Some of these poems are 1700 years old. Seventeen hundred years old. One thousand, seven hundred years old. We live barely a hundred years, so the immensity of time between us and them is astonishing. It is like the unfathomability of geologic time. I think of a poem that personifies love for me like ee cummings:
I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart) I am never without it (anywhere
I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)
A lot of these poems in this collection are super flowery and would be considered fairly corny by our measure (or mine at least.) But it was so rewarding to look past that, and absorb the sense of ancient-ness, of antiquity, of the connection between the physical world and feeling, and I loved that. They wrote of unrequited love really well, and it makes you think, how ancient is yearning, centuries ago, they knew what that was like! I didn't find any poems that seemed to dig very deep into the hallowed air of committed, gritty, survive-disaster love; but the life expectancy perhaps precluded that. The book's intro disclaims the fact that married love was not celebrated, but illicit love with courtesans, so take that for what it is worth. Some are from a female voice, but are lost to us as anonymous.
I wish the book contained the original Chinese characters, since the art of calligraphy is quite beautiful on its own. I wonder longingly what the characters for endlessness and ephemera and ancient look like. Is there a different character for the endlessness of a road versus the endlessness of love or snow? That would be apt material for a poem about yearning...
A River-Long Love
I live at the upper end of the River,
and at the lower end live you;
every day I long to see you but cannot,
though from the same River we drink.
When will the River go dry?
When can my sorrow come to an end?
Only may your heart be like mine,
my love for you will not be in vain.
Li Chih-Yi
Ancient Poem
Deep green lies the grass along the river.
Far away the road stretches, a road without end.
I dare not think of the endlessness of that road.
Last night I saw him in a dream.
In a dream I had him here beside me.
Suddenly I awoke to feel again his absence.
Far, far away us he in unknown lands.
I turn away, not daring to see his empty place.
From a far place there has come a guest.
He has brought me a present of a pair of carp.
I order the little boy to prepare them;
and in one of them he finds a strip of paper.
kneeling down, I read it.
The first line says:
Cherish thyself for me.
the second line says:
think of me always.
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