Spoilers because I just want to vent about this shitty thriller I read.
This is a… well I don’t have an adequate word to call it. It’s bad, so bad, the more I read the more pissed I was at it; at first I thought it’ll be a 3 star book with the eh feeling following it, however it just went downhill and here we are with me wishing I could just give it a minus 1.
If you want to know the basis of the book just read the synopsis because all is said there, there’s no freaking mystery of what you should expect and after you read the first chapter you’ll know the name Sarah will give. All that’s okay, or at least it would’ve been if the call of 29 seconds happened somewhere in the very beginning, but it didn’t.
The characters are undeveloped; they are given a trait that they don’t get out of. Sarah is stupid through the whole book, although she has a bright moment at the end. Alan is a predator, untouchable, extra smart and always a step ahead. Sarah’s father always there for her. Other characters didn’t do much for the story: she had two friends and I couldn’t make them apart, one was there just to be a spy for Alan and after Sarah discovered she just disappears; her husband, I have no idea why he’s mentioned, he could’ve been omitted from the story; Sarah’s kids, oh boy, every time they appeared they argued and fought and whined, except that they did nothing and I don’t see how that was important for the story.
For almost 100 pages we get to see Sarah’s colleague, Alan, sexually harassing her and her thinking it’ll all be over soon and not taking any action against him because he’s basically the rock star of the university. I can understand that, thinking something will pass and not doing anything, but then I found out he’s been harassing her (and other women) for TWO YEARS! For two freaking years and she hasn’t reported it, actually no one has, what? I’m sorry that I don’t care that you whine about it, you should’ve reported him to HR, to the police, you should’ve DONE something.
Moving on, although you can’t actually move on because we are beaten over the head with the fact that Alan is a slimy son of a bitch and he gets away with anything, he’s so freaking smart. So, she saves a kid and the kid’s father gives her an “I’ll make anyone disappear just tell me a name” deal, cuz why the hell not? After the huge dilemma (we obviously know what she’ll do, it’s not really a big mystery) and those 29 seconds where she gives Alan’s name we get to be in Sarah’s head (yay!) and her constant whining how she now doesn’t want to make Alan go poof. For a second there she wanted to tell him she gave his name to a guy that’ll make him disappear. How stupid are you, Sarah? I think if she had done that I would’ve DNF-ed the book so fast because… stupid! I just don’t know how to… I just don’t’ know.
And as it progresses it doesn’t get any better. He does disappear and she’s drowning in guilt, if that isn’t enough someone sends her a message saying they know what she’s done and that they are coming to her house. Surprise! It’s Alan, the police found him… accidently in the trunk of a Russian’s car (great job 29 seconds guy). Of course since this book is about harassment he’ll blackmail her to sleep with him until he gets bored with her unless she wants to end up in jail. ??? What the fuck was I reading?
Her final plan to catch him is half stupid, half impressive. For a second there I was impressed with her plan, the whole plan the one we get to know at the very end, but then I remembered her in those 290 pages I read and well… I don’t buy it. If she was so smart to make an interesting and winning plan why, WHY, didn’t she do ANYTHING about the harassment? And then other things didn’t make sense like not telling her father and the friend about the whole plan & so many people jumping on the chance to set Alan for a crime. I mean yeah, pretty much every one hated him but it’s too smooth and this book is a lot of things except that.
After the first chapter I thought by the end there’ll be a message how to deal with harassment—you know something helpful— sadly I was disappointed not that far into the book. The main character was pissed because no one was doing anything about that professor that harasses his female colleagues but she too did nothing, she just sat there hoping it’ll pass which is NOT a good option. That irked me so much. And there was also a part where she just wanted to end it all because she saw no way out, she wanted to overdose. It’s giving a wrong message.