This is my third Kertz book, and... sorry, she's just not winning me over. At all.
In this one, Emma/Jess is a hot mess. First, she's ex-Amish, but her parents were shunned when she was six and told her she could never go back. So when they died, she... got put in the foster care system... because WHY again? The State would be finding next of kin and returning her to her family (and YES, they pay taxes, so they're on record, and 6yo Emma would tell them her grossdaddi was Amish, so... NONE OF THIS WOULD EVER HAVE HAPPENED.
She was put in foster care, is abused by her foster dad and runs away, but is returned. And the abuse apparently isn't enough for Kertz, so she ups the ante by adding a drug deal that Emma just *happens* to witness (like they'd bring her along, hello?!?!?), so now she's running away again, both because physical abuse and fear for life/witnessed crime. ((((sigh.))))
She ends up friends with an Amish girl in some previous book, so she goes to her house, but SO-MANY-LAST-NAMES-AND-MARRIAGES-LATER (← meaning, read these in order or you'll know nothing about who these people are), her friend moved, married, is pregnant with twins... you know, the standard 'Love, Inspired' storyline.
Daniel is the Amish friend's cousin, and he's smitten with Emma/Jess from moment one, using 'suspicion of her' as a reason to keep coming around and being with her. There are gorgeous Amish girls all around him (in WHAT world, is this?!?!), but Jess does it, for him. So he's zeroed in and not budging.
But she's seventeen, and has the angst of a seventeen year old... in fact, Kertz was channeling a seventeen year old while writing this, because the characterizations, plot line, storytelling, description, and rationale for this whole thing is on par with what a seventeen year old would write. It's not enjoyable. It's juvenile.
She loves them, but can't stay. She likes her friends, but has to leave. She runs away from them, but comes back (after spending a THIRD of her wages on one night's stay in a hotel room?! Really???? After having slept in barns, up to this point?). She's sorry, but she's not sorry. She doesn't belong, but she feels like she belongs. She's not okay, and she has to go. And ON, and *ON* it goes.
And the WRITING...
Daniel: How old are you? Sixteen?
She shook her head.
Daniel: Seventeen?
Emma: How did you KNOW?!?!?!
(((really?)))
Daniel (to aunt): See you Sunday, if not before?
Aunt: Ja...
Daniel (to Emma, staying with aunt): See you tomorrow morning.
((With... aunt present. On pg 50 *sigh.*))
In WHAT WORLD does a store only stay open 9-3 weekdays, and is closed Saturdays and Sundays? Please tell me, because I'd love to know. You don't make money, that way. Especially if you're playing up to tourists who VISIT ON WEEKENDS. The logic is completely missing, here...
I just... wish these were better. Patricia Davids better... at the least, Emma Miller better. But Kertz just doesn't write a very good Amish book. I'd recommend Davids, instead - you'd enjoy them WAY, WAY better.