A bit disappointing.
This is a novel, which pretends to be a fictional diary in which the French courtesan "Marie" Alphonsine Dupplessis, narrates the most important events of her life.
Her story begins with her childhood, filled with abandonment, violence, and neglect, Alphonsine never meets her mother, who ran away because Alphonsine's father beat her, so Alphonsine and her older sister Delphine grow up with distant relatives who are very poor. Eventually, the sisters are separated and Alphonsine is abandoned at age 12 because they can no longer support her, so she must live as a beggar, after many bitter experiences, Alphonsine gets a job, and although things improve a bit and it seems that she will have an honest but very humble life, like any country girl, her father has other plans, he basically prostitutes and sells her. That's how Alphonsine learns that her body is worth money, and money can buy EVERYTHING, she ends up in Paris, where Alphonse meets with her paternal relatives, they welcome her warmly and Alphonse is happy as never in her life, but at 15 years old being very beautiful, she catches the attention of an older man with some money. It is then that she is forced to makes the decision that will change the course of her life, she accepts the man as her "protector" (lover), he installs her in a small apartment and assigns her a modest monthly pension, this turns her into a fallen woman, and distances her from her family, but it also transforms her life, Alphonsine goes from being a poor country girl, to a well-dressed, free and independent young woman, but immediately she is consumed by luxury, ambition and the mismanagement of her finances, her lover can't pay all she wants and leaves her, but Alphonsine is not long in getting a new and better "protector", and then another, another and many more come and go from her life, some return, others do not, some leave deep marks on her, like her first great love who abandons her without a word, another with whom she has a child, another who uses her, another who denies his friendship but uses her to write a novel, and her last great love who shattered her pride.
As the years go by, Alphonsine becomes the most famous and sought-after courtesan in Paris, her lifestyle is more luxurious than that of a queen, but her life never ceases to be stormy and tragic.
Most of the chapters are narrated in the first person by her, but time to time we have chapters written by a friend of Marie who is also a journalist, Romain, he reflects on what Marie is going through, adds a little of his experience and judges certain things.
The first chapters are totally heartbreaking and hard to read, I read a couple of biographies of Alphonsine a while ago, and I knew that her childhood had been horrible, something that seems straight out of a horror movie, but I didn't expect to be so sad with this novel. I almost cried at times reading how an innocent girl was the victim of so much abandonment, so much lack of affection, lack of consideration, so much emotional and physical abuse, not only by her family but by an entire town. So if you're not ready to read something this strong, you should think twice before reading this book. However, something worth applauding is that the author handles this part of the story very well, she transmits the emotions, the longings, and the confusions of a girl, but without being explicit, especially what has to do with sexual abuse, the author doesn't go into grotesque details, and almost always gives only the information necessary for us to understand what she wants to tell us.
Now that's the first 35% of the book, what comes after is a lighter read as it tells us about her life in Paris, especially her career as a courtesan, here Alhponsine experiences not only pain, but also luxury, love, happiness etc. Unfortunately, this is where the novel began to disappoint me, which I regretted a lot because it was the part of the novel that I most wanted to read, but unfortunately it didn't work and it makes me not be able to give this book more than 3 stars, but of course I'm going to explain where it failed for me:
1) Alphonsine had many lovers (clients) although her career was very short, and generally, she had several lovers in the same period of time, most of them were very famous, either because of their noble title, their artistic career or their family lineage, so obviously it was impossible for the author to go into details of every relationship that Alphonsine had, especially because although they are famous, there is no exact record of how and when the relationships began or the exact end of them, BUT there are certain relationships that were important to the plot, and that the author does not bother to explore, for example Alphonsine's first love, the author tells us that it was her second protector, but the first man who taught her passion and tenderness, but also the man who made Alphonsine become a mercenary, and hate men, because seeking to protect his fortune, this man left Alphonsine without explanation, which broke her heart, my problem is that we are not told anything about that relationship, what made Alphonsine love him? What special virtues did he have? How was the farewell? How did Alphonsine discover that he would not return with her? What made their sex different and special for Alhponsine? NOTHING, everything is summarized in 4 lines. And that is how it was with most of Alphonsine's relationships, even the most important ones, in some cases there are not even conversations between them, the author only writes something like "we made love with our eyes" we became lovers, it's over (really even her great loves don't span a page). We are not allowed to get to know them or appreciate their relationship with her, we are not allowed to see how and why the relationships were different as time went by and with each man that came into her life, the worst thing is that the novel gives the impression that she does not know them either, and it may be true in some cases, if we consider that she was a courtesan, but in most cases, she spent years living with some of her lovers, and here she barely mentions them, that was frustrating to the core.
And besides her lovers in general, all the characters, friends, companions, employees, family, come and go from the novel without further information, it is never explained what happens to them, why do they leave, where do they go, where are they? What do they do? Why did they move away? NOTHING, NOTHING is known, I thought that maybe in an epilogue they would tell us what happened to them but NOOOOO!!! The worst thing is that at the end, out of nowhere, people appear who had not even been mentioned and they turn out to be crucial... So the universe that this novel creates is extremely strange and does not work.
2) The diary format is a resource that many authors use to tell the life of historical figures, because it allows them to limit the story to their experiences and tell what they lived with more detail and feeling, but it rarely works, here not only does it not work, it is not even well done, this NEVER seems like a diary, apart from the first chapters, Alphonsine rarely expresses her feelings or her opinions, as one would expect in a diary, rather she makes far-fetched phrases that say nothing about her, she never expresses personal experiences, only general aspects of her career, the idea of having a SECRET personal diary like this, is to be able to put things in there that you would not dare to tell anyone or that you do not want to say, things that you find hard to tell others, or that embarrass you, but there is nothing like this here.
Now, why Romain? I understand that the author wants to have another point of view in the story, that's why she includes the chapters that "supposedly" a friend of Alphonsine narrates, but I don't understand the choice of Romain to be that other narrator, historically Romain existed, he was a journalist of little fame who said he was a friend of Alphonsine and who wrote a book about her, but besides his sayings Romain does not appear in any other source as a close friend of Alphonsine, not to mention that he never appeared during her illness, he did not help her in any way, in my opinion he only knew her superficially and briefly, he took advantage of that to sell a book like many others at that time, but Ok let's leave the history aside, in the novel Romain does not contribute ANYTHING to the story, it is assumed that they grew up in the same town and that his family always appreciated Alphonsine, but they never did ANYTHING for her, and Romain was not even her childhood friend, he does not care if she lives or dies, he doesn't even think about her, until they meet again years later she is already a famous courtesan, and even then she is the one who begs him to be friends, he accepts and out of nowhere she reveals very private secrets to him, why would she do that? It is not realistic or logical, I would expect her to be so eager for someone of more value like Marcel who was her first time, and the boy who gave her food when she needed the most, I don't know anyone better but also although Romain and Alphonsine lived in Paris and were "friends" Romain was never with Alphonsine they met a maximum of 5 times in the entire novel, so he doesn't know anything extra nor does he tell us anything NEW, all he does is reflect on what Alphonsine just said, or on Alphonsine's actions, and he doesn't even do it in an interesting way, because honestly her decisions are incomprehensible, I think that sometimes not even she could explain them, so what is he going to explain to us? an upper middle class man, who had no shortages, with all the options at his feet, with freedom and without problems?? NOTHING..... so he was not a very good narrator and honestly I don't understand why the author chose him, even Alphonsine's dead mother would have been a better choice.
3) Now to be honest Alphonsine is not an easy character to approach, she may seem bad from many points of view, she promoted infidelity and took advantage of men that sometimes were immature and inexperienced, but she didn't have many options, and men also took advantage of her, and somehow life led her to be what she was. So she was neither a villain nor a heroine, but both, but above all she was an intelligent woman, she was not the only courtesan of her time but she was the best, at only 18 she was already the most sought after and the best paid, what's more, she did not end badly with her ex lovers, they remained friends and were even good to her, she achieved that writers, musicians, nobles, politicians and merchants not only liked her, THEY FELL IN LOVE WITH HER!!!, she left more than one man bankrupt and that is not only achieved with beauty and youth, many more skills are required, intelligence, culture, discretion, tact etc....... NONE OF THAT is shown here, in the novel Alphonsine is more of a femme fatale, who destroys men with her beauty without many reasons, but besides her beauty and youth she does not show more virtues, her historical capacity to sustain any topic of conversation, is not seen here, she does not talk about culture, literature, history, we never see her entertain men, or captivate them and she is not even charming, rather she is capricious, moody, frivolous and foolish, I was surprised that super rich men crawled at her feet and forgave her everything, because honestly she does not have any virtues even as a lover, courtesans are supposed to be more than lovers, they were psychologists for their rich lovers and great company, Alphonsine in the novel is never interested in her lovers, nor in treating them well, we do not even see her conquer or attract any. I was also angry that her character had no development, the 15 year old Alphonsine who wants more dresses because they are pretty, is the same one we see at 23, it seems that NOTHING alters her, neither maturity, nor remorse, nor happiness NOTHING. Another thing is that we only see Alphonsine suffer, sometimes without reason, she goes from being a girl in rags to the best dressed woman in France, but that is barely mentioned. Do you really think she doesn't jump for joy when her fortune improves? That she doesn't celebrate going from being a beggar to having the best food, employees and a million-dollar house? Well, here that is not shown, she describes herself as melancholic all the time... 😑🙄😖
The worst thing is that the author does not give us nuances, Alphonsine always has a tendency to be bad, especially with people who do not deserve it, men who are good to her and who truly show her affection, support, help, and she is horrible with them for no reason, the author justifies everything with her childhood which works a couple of times but when we see her act good and soft with people who do not deserve it like Romain, or the count who uses her, then I did not understand ANYTHING...🤷 And God how it frustrated me, look, I know that sometimes people make bad decisions and we cling to them, but reading Alphonsine make bad decision after bad decision after bad decision annoyed me, she had so many good options, alternatives and she rejected all of them for no reason. And the way she changed her mind, just killed me, today she loved someone but tomorrow she hated him, but then she loved him, today she wanted a simple life but tomorrow she didn't and the next day she did and then she didn't... Today she wanted to be good, but she wasn't, but then she did but then she didn't etc...😵
I'm sorry but I have to be honest this isn't the Alphonsine I imagine, nor do I think this does justice to the historical character, I can't agree with this portrait, I expected to read a balance of bad and good, but all I got was a silly, capricious and impossible to understand woman, and although I'm sure she had a bit of all that, I know there was more in her.
As I said, Alphonsine is a complex character, perhaps impossible to understand, because her UNIQUE decisions respond to her circumstances, which were UNIQUE, but beyond the fact that her way of life was and still is reprehensible or questionable, there will always be a degree of admiration in me for her, she was born into absolute poverty, she was abandoned, mistreated, ignored, abused, and with almost no education, no connections, no money, no help, but she built herself, she cultivated herself, she learned, she understood and she overcame being a girl with rags and no shoes to become the most important courtesan in France, loved, idolized and still immortalized, who could not admire her beyond her methods? But here I never felt that admiration, rather I wanted to shake her for being so stupid and stubborn and that doesn't do her justice, the Alphonsine of history was so intelligent that she ended her love affairs on good terms, which was not easy, and she kept the most important men as allies, here she mistreats them, ignores them and ends badly with all of them, the real one got a noble title that she used to her advantage, here she doesn't even use it, the historical one kept a man in love until after her death, this Alphonsine of the novel barely had a friend who never held on when she needed him, the historical one was discreet and that's why she had more and more men after her, the Alphonsine of the novel, behaves vulgar, seduces men in public and uses a camellia to indicate that she is menstruating, IN THE THEATRE!!! First of all that's fiction and second, who could say that that is delicate, sexy and discreet? NONE
4) I know it's a novel, I can't expect much accuracy, and I can tell that the author did a lot of research, but I still found it strange that she deviated so much from some historical aspects, some I understand for creative reasons like the subject of the camellias, or the chronology of her love affairs that is not precise, but other aspects are besides inaccurate illogical, Alphonsine was a courtesan for about 8 years, she dealt with all kinds of men and they were all so stupid with her? DID NO ONE MISTREAT HER? .....
She neve have problema with the wives ???
Seriously, a person is convalescing from tuberculosis for 5 years? Without dying? In that time? WITHOUT INFECTING ANYONE!!!!!!¡? And you're telling me that a woman on the verge of death with a highly contagious and fatal disease in that time was having sex with a lot of men but no one got infected? And did they see her spit blood, turn pale, have diarrhea but they kept getting excited and wanting to buy her nights madly? MMMM NOP that's why she died with so many debts
, the last months of her life nobody was interested in her because she was not attractive, nor useful as a courtesan.......
5)Another thing that was greatly lacking for me, were the details about her life as a courtesan, and I'm not just referring to her love affairs, but to other interesting aspects such as:
The precaution against pregnancy, the subject is barely mentioned, and it was something that a courtesan could not take lightly, magically Alphonsine did not get pregnant during her first sexual encounters, which is not only illogical, considering that she could get pregnant, it is also absurd that being "the courtesan" of the moment, Alphonsine did not stop to consider what a pregnancy would be for her, (it could be very good or very bad), this happened long time ago but THERE WERE ways used to avoid pregnancy.
The beauty rituals that courtesans used: Beauty was a fundamental part, Alphonsine was naturally beautiful, BUT there were still many things that women in her time had to do to bring out their beauty and maintain it, many courtesans exercised, watched their food intake, applied very strange ointments, and even they believed that eating weird things helped them, here at most it is mentioned that she pinched her cheeks.....
The sometimes aggressive competition between courtesans: The courtesans were not always friendly with each other, and always competed, from clothes, jewelry and lovers, the competition could lead to physical aggression or fights, here some contemporary courtesans of Alphonsine are barely mentioned, not to mention any rivalry or discord, which is not real.
Sexual diseases? Alphonsine lived more than 2 centuries ago, BUT already then there was information and knowledge of diseases such as syphilis, in fact it is believed that she died from it, prostitutes and courtesans were better informed than other ladies in society about the dangers, and also had their own methods to take care of themselves, men, especially the rich ones, also knew the dangers, many were not aware but others were, and took precautions, here that is not even mentioned, which is crazy, do you really think that someone so sought after and well paid would not have a good reputation regarding her intimate health? Absurd.....
Now I'm not saying it's a bad book, it has some well-done things, I think the author manages to tell a story that is not easy, and although it is not the best narrative, it is not the worst, but I would be lying if I said that it lived up to my expectations.