Kim Young teaches creative writing and composition at Moorpark College and edits Chaparral, an online journal featuring poetry from Southern California. Her poems have appeared in The Los Angeles Review, MiPOesias, Pebble Lake Review, and other journals. She holds an MA from California State University Northridge and an MFA from Bennington College, where she received a Jane Kenyon Scholarship in poetry. She lives in Los Angeles with her husband and daughter.
All I can say is that half way through this chapbook I realized that I had ear-marked every single poem. I left the rest of the pages in this amazing chap unfolded because, as I knew it would turn out, I loved the rest of the book as much as I loved the earlier parts.
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"I am the story women warn / their daughters of." - Kim Young, Apollo Curses Sibyl with Eternal Life
Static and Fugitive Tunes Few poets who focus on the fragments of life that disappoint can maintain the reader’s’ interest: a respite now and then from the bumpy road of times and places and people and events helps the momentum of such a collection. Not so with Kim Young, a poet with a manner of depicting the gruesome, the bitterly ugly, the broken promises in an offhand way that comes across as one witnessing realities and confronting memories she wishes were different. In WHAT WE LEARN AT VALLEY HIGH she recalls her school years:
The P.E. coaches teach us about sex: They corner me if a top is unzipped, they watch me spray Aqua Net into my bangs. We can always jump for them, or hit the loading dock fences and ditch sixth period for burgers and bong loads.
Kurt Cobain isn’t dead yet but we light fires for him during Spanish class. We’re learning which little deaths come next: we’re doing whip-its in a truck before first period; Rebecca is puking in the F building toilet – her dad in jail for molesting her best-friend; there’s a fight on the quad; I’m holding onto my boyfriend’s wallet chain.
I’m walking into a kegger in Box Canyon: Manson’s cave, with an Indian face carved in sandstone, looks down at us. I’m stepping out of a green Chevelle zipping up my pants. Phil is jumping off a roof after selling bathtub speed to twelve-year olds. I can’t see. Ten guys beat a man who cornered two girls in a vacant house next door. They piss on him afterwards. They make his right eye blind. When we come home, Lisa’s mom is catching rain from her leaky roof into cookie sheets. Is he dead? she asks. Each of us fall onto a couch. There’s the sound of drops hitting metal.
Kim Young sketches her brittle poems not with a calligrapher’s brush, but with the sharper, piercing and scratching etcher’s needle. To appreciate the depth of her messages requires several readings of each beautifully crafted poem: at first glimpse her thoughts wound to the reader’s eye disturbed, regretful, disappointed, angry, but sitting quietly for several readings the poems open to reveal a woman caught in the dilemma of life – questioning, reporting, resolving issues until she controls the experiences. In YOU CAN NEVER GO HOME:
Here are three wandering vagrants: myself, my sister, my father – connected by heart-rate, sweat, brainstem. Our plane rocks and my abdomen opens to a history of blows. My dad cracks a beer and my mind speaks and speaks, but only to myself. I unclick the belt to cry in the small plastic bathroom. I have had to make meaning out of this family. No one is at home in a body that remembers and kicks back. Some great nerve that connects cranium to abdomen. The heaviness of memory, repeated blows after blows have stopped. The three of us sit quietly like panhandlers in a row. We beg to be full.
Much of Kim Young’s poetry reflects the blaring, at times smoggy California sun, light which, being nebulous at times, further enhances Young’s vision/version of the past. She is unafraid to share the darker side of family, friends, places and events, yet never allows the content to overflow the borders of confinement. In ADDICTION she takes us into the core of the problem:
It starts with a sugared gruel, a colostrum – for your aching pores. You want to know what everyone is laughing about. You’re all salmon on the inside. You get addicted to the act of saving yourself. First the saliva. Then each hair in each follicle. A fix. The shakes. A brightness. A clicking in your ear. You’ve been pegged all along. Your hands are where you can see em. They’re searching your face, your plate numbers, your glove-box. You’re addicted to that straight stare into the distance.
Perhaps Kim Young’s brutal honesty is what attracts us to her poetry, as though she is giving witness to the dark interstices we all shadow. It is a gift she has mastered…and we can wait for her brighter visions, obviously to come later! Meanwhile, life goes on, and Kim Young keeps us grounded. DIVIDED HIGHWAY deserves multiple readings.