs. evil narratives concocted by storytellers to give us convenient heros and devils. Real heros are imperfect people who are able to look beyond their own survival to help someone else. Real devils are imperfect people who allow themselves to be numb to the pain they inflict. This numbness led to the murder of six million people and it is beyond comprehension. But, we need to try.
When I understood what the bird was, it was one of the most chilling things that I have ever read.
This is the story of a Catholic girl in Poland. In 1939 when Poland is invaded, she is 16 years old and training to be a nurse. Like Poland itself, she is brutalized by Russians and Germans.
Despite her own hardships, she is not blind to what is happening to the Jews. She manages to escape the slow death of a work camp because of her pretty face and her ability to speak German. She is placed as a servant in a Nazi officers' club.
She sees the murder of Jews in the ghetto and decides to help. The most touching chapter in the book is when she fills a box with food (including potato peelings from the trash) and shoves it under a fence that leads to the ghetto. The next day the box is empty and she replaces it with a new box. It's just a drop in the ocean, but she feels she has to start somewhere. This is the beginning of a path that leads to hiding Jews and an incredible story of luck and courage.
Why did she risk her own life to help? When so many others refused, why she did she choose to see?
Reading books on the Holocaust remind me that real people survived and real people died. These aren't good vs. evil narratives concocted by storytellers to give us convenient heros and devils. Real heros are imperfect people who are able to look beyond their own survival to help someone else. Real devils are imperfect people who allow themselves to be numb to the pain they inflict. This numbness led to the murder of six million people and it is beyond comprehension. But, we need to try.
February 2, 2013
I think this paragraph is the most eloquent description of why speaking about the Holocaust was/is so difficult for the survivors. "We did not speak of what we had seen. At the time, to speak of it seemed worse than sacrilege: We had witnessed a thing so terrible that it acquired a dreadful holiness. It was a miracle of evil. It was not possible to say with words what we had witnessed, and so we kept it safely guarded until the time we could bring it out, and show it to others, and say, 'Behold. This is the worst thing man can do'."
When a book is so well written and the story so compelling then it generally defies any age categorisation I would recommend this book over and above The Diary of Ann Frank, simply because this is a survivor's tale which coveys the full horror of such events. It was a privilege to read.
When a book is so well written and the story so compelling then it generally defies any age categorisation I would recommend this book over and above The Diary of Ann Frank, simply because this is a survivor's tale which coveys the full horror of such events. It was a privilege to read.
November 20, 2017
I thought, ”Gosh, should I really read another holocaust memoir?” The answer is yes, and you should too, even if you have read a zillion already. You should read this memoir about what Irene Gut, a Catholic Polish girl of only seventeen, did to save others’ lives. Each person’s story is unique.
You know why you can go on reading one holocaust story after another? It is because they show you not only the worst in man but also the best. Horrible things happened to Irene and she suffered just as you and I would. We are all only human, but she responded with bravery and help and kindness to others. Her suffering did not make her bitter and she refused to give up. At the same time, she recognizes the consequences of her own actions as a partisan.
The story is told without melodrama. It is exact and it is succinct. This happened and then this and then that. The events speak for themselves. I like this. Don’t think that because it is matter-of-factly told you will be left unmoved.
The story begins with how her parents met. She was their first child, born in 1922 in the village Kolzienice in eastern Poland, near the Ukraine border. She was followed by four more girls. The war years, the invasion of that part of Poland where she lived first by the Russians, then the Nazis and then the Russians again, is the primary focus of the book. The years after the war are briefly summarized – where Irene came to live (the USA, first NY and then California), whom she married (William Opdyke – a UN official) and what she did (gave lectures to school children).
This is Irene Gut Opdyke’s story, as she told it to author Jennifer Armstrong. What we are told is true; facts have been verified. The book came out in 1992, almost fifty years after the war. This means of course that inconsequential details and even a few names had been forgotten. With Irene’s full support, the author has filled in the blank spots and given us Irene’s story as it should be told. That supplemented has in no way changed the truth of the events. Neither the central protagonists’ names nor the events have been altered. This is explained at the conclusion of the book. There follows also a chapter entitled Historical Background. It is short and discusses information pertinent to the political involvement and culpability of the people involved in Irene’s life.
The audiobook is very well read by Hope Davis. The reading fits the text to a tee. The speed is good. It is movingly told, but not with over-dramatization.
I want you to read this book. It is inspiring. Even during the worst of times people do make active choices determining what kind of person they want to be. Ultimately, what one person does affects another.
You know why you can go on reading one holocaust story after another? It is because they show you not only the worst in man but also the best. Horrible things happened to Irene and she suffered just as you and I would. We are all only human, but she responded with bravery and help and kindness to others. Her suffering did not make her bitter and she refused to give up. At the same time, she recognizes the consequences of her own actions as a partisan.
The story is told without melodrama. It is exact and it is succinct. This happened and then this and then that. The events speak for themselves. I like this. Don’t think that because it is matter-of-factly told you will be left unmoved.
The story begins with how her parents met. She was their first child, born in 1922 in the village Kolzienice in eastern Poland, near the Ukraine border. She was followed by four more girls. The war years, the invasion of that part of Poland where she lived first by the Russians, then the Nazis and then the Russians again, is the primary focus of the book. The years after the war are briefly summarized – where Irene came to live (the USA, first NY and then California), whom she married (William Opdyke – a UN official) and what she did (gave lectures to school children).
This is Irene Gut Opdyke’s story, as she told it to author Jennifer Armstrong. What we are told is true; facts have been verified. The book came out in 1992, almost fifty years after the war. This means of course that inconsequential details and even a few names had been forgotten. With Irene’s full support, the author has filled in the blank spots and given us Irene’s story as it should be told. That supplemented has in no way changed the truth of the events. Neither the central protagonists’ names nor the events have been altered. This is explained at the conclusion of the book. There follows also a chapter entitled Historical Background. It is short and discusses information pertinent to the political involvement and culpability of the people involved in Irene’s life.
The audiobook is very well read by Hope Davis. The reading fits the text to a tee. The speed is good. It is movingly told, but not with over-dramatization.
I want you to read this book. It is inspiring. Even during the worst of times people do make active choices determining what kind of person they want to be. Ultimately, what one person does affects another.
July 14, 2009
Kurt Vonnegut has defined a saint as a person "who behave[s:] decently in a strikingly indecent society." By his definition, Irene Gut Opdyke is a saint. I think there are more than a few people who would agree.
I had the pleasure of seeing an adaptation of this on Broadway, and got incredibly lucky: the author's daughter was in the house that night and hosted a Q&A session after the show. It was during this session that she revealed a few remarkable stories the book doesn't touch on...
As regards Major Rugemer: The book mentions that upon his return to his hometown, his wife (having heard of his indiscretions) wanted nothing to do with him, and neither did the town (having heard rumors of his being a Jew sympathizer). He lived on the streets, homeless and outcast, until the Hallers heard of his condition and took him in. He lived with them until his death. (I consider this show of kindness in the face of the preceding circumstances a testament to the power of goodness and forgiveness, and absolutely breathtaking.)
As regards Irene finally speaking out about her story: Her daughter, Janina knew nothing of her mother's experiences until her teenage years, when they received a phone call from an individual claiming to be "randomly" polling people to find out if they thought the Holocaust actually happened or if they believed it was a ploy on the part of the Jews to gain sympathy. It was at this point that Irene broke her silence and related her story. As a witness, she realized she had to speak out, to testify to what she had seen and experienced so that she could erase some of that ignorance, that doubt, that blindness that so many in the population desperately cling to. Also, she felt the overwhelming messages of the power of love and forgiveness and hope were worth sharing.
As regards Irene being reconnected with her sisters: I do not believe in coincidence. Things happen when they do for a reason. It so happens that a Polish couple that had gone to see the show were going to be traveling to Poland and offered to try to find Irene's sisters for her. She gave the couple her sisters' names, but did not hope for much, as they had all been single last she had seen them and had probably remarried, taken on new names, and would be impossible to find. She promptly forgot about the couple and their task. The couple traveled to Poland and checked with the Embassy, the Consulate, everyone and everywhere, to no avail. Then, on their way to the airport, they stopped at a corner store to buy snacks for the flight, and on a whim asked the proprietor if he knew any of the women on the list. He apologized that no, he did not, but just then a woman came rushing out from the back room - let me see that list! Yes! These names... these are my sisters! And this one is me! Information was exchanged, and after nearly forty years, Irene was reunited with her family. Karmic justice is breathtaking.
This was a profoundly moving work that I think could raise a lot of compelling issues, and one I would like to expose my kids to (and think they would enjoy!).
I had the pleasure of seeing an adaptation of this on Broadway, and got incredibly lucky: the author's daughter was in the house that night and hosted a Q&A session after the show. It was during this session that she revealed a few remarkable stories the book doesn't touch on...
As regards Major Rugemer: The book mentions that upon his return to his hometown, his wife (having heard of his indiscretions) wanted nothing to do with him, and neither did the town (having heard rumors of his being a Jew sympathizer). He lived on the streets, homeless and outcast, until the Hallers heard of his condition and took him in. He lived with them until his death. (I consider this show of kindness in the face of the preceding circumstances a testament to the power of goodness and forgiveness, and absolutely breathtaking.)
As regards Irene finally speaking out about her story: Her daughter, Janina knew nothing of her mother's experiences until her teenage years, when they received a phone call from an individual claiming to be "randomly" polling people to find out if they thought the Holocaust actually happened or if they believed it was a ploy on the part of the Jews to gain sympathy. It was at this point that Irene broke her silence and related her story. As a witness, she realized she had to speak out, to testify to what she had seen and experienced so that she could erase some of that ignorance, that doubt, that blindness that so many in the population desperately cling to. Also, she felt the overwhelming messages of the power of love and forgiveness and hope were worth sharing.
As regards Irene being reconnected with her sisters: I do not believe in coincidence. Things happen when they do for a reason. It so happens that a Polish couple that had gone to see the show were going to be traveling to Poland and offered to try to find Irene's sisters for her. She gave the couple her sisters' names, but did not hope for much, as they had all been single last she had seen them and had probably remarried, taken on new names, and would be impossible to find. She promptly forgot about the couple and their task. The couple traveled to Poland and checked with the Embassy, the Consulate, everyone and everywhere, to no avail. Then, on their way to the airport, they stopped at a corner store to buy snacks for the flight, and on a whim asked the proprietor if he knew any of the women on the list. He apologized that no, he did not, but just then a woman came rushing out from the back room - let me see that list! Yes! These names... these are my sisters! And this one is me! Information was exchanged, and after nearly forty years, Irene was reunited with her family. Karmic justice is breathtaking.
This was a profoundly moving work that I think could raise a lot of compelling issues, and one I would like to expose my kids to (and think they would enjoy!).
December 24, 2008
In My Hands in one of those books that you read and you can't get it out of your mind. This is the first novel I've read in quite some time that left me staying up all night until the darkness of sleep enveloped me.
Irene's story is both an amazing adventure and an heroic tale of a woman who saved the lives of others by risking her own. It almost seems unbelievable that the things that happened to Irene could actually happen to one person. The entire book is filled with adventure and suspense. Irene Gut Opdyke is one of those rare people who make others want to strive to do their best and be their best. I thank the world there are people like Irene here to spread their light and inspiration throughout the land.
On a technical note- Jennifer Armstrong does a tremendous job of bringing Irene's story into the limelight. It is her excellent writing that allows us to delve into Irene's life.
Irene's story is both an amazing adventure and an heroic tale of a woman who saved the lives of others by risking her own. It almost seems unbelievable that the things that happened to Irene could actually happen to one person. The entire book is filled with adventure and suspense. Irene Gut Opdyke is one of those rare people who make others want to strive to do their best and be their best. I thank the world there are people like Irene here to spread their light and inspiration throughout the land.
On a technical note- Jennifer Armstrong does a tremendous job of bringing Irene's story into the limelight. It is her excellent writing that allows us to delve into Irene's life.
October 7, 2022
I have read many WW II memoirs and will continue to do so. The grit, determination, perseverance, and sheer will to live and to help others survive is educational and inspirational....and we always hope to break the cycle that history does not repeat itself by learning about historical events.
Irene Gut Opdyke's story has a unique angle compared to most WW II memoirs because she was originally living in Poland and began training as a nurse. She experienced significant challenges, but not to the same degree as those who were sent to Auschwitz. Yet she was compelled to act and help others.
My low rating is primarily a reflection of the writing style which did not always keep me as engaged as I typically am during a WW II memoir.
Irene Gut Opdyke's story has a unique angle compared to most WW II memoirs because she was originally living in Poland and began training as a nurse. She experienced significant challenges, but not to the same degree as those who were sent to Auschwitz. Yet she was compelled to act and help others.
My low rating is primarily a reflection of the writing style which did not always keep me as engaged as I typically am during a WW II memoir.
January 8, 2011
This is the first Holocaust memoir I had read from a Polish point of view, and I was truly captivated. I have never read a story about one person having so much good fortune and bad luck all at the same time, it was almost like it was straight out of Hollywood. The things she was subjected to do, the things she risked and her uncompromising need to do what was right despite the consequences makes it nearly impossible to set this book down. I would lay awake at night, anticipating what was going to happen next, and before I knew it, my light was on and that book was back in my hands. This woman has more strength, courage and faith in her pinkie than I could ever hope to have in my entire being. If you need reassurance that despite the evils in the world, there is still good left in humanity, read this book.
February 14, 2020
3 stars for the writing. 5 stars for the remarkable story.
This is not a work of fiction. And it is a heartbreaking one.
This is a recount of the author’s experience, who as a young Polish girl, hid and saved Jews during the Holocaust.
This is the first time that I read a story from a rescuer and not from a survivor of the Holocaust.
I rarely read non-fiction unless it has been recommended by a friend, which is this case.
Although I was very engaged from the beginning, I thought that the writing was not very good or perhaps too simple. I missed something. I felt that the author held back her true emotions or perhaps the co-author wasn’t able to translate it into words. Or the fact that this book/memoir was written 50 years after the war had something to do with it.
Regardless, this a powerful story, no doubt about it.
Her story is remarkable.
Her achievements and her courage are quite impressive, especially at such young age.
And the atrocities that she witnessed are just unbelievable. I just can’t imagine how someone could cope with such vivid images for the rest of his/her life, as I’m sure those events are unforgettable.
The most admirable thing about her is that she had a choice and hers was to help people the best way she could.
If this story was on the hands of a good and experienced story teller I’m sure that this book would have been a tremendous success. It has all the ingredients.
This is not a work of fiction. And it is a heartbreaking one.
This is a recount of the author’s experience, who as a young Polish girl, hid and saved Jews during the Holocaust.
This is the first time that I read a story from a rescuer and not from a survivor of the Holocaust.
I rarely read non-fiction unless it has been recommended by a friend, which is this case.
Although I was very engaged from the beginning, I thought that the writing was not very good or perhaps too simple. I missed something. I felt that the author held back her true emotions or perhaps the co-author wasn’t able to translate it into words. Or the fact that this book/memoir was written 50 years after the war had something to do with it.
Regardless, this a powerful story, no doubt about it.
Her story is remarkable.
Her achievements and her courage are quite impressive, especially at such young age.
And the atrocities that she witnessed are just unbelievable. I just can’t imagine how someone could cope with such vivid images for the rest of his/her life, as I’m sure those events are unforgettable.
The most admirable thing about her is that she had a choice and hers was to help people the best way she could.
If this story was on the hands of a good and experienced story teller I’m sure that this book would have been a tremendous success. It has all the ingredients.
December 30, 2008
I did not ask myself, Should I do this? But, How will I do this? Every step of my childhood had brought me to this crossroad; I must take the right path, or I would no longer be myself. You must understand that I did not become a resistance fighter, a smuggler of Jews, a defier of the SS and the Nazis, all at once. One's first steps are always small: I had begun by hiding food under a fence. Now I was making plans to... (142-143)
In My Hands is nonfiction--a memoir--and it's a powerful one. Full of descriptive images you might wish you'd never seen. But it's an important work, a necessary one. Our narrator, Irene Gut, was a Polish girl--a young woman training to be a nurse when the war burst into her life. The conflict between Germany and Russia stripping her of her childhood in more ways than one. Her account of what happened during the war years are powerful and haunting. But there is nothing over-the-top either. It's straightforward, spare, even.
This is her description of the purging of the Poland of Jews (I believe we're speaking of the ghettos.)
The gates were dragged open, and the Jewish prisoners were forced out through a gauntlet, while the guards beat at them with their rifle butts. An old man, tottering with a cane, was not fast enough, and a guard shot him on the spot. In vain, women tried to protect their small children from blows, men tried to shield their old fathers. But every time someone stumbled and fell under the beatings, shots rang out. The street was paved with bodies, and still the Jews were forced to march out over them.
We watched this from our windows in a paralysis of horror. We could do nothing but watch. We could not even pull back from the glass to keep hidden. An old rabbi carrying the Torah stopped to help a young woman with a shrieking toddler, and all three were shot. A graybeard in a faded uniform of the Polish army from the last war limped past the guards, and he, too, was not fast enough. The sun shone down on all of them, and the dust settled in pools of blood.
By this time, the four of us were crying uncontrollably. Helen was on her knees, sobbing in her mother's arms. Janina turned her face away. But I watched, flattening myself against the window. As I pressed against the glass, I saw an officer make a flinging movement with his arm, and something rose up into the sky like a fat bird. With his other hand he aimed his pistol, and the bird plummeted to the ground beside its screaming mother, and the officer shot the mother, too. But it was not a bird. It was not a bird. It was not a bird. (116-117)
This is how she sums it up, "We did not speak of what we had seen. At the time, to speak of it seemed worse than sacrilege: We had witnessed a thing so terrible that it acquired a dreadful holiness. It was a miracle of evil. It was not possible to say with words what we had witnessed, and so we kept it safely guarded until the time we could bring it out, and show it to others, and say, "Behold. This is the worst thing man can do."" (118)
© Becky Laney of Becky's Book Reviews
In My Hands is nonfiction--a memoir--and it's a powerful one. Full of descriptive images you might wish you'd never seen. But it's an important work, a necessary one. Our narrator, Irene Gut, was a Polish girl--a young woman training to be a nurse when the war burst into her life. The conflict between Germany and Russia stripping her of her childhood in more ways than one. Her account of what happened during the war years are powerful and haunting. But there is nothing over-the-top either. It's straightforward, spare, even.
This is her description of the purging of the Poland of Jews (I believe we're speaking of the ghettos.)
The gates were dragged open, and the Jewish prisoners were forced out through a gauntlet, while the guards beat at them with their rifle butts. An old man, tottering with a cane, was not fast enough, and a guard shot him on the spot. In vain, women tried to protect their small children from blows, men tried to shield their old fathers. But every time someone stumbled and fell under the beatings, shots rang out. The street was paved with bodies, and still the Jews were forced to march out over them.
We watched this from our windows in a paralysis of horror. We could do nothing but watch. We could not even pull back from the glass to keep hidden. An old rabbi carrying the Torah stopped to help a young woman with a shrieking toddler, and all three were shot. A graybeard in a faded uniform of the Polish army from the last war limped past the guards, and he, too, was not fast enough. The sun shone down on all of them, and the dust settled in pools of blood.
By this time, the four of us were crying uncontrollably. Helen was on her knees, sobbing in her mother's arms. Janina turned her face away. But I watched, flattening myself against the window. As I pressed against the glass, I saw an officer make a flinging movement with his arm, and something rose up into the sky like a fat bird. With his other hand he aimed his pistol, and the bird plummeted to the ground beside its screaming mother, and the officer shot the mother, too. But it was not a bird. It was not a bird. It was not a bird. (116-117)
This is how she sums it up, "We did not speak of what we had seen. At the time, to speak of it seemed worse than sacrilege: We had witnessed a thing so terrible that it acquired a dreadful holiness. It was a miracle of evil. It was not possible to say with words what we had witnessed, and so we kept it safely guarded until the time we could bring it out, and show it to others, and say, "Behold. This is the worst thing man can do."" (118)
© Becky Laney of Becky's Book Reviews
February 21, 2015
First - this is a true story as told by Irene Gut Opdyke (a Catholic Polish girl) with Jennifer Armstrong as the Author. I bought this book at a popular used book store not knowing anything about the story or how it was rated. About halfway through the book I did a google check on it. It was what I expected - mostly a 4 and a 5 rated book.
Irene is a big time hero. BIG TIME. What she went through and did to save a good hand full of Jews from the Nazies was mind boggling.
To read her story reads like a really good fiction book. As I said ---- THIS IS NONFICTION.
The story begins with the birth of Irene - 1922 and quickly gets into 1938 and then the invasion of Germany and then Russia.
IN MY HANDS is a worthwhile story to read. Actually, it should be a MUST READ on your list.
Irene is a big time hero. BIG TIME. What she went through and did to save a good hand full of Jews from the Nazies was mind boggling.
To read her story reads like a really good fiction book. As I said ---- THIS IS NONFICTION.
The story begins with the birth of Irene - 1922 and quickly gets into 1938 and then the invasion of Germany and then Russia.
IN MY HANDS is a worthwhile story to read. Actually, it should be a MUST READ on your list.
January 10, 2018
I have dyslexia.
You never have read every testemony or story about world war II and its heros.
Irene Gut Opdyke is a Polish nurse who rescuit Jews and aided them. This is her story. Keep in mind that she only was 17 when the war started. Remarkable story.
You never have read every testemony or story about world war II and its heros.
Irene Gut Opdyke is a Polish nurse who rescuit Jews and aided them. This is her story. Keep in mind that she only was 17 when the war started. Remarkable story.
December 13, 2017
They say to "let the wine breathe" before it can be served..The whole gamut surrounding this rests on the desire to experience the titillating flavor..Well, it's kinda backwards with book reviews..One has already enjoyed the contents..And jumping right into the review is very tempting..specially after reading a book that I really liked..But I often find myself writing satisfactory reviews only after I have let my thoughts "breathe"..
That said, this book joined my meager count of the holocaust books this year..one of the topics I take immense interest in..It's unlike any other war book I have read to date..What sets it aside is it being a "rescuer's" account of the harrowing period, not just that of a survivor's..This is a first person account of narrator's life in war-torn Poland, of how Nazi Germany and Soviet Russia made a wishbone out of her country..And as they fought over it, the strain broke the country and its people..The xenophobic purge sweeps Poland and the narrator takes us through it till the end....
Usually war memoirs read like....well, like "memoirs"..like non-fictional accounts that they are meant to be..But this book sets a tone akin to following the protagonist in her gruesome hardships..where the reader can't help but root for her to come out unscathed..I had to remind myself at times, that there is no definite upside to her situation..and the best end to a chapter would be to see the narrator alive and free in her limited capacity..And that's saying something about the grim events that unfold..
No doubt, at times I was skeptical at the narrator's blinding "good will"..Her rescue plans in wake of the SS raids border on madness..A despairing, disillusioned heroine perhaps, with no hopes for self even as she strives to save others? Or is it plainly a taste for grandiosity? Is this really what she was thinking? Well, why not?! There are hardly any choices to make when one wakes up in a war that continues for years..When every act becomes pregnant with either escape or death, one cannot ration concern for others and for self..And perhaps recklessness is the only ticket to survival when one's greatest enemy is not a dragon or a wicked wizard, but the man standing next..
This book is a factual account at its best..and leaves one emotionally wrung..Yes, war stories do that to people..But each story is different..And perhaps schooling ourselves in human tenacity is the point of reading these accounts..
That said, this book joined my meager count of the holocaust books this year..one of the topics I take immense interest in..It's unlike any other war book I have read to date..What sets it aside is it being a "rescuer's" account of the harrowing period, not just that of a survivor's..This is a first person account of narrator's life in war-torn Poland, of how Nazi Germany and Soviet Russia made a wishbone out of her country..And as they fought over it, the strain broke the country and its people..The xenophobic purge sweeps Poland and the narrator takes us through it till the end....
Usually war memoirs read like....well, like "memoirs"..like non-fictional accounts that they are meant to be..But this book sets a tone akin to following the protagonist in her gruesome hardships..where the reader can't help but root for her to come out unscathed..I had to remind myself at times, that there is no definite upside to her situation..and the best end to a chapter would be to see the narrator alive and free in her limited capacity..And that's saying something about the grim events that unfold..
No doubt, at times I was skeptical at the narrator's blinding "good will"..Her rescue plans in wake of the SS raids border on madness..A despairing, disillusioned heroine perhaps, with no hopes for self even as she strives to save others? Or is it plainly a taste for grandiosity? Is this really what she was thinking? Well, why not?! There are hardly any choices to make when one wakes up in a war that continues for years..When every act becomes pregnant with either escape or death, one cannot ration concern for others and for self..And perhaps recklessness is the only ticket to survival when one's greatest enemy is not a dragon or a wicked wizard, but the man standing next..
This book is a factual account at its best..and leaves one emotionally wrung..Yes, war stories do that to people..But each story is different..And perhaps schooling ourselves in human tenacity is the point of reading these accounts..
March 4, 2020
I am haunted by the human spirit. We harm and we hallow. We crush and we construct.
I am haunted by Irene’s will to hold human life as holy. I am broken by her beating heart, pounding past all that would crush it.
This book will hollow a space in your heart for the harm humans cause and by so aching, it will move you to hold human life as sacred today. Today, I fear, we live in a time when few feel we belong to one another. As our sense of responsibility for one another stays small, evil grows. May Irene’s story remind us, break us, terrify us, and mystify us with the truth that we truly do belong to one another and each one of us holds the power to hallow human life in our two hands.
I am haunted by Irene’s will to hold human life as holy. I am broken by her beating heart, pounding past all that would crush it.
This book will hollow a space in your heart for the harm humans cause and by so aching, it will move you to hold human life as sacred today. Today, I fear, we live in a time when few feel we belong to one another. As our sense of responsibility for one another stays small, evil grows. May Irene’s story remind us, break us, terrify us, and mystify us with the truth that we truly do belong to one another and each one of us holds the power to hallow human life in our two hands.
December 6, 2017
Onvan : In My Hands: Memories of a Holocaust Rescuer - Nevisande : Irene Gut Opdyke - ISBN : 553494112 - ISBN13 : 9780553494112 - Dar 304 Safhe - Saal e Chap : 1992
March 22, 2024
A gut-wrenching account of a woman who valued others’ lives more than her own in a time she called “a miracle of evil” because of the unfathomable depths of depravity she was eyewitness to. I am deeply grateful for brave people like Irena who chose to write her story, painful as it was, when keeping silence would have seemed better fit for the horrors of the Holocaust. We need to hear these stories; to weep over them, to learn from them, to honor the lives lived in defiance and hope and light against a regime of darkness.
June 29, 2009
I got to this memoir after my daughter recently saw and raved about the NY play ('Irena's Vow') based on the book.
'In My Hands' was written by a 23 year old Polish a nursing student after surviving six years of separation from her family, rapes by Russian soldiers and several years of servitude to German officers.
But it is not another Holocaust book. Or rather, it's a different kind of a Holocaust book. It's the story of an adolescent who decides that what's happening to the Jews is sickening. She first helps Jews in a ghetto by leaving food under a fence for them.
Then she protects Jews who she is supervising in a German controlled hotel/headquarters. She later hides 12 of them in a villa where she has become the housekeeper for a German major so they will not be killed. The German major discovers what she is doing. She becomes his mistress to protect these 12 Jews and a baby. Eventually she escapes and joins the Polish partisans as the Germans are retreating. Finally, she gets home, only to find many members of her family are no longer alive.
Her memoir is both a riveting adventure story and an example of how one individual, an adolescent in this case, makes a difference in the world when she has courage and chooses not to accept terrible wrongs.
Worth reading. And according to my daughter and wife, worth seeing too.
'In My Hands' was written by a 23 year old Polish a nursing student after surviving six years of separation from her family, rapes by Russian soldiers and several years of servitude to German officers.
But it is not another Holocaust book. Or rather, it's a different kind of a Holocaust book. It's the story of an adolescent who decides that what's happening to the Jews is sickening. She first helps Jews in a ghetto by leaving food under a fence for them.
Then she protects Jews who she is supervising in a German controlled hotel/headquarters. She later hides 12 of them in a villa where she has become the housekeeper for a German major so they will not be killed. The German major discovers what she is doing. She becomes his mistress to protect these 12 Jews and a baby. Eventually she escapes and joins the Polish partisans as the Germans are retreating. Finally, she gets home, only to find many members of her family are no longer alive.
Her memoir is both a riveting adventure story and an example of how one individual, an adolescent in this case, makes a difference in the world when she has courage and chooses not to accept terrible wrongs.
Worth reading. And according to my daughter and wife, worth seeing too.
December 1, 2022
If you are looking for a courage-bolstering story, read this book. Irene's pluckiness began with sneaking a tin of food through a gap in the fence to the Jewish ghetto. Soon she was transporting Jewish people to the forest where they hid from the Nazis.
There is much that is disturbing. Irene was raped, witnessed brutal executions, and had to dodge Nazi officers' come-ons with a smile on her face.
If we were stopped and questioned, I always smiled at the officers, and they always smiled back. In my heart, I was seeing them dead. But on my face, I was an open invitation. If you are only a girl, this is how you destroy your enemies.
Rapid gunfire was the metronome that kept time in our lives. We learned not to look when we heard the rattle of machine guns or the dull tock-tock of a Luger.
The story ends post-war with Irene meeting a U.N. delegate, William Opdyke, who would become her husband. William started the conversation with Irene responding:
• Hello, how do you do?
• Dzien dobry. Czy pan mowi popolsku?
• Parlez-vous français?
• Sprechen Sie Deutsch? (she also tries Russian and Yiddish)
We had six languages between us, but not one in common — except the language of laughter.
There is much that is disturbing. Irene was raped, witnessed brutal executions, and had to dodge Nazi officers' come-ons with a smile on her face.
If we were stopped and questioned, I always smiled at the officers, and they always smiled back. In my heart, I was seeing them dead. But on my face, I was an open invitation. If you are only a girl, this is how you destroy your enemies.
Rapid gunfire was the metronome that kept time in our lives. We learned not to look when we heard the rattle of machine guns or the dull tock-tock of a Luger.
The story ends post-war with Irene meeting a U.N. delegate, William Opdyke, who would become her husband. William started the conversation with Irene responding:
• Hello, how do you do?
• Dzien dobry. Czy pan mowi popolsku?
• Parlez-vous français?
• Sprechen Sie Deutsch? (she also tries Russian and Yiddish)
We had six languages between us, but not one in common — except the language of laughter.
August 5, 2011
What an incredible story. It's hard to believe that this story is one of thousands - some written, some unwritten. I honestly didn't want to put this book down - it's well written and really helps you see how beautiful life was in Poland for most people before the war, and how one day was normal and the next day everything they knew had changed. I tried to put myself in their position over and over again and I still can't imagine how difficult life was for them. My heart was broken time and time again for this young girl. I think of myself at 17 years old and how young, carefree, and naive I was.
Throughout this book, though, I could see the tender mercies of the Lord helping and blessing this young girl and her friends. Sadly, some suffered so dearly when others, like this girl and her friends seemed to have so much good fortune (and by good fortune, I mean that they survived against all odds) - but I have no doubts whatsoever that God was aware of every single person affected by this war.
Anyway---this has been a humbling experience reading about Irene's story.
Throughout this book, though, I could see the tender mercies of the Lord helping and blessing this young girl and her friends. Sadly, some suffered so dearly when others, like this girl and her friends seemed to have so much good fortune (and by good fortune, I mean that they survived against all odds) - but I have no doubts whatsoever that God was aware of every single person affected by this war.
Anyway---this has been a humbling experience reading about Irene's story.
February 12, 2023
The book I read today is called ‘ In My Hands: Memories of a Holocaust Rescuer written by Jennifer Armstrong. I discovered this was about another brave woman, Irene Gut Opdyke just like Irena Sendler. She was only a girl, 17 years old, she was a student nurse. It is a powerful account of one person's bravery in the face of unimaginable hate and violence. I throughly enjoy the book. Simple but well written, the story unfolds about a girl, Irena, who have survived the Russians, the Germans, and the Russians again and saved dozens of lives almost entirely without help from the beginning of the war to its end. She never really "decided" to be a holocaust rescuer. Irene risked her life many times to protect Jews under the major’s villa to avoid deportation. Her compassion and strong sense of right and wrong led her "do the right thing." As a result, did she and her family survived? You can decide.
September 15, 2018
This is a nonfiction memoir of a teenage girl in Poland, during the WWII. She was a survivor and she was also a rescuer. Separated from her family, she got involved and she took chances....not for herself, but to make a difference in the lives of others. I appreciated her message and her story. She had courage.
I did deduct a star because of the writing. Some of this was choppy and a little clunky. But then again, some of this was beautifully written. I wanted more of that and I also had questions at the end that I wanted addressed. So, 3 stars.
I did deduct a star because of the writing. Some of this was choppy and a little clunky. But then again, some of this was beautifully written. I wanted more of that and I also had questions at the end that I wanted addressed. So, 3 stars.
December 28, 2009
In My Hands: Memories of a Holocaust Rescuer, by Irene Gut Opdyke
"In My Hands" starts with the author writing to the reader that if she tried to tell you what really happened during the war, told you everything at once, you wouldn't understand it. She includes an image that you won't comprehend until later in the book, the image of a bird falling, a bird that is not a bird. And as you come to understand what the bird really is, your heart will break, and you will know just what Irene means.
Born in 1922, in Poland, Irene had a happy childhood and a normal life. As a young child, she is saved from death by the family dog, and many in her village are convinced this means she has a great and promising life ahead of her. But for a girl in the 1920s, there weren't many adventures available, and drawn to helping people, Irene decided to go to nursing school.
On September 1, 1939, Germany invaded Poland. Irene's school was on the border, and she was immediately thrust into the war as a student nurse, then as a member of the Polish resistance. Living in the woods, part of an army without a country, Irene was selected to go on a mission into a nearby town and was captured by a Russian patrol who raped her and left her for dead. That experience alone would be enough to break almost anybody, but not Irene. The rape is merely the first of an indescribable number of hardships she endured during World War II; I often had tears in my eyes while reading this book. Irene lived through several lifetimes during the war, and while I am around the same age as her, I couldn't imagine surviving anything that she went through.
Irene's story is so many things - it is one of hope, one of courage, one of resistance, one of overcoming the odds, one of doing the right thing. A prisoner herself, while working in a German hotel, Irene did all she could to help those around her, including smuggling out food, warnings, and even hiding 12 Jews in a German officer's home.
Once I started "In My Hands," I couldn't put it down. Irene's story captivated me from beginning to end, and as I came to understand the metaphor of the bird that she starts her story with, I agreed with her. There is no way I could have understood all that she wanted to tell me if I didn't know the whole story, if I didn't know everything she endured and fought for. I found myself wanting to tell everyone I could about her story, and it led to a great talk between my father and myself (we're both history nerds).
While "In My Hands" is marketed as a young adult book, I believe it's beneficial for anyone, of any age, to read it and absorb it. Irene was moved to write her story after hearing that some groups claimed the Holocaust was a hoax, and she spoke for 30 years, imbuing a message of hope and tolerance to children across the country. Hands down, this is the best book I've read all year, and I wish I could thank the author.
5/5.
"In My Hands" starts with the author writing to the reader that if she tried to tell you what really happened during the war, told you everything at once, you wouldn't understand it. She includes an image that you won't comprehend until later in the book, the image of a bird falling, a bird that is not a bird. And as you come to understand what the bird really is, your heart will break, and you will know just what Irene means.
Born in 1922, in Poland, Irene had a happy childhood and a normal life. As a young child, she is saved from death by the family dog, and many in her village are convinced this means she has a great and promising life ahead of her. But for a girl in the 1920s, there weren't many adventures available, and drawn to helping people, Irene decided to go to nursing school.
On September 1, 1939, Germany invaded Poland. Irene's school was on the border, and she was immediately thrust into the war as a student nurse, then as a member of the Polish resistance. Living in the woods, part of an army without a country, Irene was selected to go on a mission into a nearby town and was captured by a Russian patrol who raped her and left her for dead. That experience alone would be enough to break almost anybody, but not Irene. The rape is merely the first of an indescribable number of hardships she endured during World War II; I often had tears in my eyes while reading this book. Irene lived through several lifetimes during the war, and while I am around the same age as her, I couldn't imagine surviving anything that she went through.
Irene's story is so many things - it is one of hope, one of courage, one of resistance, one of overcoming the odds, one of doing the right thing. A prisoner herself, while working in a German hotel, Irene did all she could to help those around her, including smuggling out food, warnings, and even hiding 12 Jews in a German officer's home.
Once I started "In My Hands," I couldn't put it down. Irene's story captivated me from beginning to end, and as I came to understand the metaphor of the bird that she starts her story with, I agreed with her. There is no way I could have understood all that she wanted to tell me if I didn't know the whole story, if I didn't know everything she endured and fought for. I found myself wanting to tell everyone I could about her story, and it led to a great talk between my father and myself (we're both history nerds).
While "In My Hands" is marketed as a young adult book, I believe it's beneficial for anyone, of any age, to read it and absorb it. Irene was moved to write her story after hearing that some groups claimed the Holocaust was a hoax, and she spoke for 30 years, imbuing a message of hope and tolerance to children across the country. Hands down, this is the best book I've read all year, and I wish I could thank the author.
5/5.
July 16, 2012
I picked up this book, one because of my love of history and specifically WWII and the time of the Holocaust, but also because of the different perspective it gave. I have read a a lot of Jewish accounts of the Holocaust, but not as many from the rescuer standpoint. Many I'm sure have read The Hiding Place, a definite must read, but I also enjoyed this book about a young Polish woman who rescued/hid about 12 Jews. At the start of the book, which is also at the start of the war, Irene was only 17 and going to nursing school. Her incredible journey and survival at being beaten up (among other things) at the Soviets hands, to escaping and ending up in several positions that afforded her opportunities to help the Jews around her. It is an amazing story of courage, standing up for what's right and ultimately sacrificing whatever she needed to in order to protect and keep the Jews she was hiding a secret.
Some, after reading this book may say, well, I wouldn't have done some of those things she would have, but I'm not so sure. I took a Jewish Holocaust history class from my most favorite professor at BYU and he had proposed the question one time during class, would you compromise your morality in order to save either your own children or other people you were protecting? I don't know what I would do. To watch your children die before your eyes, often a cruel death at the hands of the SS, I think a mother would try and do anything to prevent that. During war time, you have to wonder if the lines are somewhat blurred. If 12 people's lives were at stake and I could save them, what would I do? Would I do what Irene did? Think of all the generations that span from those 12 people. Those 12 people can equal with time 20, 40, 80 and eventually hundreds. By saving 12, Irene was able to then save possibly hundreds. This book was very well written and had me completely engrossed from the beginning. I was so captivated by the book that I even was tempted to read it while driving! I would have loved to discuss this one at a book club!
Some, after reading this book may say, well, I wouldn't have done some of those things she would have, but I'm not so sure. I took a Jewish Holocaust history class from my most favorite professor at BYU and he had proposed the question one time during class, would you compromise your morality in order to save either your own children or other people you were protecting? I don't know what I would do. To watch your children die before your eyes, often a cruel death at the hands of the SS, I think a mother would try and do anything to prevent that. During war time, you have to wonder if the lines are somewhat blurred. If 12 people's lives were at stake and I could save them, what would I do? Would I do what Irene did? Think of all the generations that span from those 12 people. Those 12 people can equal with time 20, 40, 80 and eventually hundreds. By saving 12, Irene was able to then save possibly hundreds. This book was very well written and had me completely engrossed from the beginning. I was so captivated by the book that I even was tempted to read it while driving! I would have loved to discuss this one at a book club!
February 8, 2009
Hands down, this is one of the best books I've read regarding WWII. I read this in two days--I just couldn't put it down. It's about an amazingly brave and courageous Polish woman who is caught between the Russian and German fight for Poland. She has a number of run-ins with Russia's Red Army and survives multiple horrors by them. Then she is sent to a concentration camp but is 'discovered' by a soldier there who mistakenly thinks she is German (she is blond, blue eyed and speaks German that she learned while as a nurse). She is rescued from the camp, but is forced to work for a German Major. While working as the housekeeper/food service assistant for this German Major at a hotel that houses a number of German soldiers, she puts her own life at risk to help a number of Jews who have been assigned by the Germans to work under her (slave labor of course). She slips them food, blankets, and eventually hides six of them, believe it or not, in a duct in the Major's bathroom. The Major eventually moves to a villa where she hides twelve Jews (including the six at the hotel) right under his very feet in his basement that was it's own living space. The atrocities that she is exposed to by the Germans is horrendous, but she is extremely strong and keeps moving forward with her help to these Jews regardless of the danger to herself.
I am always fascinated by these stories of people who went against the 'authority' of their time, especially the Nazi's as they were so brutal, unpredictable and harsh. I guess my fascination comes because I can't imagine myself being that courageous, gutsy or strong. Not that I ever want to find out, but I wonder what I would have done in her situation. I have a fear that I would be weak and look out only for myself. Who knows? Desperate times require desperate measures. I hope I never have to have my character tested in such a way.
Absolutely amazing story! More suspenseful and captivating than any fictional book I've ever read.
I am always fascinated by these stories of people who went against the 'authority' of their time, especially the Nazi's as they were so brutal, unpredictable and harsh. I guess my fascination comes because I can't imagine myself being that courageous, gutsy or strong. Not that I ever want to find out, but I wonder what I would have done in her situation. I have a fear that I would be weak and look out only for myself. Who knows? Desperate times require desperate measures. I hope I never have to have my character tested in such a way.
Absolutely amazing story! More suspenseful and captivating than any fictional book I've ever read.
March 19, 2012
I was mainly the storey that ripped me through this book, the writing was good, some of her words were so perfect... they said mountains with out saying much or sent a clear perfect message that sat with me. Though some of it felt ... clumsy? Not sure the word I'm looking for there. There were some things I actually really liked that I wouldn't normally in a book, like the way she did not indulge in some of the big events or trauma and stuck with some details that seemed less important... it felt like you had more of the sense of a real life with real memories (some that stick randomly and others that can sting you if you get close and inspect them).
But it was the storey that stopped me from putting it down... read it veeeery quicky... sometimes a little bit whilst walking (though I promise to refrain from this in future lady in blue t-shirt that pops out quickly from around corners). She has lived an incredible life.
Seems like an important storey for people to be reading these days as much as ever... the dangers of group think and stereotyping a little bit always an issue... Thoughts of the Cronulla riots make me feel like beating some people in the head with this book ... which is that other message (we should probably all know any way) that is brutally clear in the book, violence... kinda not ok.
Any ways, good book! Read it! Or I'll beat you with me small ineffectual fists.
But it was the storey that stopped me from putting it down... read it veeeery quicky... sometimes a little bit whilst walking (though I promise to refrain from this in future lady in blue t-shirt that pops out quickly from around corners). She has lived an incredible life.
Seems like an important storey for people to be reading these days as much as ever... the dangers of group think and stereotyping a little bit always an issue... Thoughts of the Cronulla riots make me feel like beating some people in the head with this book ... which is that other message (we should probably all know any way) that is brutally clear in the book, violence... kinda not ok.
Any ways, good book! Read it! Or I'll beat you with me small ineffectual fists.
March 11, 2022
Riveting memoir by Irene Gut Opdyke. Hope Davis narrates this Holocaust memoir.
I listened to it in one sitting. I had to hear Irene's story, and nothing could pull me away from it.
Perhaps, it is because that although a Pole, much of the territory Irene lived in and traveled through is in modern Ukraine. The description of the German and Russian attacks on the people in 1939-1944 is reminiscent of the destruction and carnage occurring right now in Putin's attack on Ukraine.
Irene was the oldest of five daughters in a loving Catholic family. Father was a teacher, Mother cared for her husband and children. In 1939, Germany invaded Poland, Irene, just a teenager, was a student nurse in eastern Poland; her family was in Silesia (western Poland), close to the border with Germany. Ultimately, she was captured by the Russians, held prisoner, gang raped and forced to work as a nurse caring for Russian soldiers. Ultimately, she came under the control of the Nazi SS and the Wehrmacht.
Throughout the war years, she aided and hid many Jewish people, and after the war, Irene was designated as one of the Righteous Among the Nations (Yad Vashem) non-Jews who took great risks to save Jews during the Holocaust.
Her story is inspirational!
I listened to it in one sitting. I had to hear Irene's story, and nothing could pull me away from it.
Perhaps, it is because that although a Pole, much of the territory Irene lived in and traveled through is in modern Ukraine. The description of the German and Russian attacks on the people in 1939-1944 is reminiscent of the destruction and carnage occurring right now in Putin's attack on Ukraine.
Irene was the oldest of five daughters in a loving Catholic family. Father was a teacher, Mother cared for her husband and children. In 1939, Germany invaded Poland, Irene, just a teenager, was a student nurse in eastern Poland; her family was in Silesia (western Poland), close to the border with Germany. Ultimately, she was captured by the Russians, held prisoner, gang raped and forced to work as a nurse caring for Russian soldiers. Ultimately, she came under the control of the Nazi SS and the Wehrmacht.
Throughout the war years, she aided and hid many Jewish people, and after the war, Irene was designated as one of the Righteous Among the Nations (Yad Vashem) non-Jews who took great risks to save Jews during the Holocaust.
Her story is inspirational!
February 13, 2019
"There was a bird flushed up from the wheat fields, disappearing in a blur if wings against the sun, and then a gunshot and it fell to the earth"
I'm not sure if enjoyed is the correct word to describe this book, but I'm very glad I read it. It describes how a 17 year old Polish girl, Irene Gut, became a Holocaust rescuer and how she helped save several Jewish families by hiding them and sneaking them food in the woods, and how she hid another group in a German major's house.
I'm not sure if enjoyed is the correct word to describe this book, but I'm very glad I read it. It describes how a 17 year old Polish girl, Irene Gut, became a Holocaust rescuer and how she helped save several Jewish families by hiding them and sneaking them food in the woods, and how she hid another group in a German major's house.
November 28, 2024
This story is astounding, even the second time through. It’s very difficult to read in places, while also hard to put down.
One of history’s unsung heroines, Irene was born exactly 80 years before I was and endured more and achieved more than imaginable before the age of 23. Her courage in the losses, fear, heartache, danger, torture, desperation, pain, and imprisonment is truly inspiring. I can’t recommend this enough but it is definitely disturbing in parts. Not for the faint of heart!
One of history’s unsung heroines, Irene was born exactly 80 years before I was and endured more and achieved more than imaginable before the age of 23. Her courage in the losses, fear, heartache, danger, torture, desperation, pain, and imprisonment is truly inspiring. I can’t recommend this enough but it is definitely disturbing in parts. Not for the faint of heart!
November 19, 2015
Review to follow.
April 30, 2018
This was an amazing book. The bravery, selflessness, and courage of Irene Gutowna is awe-inspiring. She was just a teen when she started fighting for what's right and helping Jews, literally right under the nose of a German major. She sacrificed so much to help the innocent victims and she became a victim herself. It was a fascinating and heartbreaking read (listen!) and I devoured it. Every book about Nazi victims is tragic and it's still shocking what Hitler did even this many years later. It will always be shocking and it's important to keep writing and talking about it, especially the way things are changing in the United States at this time.
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