Ugh, this one hurts. I love Jenny Holiday – her Bridesmaids Behaving Badly series is utterly delightful, from the first book to the last.
However, Mermaid Inn, the first in her newest Matchmaker Bay series, leaves a lot to be desired. I was lured in by the blurb – a second chance romance is one of my top 3 favorite tropes, especially because it brings with it the possibility of an excellent grovel scene and I adore a great grovel novel.
Sadly, not only did this book not have the requisite grovel scene I was looking for, it also made me realize that I’m not really interested in reading small-town romances by white authors. They feel incredibly generic and bland and to be perfectly blunt, forgettable. If I’ve read one small town romance where the heroine inherits a house/bed and breakfast/inn, I’ve read a million. And I get that tropes exist for a reason but the idea, I think, is to turn those tropes on their head and make them feel fresh and brand new and inventive. This had all the quintessential elements of a small-town romance, where everyone knows everyone else’s business and there are a group of nosy, interfering busybodies who make meddling in other people’s lives their daily hobby.
So, onto the actual plot and characters. I actually really liked the heroine, Eve, a Toronto based librarian who heads back to Matchmaker Bay upon inheriting her recently deceased aunt’s Inn. I liked that she was fierce and angry – I loved that she was angry about what her high school boyfriend had done to her 10 years ago and she was more than willing to show him just how pissed off she was. But, when the truth comes out about why Sawyer, her ex-boyfriend turned town police chief had broken her heart, his response is not to grovel or acknowledge he messed up and should have talked to her. No, his response is to essentially tell her that he did it FOR HER OWN GOOD. And look how well things turned out! Why, she should be thanking him for his high-handed, patriarchal ways instead of getting mad! One could potentially read this book and say “well, his INTENTIONS were good” but you know what, I’m not that person and in 2020, I’m tired of men making decisions for women because THEY KNOW BETTER. It doesn’t get a pass from me in real life and it doesn’t get a pass from me in the romance novels I read. I want equal partnership between characters, I want them to treat each other with respect, and to acknowledge that each person should have the right to individual autonomy over their life. Sawyer’s actions from a decade ago and his insistence in the present day that he not only did the right thing but that his manipulation of the situation somehow led to Eve’s success made me irate and incapable of rooting for the hero.
Oddly enough, it’s the sex scenes between the two main characters that keep this book from being a 2 star. Not necessarily because they’re overwhelmingly hot but because of the honesty and realistic way in which they are handled. Having newly discovered that Eve hardly ever achieved sexual satisfaction back when they were teenagers, they have a very frank discussion about sex and Eve’s inability to get herself off back then, much less give instructions to someone else on how to do it. Instead of getting huffy and defensive, Sawyer decides that he owes her a few orgasms to make up for and honestly, it’s one of the best parts of the book. He asks her to tell him what feels good so that he can do exactly that and their frank sex talk, while not particularly explicit or overly dirty, give the reader a good idea of why these two characters could have worked so well together had their reunion not been so epically bungled.
This book is forgettable at best, and at worst, features a misguided hero who I just don’t think was worthy of the heroine. Which is ironic because his decision to push her out of his life was born of that same idea – he felt himself unworthy of holding her back from going after her dreams. Unfortunately, while I adore this author, I don’t know that I care to continue with this series.