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The Dichotomy of Angels
Nathaniel and Chasan are no ordinary angels.
Destiny chose them to be twin flames, fated mates. But Nathaniel has avoided Chasan for nearly a thousand years.
When sent to Earth on a mission to live and work together, Nathaniel comes face-to-face with his destiny. Short-tempered, petulant, and grumpy, he hates the idea of being fated to anyone and has chosen an existence of isolation rather than spending time with the calm, kind, and serene Chasan. But now he has no choice.
One is fire, the other is air; a true dichotomy of angels. Together they will be ignited, or they will be extinguished. This assignment will seal their fate either way.
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85,000 words. A sometimes-funny, sometimes-serious story about love, destiny, and other heavenly disasters.
Destiny chose them to be twin flames, fated mates. But Nathaniel has avoided Chasan for nearly a thousand years.
When sent to Earth on a mission to live and work together, Nathaniel comes face-to-face with his destiny. Short-tempered, petulant, and grumpy, he hates the idea of being fated to anyone and has chosen an existence of isolation rather than spending time with the calm, kind, and serene Chasan. But now he has no choice.
One is fire, the other is air; a true dichotomy of angels. Together they will be ignited, or they will be extinguished. This assignment will seal their fate either way.
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85,000 words. A sometimes-funny, sometimes-serious story about love, destiny, and other heavenly disasters.
258 pages, Kindle Edition
First published December 25, 2019
About the author
N.R. Walker
134 books5,520 followersAuthor also writes as A. Voyeur
N.R. Walker is an Australian author, who loves her genre of gay romance. She loves writing and spends far too much time doing it, but wouldn't have it any other way.
She is many things; a mother, a wife, a sister, a writer. She has pretty, pretty boys who she gives them life with words.
She likes it when they do dirty, dirty things...but likes it even more when they fall in love. She used to think having people in her head talking to her was weird, until one day she happened across other writers who told her it was normal.
She’s been writing ever since...
https://www.facebook.com/N.R.WalkerAu...
N.R. Walker is an Australian author, who loves her genre of gay romance. She loves writing and spends far too much time doing it, but wouldn't have it any other way.
She is many things; a mother, a wife, a sister, a writer. She has pretty, pretty boys who she gives them life with words.
She likes it when they do dirty, dirty things...but likes it even more when they fall in love. She used to think having people in her head talking to her was weird, until one day she happened across other writers who told her it was normal.
She’s been writing ever since...
https://www.facebook.com/N.R.WalkerAu...
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January 15, 2020
Oh Heaven's mercy did I love this book! Who knew angels could be so wanton?
Chasan is an angel of air.
Nathaniel is an angel of fire.
They are destined to join souls, but Nathaniel has been avoiding Chasan for a thousand years. He has reasons (albeit selfish ones), which become clear as the story progresses.
In a last-ditch effort to push Chasan and Nathaniel together, Saint Peter sends them to New York city circa 2020 on a mission to save a human child. The angels must pose as husbands, share a bed, and teach twenty 4-year-olds in an elite preschool. What could possibly go wrong?
The most startling thing about this story is how funny it is. It is genuinely hilarious, and I found myself laughing out loud many times.
Nathaniel is just so adorably grumpy, going on about the leaking human body (he means sweat), bread cooked twice (toast), and baby goats with smooshy faces and tiny goat feet. He's also mad that he can't smite and swear.
Another thing I loved is the sexual tension. In their human bodies, Chasan and Nathaniel feel true desire for the first time. Once Nathaniel comes to his senses (and it takes some groveling on his part for Chasan to forgive him, which I liked), the angels give in to their basest instincts, and it's damn sexy, that's for sure.
I'm an agnostic Jew and not religious at all, but I am not opposed to the idea of an after life. This book doesn't favor any religion, just the opposite.
There is a hell (really a layer of heaven), and there are tortured souls, but there's also karaoke and poker night. The Boss doesn't have a gender, and "Upper Management" (Saint Peter, archangels, and so on) makes the decisions.
Nathaniel despairs at how evil humanity has become, but Chasan, the light to Nathaniel's darkness, points out the butterflies and trees and baby goats (but of course). My favorite concept is that of Doggo Heaven, because all canine souls are good. The way dogs loved Nathaniel made my heart squeeze.
I wasn't sure what to expect from this book going in, but I couldn't put it down. We get an epic romance coupled with the idea of destiny, and not just Nathaniel and Chasan's. Nathaniel's story about the little girl in Peru broke my heart, and I loved how that narrative came full circle. Time doesn't exist in heaven, but Chasan and Nathaniel have all of eternity to love one another.
You can't get a better HEA than that.
Chasan is an angel of air.
Nathaniel is an angel of fire.
They are destined to join souls, but Nathaniel has been avoiding Chasan for a thousand years. He has reasons (albeit selfish ones), which become clear as the story progresses.
In a last-ditch effort to push Chasan and Nathaniel together, Saint Peter sends them to New York city circa 2020 on a mission to save a human child. The angels must pose as husbands, share a bed, and teach twenty 4-year-olds in an elite preschool. What could possibly go wrong?
The most startling thing about this story is how funny it is. It is genuinely hilarious, and I found myself laughing out loud many times.
Nathaniel is just so adorably grumpy, going on about the leaking human body (he means sweat), bread cooked twice (toast), and baby goats with smooshy faces and tiny goat feet. He's also mad that he can't smite and swear.
Another thing I loved is the sexual tension. In their human bodies, Chasan and Nathaniel feel true desire for the first time. Once Nathaniel comes to his senses (and it takes some groveling on his part for Chasan to forgive him, which I liked), the angels give in to their basest instincts, and it's damn sexy, that's for sure.
I'm an agnostic Jew and not religious at all, but I am not opposed to the idea of an after life. This book doesn't favor any religion, just the opposite.
There is a hell (really a layer of heaven), and there are tortured souls, but there's also karaoke and poker night. The Boss doesn't have a gender, and "Upper Management" (Saint Peter, archangels, and so on) makes the decisions.
Nathaniel despairs at how evil humanity has become, but Chasan, the light to Nathaniel's darkness, points out the butterflies and trees and baby goats (but of course). My favorite concept is that of Doggo Heaven, because all canine souls are good. The way dogs loved Nathaniel made my heart squeeze.
I wasn't sure what to expect from this book going in, but I couldn't put it down. We get an epic romance coupled with the idea of destiny, and not just Nathaniel and Chasan's. Nathaniel's story about the little girl in Peru broke my heart, and I loved how that narrative came full circle. Time doesn't exist in heaven, but Chasan and Nathaniel have all of eternity to love one another.
You can't get a better HEA than that.
January 11, 2020
Wow…that was stupendous! I was hoping for a fantastic fun read and that is exactly what I got. It was full of high-spirited entertainment with some heavy-hearted moments tucked in. I can’t seem to recall many angel-centric stories that I’ve read lately and was reminded how much I enjoy a well done paranormal romance tale. Walker takes us to a place where angels live in a world very much like our world with some minor adjustments. Ha! Bringing them to Earth to deal with such adjustments was a riot. But in all honesty, it was the little things that I loved the most with Chasan and Nathaniel. It’s not much of a spoiler to tell you that you’ll love Chasan with ease and abundance. Nathaniel, however, is a different story. A more difficult story. Diving further into the depths of his history will undoubtedly grant you the answers to the questions bound to roll off your tongue. Sprinkle in humor and top it off with a love story for all time and well, this is what you get. Quite frankly, I couldn’t get enough.
What's to like: We hop into their story after some time as passed. Only about a thousand years of neglect and hiding. Twin flames or mated angels are extremely rare. We’re talking these phenomena occur almost…never. Once it’s discovered Chasan and Nathaniel are fated the heavens should have rejoiced. Sadly, they have been waiting for such a celebration to occur for some time now. St. Peter has grown tired of waiting and decides to set things in motion. He sends his destined pair to New York City on an assignment. This is not such a big deal for Chasan, he takes assignments all the time. Well, the pairing partner is a big deal, a very big deal. But he’s going to try and play it cool. Nathaniel, on the other hand, is thrown completely out of his element. He doesn’t do assignments. He doesn’t do ‘people’ and he definitely doesn’t do anything near Chasan. At least if he can help it. It tickles me to see a surly grumpy bear turn over a new leaf…which brings me to one of the things I loved most!
What's to love: Chasan is air and Nathaniel is fire. One can survive without the other but if you flip the equation, one is dependent on the other. Actually, fire can sustain without air…barely and temporarily. But for fire to burn, it needs air. And the same applies to Nathaniel. He doesn’t want to need anything or anyone. He tries to manage without. It doesn’t work so well for him. He kicks and fights and quite honestly, I wanted to kick him in the shins or other places. He was frustrating in an adorable sweet kind of way. Chasan has the patience of an angel, which is extremely lucky for his fated mate. There was a great deal of push and pull but it was the final tug that won me over. I loved their undercover lives and I loved their heavenly adventures. I loved their reminiscing of fond memories and adored their ‘friends’. I was rooting and cheering and ecstatic by the end. The tempting thread of a sequel was left twitching before my eyes and I would be thrilled to have another bout in this divine world.
Beware of: A plethora of could-be, would-be and should-be’s…and maybe a few desired throttles. *cough…Nathaniel…cough*
A precious bond has been ignored and neglected…but thank the heavens, never extinguished. *cough…Chasan…cough*
Slow-burn…fire will eventually die if it’s deprived of air but combine them and it will surge and burn brightly. *cheer*
This book is for: If you’re worried about aggressive religious themes you can rest at ease. Despite its presence, I never felt uncomfortable or overwhelmed, especially considering the setting and cast. However, if you’re looking for a witty otherworldly tale of two souls destined to be together, look no further…this is precisely what you’re looking for.
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What's to like: We hop into their story after some time as passed. Only about a thousand years of neglect and hiding. Twin flames or mated angels are extremely rare. We’re talking these phenomena occur almost…never. Once it’s discovered Chasan and Nathaniel are fated the heavens should have rejoiced. Sadly, they have been waiting for such a celebration to occur for some time now. St. Peter has grown tired of waiting and decides to set things in motion. He sends his destined pair to New York City on an assignment. This is not such a big deal for Chasan, he takes assignments all the time. Well, the pairing partner is a big deal, a very big deal. But he’s going to try and play it cool. Nathaniel, on the other hand, is thrown completely out of his element. He doesn’t do assignments. He doesn’t do ‘people’ and he definitely doesn’t do anything near Chasan. At least if he can help it. It tickles me to see a surly grumpy bear turn over a new leaf…which brings me to one of the things I loved most!
What's to love: Chasan is air and Nathaniel is fire. One can survive without the other but if you flip the equation, one is dependent on the other. Actually, fire can sustain without air…barely and temporarily. But for fire to burn, it needs air. And the same applies to Nathaniel. He doesn’t want to need anything or anyone. He tries to manage without. It doesn’t work so well for him. He kicks and fights and quite honestly, I wanted to kick him in the shins or other places. He was frustrating in an adorable sweet kind of way. Chasan has the patience of an angel, which is extremely lucky for his fated mate. There was a great deal of push and pull but it was the final tug that won me over. I loved their undercover lives and I loved their heavenly adventures. I loved their reminiscing of fond memories and adored their ‘friends’. I was rooting and cheering and ecstatic by the end. The tempting thread of a sequel was left twitching before my eyes and I would be thrilled to have another bout in this divine world.
Beware of: A plethora of could-be, would-be and should-be’s…and maybe a few desired throttles. *cough…Nathaniel…cough*
A precious bond has been ignored and neglected…but thank the heavens, never extinguished. *cough…Chasan…cough*
Slow-burn…fire will eventually die if it’s deprived of air but combine them and it will surge and burn brightly. *cheer*
This book is for: If you’re worried about aggressive religious themes you can rest at ease. Despite its presence, I never felt uncomfortable or overwhelmed, especially considering the setting and cast. However, if you’re looking for a witty otherworldly tale of two souls destined to be together, look no further…this is precisely what you’re looking for.
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June 25, 2023
I find it incredibly rude of this author to write a scene that had me absolutely sobbing my eyes out listening to this audiobook while walking my dog. My poor girl was confused by the sniffles, glancing back every now and then to make sure I wasn’t having a complete breakdown.
This would have been a five star for me, but I failed to understand the true reason these two stayed apart for so many years. Seeing as that was the entire premise of this story, it fell a little flat in the beginning. Once they got over that obstacle, the story took off from there.
The humor was spot on and hilarious. I love a grumpy man who isn’t trying to be funny, but really is.
Not my favorite of this authors work, but still has the trademark heart and humor that I love.
Nick J. Russo did a fabulous job as narrator.
This would have been a five star for me, but I failed to understand the true reason these two stayed apart for so many years. Seeing as that was the entire premise of this story, it fell a little flat in the beginning. Once they got over that obstacle, the story took off from there.
The humor was spot on and hilarious. I love a grumpy man who isn’t trying to be funny, but really is.
Not my favorite of this authors work, but still has the trademark heart and humor that I love.
Nick J. Russo did a fabulous job as narrator.
April 7, 2020
I see angels in a mm romance story, I throw stars at it. I just can't help myself.
I don't know what it is about angels that I absolutely, totally love, especially when they're being naughty and sexual. They're GREAT.
Chasan and Nathaniel are twin flames. That means their souls are fated to one another and their bond is a mythical one that the destiny of all existence seems to depend on. Only once before has such a bond existed and it ended in a disaster (be prepared to brush up your mythology for this, because you'll be surprised, LOL).
Saint Peter is the CEO of heaven which is run as a corporation of some kind, complete with HR department and interns and... corporate stuff. Very weird.
He sends Chasan and Nathaniel on a mission to Earth to save a child. The only problem is:
Chasan and Nathaniel haven't spoken to each other in a thousand years. After a traumatic experience in the (far far far past) past, dark and moody Nathaniel turned away from their eternal bond and preferred to be overseer of hell instead of working on Earth.
Chasan is his complete opposite: Open, friendly and positive, he embraces their assigment as pre-school teachers (and husbands!) on Earth, secretly hoping Nathaniel would come around and finally accept their bond.
However, Nathaniel keeps pushing Chasan away again and again until their sacred bond is at risk and with it the order of heaven. Time for THE BOSS to speak up...
This story was VERY unique. I'm not a big fan of soulmates, supernatural bonds or whatever, as I feel it brings an instalove vibe to a story. Where's the choice if you're bonded to someone? How can you fall in love if your bond already tells you HE'S THE ONE.
Still, I found Chasan's tragedy quite touching. He was all in, hoping and needing for Nathaniel to finally be his. Nathaniel's turmoil, however, made the story truly great. He didn't just follow the pull of their bond. He resisted it and stubbornly ignored Chasan's need until it was too late. Well, almost. You know how it is with these stories :-)
The logic of heaven didn't completely convince me, though. It seemed like a badly managed corporation, reflecting the modern human world, while at the same time, angels like Nathaniel still acted like they lived in medieval times.
The funniest gag is a heavenly copying machine that Nathaniel destroyed. And in another Mel Brooks worthy scene, Saint Peter is calling for a 'Heavenly Manual' to be brought in and a bunch of angels wheel a HUGE book the size of a car into his office. Saint Peter muses how they should have digitized it a long time ago, LOL.
The story truly had me laugh. The romance was nice. I loved seeing Chasan finally being complete and Nathaniel finding his way to accept the bond. Of course, once they were on the same page, their weekends 'passed in a blur or orgasms' (quote).
But, yes, I love angels. So I did enjoy it very much!
4 stars!
I don't know what it is about angels that I absolutely, totally love, especially when they're being naughty and sexual. They're GREAT.
Chasan and Nathaniel are twin flames. That means their souls are fated to one another and their bond is a mythical one that the destiny of all existence seems to depend on. Only once before has such a bond existed and it ended in a disaster (be prepared to brush up your mythology for this, because you'll be surprised, LOL).
Saint Peter is the CEO of heaven which is run as a corporation of some kind, complete with HR department and interns and... corporate stuff. Very weird.
He sends Chasan and Nathaniel on a mission to Earth to save a child. The only problem is:
Chasan and Nathaniel haven't spoken to each other in a thousand years. After a traumatic experience in the (far far far past) past, dark and moody Nathaniel turned away from their eternal bond and preferred to be overseer of hell instead of working on Earth.
Chasan is his complete opposite: Open, friendly and positive, he embraces their assigment as pre-school teachers (and husbands!) on Earth, secretly hoping Nathaniel would come around and finally accept their bond.
However, Nathaniel keeps pushing Chasan away again and again until their sacred bond is at risk and with it the order of heaven. Time for THE BOSS to speak up...
This story was VERY unique. I'm not a big fan of soulmates, supernatural bonds or whatever, as I feel it brings an instalove vibe to a story. Where's the choice if you're bonded to someone? How can you fall in love if your bond already tells you HE'S THE ONE.
Still, I found Chasan's tragedy quite touching. He was all in, hoping and needing for Nathaniel to finally be his. Nathaniel's turmoil, however, made the story truly great. He didn't just follow the pull of their bond. He resisted it and stubbornly ignored Chasan's need until it was too late. Well, almost. You know how it is with these stories :-)
The logic of heaven didn't completely convince me, though. It seemed like a badly managed corporation, reflecting the modern human world, while at the same time, angels like Nathaniel still acted like they lived in medieval times.
The funniest gag is a heavenly copying machine that Nathaniel destroyed. And in another Mel Brooks worthy scene, Saint Peter is calling for a 'Heavenly Manual' to be brought in and a bunch of angels wheel a HUGE book the size of a car into his office. Saint Peter muses how they should have digitized it a long time ago, LOL.
The story truly had me laugh. The romance was nice. I loved seeing Chasan finally being complete and Nathaniel finding his way to accept the bond. Of course, once they were on the same page, their weekends 'passed in a blur or orgasms' (quote).
But, yes, I love angels. So I did enjoy it very much!
4 stars!
January 20, 2020
4.5 stars
Dichotomy of Angels is another gem by one of my favorite authors, N. R. Walker.
Chasan is the angel of air. He is sweet, kind and is loved by everyone. On the other hand, Nathaniel is the angel of fire, and he is grumpy and loves to smite (blow things up) and doesn’t exactly like people, at all. But Chasan and Nathaniel are fated mates and they are sent to Earth on assignment. While earthbound, they struggle to figure out what to do, should they try to be together or break their bond forever.
I couldn’t stop smiling while reading this book. There were also some more serious parts that did break my heart. All in all, it was great story and I absolutely loved it.
Dichotomy of Angels is another gem by one of my favorite authors, N. R. Walker.
Chasan is the angel of air. He is sweet, kind and is loved by everyone. On the other hand, Nathaniel is the angel of fire, and he is grumpy and loves to smite (blow things up) and doesn’t exactly like people, at all. But Chasan and Nathaniel are fated mates and they are sent to Earth on assignment. While earthbound, they struggle to figure out what to do, should they try to be together or break their bond forever.
I couldn’t stop smiling while reading this book. There were also some more serious parts that did break my heart. All in all, it was great story and I absolutely loved it.
December 29, 2019
Not my favorite by N.R. Walker, mainly because stories with angels are not really my thing. I've read quite a few, but for some reason they never fully grab me.
That being said, I really liked both MCs. Chasan was a sweetheart, and Nathaniel was adorably frustrating. I really enjoyed the first half of the book or so, Nathaniel was so much fun. The rest of the story was a bit predictable and less enjoyable for me, but that's just my personal preference.
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7/2020 Re-read via audio: I really enjoyed Nick J. Russo's narration.
That being said, I really liked both MCs. Chasan was a sweetheart, and Nathaniel was adorably frustrating. I really enjoyed the first half of the book or so, Nathaniel was so much fun. The rest of the story was a bit predictable and less enjoyable for me, but that's just my personal preference.
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7/2020 Re-read via audio: I really enjoyed Nick J. Russo's narration.
February 7, 2020
*4,5 stars*
I just love a good title. And this one is fab.
As it happens, so is the rest of the book.
The combination of angels and fated mates might seem an interesting choice, but it was fun and worked for me, even though I would have liked some more detailed explanations about the whole thing (Saint Peter was keeping all those secrets quite close to his godly chest!)
Sweet, patient Chasan versus "temperamental, difficult, argumentative and irrational" Nathaniel was a fabulous ball game to watch. Although I seriously wanted to kick Nathaniel at times, angel or not. And my heart went out to Chasan for what he has been going through for a whopping … wait for it! … thousand years! His patience is endless, indeed!
And then, it was clear pretty soon that Nathaniel is fighting some much deeper issues than ‘just’ refusing to be a ‘fated mate’. Issues I could only agree with, and I liked how N.R. Walker rolled them out.
Also loved how Heaven is cheekily portrayed as a company run by the Big Boss and a hierarchy of departments and angels. Very funny!
The humour on the whole is really worth mentioning. So many chuckles and laughs!
Or side-away comments like this …
“I can confirm,” Nathaniel said. “That there’s not much difference between a class of pre-school kids and the Hell Department (he is running that, btw). There’s chaos and bedlam, a complete disregard of the rules, and a lot of screaming."
This book made me laugh, root totally for both MCs and contemplate wider issues.
Entertaining and thought-provoking. A great read!
I just love a good title. And this one is fab.
As it happens, so is the rest of the book.
The combination of angels and fated mates might seem an interesting choice, but it was fun and worked for me, even though I would have liked some more detailed explanations about the whole thing (Saint Peter was keeping all those secrets quite close to his godly chest!)
Sweet, patient Chasan versus "temperamental, difficult, argumentative and irrational" Nathaniel was a fabulous ball game to watch. Although I seriously wanted to kick Nathaniel at times, angel or not. And my heart went out to Chasan for what he has been going through for a whopping … wait for it! … thousand years! His patience is endless, indeed!
And then, it was clear pretty soon that Nathaniel is fighting some much deeper issues than ‘just’ refusing to be a ‘fated mate’. Issues I could only agree with, and I liked how N.R. Walker rolled them out.
Also loved how Heaven is cheekily portrayed as a company run by the Big Boss and a hierarchy of departments and angels. Very funny!
The humour on the whole is really worth mentioning. So many chuckles and laughs!
Or side-away comments like this …
“I can confirm,” Nathaniel said. “That there’s not much difference between a class of pre-school kids and the Hell Department (he is running that, btw). There’s chaos and bedlam, a complete disregard of the rules, and a lot of screaming."
This book made me laugh, root totally for both MCs and contemplate wider issues.
Entertaining and thought-provoking. A great read!
December 29, 2019
** 4.5 stars **
I enjoyed this PNR romance set in New York City. Told from dual POVs it featured two angels who could be considered absolute opposites at least at first, a mission that was more than it seemed on the surface, love through the ages that survived impossible odds and a whole lot of forgiveness.
I liked Chasan a lot despite his sometimes too gentle nature that allowed Nathaniel to walk all over him, but in their pairing someone had to be compassionate and understanding or it would have never worked between them. Nathaniel was very irritating at first, and I couldn't help but think that Chasan got the short end of the stick, but once he finally made the leap of faith, he became someone I could admire. It took him a while, but he got there in the end.
I loved the humor and innocent discovery of the new world that awaited two angels as well as all their friends with their useful and sometimes unsolicited advise. There were moments that made me chuckle and plain laugh out loud, then there were those that made me want to cry. I loved the ending - it was bittersweet and a bit romantic. Good story with well written characters that was a joy to read.
I enjoyed this PNR romance set in New York City. Told from dual POVs it featured two angels who could be considered absolute opposites at least at first, a mission that was more than it seemed on the surface, love through the ages that survived impossible odds and a whole lot of forgiveness.
I liked Chasan a lot despite his sometimes too gentle nature that allowed Nathaniel to walk all over him, but in their pairing someone had to be compassionate and understanding or it would have never worked between them. Nathaniel was very irritating at first, and I couldn't help but think that Chasan got the short end of the stick, but once he finally made the leap of faith, he became someone I could admire. It took him a while, but he got there in the end.
I loved the humor and innocent discovery of the new world that awaited two angels as well as all their friends with their useful and sometimes unsolicited advise. There were moments that made me chuckle and plain laugh out loud, then there were those that made me want to cry. I loved the ending - it was bittersweet and a bit romantic. Good story with well written characters that was a joy to read.
December 28, 2019
This was quite a read, overall.
I know as an atheist myself, I always go into anything with religion in it - whether it be angels or gods or just really religious people - with trepidation. I just never want to be lectured at through the text or have characters who are atheists or not interested in religion all the sudden change their mind and go "ah, this was the way all along!" because nah, I'm not about that. If a character gets there through means that makes sense and through good writing, that's something else entirely.
Anyway, I was just hoping for a love story about angels because for the most part I can separate my non-belief with fiction. And overall this definitely delivered on that.
It was even critical of how heaven was run by the "higher ups" in this, and I did find it fun how heaven had "departments" and "lawyers" and so on and such like it's a business, I found that funny.
This wasn't so much about religion (although it has it in it...as these are angels and all that...although instead of God there's just "The Boss") as it was about Nathaniel and Chasan, two angels who have been fated to be together, but there's some snafus along the way.
Mainly, Nathaniel. Who I had trouble liking a lot through the first 70% of this book. He was the main reason I took a star off, too. Like I loved him once he got his head out of his ass and was all in with Chasan and let his walls down to really let his true self shine and be happy and adorable.
But before that he refused to be around Chasan for 1000 years. YEAH. I know that isn't much for immortal beings, but that's crazy and ridiculous. And he basically avoids Chasan for those 1000 years because he was refusing their soul bond or whatever it is. A big part of his reasoning is that he thinks they should get a choice and he can't know if the feelings are real - which, I generally agree with, actually - but all he was doing was hurting Chasan and being oblivious to his hurt to focus on himself. At least the books says he was selfish, which he was.
And he was so hot and cold with Chasan that it got tiring. And Chasan lost his patience eventually, but he was wayyy to sweet and understanding about it all and so fucking patient (1000 years patient). But, I mean...angels, amiright?
I was happy when Chasan finally said enough is enough (even though he took Nathaniel back - although doe sit count as back when they weren't technically together before? - like right away. Look all I was looking for was some hurting on Nathaniel's part. I know he did some...but it wasn't enough. Which I guess is why I'm human and they're angels....but whatever.) and Nathaniel had to go to him and beg for a second (first?) chance.
Part of me giving another star off is also...the story was unclear on how old these two were, specifically. Like were they there from the start of everything? If so, how long is that? And if that is so, then did they only become randomly fated to be together 1000 years ago? (Because the story constantly talks about them being fated 1000 years ago and then Nathaniel didn't want it...) Although the story also isn't clear if Nathaniel just refused it after what happened in 980 - and so he and Chasan were fine before that - or if it happened shortly thereafter or...??
But also the story says they've never even kissed each other before, so if they were fated before what happens, then why wouldn't they have kissed? So were they angels born around 1000 years ago or what? It was confusing for me and I would have liked that cleared up, because it was just a little muddy and unclear.
Also in the end we find out Nathaniel was for 1000 years...Like did Chasan really not even try to talk to him in all this time or...what?
Because this story takes place over like...3 weeks? 4 weeks? Not that long, and they figure that shit out in just that short amount of time. But the 1000 years before that? Nah, not happening.
Makes sense....
So, I had some problems with that, obviously. But I did so enjoy this story, especially the last 30% when Nathaniel and Chasan finally got together and Nathaniel pulled his head out of his ass.
And the moments when Nathaniel was letting go before that with Chasan were good too, and sweet. It was just whenever he switched the cold that bothered the shit out of me. And he held onto it for way too long, even when he was given a talking to once or twice. And he did do some that "don't want him but don't want anyone else to have him" bullshit and I was like nah bish.
So overall, this was good, it was entertaining, and Nathaniel and Chasan had their usual Walker sweetness and fluff once they moved passed their issues...(but a good portion of this was pretty angsty, a deviation from Walker's usual...but kind of reminiscent of her Turning Point series at times...although not that bad. But reminiscent all the same.)
So I'd give this a thumbs up, and I'd recommend it. Just be prepared to be frustrated AF by Nathaniel. But the pay off, I'd say, is worth it, in the end.
I know as an atheist myself, I always go into anything with religion in it - whether it be angels or gods or just really religious people - with trepidation. I just never want to be lectured at through the text or have characters who are atheists or not interested in religion all the sudden change their mind and go "ah, this was the way all along!" because nah, I'm not about that. If a character gets there through means that makes sense and through good writing, that's something else entirely.
Anyway, I was just hoping for a love story about angels because for the most part I can separate my non-belief with fiction. And overall this definitely delivered on that.
It was even critical of how heaven was run by the "higher ups" in this, and I did find it fun how heaven had "departments" and "lawyers" and so on and such like it's a business, I found that funny.
This wasn't so much about religion (although it has it in it...as these are angels and all that...although instead of God there's just "The Boss") as it was about Nathaniel and Chasan, two angels who have been fated to be together, but there's some snafus along the way.
Mainly, Nathaniel. Who I had trouble liking a lot through the first 70% of this book. He was the main reason I took a star off, too. Like I loved him once he got his head out of his ass and was all in with Chasan and let his walls down to really let his true self shine and be happy and adorable.
But before that he refused to be around Chasan for 1000 years. YEAH. I know that isn't much for immortal beings, but that's crazy and ridiculous. And he basically avoids Chasan for those 1000 years because he was refusing their soul bond or whatever it is. A big part of his reasoning is that he thinks they should get a choice and he can't know if the feelings are real - which, I generally agree with, actually - but all he was doing was hurting Chasan and being oblivious to his hurt to focus on himself. At least the books says he was selfish, which he was.
And he was so hot and cold with Chasan that it got tiring. And Chasan lost his patience eventually, but he was wayyy to sweet and understanding about it all and so fucking patient (1000 years patient). But, I mean...angels, amiright?
I was happy when Chasan finally said enough is enough (even though he took Nathaniel back - although doe sit count as back when they weren't technically together before? - like right away. Look all I was looking for was some hurting on Nathaniel's part. I know he did some...but it wasn't enough. Which I guess is why I'm human and they're angels....but whatever.) and Nathaniel had to go to him and beg for a second (first?) chance.
Part of me giving another star off is also...the story was unclear on how old these two were, specifically. Like were they there from the start of everything? If so, how long is that? And if that is so, then did they only become randomly fated to be together 1000 years ago? (Because the story constantly talks about them being fated 1000 years ago and then Nathaniel didn't want it...) Although the story also isn't clear if Nathaniel just refused it after what happened in 980 - and so he and Chasan were fine before that - or if it happened shortly thereafter or...??
But also the story says they've never even kissed each other before, so if they were fated before what happens, then why wouldn't they have kissed? So were they angels born around 1000 years ago or what? It was confusing for me and I would have liked that cleared up, because it was just a little muddy and unclear.
Also in the end we find out Nathaniel was for 1000 years...Like did Chasan really not even try to talk to him in all this time or...what?
Because this story takes place over like...3 weeks? 4 weeks? Not that long, and they figure that shit out in just that short amount of time. But the 1000 years before that? Nah, not happening.
Makes sense....
So, I had some problems with that, obviously. But I did so enjoy this story, especially the last 30% when Nathaniel and Chasan finally got together and Nathaniel pulled his head out of his ass.
And the moments when Nathaniel was letting go before that with Chasan were good too, and sweet. It was just whenever he switched the cold that bothered the shit out of me. And he held onto it for way too long, even when he was given a talking to once or twice. And he did do some that "don't want him but don't want anyone else to have him" bullshit and I was like nah bish.
So overall, this was good, it was entertaining, and Nathaniel and Chasan had their usual Walker sweetness and fluff once they moved passed their issues...(but a good portion of this was pretty angsty, a deviation from Walker's usual...but kind of reminiscent of her Turning Point series at times...although not that bad. But reminiscent all the same.)
So I'd give this a thumbs up, and I'd recommend it. Just be prepared to be frustrated AF by Nathaniel. But the pay off, I'd say, is worth it, in the end.
December 27, 2019
I loved it ... read this in one hit. While it was predictable, it was sweet, warm and made me smile. Sometimes a little joy and love is all we need ❤️
December 28, 2019
I truly enjoyed The Dichotomy of Angels and Nathaniel and Chasan were easily became my favorite angels!
A thousand years neglected his fated mate with Chasan, finally St.Peter lost his patience, and put Nathaniel and Chasan on one assignment on earth. To safe a kid.
Assigned as kindergarten teachers, Nathaniel and Chasan started their new adventure together after a thousand years avoiding the assignment together (for Nathaniel at least).
Chasan loved Nathaniel forever, and Nathaniel afraid to admit that he loved Chasan too. As human, those feelings became more and more showed and Nathaniel was just couldn't stay away from Chasan even for just for a while. But a stubborn Nathaniel frustrated Chasan, it made Chasan exhausted and doubted that he'll survive this time.
Should he wait for Nathaniel forever, or should he give up?
The Dichotomy of Angels was an adorable fantasy story I craved for to enjoy in the holiday season this year. And Nathaniel and Chasan were really entertaining with all their interactions with the kids, each other and another angels.
All the questions in Nathaniel's head about 'the upper departement' in heaven, and how they managed humans, to the point that Nathaniel slowly began to be a non believer.
It was deep.
Nic Walker wrote this story with lots of fun, but never left the seriousness behind.
I laughed, I cried, and couldn't stop reading this beautiful story.
Nic nailed it again with a different story than she used to write. The Dichotomy of Angels was definitely an amazing refreshing story you need to read ASAP!
Highly recommended!
A thousand years neglected his fated mate with Chasan, finally St.Peter lost his patience, and put Nathaniel and Chasan on one assignment on earth. To safe a kid.
Assigned as kindergarten teachers, Nathaniel and Chasan started their new adventure together after a thousand years avoiding the assignment together (for Nathaniel at least).
Chasan loved Nathaniel forever, and Nathaniel afraid to admit that he loved Chasan too. As human, those feelings became more and more showed and Nathaniel was just couldn't stay away from Chasan even for just for a while. But a stubborn Nathaniel frustrated Chasan, it made Chasan exhausted and doubted that he'll survive this time.
Should he wait for Nathaniel forever, or should he give up?
The Dichotomy of Angels was an adorable fantasy story I craved for to enjoy in the holiday season this year. And Nathaniel and Chasan were really entertaining with all their interactions with the kids, each other and another angels.
All the questions in Nathaniel's head about 'the upper departement' in heaven, and how they managed humans, to the point that Nathaniel slowly began to be a non believer.
It was deep.
Nic Walker wrote this story with lots of fun, but never left the seriousness behind.
I laughed, I cried, and couldn't stop reading this beautiful story.
Nic nailed it again with a different story than she used to write. The Dichotomy of Angels was definitely an amazing refreshing story you need to read ASAP!
Highly recommended!
January 13, 2020
Wow, it seemed like this was a longer book than it actually was! 🙄 I thought Nathaniel was never going to get on the same page as Chasan 😩. I was so happy just to finish this exhausting story!
November 11, 2024
Tropes: forced proximity, relationship in crisis, hurt/comfort, fated mates
Feels: 4/5
Steam*: 2/5
Kinks: n/a
Angst: high (I spent most of the book crying)
HEA: yes
Pairing: MM
Triggers/potential icks/content warnings: slow burn, guilt, child death, tragedies of humanity, PTSD, crisis of faith (they definitely know God exists, they just don't trust God or believe in their judgment)
Nathaniel and Chasan are angels. They are twin flame fated mates, but they are unbonded, they've never gotten to the point of being together. Nathaniel failed to save a little girl's life a thousand years ago and ever since then he has been in turmoil. He has lashed out at Chasan, at god, at the higher ups in heaven, he's punished himself too. Suffering guilt and PTSD. He's been a mess. He has hurt Chasan very deeply by denying their mating bond, refusing to be near him. Now there is a very special assignment that needs the both of them, it's a catalyst moment where the outcome will have a big impact. The assignment requires them to go undercover as humans, they pretend to be married, they live together and they act as teachers for a class of four year olds. The mission is to save one of the children but also this is a catalyst moment for themselves, their relationship is at a tipping point and they need to decide if they are finally going to be together or if they're going to break the bond and move on.
I'm not going to comment on plot twists, I don't want to spoil those.
I feel like the blurb massively misled me. It describes the book as sometimes funny, sometimes serious. I basically spent the entire book almost wiping tears away from my eyes. This book was full of so much hurt, so much pain. They hurt themselves and they hurt each other emotionally. The predominant trope was relationship in crisis and it was very high angst. There was a odd moment here and there of comic relief but it was a toss away moment. You're basically drowning in the depths of despair while reading this book. FYI because some readers are sensitive, I just want to be clear that there is no other man drama, both of the MCs are actually virgins. But damn it hurts so much them not choosing each other for a thousand years and Chasan finally being ready to walk away, Nathaniel realizing he's taken for granted that Chasan will always be there. And the angst gets a temporary reprieve for a couple pages before it starts up again and doesn't end until the epilogue.
This book was slow burn. The first kiss was at 68%, and it was a long time coming because it was over a thousand years in the making.
The author did a good job telling a story. This was a very emotional book. And it was well plotted and well written. Would I put myself through reading this again? Absolutely not. I feel like I can't really complain about anything in this book, because everything was done very strategically. Other than to just say, if you don't like high angst, if you don't like crying your way through a book, you probably won't enjoy this one. I probably wouldn't have read this if I knew how high angst it would be.
Some notable moments:
"“Oh, excellent,” Nathaniel said flatly. It was, in fact, not excellent. It was the very opposite of excellent. His plans for no human interaction were being thwarted."
Ha to Nathaniel living vicariously through Chasan because Chasan can swear and he can't. "Now Nathaniel gasped. “You can swear too? Oh man, I’ve been short-changed here. This is ridiculous. I’m most definitely being punished.” Then his gaze lingered on Chasan’s lips, then back to his eyes. “Say it again,” he murmured huskily. “You want me to swear?” Chasan whispered, unable to look away. He felt a little faint. Nathaniel swallowed hard. “Yes.” “Shit,” Chasan whispered. The corner of Nathaniel’s lips curled upward, his eyes darkened. “Threaten him again. What you said you’d do to him, say that again.” “I would kick the ever-loving shit out of him if he dared make fun of you,” Chasan murmured. “Heaven’s mercy,” Nathaniel breathed."
*FYI about steam: I rate steam based on a combination of quality & quantity. I note kink separate from steam because I don't want to underrate steamy reads that don't have much kink.
**Note about spoilers: I like to comment on the plot of a book in reviews, so I almost always mark my reviews as containing spoilers. But I try to avoid spoiling the big dramatic moments! As a reader, I personally like to know what I'm getting into before I read a book so I know more about the content and if it's to my taste/mood, so I try to give that information in my reviews for myself when I'm considering rereading and also for other readers.
Feels: 4/5
Steam*: 2/5
Kinks: n/a
Angst: high (I spent most of the book crying)
HEA: yes
Pairing: MM
Triggers/potential icks/content warnings: slow burn, guilt, child death, tragedies of humanity, PTSD, crisis of faith (they definitely know God exists, they just don't trust God or believe in their judgment)
Nathaniel and Chasan are angels. They are twin flame fated mates, but they are unbonded, they've never gotten to the point of being together. Nathaniel failed to save a little girl's life a thousand years ago and ever since then he has been in turmoil. He has lashed out at Chasan, at god, at the higher ups in heaven, he's punished himself too. Suffering guilt and PTSD. He's been a mess. He has hurt Chasan very deeply by denying their mating bond, refusing to be near him. Now there is a very special assignment that needs the both of them, it's a catalyst moment where the outcome will have a big impact. The assignment requires them to go undercover as humans, they pretend to be married, they live together and they act as teachers for a class of four year olds. The mission is to save one of the children but also this is a catalyst moment for themselves, their relationship is at a tipping point and they need to decide if they are finally going to be together or if they're going to break the bond and move on.
I'm not going to comment on plot twists, I don't want to spoil those.
I feel like the blurb massively misled me. It describes the book as sometimes funny, sometimes serious. I basically spent the entire book almost wiping tears away from my eyes. This book was full of so much hurt, so much pain. They hurt themselves and they hurt each other emotionally. The predominant trope was relationship in crisis and it was very high angst. There was a odd moment here and there of comic relief but it was a toss away moment. You're basically drowning in the depths of despair while reading this book. FYI because some readers are sensitive, I just want to be clear that there is no other man drama, both of the MCs are actually virgins. But damn it hurts so much them not choosing each other for a thousand years and Chasan finally being ready to walk away, Nathaniel realizing he's taken for granted that Chasan will always be there. And the angst gets a temporary reprieve for a couple pages before it starts up again and doesn't end until the epilogue.
This book was slow burn. The first kiss was at 68%, and it was a long time coming because it was over a thousand years in the making.
The author did a good job telling a story. This was a very emotional book. And it was well plotted and well written. Would I put myself through reading this again? Absolutely not. I feel like I can't really complain about anything in this book, because everything was done very strategically. Other than to just say, if you don't like high angst, if you don't like crying your way through a book, you probably won't enjoy this one. I probably wouldn't have read this if I knew how high angst it would be.
Some notable moments:
"“Oh, excellent,” Nathaniel said flatly. It was, in fact, not excellent. It was the very opposite of excellent. His plans for no human interaction were being thwarted."
Ha to Nathaniel living vicariously through Chasan because Chasan can swear and he can't. "Now Nathaniel gasped. “You can swear too? Oh man, I’ve been short-changed here. This is ridiculous. I’m most definitely being punished.” Then his gaze lingered on Chasan’s lips, then back to his eyes. “Say it again,” he murmured huskily. “You want me to swear?” Chasan whispered, unable to look away. He felt a little faint. Nathaniel swallowed hard. “Yes.” “Shit,” Chasan whispered. The corner of Nathaniel’s lips curled upward, his eyes darkened. “Threaten him again. What you said you’d do to him, say that again.” “I would kick the ever-loving shit out of him if he dared make fun of you,” Chasan murmured. “Heaven’s mercy,” Nathaniel breathed."
*FYI about steam: I rate steam based on a combination of quality & quantity. I note kink separate from steam because I don't want to underrate steamy reads that don't have much kink.
**Note about spoilers: I like to comment on the plot of a book in reviews, so I almost always mark my reviews as containing spoilers. But I try to avoid spoiling the big dramatic moments! As a reader, I personally like to know what I'm getting into before I read a book so I know more about the content and if it's to my taste/mood, so I try to give that information in my reviews for myself when I'm considering rereading and also for other readers.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
July 23, 2020
Confession time…I have a thing for angels. The lore has always fascinated me. Along with the beauty, power, and of course—the feathers! But really I think I have a couple of movies to blame for my winged crush. I’ve traced it all back to an odd trio of—Michael E. Knight, Christopher Walken, and Cary Grant. Haha…Now that would make one hell of tea party right there. Anyway…..all that was a rambling way of saying I love a good angel story.
The Dichotomy of Angels introduced me to two new crushworthy angels—Nathaniel, a stubborn, grumpy “pain in the halo” and Chasen, a ray of sunshine. Chasen and Nathaniel are twin flames. Their souls are entwined and fated to be together. There seems to be a bit of a snag in the plan though. You see Chasen has been in love with Nathaniel for a long, long time, BUT Nathaniel has been denying and ignoring their fate and flame for almost 1000 years. A thousand! So the heavenly head honchos decide to pair them up on a last ditch effort mission on Earth to see if they can finally see the light and love between them. Their hearts and maybe even heaven itself is at stake. Can Chasen finally find the key to Nathaniel’s heart? Will Nathaniel finally find happiness and accept his fate?
And the mission? *rubs hands together in glee* Fake husbands who teach preschoolers in New York City! Gah! We have huge potential here for the fun, sexy, awkwardness of sharing a home and bed. Plus the joy and magic of teaching and interacting with kids to melt your heart. The best of both worlds! As husbands in human bodies, Nathaniel and Chasen encounter all sorts of adventures and sensations. Some fun, some painful, and some that could change their heavenly lives forever.
I loved the first half of this book. I mean come on! We get pretending to be married AND endless jokes of life on Earth. Oh, how I smiled and laughed at their love and discovery of toast, candy, and morning stiffies! But sadly, some jokes went on and on and on. If Nathaniel mentioned his annoyance about not being able to swear one more time, I was going to scream! And the living together fun was there, but it never grew or shined to its full potential.
I’m still very happy I met these two. Chasen and Nathaniel are both likeable, root for characters. I kept reading to the end, which means and says a lot to me. I’ll be reading more from N.R. Walker for sure.
January 15, 2020
One of the most original, heartwarming and giggle inducing PNR books I've ever read.
This unique twist on Angel Romance deserves a standing ovation.
👏👏👏👏👏
This unique twist on Angel Romance deserves a standing ovation.
👏👏👏👏👏
January 17, 2020
Much better than previous Walker books. It wasn't quite so cheesy, and had some great relationship angst.
May 11, 2021
2.75 This read a lot like Good Omens x Aziraphale/Crowley fanfiction and that’s okay
January 5, 2025
Book safety, content warnings, and tropes down below.
“There’s never been anyone else. No human, no angel, not in all the years past. How can there be when my soul is entwined with yours?”
I don’t know how but I don’t think I even knew this book existed, but once I found out I immediately started the audiobook. From the blurb and tropes you’d think the book is super angsty, but while it has a couple of sad moments, it really wasn’t bad.
I really enjoyed the concept and the way it was done and can definitely recommend it. N.R. Walker really can write anything, I’m sure of it.
“Humans still kill for their gods, only now they sacrifice other people’s children and not their own. They call it war, but it is still murder.”
I must admit I still don’t really understand why Nathaniel was resisting their bond for so long, even after finishing the book and hearing him explain. Guess he’s just a dumbass, lol. But not enough of a dumbass to make me dislike him properly, thankfully.
⬇️ Blanket spoiler warning ⬇️
⚠️ Tropes & content tags ⚠️
Fated mates
Angels
Paranormal romance
Working in heaven
Twin souls
Angels on earth
Fake relationship
Only one bed
Anxiety rep
Rejected mates
Virgin MCs
Pining
Slow burn
First times
Sexual exploration
Untouched orgasms
⚠️ Content warning ⚠️
MC with anxiety
Alcohol consumption
On-page intoxication
Religious trauma
Minor details of past child sacrifice (off page)
Grief and guilt
Explicit sexual content
Crisis of faith
Gun violence
MCs held hostage in robbery
MC shot and killed on page (angel form survives)
Crisis of faith
⚠️Book safety ⚠️
Cheating: No
Other person drama: No
Breakup: No
POV: 3rd person, multi
Genre: Paranormal romance
Pairing: M/M
Strict roles or versatile: Strict roles
Main characters’ age: Thousands
Series: Standalone
Kindle Unlimited: Yes
Pages: 258
Happy ending: Yes
“No. Nope. No. Absolutely not.” Nathaniel shook his head. “Actually, the enormity of the no I must insist upon should not be underestimated.”
Chasan and Nathaniel had to be together. That’s just how destiny worked. Except when Nathaniel refused.
“That there is no devil, no evil keeper of Hell that lurks and follows and lures people to evil. That the evil humans have attributed to Satan lurks within each of them. There is darkness in everyone. For some, it’s too big a beast to tame.”
The fate itself wasn’t cruel. The fact that Nathaniel didn’t want him was the very cruelest.
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“There’s never been anyone else. No human, no angel, not in all the years past. How can there be when my soul is entwined with yours?”
I don’t know how but I don’t think I even knew this book existed, but once I found out I immediately started the audiobook. From the blurb and tropes you’d think the book is super angsty, but while it has a couple of sad moments, it really wasn’t bad.
I really enjoyed the concept and the way it was done and can definitely recommend it. N.R. Walker really can write anything, I’m sure of it.
“Humans still kill for their gods, only now they sacrifice other people’s children and not their own. They call it war, but it is still murder.”
I must admit I still don’t really understand why Nathaniel was resisting their bond for so long, even after finishing the book and hearing him explain. Guess he’s just a dumbass, lol. But not enough of a dumbass to make me dislike him properly, thankfully.
⬇️ Blanket spoiler warning ⬇️
⚠️ Tropes & content tags ⚠️
Fated mates
Angels
Paranormal romance
Working in heaven
Twin souls
Angels on earth
Fake relationship
Only one bed
Anxiety rep
Rejected mates
Virgin MCs
Pining
Slow burn
First times
Sexual exploration
Untouched orgasms
⚠️ Content warning ⚠️
MC with anxiety
Alcohol consumption
On-page intoxication
Religious trauma
Minor details of past child sacrifice (off page)
Grief and guilt
Explicit sexual content
Crisis of faith
Gun violence
MCs held hostage in robbery
MC shot and killed on page (angel form survives)
Crisis of faith
⚠️Book safety ⚠️
Cheating: No
Other person drama: No
Breakup: No
POV: 3rd person, multi
Genre: Paranormal romance
Pairing: M/M
Strict roles or versatile: Strict roles
Main characters’ age: Thousands
Series: Standalone
Kindle Unlimited: Yes
Pages: 258
Happy ending: Yes
“No. Nope. No. Absolutely not.” Nathaniel shook his head. “Actually, the enormity of the no I must insist upon should not be underestimated.”
Chasan and Nathaniel had to be together. That’s just how destiny worked. Except when Nathaniel refused.
“That there is no devil, no evil keeper of Hell that lurks and follows and lures people to evil. That the evil humans have attributed to Satan lurks within each of them. There is darkness in everyone. For some, it’s too big a beast to tame.”
The fate itself wasn’t cruel. The fact that Nathaniel didn’t want him was the very cruelest.
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July 13, 2020
A weak story.
Nathaniel and Chasan are angels, fated to be each other's soul mate (a rare occurrence in Heaven—why, we're never told). Sent to Earth on the vaguest of missions, but one with unspecified world-shaking consequences, they end up as primary school teachers (with instructions to look out for 'a child'—uhhuh) & living in an apartment with—shock, horror—only one bed. Nathaniel, for reasons that aren't at all clear (can you see a pattern here?) won't acknowledge the bond with Chasan.
This makes for an unsatisfactory story-line because we just don't get why Nathaniel acts as he does, why the pair have to do what they're doing, what the stakes are. So it's hard to put up with Nathaniel's I-want-him-but-I-can't-have-him shilly-shallying. The book's also padded out with jolly interventions from their angelic bretheren which don't advance the plot either. I did love the sections of the story where they were getting to grips with teaching 24 four-year -olds: very sweet!
Nathaniel's back-story (which we discover about the 75% mark) is, in fact, properly traumatic, although the link between it and his rejection of Chasan is still opaque. Nevertheless,
Nathaniel and Chasan are angels, fated to be each other's soul mate (a rare occurrence in Heaven—why, we're never told). Sent to Earth on the vaguest of missions, but one with unspecified world-shaking consequences, they end up as primary school teachers (with instructions to look out for 'a child'—uhhuh) & living in an apartment with—shock, horror—only one bed. Nathaniel, for reasons that aren't at all clear (can you see a pattern here?) won't acknowledge the bond with Chasan.
This makes for an unsatisfactory story-line because we just don't get why Nathaniel acts as he does, why the pair have to do what they're doing, what the stakes are. So it's hard to put up with Nathaniel's I-want-him-but-I-can't-have-him shilly-shallying. The book's also padded out with jolly interventions from their angelic bretheren which don't advance the plot either. I did love the sections of the story where they were getting to grips with teaching 24 four-year -olds: very sweet!
Nathaniel's back-story (which we discover about the 75% mark) is, in fact, properly traumatic, although the link between it and his rejection of Chasan is still opaque. Nevertheless,
January 10, 2021
Reread/Relisten: February 2024
I think I am lowering this to a 3 star…😬
The narration still holds up, but it’s the characters specifically Nathaniel that really irritated me. He did too much push and pull for my liking and Chasan forgives him too easily!! Nathaniel needed to do more groveling to make up for his 1000+ years of shit he put Chasan through!
Original Read/Listen: January 2021
Audio: 5 stars, Nick J Russo is one of my go to narrators and he does a great job on this book!
Book: 3.5-4 stars
I started this book a long time ago and stopped 14% in, but for some reason I decided to take another stab at this book and I am glad i did. I listened to this on audio, and I really enjoyed the narrator! Will definitely listen to more books by him!
But this book while cute and wholesome, got really repetitive at times and I lost some interest on occasion but overall it was a sweet, cute read.
Chasan and Nathaniel are the epitome of opposites attract and I loved how patient Chasan was and while Nathaniel got really repetitive with his complaints his dedication to Chasan was adorable.
If you are on the fence about this book I recommend trying it out, especially the audiobook!
I think I am lowering this to a 3 star…😬
The narration still holds up, but it’s the characters specifically Nathaniel that really irritated me. He did too much push and pull for my liking and Chasan forgives him too easily!! Nathaniel needed to do more groveling to make up for his 1000+ years of shit he put Chasan through!
Original Read/Listen: January 2021
Audio: 5 stars, Nick J Russo is one of my go to narrators and he does a great job on this book!
Book: 3.5-4 stars
I started this book a long time ago and stopped 14% in, but for some reason I decided to take another stab at this book and I am glad i did. I listened to this on audio, and I really enjoyed the narrator! Will definitely listen to more books by him!
But this book while cute and wholesome, got really repetitive at times and I lost some interest on occasion but overall it was a sweet, cute read.
Chasan and Nathaniel are the epitome of opposites attract and I loved how patient Chasan was and while Nathaniel got really repetitive with his complaints his dedication to Chasan was adorable.
If you are on the fence about this book I recommend trying it out, especially the audiobook!
January 25, 2020
Angels. Love them, love them even more when they are falling in love.
I just binge watched Miracle workers which I surprisingly loved so I had no qualms about the humor in the first half of the book. After that it got old and repetitive and I was not a happy camper.
I did like the different departments though in Nathaniel's case I'm sure he would have liked something more for his swearing deficiency.
This book also has a kinky factor since the watchers were watching them on their own heavenly cctv.
I just binge watched Miracle workers which I surprisingly loved so I had no qualms about the humor in the first half of the book. After that it got old and repetitive and I was not a happy camper.
I did like the different departments though in Nathaniel's case I'm sure he would have liked something more for his swearing deficiency.
This book also has a kinky factor since the watchers were watching them on their own heavenly cctv.
February 17, 2020
This book is one of the most adorable things I've read!
Really it was just so sweet and warm, my heart was happy the entire time.
Chasan and Nathaniel are so adorable, I was basically screaming inside the whole time wanting to hug them both. Especially Nathaniel, he is grumpy and moody and he is totally my son, bless him.
If you want something very light, adorable and that'll make your day brighter, give this a try!
Really it was just so sweet and warm, my heart was happy the entire time.
Chasan and Nathaniel are so adorable, I was basically screaming inside the whole time wanting to hug them both. Especially Nathaniel, he is grumpy and moody and he is totally my son, bless him.
If you want something very light, adorable and that'll make your day brighter, give this a try!
January 18, 2020
I laughed a lot and I cried at one point, I totally enjoyed reading this unique story. Jill worded it perfectly during our BR, this book is cute but with so much depth!
It would be awesome if I could "summon" more books like this one! ;)
4.5 stars
It would be awesome if I could "summon" more books like this one! ;)
4.5 stars
January 2, 2020
4.5*
What a good holiday story, even if indirectly so. The feeling of it and the message is so proper for the current times.
I really enjoyed the portrayal of all things celestial or divine and I laughed and raged and fell in love along with the characters 💙
What a good holiday story, even if indirectly so. The feeling of it and the message is so proper for the current times.
I really enjoyed the portrayal of all things celestial or divine and I laughed and raged and fell in love along with the characters 💙
January 7, 2020
A Joyfully Jay review.
4 stars
I’m not quite sure what I was expecting from The Dichotomy of Angels, but for some reason, I didn’t anticipate the lightness mixed in with the more serious elements. I really enjoyed the humor here and the bits of snark and fun. Some of this comes at Nathaniel’s expense, as he expresses his frustration at the human world with which he is mostly unfamiliar, as well as his irritation that he lost his ability to smite and to swear when he came to Earth (even worse, the other angels can still do both). But there is also a lot of humor surrounding the various angels as they interact, as well as a sense of fun built into the whole heavenly machine running run the show. It gives the book a lightness that really works and balances nicely with the more intense themes. I also really enjoyed the world building here and the way heaven works and how the angels interact with humans and each other. There is enough detail to keep things well developed without taking over the story.
Read Jay’s review in its entirety here.
4 stars
I’m not quite sure what I was expecting from The Dichotomy of Angels, but for some reason, I didn’t anticipate the lightness mixed in with the more serious elements. I really enjoyed the humor here and the bits of snark and fun. Some of this comes at Nathaniel’s expense, as he expresses his frustration at the human world with which he is mostly unfamiliar, as well as his irritation that he lost his ability to smite and to swear when he came to Earth (even worse, the other angels can still do both). But there is also a lot of humor surrounding the various angels as they interact, as well as a sense of fun built into the whole heavenly machine running run the show. It gives the book a lightness that really works and balances nicely with the more intense themes. I also really enjoyed the world building here and the way heaven works and how the angels interact with humans and each other. There is enough detail to keep things well developed without taking over the story.
Read Jay’s review in its entirety here.
October 10, 2020
I’ve had this one on my TBR for a while, but kept putting it off because for some reason I expected something completely different than what I got. This book was unexpectedly ADORABLE. Nathaniel has got to be one of the cutest characters I’ve read in a while. Sure he’s super grumpy and curmudgeonly, but he’s also so sweet with animals and kids and just completely clueless to everything and I loved him. And Chasan was so perfect for him (obviously) with his light-hearted and loving nature. There was some heart wrenching moments too, balancing out the overall fluffy sweet moments, and just making this an all around great book.
May 11, 2020
What a surprise this was. I bought this on a whim and thoroughly had a great time with it. Well drawn out characters, intriguing plot, snarky dialogue, DRAMA, ANGST.
Only complaint about this book is that there are little to no descriptions for the characters. Also kind of tired of this trope but it’s manipulative AS FUCK to use your traumas just to act like an ass in your current relationship. Could’ve done without that. But all in all, had a good time with this one.
Only complaint about this book is that there are little to no descriptions for the characters. Also kind of tired of this trope but it’s manipulative AS FUCK to use your traumas just to act like an ass in your current relationship. Could’ve done without that. But all in all, had a good time with this one.
January 26, 2020
3.5 stars
August 11, 2026
A sometimes-funny, sometimes-serious story about love, destiny, and other heavenly disasters. Nathaniel and Chasan are no ordinary angels. Destiny chose them to be twin flames, fated mates. But Nathaniel has avoided Chasan for nearly a thousand years. When sent to Earth on a mission to live and work together, Nathaniel comes face-to-face with his destiny. Short-tempered, petulant, and grumpy, he hates the idea of being fated to anyone and has chosen an existence of isolation rather than spending time with the calm, kind, and serene Chasan. But now he has no choice. One is fire, the other is air; a true dichotomy of angels. Together they will be ignited, or they will be extinguished. This assignment will seal their fate either way.
I love this author and have read and own many of her books, but it has been quite some time since I have read one by her. One of my ladies from the senior citizen group I inherited at my library, brought this to me and said I could add it to my collection. I asked her if she had read it and she just blushed and grinned...so I take that as a "yes". I have loved this author's books for a long time, so I wasn't too surprised that the story, as well as the two bumbling characters were absolutely priceless! It’s the two characters and the abundant humor that makes this book shine, and most of it is the result of Nathaniel. He's an angel that hasn’t been on Earth in many, many centuries and now he's bumbling through all the modern technology and recent...to him... history. The human condition during the 1940s.utterly sends him into a coma of despair. He’s also struggling to get accustomed to his new "human body":)
I loved this from the book and just had to share it. I laughed until my poor husband came to see if I needed an ambulance:) “Oh, Heaven’s mercy.” Was his skin leaking? He looked at the palm he’d pressed to his forehead. There was definitely moisture. “Why is my skin leaking!!?? No one ever told me human skin leaks. Chasan what is happening to me? Am I dissolving? Can humans actually do that??” Poor Chasan!
N.R. Walker compels us to contemplate the idea of angels actually walking among us. Her ideas of Heaven are beyond merely comical. For example, there is the "Hell Department", which Nathaniel oversees...it's a fun place for the angel employees, with poetry readings, Karaoke nights, and a monthly book club. Sound a bit like my senior citizen library group. I think my guys would really enjoy a Hell Department. :)
Nathaniel and Chasen's mission among the "Earth Humans", is to pose as a married couple who will be teaching preschoolers in New York City. That alone sounded like a Hell Club to me:) They will have to make sure that a single child, just one in their class, is destined for greatness...BUT... they don’t know the identity of that one special child. They also, as you can guess, don't know anything about teaching four-year-olds, Nathaniel remarks: “I can do this! It’s just like Hell … but with snacks and naps.” Oh, Nathanial, you don't know how close to the truth you are!
If Nathaniel rejects Chasan at the end of the mission, it could have grave consequences, so Saint Peter has every available angel watching and helping the couple. On a positive note, the sex between the two virgin men was shall we say, "interesting... I also again had to laugh which caused my poor husband to check on my sanity and well-being once again...since I had now learned that they had to finally resort to watching lots of porn to learn all the "ins and outs" so to speak.
The epilogue was a one which occurred decade ago, in human years.... and in the future, which is not a long-time ago at all in "Heavenly Time".
The secondary characters, which were mostly angels, were well feathered...I mean fleshed, out. In keeping with an author of N.R. Walker’s caliber, you couldn't expect anything but superior workmanship. Overall...not quite like most same-sex romance novels. This little gem can best be described as a clever offering filled with humor, and enjoyment...so of course I definitely recommend it. Actually, I would recommend any of N.R. Walker's creations.
I love this author and have read and own many of her books, but it has been quite some time since I have read one by her. One of my ladies from the senior citizen group I inherited at my library, brought this to me and said I could add it to my collection. I asked her if she had read it and she just blushed and grinned...so I take that as a "yes". I have loved this author's books for a long time, so I wasn't too surprised that the story, as well as the two bumbling characters were absolutely priceless! It’s the two characters and the abundant humor that makes this book shine, and most of it is the result of Nathaniel. He's an angel that hasn’t been on Earth in many, many centuries and now he's bumbling through all the modern technology and recent...to him... history. The human condition during the 1940s.utterly sends him into a coma of despair. He’s also struggling to get accustomed to his new "human body":)
I loved this from the book and just had to share it. I laughed until my poor husband came to see if I needed an ambulance:) “Oh, Heaven’s mercy.” Was his skin leaking? He looked at the palm he’d pressed to his forehead. There was definitely moisture. “Why is my skin leaking!!?? No one ever told me human skin leaks. Chasan what is happening to me? Am I dissolving? Can humans actually do that??” Poor Chasan!
N.R. Walker compels us to contemplate the idea of angels actually walking among us. Her ideas of Heaven are beyond merely comical. For example, there is the "Hell Department", which Nathaniel oversees...it's a fun place for the angel employees, with poetry readings, Karaoke nights, and a monthly book club. Sound a bit like my senior citizen library group. I think my guys would really enjoy a Hell Department. :)
Nathaniel and Chasen's mission among the "Earth Humans", is to pose as a married couple who will be teaching preschoolers in New York City. That alone sounded like a Hell Club to me:) They will have to make sure that a single child, just one in their class, is destined for greatness...BUT... they don’t know the identity of that one special child. They also, as you can guess, don't know anything about teaching four-year-olds, Nathaniel remarks: “I can do this! It’s just like Hell … but with snacks and naps.” Oh, Nathanial, you don't know how close to the truth you are!
If Nathaniel rejects Chasan at the end of the mission, it could have grave consequences, so Saint Peter has every available angel watching and helping the couple. On a positive note, the sex between the two virgin men was shall we say, "interesting... I also again had to laugh which caused my poor husband to check on my sanity and well-being once again...since I had now learned that they had to finally resort to watching lots of porn to learn all the "ins and outs" so to speak.
The epilogue was a one which occurred decade ago, in human years.... and in the future, which is not a long-time ago at all in "Heavenly Time".
The secondary characters, which were mostly angels, were well feathered...I mean fleshed, out. In keeping with an author of N.R. Walker’s caliber, you couldn't expect anything but superior workmanship. Overall...not quite like most same-sex romance novels. This little gem can best be described as a clever offering filled with humor, and enjoyment...so of course I definitely recommend it. Actually, I would recommend any of N.R. Walker's creations.
January 13, 2020
3.5-4 stars!
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