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320 pages, Hardcover
First published July 7, 2020
In the painting, a sprawl of subdued color – gray, gold, blue – forms an abstract female figure shown head-on: breasts like blunted pyramids, braced beneath shoulders so broad no ambulant human could hold them upright. Mangled, muddy hips bracket the focus of her crudely rendered crotch, outsized in turn by massive, jagged hands slung to her knees. Atop it all, the woman’s diminutive face, a landscape of moon dirt, leers slyly toward the viewer, as if aware of something inevitable none among us might wish to know.
Alice watches herself from inside herself perform for the police and the reporters, the cameras, the vortex represented in each eye. She gives them exactly what they wish for – content – even if every question they offer, for once, has a clear answer: “I don’t know.”
It takes a while to recognize the body’s face: it is Alice Knott, a bygone name appearing in our mind as some echo of an icon of our memory, almost like a friend, or someone we’d wished to know in such a way, though really by now we are not sure who Alice Knott might be. She is so old it seems impossible; her skin a surgery of putty, puffy leather, lacing, colored veins. She has no hair, no teeth, no nails.
Our only human history is a sieve made of innumerable eyes, in innumerable lifetimes, through which the face of hell floods forever.Alice Knott is a person with some very muddled memories who lives in a house that seems to contain endless ever-shifting rooms, like how her life and all of our lives are ever-shifting—from one moment to the next we are different people, moving forward toward the void while peering back at an increasingly self-altered past. We think it was a certain way, but was it really that way. A human life is not like a painting, static on the wall. And maybe that is why the many inspired/deranged zealots in this book attacked works of art hanging in museums and galleries. How is an image frozen in time reflective of the uncertainty of our daily lives? So destroy it! But then in the most pessimistic terms, Butler makes the resulting distortions themselves go up for auction, commanding even higher prices than the originals did. Even in the destruction we wreak, we are not free of the transactional nature of this life, the resulting commodification of everything.
How every you in you is as much you as you are, so every past and every future, for every cell, until we discover how we might obliterate the barrier between emotions, between our very lives and minds and times; to force the signified back up against its signifier; every current second against all others already past and yet to come, forming a continuity at last no longer representable by plot.