Actual rating: 4.5 stars
This was so good! Absolutely not what I expected (I don't know why?) but very very good.
Forgotten Monster is definitely my jam, because it's set in a fantasy world but focuses on pretty intimate stakes. Taisce wants to find his brother who is running after magic and legends, and away from his responsabilities. Sef, well. Sef wants to die. To be honest, he's been due for a long time, but curses happen, you know.
Anyway. I loved the stakes. I loved the travelling together and the kind-of-forced proximity, and the interactions that led to.
Which leads us to my main point here: I loved the characters so much. And you can't make me love a book if I don't love the characters. I did. I wasn't surprised, though, because having read most of J. Emery's shorter works, I trust them with this.
The main characters are both assholes. Like, this sounded a hell lot of an assholes-to-lovers romance to me. If this is not a thing already, let's make it one. They're both assholes in different ways. Taisce is this noble kid who spent most of his life with books, not a lot of it outside and/or with people. He's a snob, he's entitled, he's not nice. If you're expecting him to start questioning his nobility or how he treats people who aren't the same rank as he is... well, not gonna happen.
Sef is an asshole of a whole another level. I mean, when you're immortal and a professional bad-decisions maker, I guess it can only lead to this. He's a criminal with a shady past and I LOVE HIM ALRIGHT, but technically yes he's very much not a nice guy.
They both don't treat my man Finn super right but once I've accepted the fact they were both complete assholes, it was okay.
The romance and the plot both were a lot of fun. It's hate-to-love and I love this trope when I feel like it's well done, which it was. It's also slow burn, *at least* where feelings are concerned. I loved seeing Taisce and Sef getting closer and more comfortable with each other (there's still a fair deal of yelling at each other, I guess, but, you know. Assholes to lovers).
I was pretty much in love with those last few chapters and discovering all of Sef's past. It was. Fantastic. I love him in all of his bastard of a man glory.
I have One (1) petty comment though: I wanted to like Finn!!! And I did!!! But also I felt like beside Sef and Taisce, the side characters were kinda flat and, I mean. At least Finn could have had more moments/development because he was pretty important/present the whole time and I still felt like he could have been a much cooler character (also yeah they both treat him a bit like shit. But. Entitled Assholes. Learn to love them anyway).
Special mention to: the fantastic chapter titles, the werewolves, and the obsession with fantastic hair.
TW: blood/violence, death, mentions of suicidal ideations, anxiety & PTSD, mention of fatal illness, explicit sex (all TWs are mentionned at the beginning of the book, too)