There and back again, a Tarin's tale
Tarin has been a 5th wheel, it feels like, this series so far. Dragged from Earth, tortured (although we never really learned what experiments week done on her) by the Iriduans, rescued by Akrillians, watched 2 fellow human rescues pair off with mates, returned to Earth, voluntarily left with remaining human rescue to save her mate, wandered Akrilla while said human and mate went through their story, during which time she fell for Halian- who, like every other man, did her wrong. From birth she's not had the best luck with males in her life. Halian's betrayal was just par for the course. The one that hurt worse than she thought was Hunter. The giant ant-like alien got to her when they were on their rescue mission and his sacrifice, and apparent death, hit on something she hadn't noticed till he was gone: She had come to care for him. Only, now Hunter is back from the dead, has too many secrets, and they've somehow teleported to another planet. What fresh hell is this?
Spoilers ahead.
While I always enjoy the tales in Trombley's books, this one didn't do as much for me. I liked Hunter as a person. Lost without his colony, hiding from marauding queens, cluelessly literal, and naive enough to follow Halian's cause without understanding what it might entail. This is one where I didn't like the heroine at all. I get flawed. I get victim, survivor. I get anger issues. I get hair triggers, panic attacks, wariness and all of that. I do. But this is a human that has been among other species, seen violence on a massive scale, integrated into new societies. She has literally seen the power of love first hand- with her adoptive parents, her friends. She willingly jumps into bad relationships. Self destructive behaviors are one thing, but this isn't cliff diving to escape bad thoughts. This is "I want to die so I find guys that abuse me". She focuses so much on how Halian looks vs Hunter. Doesn't even consider Hunter until he's basically human, something I didn't like at all. Metamorphosis, sure. Adapting to environment, sure. But a human in the desert? The exoskeleton would have served him better. Skin loses too much moisture. He could have modified like Thrax, chiton overlay. More on that later, back to Tarin. She was just so selfish. She literally attacked Hunter several times. Irrationality, jealousy, just flat anger over past deeds. If she'd grown any before the romance started, or after, maybe it would have felt better to me. But she screamed at him because he, naively, asked when they were going to start a colony of their own. Something that, he's a Menops no matter the skin, was a logical question. It is the sole purpose for a Menops male. Instead, because she's afraid of losing it around a child, she screams at him and loses it at him. All her therapy and she shuts him down, loses her head and he, poor guy trapped by biology, takes it. The only kind thing I can say about her is that she didn't kick him to the curb to wither and die due to lack of pheromones when she realized he had bonded. But, from the very beginning, when she refuses to talk in ways he can understand (she only speaks in sarcasm and slang, then mocks him for not understanding) to the scene where she screams at him over kids, she never grew. That was @75-80% of the book. I only finished it because I held out hope that things would get better for Hunter. They, sort of, do. Tarin doesn't so much grow as cave to romantic ideals. Things happen that free Hunter (no big spoilers), but he chooses to stay. The last few pgs slap a HEA bandaid on a woe is me tale. I did love the mythology angles. It's one of the pervading and underlying themes that draw me in. I loved that Hunter's people undergo metamorphosis. I just didn't care for his almost totally human body. Especially in the environment they were trapped in. Water conservation, sunburn, skin is too soft, his whole body became a liability. I thought the point was advantageous adaptation? His eyes didn't change from insectoid, but she never went into whether they saw like non human eyes. The exoskeleton made sense as a wanderer in hostile environments. The wings were fascinating, especially as he was described as fairly heavy. I would have loved to see how they transferred from insectoid to humanoid musculature. The multiple stomachs was touched on, but how "human" did Hunter become? How much changed inside? I loved the gift of his cocoon. That was sweet. I just wanted a better "queen". Be that a healing Tarin who could behave better towards others, or otherwise. But, Trombley loves to revisit characters, and I have hopes for Tarin's growth. And with the taunt of Halian's and Ava's tales, there's a chance to see it happen.