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River City Romances #1
A Fluid State
Patrick returns from a tour of duty to find his son very different. Peter is dressing in girl's clothes, and his hair is too long, and he's obsessed with drag queens. None of that sits well with Patrick. Patrick then meets the drag queen Ann Moore, and starts to hang out with them. Andrew is one of River City's best drag queens. As Ann Moore, he dazzles adults and children alike. When one of those children's fathers wants to find out more about what his son is enjoying, Andrew is happy to guide him. It doesn't hurt that Patrick is ridiculously hot. Hot and straight though.The friendship that forms is unlikely, and even more unlikely, Patrick and Andrew find themselves faced with a chemistry they cannot deny."Such a good love story. And what an amazing road was what Patrick took- from a straight army guy to this awesomness. LOVED LOVED LOVED it so much! The chemistry was so good, I couldn't wait them to be together, and OMG the sex scene was super hot! This book is a really good one. I am so happy that I picked this to read. Amazing story with cute love and romantic scenes. Just perfect. " - Goodreads Reviewer"this was amazing. i loved seeing this dad trying to undderstand and finding people to help him understand. i loved his kiddo.. these two were just adorable.. and then the chemistry between andrew and patrick was electric. i enjoyed this a lot." - Goodreads Reviewer"a fantastic book that has earned its place in my reread list. It is a contemporary m/m romance that burns slow, especially since tone of the main characters is "straight" before meeting the other character awakens new feelings within him. It has serious themes - bullying, self discovery, self awareness, questioning, acceptance and other drama. But it also has a sweetness and a great relationship not only between Patrick and Andrew but between Patrick and his son, Peter" - Goodreads Reader
280 pages, Kindle Edition
Published January 1, 2020
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Rob Browatzke
13 books55 followersRob Browatzke has been writing for as long as he can remember, and is pretty darn excited for someone else to be reading his stuff finally! When it comes to gay bars and booze and drugs and drama, he knows what he's talking about. He came out in the mid-90s, and liquor and drama went hand in hand. He has 15+ years of experience working in gay clubs in Edmonton, Alberta, and his current Wonderlounge is every bit as amazing as Alex's Wonderland. Rob is now 3+ years clean and sober, although there's still a bit of drama once in a while, for old times' sake.
Rob loves the growing market for gay fiction and m/m romance. There are some incredible authors out there, and it's important to be able to see in print (or on the screen) stories about people just like us. Coming out, our relationships, the issues we face, we all have stories to tell. And this book is just one of the stories coming out of Wonderland.
Rob loves the growing market for gay fiction and m/m romance. There are some incredible authors out there, and it's important to be able to see in print (or on the screen) stories about people just like us. Coming out, our relationships, the issues we face, we all have stories to tell. And this book is just one of the stories coming out of Wonderland.
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January 3, 2020
When Patrick returns from a tour of duty after two years he finds that his son now likes dressing in girl’s clothes and is obsessed with drag queens. At first he feels uncomfortable but he loves his son and wants to understand him. He meets Andrew who is a drag queen and they start talking. Andrew helps Patrick understand and guides him and they soon become friends. As their friendship develops they discover that they have deeper feelings for each other and a chemistry they can’t deny.
This story was absolutely fantastic! Patrick’s awakening about his sexuality felt so natural and it was so well written, it was a joy to read. Andrew and Patrick seem very different but they work beautifully as a couple. Patrick’s character development was really well done and Andrew was the most patient and sweetest character ever! Also, Peter, Patrick’s son was adorable.
I only have great things to say about this book. Well written, fantastic characters, very diverse. I loved every word! I really recommend it!
I received an ARC of this book for an honest review.
This story was absolutely fantastic! Patrick’s awakening about his sexuality felt so natural and it was so well written, it was a joy to read. Andrew and Patrick seem very different but they work beautifully as a couple. Patrick’s character development was really well done and Andrew was the most patient and sweetest character ever! Also, Peter, Patrick’s son was adorable.
I only have great things to say about this book. Well written, fantastic characters, very diverse. I loved every word! I really recommend it!
I received an ARC of this book for an honest review.
January 4, 2020
Rob Browatzke's A Fluid State is a beautiful story.
Home from Afghanistan, Patrick's the typical macho, straight man who's struggling with his son Peter's clothing choices. Then he meets Andrew, a drag queen who helps Patrick understand Peter better.
I adore how supportive Patrick's ex wife is about Peter. And I'm enamored by the development of Patrick's acceptance and support. He's the perfect illustration of being uncomfortable with something one doesn't understand. As he gets to know Andrew, he slowly starts to open his eyes to why someone is femme, and that it's okay to be femme. The author expertly explores that one's clothes doesn't define them, and I love every minute.
This is a story of fear and confusion. It has some super hot first times, as Patrick has never been with a man before. And damn, there's plenty of steam.
I love the author's writing style. He treats the issue of gender fluidity with understanding and care. The dialogue is fantastic and the characters are well developed, with their feelings jumping off the page.
In the end, I find that A Fluid State is one of those books that should be read by everyone. Not necessarily for the romance, although that part is fantastic, but because it's a wonderful story of acceptance and understanding. After all, "We are what we are." Rob Browatzke excels in carrying out a tender lesson while never making it feel preachy. I can't recommend this one enough.
Home from Afghanistan, Patrick's the typical macho, straight man who's struggling with his son Peter's clothing choices. Then he meets Andrew, a drag queen who helps Patrick understand Peter better.
I adore how supportive Patrick's ex wife is about Peter. And I'm enamored by the development of Patrick's acceptance and support. He's the perfect illustration of being uncomfortable with something one doesn't understand. As he gets to know Andrew, he slowly starts to open his eyes to why someone is femme, and that it's okay to be femme. The author expertly explores that one's clothes doesn't define them, and I love every minute.
This is a story of fear and confusion. It has some super hot first times, as Patrick has never been with a man before. And damn, there's plenty of steam.
I love the author's writing style. He treats the issue of gender fluidity with understanding and care. The dialogue is fantastic and the characters are well developed, with their feelings jumping off the page.
In the end, I find that A Fluid State is one of those books that should be read by everyone. Not necessarily for the romance, although that part is fantastic, but because it's a wonderful story of acceptance and understanding. After all, "We are what we are." Rob Browatzke excels in carrying out a tender lesson while never making it feel preachy. I can't recommend this one enough.
January 3, 2020
First read of the new year, and what an awesome first read it was!
This author is new to me, so it's always a bit risky to read from a new-to-me author, but it was a good experience. This book was so good, I loved every page of it.
The characters were lovely and uique, I loved Andrew and his drag, Ann too. Loved Patrick and how open minden and cool was. Loved the relationship between Patrick and his son, Peter. Peter was a cool kid and loved his character too! But the best, the friendship, the attraction, the horniness and the LOVE between Patrick and Andrew.
Such a good love story. And what an amazing road was what Patrick took- from a straight army guy to this awesomness. LOVED LOVED LOVED it so much!
The chemistry was so good, I couldn't wait them to be together, and OMG the sex scene was super hot!
This book is a really good one. I am so happy that I picked this to read. Amazing story with cute love and romantic scenes. Just perfect.
HIGHLY recommend this!
This author is new to me, so it's always a bit risky to read from a new-to-me author, but it was a good experience. This book was so good, I loved every page of it.
The characters were lovely and uique, I loved Andrew and his drag, Ann too. Loved Patrick and how open minden and cool was. Loved the relationship between Patrick and his son, Peter. Peter was a cool kid and loved his character too! But the best, the friendship, the attraction, the horniness and the LOVE between Patrick and Andrew.
Such a good love story. And what an amazing road was what Patrick took- from a straight army guy to this awesomness. LOVED LOVED LOVED it so much!
The chemistry was so good, I couldn't wait them to be together, and OMG the sex scene was super hot!
This book is a really good one. I am so happy that I picked this to read. Amazing story with cute love and romantic scenes. Just perfect.
HIGHLY recommend this!
January 6, 2020
this was amazing. i loved seeing this dad trying to undderstand and finding people to help him understand. i loved his kiddo.. these two were just adorable.. and then the chemistry between andrew and patrick was electric. i enjoyed this a lot.
January 13, 2020
Great story in need of editing
A Fluid State was a great story with a promising premise. I really enjoyed the story, the characters, and the fun, bantering dialogue. Rob Browatzke did a nice job with character growth in Patrick. He started out as a typical macho, masculine, straight guy, and slowly evolved and broadened his thinking in order to accept his son and be a supportive, loving father. It was beautiful; the kind of parenting every questioning preteen and teen deserves. The author’s depiction of Patrick’s struggle to understand was so accurate that I found myself cringing at his awkward thoughts and questions, only to remember Patrick is pushing through his comfort zone in order to understand and accept. Andrew is delightful, funny and sweet. I enjoyed his willingness to answer any and every question Patrick had, even when they bordered on insulting. But he patiently and assertively responded, in order to help Patrick understand what he was questioning in his son and eventually in himself.
The reason I gave this story 3 stars is because the frequent typos and errors threw off the flow of a lovely tale. A few errors here and there don’t bother me as reader, but these errors took me out of the story and left me frustrated. There were basic mistakes like then/them and has/had. There were bigger mistakes like when Patrick went out into the yard to join Andrew who was starting a fire: “He stepped out into the year. Andrew was hunched over the fire, a stick in head...”. One can only assume he was in the yard, stick in hand. And there were some inconsistencies like when Patrick‘s ex wife Christy dropped off their son for the weekend. Patrick invited her to plan to stay for dinner Sunday at pickup time. Then several pages later he invited Andrew to have dinner Sunday after Christy picks up Peter. These are errors that could be picked up by some trustworthy beta readers and an editor. At one point I honestly wondered if perhaps the author had mistakenly uploaded the unedited file.
That being said, A Fluid State is a great story and Rob Browatzke has a great deal of potential. I plan to keep an eye out for what he publishes next (hopefully tighter and more polished).
A Fluid State was a great story with a promising premise. I really enjoyed the story, the characters, and the fun, bantering dialogue. Rob Browatzke did a nice job with character growth in Patrick. He started out as a typical macho, masculine, straight guy, and slowly evolved and broadened his thinking in order to accept his son and be a supportive, loving father. It was beautiful; the kind of parenting every questioning preteen and teen deserves. The author’s depiction of Patrick’s struggle to understand was so accurate that I found myself cringing at his awkward thoughts and questions, only to remember Patrick is pushing through his comfort zone in order to understand and accept. Andrew is delightful, funny and sweet. I enjoyed his willingness to answer any and every question Patrick had, even when they bordered on insulting. But he patiently and assertively responded, in order to help Patrick understand what he was questioning in his son and eventually in himself.
The reason I gave this story 3 stars is because the frequent typos and errors threw off the flow of a lovely tale. A few errors here and there don’t bother me as reader, but these errors took me out of the story and left me frustrated. There were basic mistakes like then/them and has/had. There were bigger mistakes like when Patrick went out into the yard to join Andrew who was starting a fire: “He stepped out into the year. Andrew was hunched over the fire, a stick in head...”. One can only assume he was in the yard, stick in hand. And there were some inconsistencies like when Patrick‘s ex wife Christy dropped off their son for the weekend. Patrick invited her to plan to stay for dinner Sunday at pickup time. Then several pages later he invited Andrew to have dinner Sunday after Christy picks up Peter. These are errors that could be picked up by some trustworthy beta readers and an editor. At one point I honestly wondered if perhaps the author had mistakenly uploaded the unedited file.
That being said, A Fluid State is a great story and Rob Browatzke has a great deal of potential. I plan to keep an eye out for what he publishes next (hopefully tighter and more polished).
January 5, 2020
Patrick has just returned from a 2 year tour of duty. In that time not only had his son grown up and started to like the complete opposite to Patrick he is also dressing more gender fluid. When Patrick wants to try understand Peter a little better he go’s to his afternoon gathering at the library only to discover it was run by a drag queen ann more.
In a bid to understand his son better peter starts to spend time with andrew aka Ann this blossoms into an unexpected friendship that leads them both to places neither ever expected.
I loved Peter and for me he made the story I wish all kids now a days could be like him. At the start I wasn’t sure about Patrick but as the story progressed I got to like him and I really enjoyed his bind with his son and his friendship with Andrew.
This was a first by this author for me but it won’t be that last.
In a bid to understand his son better peter starts to spend time with andrew aka Ann this blossoms into an unexpected friendship that leads them both to places neither ever expected.
I loved Peter and for me he made the story I wish all kids now a days could be like him. At the start I wasn’t sure about Patrick but as the story progressed I got to like him and I really enjoyed his bind with his son and his friendship with Andrew.
This was a first by this author for me but it won’t be that last.
January 3, 2020
This was soooo hard for me to get into… let’s discuss.
Patrick is masculinity personified. He’s a soldier, his dad was a soldier and I think he had hopes of his son being a soldier…. But two years in the desert is a long time and when he gets back, he has to get to know his son all over again. His son who wears “girl” clothes and is obsessed with drag. Now, coming from a family of 100% straight folks and being bi, I get it… it’s a lot to spring on someone, especially if in the two years you’ve been trying to keep up with your son, this is something he and his mother kept from you… I get where he’d be confused and a little worried about his son, when my son came out at 13, I had worry myself. Life will be harder, but only because of people like Patrick and people who use that ignorance as justification to be hateful.
So, Patrick is very straight, very confused and very ignorant (and I don’t say that as him being stupid, I mean, as in, he’s not educated on gender fluidity or any parts of the LGBT+ community) For someone so genuinely confused, he randomly asks to have dinner with the drag queen that reads to his son once a week at the library…(which, such a cute idea, I wish everywhere did this)… It all happens so quickly, their conversations, the way they speak (internally and externally, it’s a lot) and the way they jump to conclusions and everything just seemed so fast and clinical, I didn’t feel any chemistry between the two at all. Patrick is a real….peach. (And I say that with 100% sarcasm) I was FURIOUS when Andrew had dinner with him and Patrick jumped the gun once again and acted like a jerk and then ANDREW was the one apologizing. What? Why? Why would you apologize to him for something that could’ve been taken as a joke or an expression or literally anything other than how he completely overreacted by a simple wording of something. If anyone should’ve been offended by the blatant disgusting ways someone said something, it should’ve been Andrew. Patrick gets testy when Andrew “generalizes” his straightness and masculinity, but that’s literally ALL Patrick is doing. I’ve never heard someone say so many wrong things in the completely wrong way… I hated it. Literally, I hated it.
And I love me a good GFY, especially involving soldiers and overly masc men, but, I just didn’t feel it here. I wanted to so badly, but I just didn’t feel any chemistry between the two or even understand how either of them could about each other. Andrew, you know Patrick is straight, and not only straight, but stupid straight (okay, I called him stupid there, not ignorant, and read the first few chapters, you’ll know why)… but then Patrick.. you’re in the desert for two years, surrounded by guys and never been tempted? Never had chemistry and thought, maybe? Or even imagined it or been tempted by situational “what happens in the desert stays in the desert because desperate times calls for desperate measures”? But then, this guy that you continuously offhandedly offend and genuinely do not understand, and that’s what gets ya?
My head hurts.
Now, in saying all that, if you can jump past all that and get to Patrick opening his mind a bit, and their unconventional start, they were hot together. Patrick bottoming, I did not see coming.. hello…
I had a bit of trouble with the bullying aspect. I hate when bad guys get away with being bad guys and Tommy and his dad both and the people in the restaurant, it was all a lot in the way of how nasty the lgbt community gets treated and I just don’t like when people get away with that, especially in books where I like a HEA… which these two did get, so, if you can make it past the first quarter of the beginning, and like angsty, worth it in the end, reads, you might enjoy this one. I might not have been in the right frame of mind for it or something, but I was happy that they ended happy and together. Plus, I love me a hot dad, so, win/win, right?
3.5 stars from me
Patrick is masculinity personified. He’s a soldier, his dad was a soldier and I think he had hopes of his son being a soldier…. But two years in the desert is a long time and when he gets back, he has to get to know his son all over again. His son who wears “girl” clothes and is obsessed with drag. Now, coming from a family of 100% straight folks and being bi, I get it… it’s a lot to spring on someone, especially if in the two years you’ve been trying to keep up with your son, this is something he and his mother kept from you… I get where he’d be confused and a little worried about his son, when my son came out at 13, I had worry myself. Life will be harder, but only because of people like Patrick and people who use that ignorance as justification to be hateful.
So, Patrick is very straight, very confused and very ignorant (and I don’t say that as him being stupid, I mean, as in, he’s not educated on gender fluidity or any parts of the LGBT+ community) For someone so genuinely confused, he randomly asks to have dinner with the drag queen that reads to his son once a week at the library…(which, such a cute idea, I wish everywhere did this)… It all happens so quickly, their conversations, the way they speak (internally and externally, it’s a lot) and the way they jump to conclusions and everything just seemed so fast and clinical, I didn’t feel any chemistry between the two at all. Patrick is a real….peach. (And I say that with 100% sarcasm) I was FURIOUS when Andrew had dinner with him and Patrick jumped the gun once again and acted like a jerk and then ANDREW was the one apologizing. What? Why? Why would you apologize to him for something that could’ve been taken as a joke or an expression or literally anything other than how he completely overreacted by a simple wording of something. If anyone should’ve been offended by the blatant disgusting ways someone said something, it should’ve been Andrew. Patrick gets testy when Andrew “generalizes” his straightness and masculinity, but that’s literally ALL Patrick is doing. I’ve never heard someone say so many wrong things in the completely wrong way… I hated it. Literally, I hated it.
And I love me a good GFY, especially involving soldiers and overly masc men, but, I just didn’t feel it here. I wanted to so badly, but I just didn’t feel any chemistry between the two or even understand how either of them could about each other. Andrew, you know Patrick is straight, and not only straight, but stupid straight (okay, I called him stupid there, not ignorant, and read the first few chapters, you’ll know why)… but then Patrick.. you’re in the desert for two years, surrounded by guys and never been tempted? Never had chemistry and thought, maybe? Or even imagined it or been tempted by situational “what happens in the desert stays in the desert because desperate times calls for desperate measures”? But then, this guy that you continuously offhandedly offend and genuinely do not understand, and that’s what gets ya?
My head hurts.
Now, in saying all that, if you can jump past all that and get to Patrick opening his mind a bit, and their unconventional start, they were hot together. Patrick bottoming, I did not see coming.. hello…
I had a bit of trouble with the bullying aspect. I hate when bad guys get away with being bad guys and Tommy and his dad both and the people in the restaurant, it was all a lot in the way of how nasty the lgbt community gets treated and I just don’t like when people get away with that, especially in books where I like a HEA… which these two did get, so, if you can make it past the first quarter of the beginning, and like angsty, worth it in the end, reads, you might enjoy this one. I might not have been in the right frame of mind for it or something, but I was happy that they ended happy and together. Plus, I love me a hot dad, so, win/win, right?
3.5 stars from me
January 14, 2020
My first review of 2020 and a new-to-me author to boot! I feel like I’m winning (trust me – that feeling won’t last long *snorts*).
Full disclosure – I did not take to Patrick straight away. In fact, there were a few choice words aimed at my kindle screen to start with. My blood pressure was increasing (and not in a good way!).
After a few (read: a lot) of deep breaths, I tried to see past the bluster and bravado to the man beneath. And, it was that man, the one who loves his son unconditionally that shone through in the end.
As he begins to navigate this strange (to him) new world for the benefit of his son with the aid of his fab-u-lous guide, Andrew aka Ann Moore, his eyes are truly opened for the first time. If you only ever see things in black and white, you’ll never get to appreciate all the colours of the rainbow. Corny, yes, but so true!!
I loved Andrew. He has this sweet vulnerability about him, but alongside that, he has a spine of steel. He does not suffer fools gladly. All he wants is to be loved for who he is – Ann and all. If only life was so simple *shrugs*.
As feelings develop, I waited (I mean read) with bated breath wondering how it would all turn out. The emotional connection is what spoke to me the most. Sometimes, everything you think you knew about yourself can be turned on its head when you least expect it. But that’s what life is for – embracing every new experience. It may be the best thing that ever happened to you.
Sheesh, this is getting a bit deep, isn’t it?
Now you’ll probably laugh at me, but I must confess this anyway. The smexy times were indeed hot, but I found myself grimacing at certain things running and being swirled on a couple of occasions. Boak, lol.
Yeah, yeah – laugh it up. Anyhoo, I’ve waffled on enough. Suffice it to say, AFS was a fab start to my bookish 2020.
Full disclosure – I did not take to Patrick straight away. In fact, there were a few choice words aimed at my kindle screen to start with. My blood pressure was increasing (and not in a good way!).
After a few (read: a lot) of deep breaths, I tried to see past the bluster and bravado to the man beneath. And, it was that man, the one who loves his son unconditionally that shone through in the end.
As he begins to navigate this strange (to him) new world for the benefit of his son with the aid of his fab-u-lous guide, Andrew aka Ann Moore, his eyes are truly opened for the first time. If you only ever see things in black and white, you’ll never get to appreciate all the colours of the rainbow. Corny, yes, but so true!!
I loved Andrew. He has this sweet vulnerability about him, but alongside that, he has a spine of steel. He does not suffer fools gladly. All he wants is to be loved for who he is – Ann and all. If only life was so simple *shrugs*.
As feelings develop, I waited (I mean read) with bated breath wondering how it would all turn out. The emotional connection is what spoke to me the most. Sometimes, everything you think you knew about yourself can be turned on its head when you least expect it. But that’s what life is for – embracing every new experience. It may be the best thing that ever happened to you.
Sheesh, this is getting a bit deep, isn’t it?
Now you’ll probably laugh at me, but I must confess this anyway. The smexy times were indeed hot, but I found myself grimacing at certain things running and being swirled on a couple of occasions. Boak, lol.
Yeah, yeah – laugh it up. Anyhoo, I’ve waffled on enough. Suffice it to say, AFS was a fab start to my bookish 2020.
January 2, 2020
A Fluid State by Rob Browatzke is a fantastic book that has earned its place in my reread list. It is a contemporary m/m romance that burns slow, especially since tone of the main characters is "straight" before meeting the other character awakens new feelings within him. It has serious themes - bullying, self discovery, self awareness, questioning, acceptance and other drama. But it also has a sweetness and a great relationship not only between Patrick and Andrew but between Patrick and his son, Peter.
The story builds a friendship between Patrick and Andrew, the evolution of their attraction and relationship flows well. I really enjoyed their story and seeing it play out. The book is well written, the story interesting and entertaining, and the characters are likeable. I really love this book.
The story builds a friendship between Patrick and Andrew, the evolution of their attraction and relationship flows well. I really enjoyed their story and seeing it play out. The book is well written, the story interesting and entertaining, and the characters are likeable. I really love this book.
January 2, 2020
It was hard to get into this book because I found Patrick a bit difficult to connect with because of his attitude toward his son, who he hasn't seen in two years because of his stint in the military. When he sees how his son is dressed, he's reminded of a time he freaked out several years before, but he's taken aback when he accompanies his son to the library for a drag queen reading hour. He's confused by his attraction to Ann Moore, or Andrew, who is a sweetheart. As their friendship grows and they are honest with each other about their attraction that neither of them can deny, you see a change in Patrick, which helps him connect with his son more. It's a sweet read and I love how Andrew is part of the catalyst on Patrick's change for the better.
January 3, 2020
Patrick is amazing. He's a county raised,military man and the poor guy's mind is not designed to grasp if his son wants to be a girl,or if he's gay or whatever else his behavior might mean. But his son's happiness is the most important thing to him and I'm in awe with how completely he loves Peter,how open he is to learning,despite feeling way out of his comfort zone. (And we all know that,sadly,a father's unconditional love is not to be taken for granted)
But when he asks Andrew(famous drag quinn Miss Ann Moore) to help understand Peter, Patrick isn't ready to be more and more attracted to the other man. He's so cute and endearing,surprised by his growing fascination and interest. And let me tell you,I would be too,because Andrew is incredibly caring, sensitive and giving. And I cheered so much when Patrick stops trying to figure out whether he's gay or bisexual, and accepts that he's wonderfully and utterly Andrewsexual (how cute is that?).
That's why the book is a speed course into how fluid sexuality can be. It's a reality check,too, because Patrick soon realizes that,while there are many kind,open-minded people out in the world, there's also too much bigotry and hate towards anyone who dares act outside of the norm. But the author, luckily, didn't dwell too much on the ugliness, choosing to keep the tone of the story on a light, entertaining and emotional level.
Recommended.
But when he asks Andrew(famous drag quinn Miss Ann Moore) to help understand Peter, Patrick isn't ready to be more and more attracted to the other man. He's so cute and endearing,surprised by his growing fascination and interest. And let me tell you,I would be too,because Andrew is incredibly caring, sensitive and giving. And I cheered so much when Patrick stops trying to figure out whether he's gay or bisexual, and accepts that he's wonderfully and utterly Andrewsexual (how cute is that?).
That's why the book is a speed course into how fluid sexuality can be. It's a reality check,too, because Patrick soon realizes that,while there are many kind,open-minded people out in the world, there's also too much bigotry and hate towards anyone who dares act outside of the norm. But the author, luckily, didn't dwell too much on the ugliness, choosing to keep the tone of the story on a light, entertaining and emotional level.
Recommended.
January 3, 2020
This is a fabulous story with amazing characters and an intriguing storyline. It is well written, sweet, sexy, funny, full of hope, deals well with some difficult issues and I could not put it down. I love Patrick and how much he loves his son Peter even though it takes him a while to accept the changes in him. Andrew is a wonderful, caring and compassionate person and his willingness to help Patrick and Peter with their relationship is my favorite part of the story. Patrick and Andrew have a strong connection, smoking hot chemistry and even though they face almost insurmountable obstacles they both want to give their relationship a chance. I love how their relationship evolves and they have the potential for an amazing life together if Patrick is willing to get out of his own way and stop worrying about what everyone will say if he stops hiding his feelings for Andrew. The secondary characters add a lot to the story, the ending is perfect and I look forward to reading more books by this author.
I voluntarily reviewed an advanced copy of this book.
I voluntarily reviewed an advanced copy of this book.
January 4, 2020
Expanding boundaries, learning new perspectives and finding love. Such a mind expanding experience for Patrick who has a very limited definition of masculinity based upon his military background. I really enjoyed so many of the supporting characters and loved Patrick's son Peter's character. I really loved the story-line and the writing flowed so well. i really enjoyed the complexity of a soldier and a drag queen finding each other.
Patrick and Andrew have a very authentic friendship that develops into attraction and then love. Andrew is an amazing complex character and i really enjoyed learning his vulnerabilities and watching his strength of character open to the possibilities of love.
i really enjoyed how both of these men experienced growth, change, vulnerable moments and found their love in each other with acceptance and heart.
I was gifted this book from Gay Book Promotions and i freely give my honest opinion and review.
Patrick and Andrew have a very authentic friendship that develops into attraction and then love. Andrew is an amazing complex character and i really enjoyed learning his vulnerabilities and watching his strength of character open to the possibilities of love.
i really enjoyed how both of these men experienced growth, change, vulnerable moments and found their love in each other with acceptance and heart.
I was gifted this book from Gay Book Promotions and i freely give my honest opinion and review.
January 8, 2020
I must have thought “awwww-shucks” a dozen times while reading new-to-me author Rob Browatzke’s A Fluid State. Wanna meet the sweetest dad/son combo, or the most unlikely military boy/drag queen couple? This novel is for you.
Patrick returns from deployment to discover his eleven-year-old son, Peter, prefers girl’s clothes and is obsessed with drag queens. When his ex-wife hears Patrick’s stereotypical negative comments, she insists he support the boy’s choices. He loves his son, but the whole situation is too foreign to comprehend. So, he enlists the help of Ann, the drag queen who reads to Peter and other kids at the library. More accurately, he asks for help from her male alter ego, Andrew.
Andrew must repeatedly remind himself Patrick is straight. Because a hunky military guy who stretches himself to accept his kid could be a heart-breaker. Meanwhile, Patrick doesn’t understand why Ann, is more attractive than most women. Here’s Patrick’s crude and confused thinking about Andrew, as told by Browatzke. “Patrick was not attracted to men. Sure Andrew was attractive enough, but not to Patrick. He was missing two important things up top and had one too many things down below.” So, why does Patrick feel more comfortable with Andrew than his friends on base? It certainly helps that Peter adores Andrew as well.
Patrick and Andrew’s friendship would be a stretch with their different lifestyles, alone. But Patrick is a realist and honest with himself. He knows he wants to explore his feelings, wherever they lead. “‘Does it ever Happen?’” he asks Andrew. “‘That someone’s just attracted to one guy?’” And Andrew’s reply? “‘Anything happens, Patrick. Sexuality, it’s impossibly complicated. And fluid. Things change, and evolve.’”
Browatzke capitalizes on these guys’ gentle decency and normal insecurities. After all, if we really like someone, we think they’re too big a prize for us. Patrick’s slow realization of his budding interest in Andrew is full of humorous double-takes. And Andrew completely believes his friends’ warning not to fall for the straight guy.
Browatzke writes snappy straightforward dialogue between the men, leaving us to shake our heads and chuckle. After all, insecurity is universal and we’ve all been self-deprecating.
With such average Joes, the shock of conservative society is shown for what it is –fear of the unknown, and unwillingness to be open. We can appreciate Patrick as the exception. Without offering any social commentary, Browatzke does a service to the rainbow spectrum, with a tale that’s one hundred percent relatable, especially to those who’ve ever discovered a facet of themselves they hadn’t previously known.
A Fluid State is the kind of novel that didn’t feel like I was reading it. I was there with these guys, their hopes and confusions, their desires and explorations. Mr. Browatzke, you’ve got a new fan!
Patrick returns from deployment to discover his eleven-year-old son, Peter, prefers girl’s clothes and is obsessed with drag queens. When his ex-wife hears Patrick’s stereotypical negative comments, she insists he support the boy’s choices. He loves his son, but the whole situation is too foreign to comprehend. So, he enlists the help of Ann, the drag queen who reads to Peter and other kids at the library. More accurately, he asks for help from her male alter ego, Andrew.
Andrew must repeatedly remind himself Patrick is straight. Because a hunky military guy who stretches himself to accept his kid could be a heart-breaker. Meanwhile, Patrick doesn’t understand why Ann, is more attractive than most women. Here’s Patrick’s crude and confused thinking about Andrew, as told by Browatzke. “Patrick was not attracted to men. Sure Andrew was attractive enough, but not to Patrick. He was missing two important things up top and had one too many things down below.” So, why does Patrick feel more comfortable with Andrew than his friends on base? It certainly helps that Peter adores Andrew as well.
Patrick and Andrew’s friendship would be a stretch with their different lifestyles, alone. But Patrick is a realist and honest with himself. He knows he wants to explore his feelings, wherever they lead. “‘Does it ever Happen?’” he asks Andrew. “‘That someone’s just attracted to one guy?’” And Andrew’s reply? “‘Anything happens, Patrick. Sexuality, it’s impossibly complicated. And fluid. Things change, and evolve.’”
Browatzke capitalizes on these guys’ gentle decency and normal insecurities. After all, if we really like someone, we think they’re too big a prize for us. Patrick’s slow realization of his budding interest in Andrew is full of humorous double-takes. And Andrew completely believes his friends’ warning not to fall for the straight guy.
Browatzke writes snappy straightforward dialogue between the men, leaving us to shake our heads and chuckle. After all, insecurity is universal and we’ve all been self-deprecating.
With such average Joes, the shock of conservative society is shown for what it is –fear of the unknown, and unwillingness to be open. We can appreciate Patrick as the exception. Without offering any social commentary, Browatzke does a service to the rainbow spectrum, with a tale that’s one hundred percent relatable, especially to those who’ve ever discovered a facet of themselves they hadn’t previously known.
A Fluid State is the kind of novel that didn’t feel like I was reading it. I was there with these guys, their hopes and confusions, their desires and explorations. Mr. Browatzke, you’ve got a new fan!
January 4, 2020
This book is another great entry into the world of the Gay romance genre. Patrick has come back from a tour of duty and his main goal is to spend time with his son, Peter. He has been gone two years, and when he returns, it’s to a son who has long hair, likes to wear the occasional skirt and is addicted to watching RuPaul’s Drag Race on TV. A trip to the Library for Drag Storytime introduces Andrew into Patrick’s life. Andrew is a drag queen named Ann Moore and Peter adores her.
Because it’s so important to him to get to know his son and give Peter the support he should have to be a happy and secure child, Patrick asks Andrew to spend some time with him so he can understand more about Drag culture, gender, and learning that his son doesn’t have the same ideas he does about gender norms.
There are some lovely messages in this book. Patrick is a pretty realistic character. He’s thrown off by his son wanting to dress in a way that Patrick feels is feminine. I felt like Browatzke did a great job of writing about the dilemma of wanting your kid to be safe… and struggling to learn a “different way” of interpreting gender. We’re not all raised to be open-minded and flexible when it comes to our beliefs. Patrick’s love for his son shines through, even when he’s struggling to understand what’s happening around him. I really appreciated seeing a father depicted in such a positive way. Often parental figures in books are presented as being unable to accept their children’s personality when it’s not what they expect. Don’t get me wrong: I know that happens, it’s just really nice sometimes to read about a positive relationship between a man and his son.
Peter is a lovely little boy. I love how he’s very accepting of different lifestyles and just lets everyone around him be who they are. Peter is all about happiness. He wants to paint his nails because it makes him happy. He wants his Dad to be in love because it makes him happy. I work with a lot of kids at the Library and I feel like … again … Browatzke has done a great job of capturing in the character of Peter… the accepting nature of kids!
Drag culture is a bit part of this story. Andrew is a successful Drag Queen when Patrick meets him. I loved the explanations of when to say “she” and when to say “he”. This novel goes a long way towards illustrating there are many ways to be “you” and we don’t’ all fit into categories. Patrick and Andrew have some great conversations about sexuality, gender, Drag, and toxic masculinity… and no, it’s not like a lecture… it’s fun. The banter between Patrick and Andrew is delightful.
The sex scenes are hot! And there are quite a few! Do you won’t feel ripped off in THAT department!
All in all a fun read with some real, valid diversity by an own-voices author.
Because it’s so important to him to get to know his son and give Peter the support he should have to be a happy and secure child, Patrick asks Andrew to spend some time with him so he can understand more about Drag culture, gender, and learning that his son doesn’t have the same ideas he does about gender norms.
There are some lovely messages in this book. Patrick is a pretty realistic character. He’s thrown off by his son wanting to dress in a way that Patrick feels is feminine. I felt like Browatzke did a great job of writing about the dilemma of wanting your kid to be safe… and struggling to learn a “different way” of interpreting gender. We’re not all raised to be open-minded and flexible when it comes to our beliefs. Patrick’s love for his son shines through, even when he’s struggling to understand what’s happening around him. I really appreciated seeing a father depicted in such a positive way. Often parental figures in books are presented as being unable to accept their children’s personality when it’s not what they expect. Don’t get me wrong: I know that happens, it’s just really nice sometimes to read about a positive relationship between a man and his son.
Peter is a lovely little boy. I love how he’s very accepting of different lifestyles and just lets everyone around him be who they are. Peter is all about happiness. He wants to paint his nails because it makes him happy. He wants his Dad to be in love because it makes him happy. I work with a lot of kids at the Library and I feel like … again … Browatzke has done a great job of capturing in the character of Peter… the accepting nature of kids!
Drag culture is a bit part of this story. Andrew is a successful Drag Queen when Patrick meets him. I loved the explanations of when to say “she” and when to say “he”. This novel goes a long way towards illustrating there are many ways to be “you” and we don’t’ all fit into categories. Patrick and Andrew have some great conversations about sexuality, gender, Drag, and toxic masculinity… and no, it’s not like a lecture… it’s fun. The banter between Patrick and Andrew is delightful.
The sex scenes are hot! And there are quite a few! Do you won’t feel ripped off in THAT department!
All in all a fun read with some real, valid diversity by an own-voices author.
January 5, 2020
🌈Tuck Everlasting!🌈
**Hold the Graduate, Tootsie! That whole running dialogue between Andrew and Patrick in the grocery story had me envisioning Bianca Del Rio, well Roy, out of drag. All those lines were so soooo Bianca! Love Love love!!💋**
This book is definitely one to read in 2020! It shows how ignorance in its truest sense can be transformed into something beautiful if a person will open their heart and mind.
I absolutely loved Andrew, but my heart beats for Patrick. Patrick, a cisgen male home from his latest Army tour to find his young son dressing in "girlie" clothes, with a strange hairstyle, and odd vegan eating habits. Worst of all (in Patrick's mind), Patrick's first outing with his son, Peter, is to the library where a Drag Queen is leading story time. To say Patrick's world has turned completely upside down is putting things mildly.
In this strange new world Patrick finds himself in, he makes an acquaintance with Andrew, who happens to be, Ann Moore, when in drag. Andrew proves to have both the patience of Job, and the compassion of a Saint. Along with the snarkiness of the fab Bianca (as mentioned earlier) with enough charisma and sex appeal to put shine Patrick Neil Harris (and people, that is saying something, imho).
Andrew shows Patrick what it means to be a gay man in a straight man's world. He patiently explains and answers Patrick's questions concerning his son, what drag really is...he defines words Patrick has never heard of before such as, Pan, and enby, and through it all both men grow closer.
I loved the way this story was told because it showed the flaws in Patrick and also those in Andrew. It allowed both men to show the power of a heartfelt apology, and a promise to do and be better. To listen, learn, love, and grow together. It showed real acceptance, true friendship, trial by fire, and what can be if one truly believes in something or someone enough.
This was so charming to me. I loved the humanness, the rawness, the realness of our humanity that shined through.
The relationship Patrick had with his son, Peter was wonderful. How I wish it were that way for all children trying out their wings.
From beginning to end, this is a definite winner for me! I highly recommend this to, well, to anyone! You won't be disappointed!
5+ show-stopping-stars 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
**Hold the Graduate, Tootsie! That whole running dialogue between Andrew and Patrick in the grocery story had me envisioning Bianca Del Rio, well Roy, out of drag. All those lines were so soooo Bianca! Love Love love!!💋**
This book is definitely one to read in 2020! It shows how ignorance in its truest sense can be transformed into something beautiful if a person will open their heart and mind.
I absolutely loved Andrew, but my heart beats for Patrick. Patrick, a cisgen male home from his latest Army tour to find his young son dressing in "girlie" clothes, with a strange hairstyle, and odd vegan eating habits. Worst of all (in Patrick's mind), Patrick's first outing with his son, Peter, is to the library where a Drag Queen is leading story time. To say Patrick's world has turned completely upside down is putting things mildly.
In this strange new world Patrick finds himself in, he makes an acquaintance with Andrew, who happens to be, Ann Moore, when in drag. Andrew proves to have both the patience of Job, and the compassion of a Saint. Along with the snarkiness of the fab Bianca (as mentioned earlier) with enough charisma and sex appeal to put shine Patrick Neil Harris (and people, that is saying something, imho).
Andrew shows Patrick what it means to be a gay man in a straight man's world. He patiently explains and answers Patrick's questions concerning his son, what drag really is...he defines words Patrick has never heard of before such as, Pan, and enby, and through it all both men grow closer.
I loved the way this story was told because it showed the flaws in Patrick and also those in Andrew. It allowed both men to show the power of a heartfelt apology, and a promise to do and be better. To listen, learn, love, and grow together. It showed real acceptance, true friendship, trial by fire, and what can be if one truly believes in something or someone enough.
This was so charming to me. I loved the humanness, the rawness, the realness of our humanity that shined through.
The relationship Patrick had with his son, Peter was wonderful. How I wish it were that way for all children trying out their wings.
From beginning to end, this is a definite winner for me! I highly recommend this to, well, to anyone! You won't be disappointed!
5+ show-stopping-stars 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
January 11, 2020
What I Think: I couldn’t stop laughing at the beginning of this tale and the road ahead of Patrick. Being a pseudo parent has given me lots of amazing experiences but none more shocking than the changes that occur as children grow. Oh, Patrick won’t know his right from his left anymore and I’m here to laugh him through it!
It was also quite nice to see someone struggle with the whole pronouns (he, she, them) issue in such a straight forward manner, without it being creepy or offensive. At the point where a pan is being eyed as Patrick tries to imagine what pansexual means, I lost another battle with mirth. Labels were put through the grill in this thing and I loved it!
And when they began to fall against all their good intentions, I dug myself deeper into my blankets (thank the goddess for flu days and the tales that make us grateful for them) and let the tale wash over me. It’s fascinating being on the outside and watching the mental and emotional process as Patrick finds out he just may be more fluid than he ever thought, mentally, emotionally and physically.
The conversations they have are as hilarious as they are real and sobering. Andrew is definitely made of steel because the fact that he sticks around as Patrick goes through his journey makes him stronger than I will ever be. I just couldn’t wait for Patrick’s ‘come to Mama’ moment but these conversations gave me life. Usually, I don’t enjoy romances with kids in them but Peter is just so amazing and easy-going that you can’t but love him especially as he’s a very important part of the turn that brings his father to this point. The lovemaking was as surprising as the recounting of it was hilarious and it added another facet of real-life awkwardness that made this tale so real.
But I was afraid some pain lay in-store because it had all been too sweet so far but as I always say, the greatest battles are fought within us. Once we can accept, a lot of things pretty much fall into place.
Verdict? A charming, honest to life and hilarious coming-out tale that belongs on your comfort shelf!
It was also quite nice to see someone struggle with the whole pronouns (he, she, them) issue in such a straight forward manner, without it being creepy or offensive. At the point where a pan is being eyed as Patrick tries to imagine what pansexual means, I lost another battle with mirth. Labels were put through the grill in this thing and I loved it!
And when they began to fall against all their good intentions, I dug myself deeper into my blankets (thank the goddess for flu days and the tales that make us grateful for them) and let the tale wash over me. It’s fascinating being on the outside and watching the mental and emotional process as Patrick finds out he just may be more fluid than he ever thought, mentally, emotionally and physically.
The conversations they have are as hilarious as they are real and sobering. Andrew is definitely made of steel because the fact that he sticks around as Patrick goes through his journey makes him stronger than I will ever be. I just couldn’t wait for Patrick’s ‘come to Mama’ moment but these conversations gave me life. Usually, I don’t enjoy romances with kids in them but Peter is just so amazing and easy-going that you can’t but love him especially as he’s a very important part of the turn that brings his father to this point. The lovemaking was as surprising as the recounting of it was hilarious and it added another facet of real-life awkwardness that made this tale so real.
But I was afraid some pain lay in-store because it had all been too sweet so far but as I always say, the greatest battles are fought within us. Once we can accept, a lot of things pretty much fall into place.
Verdict? A charming, honest to life and hilarious coming-out tale that belongs on your comfort shelf!
January 7, 2020
🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟 5 stars
🔥🔥🔥🔥 Heat Level: 4
Wow, just beautiful, endearing, poignant and just plain lovable!
I was hooked from the start with this one and really appreciated Rob’s approach to Patrick’s attraction and discovery. It was done so organically, honestly and with such heart that I could feel the reality of this attraction and while it was a confusing time for the character, he was able, to be honest with what he was feeling which I have found rare in so many sexual discovery stories. I loved that Patrick embraced his feelings and talked it out, he acknowledged that he was confused but that, that was okay. I feel this was a very mature way to approach such feelings and really enjoyed the whole journey!!
The attraction and spark between Patrick and Andrew just flies off the page and will give you all the feels too. I loved that they did have the initial back and forth of questioning everything and that, of course, Andrew was falling for the “straight guy”, but once they were able to finally admit they liked each other, their spark grew to more. Andrew was wonderful as Andrew and fabulous as Ann. I loved the support and understanding Andrew was able to help Patrick with, where Peter was concerned and Peter was just such an endearingly lovable boy. The whole cast of this book was fabulous and I was truly touched by this story and loved Patrick’s sexual exploration and Andrewsexualism LOL. These two are perfect together and I just loved this whole journey I wanted more!
This was my first read of Rob’s and loved his writing style, wit and passion for his characters I’ll definitely be reading more from him!! Highly recommended read!!
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🔥🔥🔥🔥 Heat Level: 4
Wow, just beautiful, endearing, poignant and just plain lovable!
I was hooked from the start with this one and really appreciated Rob’s approach to Patrick’s attraction and discovery. It was done so organically, honestly and with such heart that I could feel the reality of this attraction and while it was a confusing time for the character, he was able, to be honest with what he was feeling which I have found rare in so many sexual discovery stories. I loved that Patrick embraced his feelings and talked it out, he acknowledged that he was confused but that, that was okay. I feel this was a very mature way to approach such feelings and really enjoyed the whole journey!!
The attraction and spark between Patrick and Andrew just flies off the page and will give you all the feels too. I loved that they did have the initial back and forth of questioning everything and that, of course, Andrew was falling for the “straight guy”, but once they were able to finally admit they liked each other, their spark grew to more. Andrew was wonderful as Andrew and fabulous as Ann. I loved the support and understanding Andrew was able to help Patrick with, where Peter was concerned and Peter was just such an endearingly lovable boy. The whole cast of this book was fabulous and I was truly touched by this story and loved Patrick’s sexual exploration and Andrewsexualism LOL. These two are perfect together and I just loved this whole journey I wanted more!
This was my first read of Rob’s and loved his writing style, wit and passion for his characters I’ll definitely be reading more from him!! Highly recommended read!!
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January 11, 2020
I was drawn to this story because it had an out-for-you soldier and a drag queen. What chemistry these two had! I had never before read Rob’s work and was immediately hooked by the characters. Patrick is a soldier returning home from a 2 year deployment to a son that is exploring his gender expression. This throws Patrick for a loop and he finds himself making friends with drag queen Ann Moore (Andrew) to better understand his son.
Patrick and Andrew’s friendship grows naturally and slowly and it’s incredibly beautiful to witness. Andrew helps Patrick try and understand his son, all while helping him overcome some of his toxic masculinity when it comes to gender identity, gender expression and sexualty. The relationship between Patrick and Andrew does evolve from friendship to something more.
I really like that this was an honest portrayal of someone that has been ingrained in toxic masculinity that is trying to understand their own sexuality. It doesn't transform overnight. It’s a process of undoing years of conditioning and toxicity. Patrick says the wrong things sometimes and some of his beliefs are very troubling, but he does grow as a character.
The family in this book is so wholesome. Patrick’s son, Peter, is the most rational and put together kid I have ever encountered. All the characters are fiercely loyal to one another and will do anything to stop anyone from hurting their own. I really enjoyed reading this book and look forward to reading more of Rob’s books in the future.
Patrick and Andrew’s friendship grows naturally and slowly and it’s incredibly beautiful to witness. Andrew helps Patrick try and understand his son, all while helping him overcome some of his toxic masculinity when it comes to gender identity, gender expression and sexualty. The relationship between Patrick and Andrew does evolve from friendship to something more.
I really like that this was an honest portrayal of someone that has been ingrained in toxic masculinity that is trying to understand their own sexuality. It doesn't transform overnight. It’s a process of undoing years of conditioning and toxicity. Patrick says the wrong things sometimes and some of his beliefs are very troubling, but he does grow as a character.
The family in this book is so wholesome. Patrick’s son, Peter, is the most rational and put together kid I have ever encountered. All the characters are fiercely loyal to one another and will do anything to stop anyone from hurting their own. I really enjoyed reading this book and look forward to reading more of Rob’s books in the future.
July 4, 2020
An Old-school Romance for Today's Generation
I grew up on romance novels. My grandmother was obsessed with them and she passed that obsession on to me. Back then Harlequin Romance was the romance books of choice, with their simple plots and formulated characters. Painfully heteronormative and typically packed full of "heaving bosoms" and "Quivering members", they offered the perfect amount of cheese and heat.
A Fluid State is a Harlequin-esk romance for a modern generation that recognizes sexuality and gender as forever changing and evolving. Intentional or not, Browatzke follows the same rules as many of the romance genre's heterosexual predecessors, and it works splendidly. Suburbia and family values is often overlooked in Queer fiction, and is frequently passed over for more colourful settings, like nightclubs or the inner city. A Fluid State does a great job of reminding the reader that Queer people exist outside of the gay bar. They're soccer parents, they own minivans and they often live a "normal" suburban life.
A Fluid State feels genuinely Queer without relying on cliches. The story has a great pace and the characters follow a tried-and-true formula of opposites attracting, which leads to dialogue that is full of truth and wit. The writing is spicy without feeling smutty. Don't worry, there's still plenty of quivering members, but this story is light on heaving bosoms.
I grew up on romance novels. My grandmother was obsessed with them and she passed that obsession on to me. Back then Harlequin Romance was the romance books of choice, with their simple plots and formulated characters. Painfully heteronormative and typically packed full of "heaving bosoms" and "Quivering members", they offered the perfect amount of cheese and heat.
A Fluid State is a Harlequin-esk romance for a modern generation that recognizes sexuality and gender as forever changing and evolving. Intentional or not, Browatzke follows the same rules as many of the romance genre's heterosexual predecessors, and it works splendidly. Suburbia and family values is often overlooked in Queer fiction, and is frequently passed over for more colourful settings, like nightclubs or the inner city. A Fluid State does a great job of reminding the reader that Queer people exist outside of the gay bar. They're soccer parents, they own minivans and they often live a "normal" suburban life.
A Fluid State feels genuinely Queer without relying on cliches. The story has a great pace and the characters follow a tried-and-true formula of opposites attracting, which leads to dialogue that is full of truth and wit. The writing is spicy without feeling smutty. Don't worry, there's still plenty of quivering members, but this story is light on heaving bosoms.
October 29, 2021
I’m just so taken by this story. It is one that should be part of everyone’s learning experience.
Patrick on leave from the service returns home to get in touch with a son he hasn’t really seen for awhile. His ex-wife has been raising Peter and what he gets faced with makes him want to place blame on her for the way his son is presenting himself. Patrick is just a little homophobic when it comes to his son’s dressing and actions. It is when he is faced with Andrew that his feelings about the appearance and actions make him uncomfortable and yet thoughtful. The characters in this story are so likable. His ex-wife, Christy is a dream. She has the insight to know her son. She has the faith that what Peter is going through will work itself out. She also is very open minded. Patrick is a good guy with a old fashioned set of values. It takes circumstances to make him examine his thinking. Andrew is charming. He has his own hang-ups but he is also the mediator who seems to have the answers most of the time. If he could resolve his feelings for Ann. Peter is a joy. He is who he is. A eleven year old boy finding his way in the world. I thought it was funny how Patrick was worried about Peter and in fact should have been more concerned about his feelings. I really enjoyed this story. Again, I feel more people should read it just to place themselves in this situation and think about what they would do. I can’t wait to start on the next book in this series.
Patrick on leave from the service returns home to get in touch with a son he hasn’t really seen for awhile. His ex-wife has been raising Peter and what he gets faced with makes him want to place blame on her for the way his son is presenting himself. Patrick is just a little homophobic when it comes to his son’s dressing and actions. It is when he is faced with Andrew that his feelings about the appearance and actions make him uncomfortable and yet thoughtful. The characters in this story are so likable. His ex-wife, Christy is a dream. She has the insight to know her son. She has the faith that what Peter is going through will work itself out. She also is very open minded. Patrick is a good guy with a old fashioned set of values. It takes circumstances to make him examine his thinking. Andrew is charming. He has his own hang-ups but he is also the mediator who seems to have the answers most of the time. If he could resolve his feelings for Ann. Peter is a joy. He is who he is. A eleven year old boy finding his way in the world. I thought it was funny how Patrick was worried about Peter and in fact should have been more concerned about his feelings. I really enjoyed this story. Again, I feel more people should read it just to place themselves in this situation and think about what they would do. I can’t wait to start on the next book in this series.
June 5, 2022
A fitting read for Pride.
This was such a feel good romance! Sure, some scenes read like fantasy, but I choose to see it all as hopeful and maybe a tad overly optimistic.
Patrick and Andrew are both great characters. There are so many elements to them that feel inspired by people the author knows. All of this reads as personal and a real work of love from Browatzke. I very much look forward to reading more of his work.
This being my first read of his writing, I was quickly wrapped up in all of it. Being from a small town, I'm very familiar with Patrick's thoughts and feelings early on and I like to think I've grown like his character did. It isn’t the responsibility of characters like Ann/Andrew to enlighten a cis person, but fortunately there are those in real life and fiction that see that ignorance isn't hate and do help us learn more about the world and ourselves. I loved how this story highlights how far much of our culture has come. It also shows how it's possible to get even better without being preachy. It touches on the hate and bias still present in the country and handles it with love and humor to keep angst to an absolute minimum. I needed that kind of read today.
This was such a feel good romance! Sure, some scenes read like fantasy, but I choose to see it all as hopeful and maybe a tad overly optimistic.
Patrick and Andrew are both great characters. There are so many elements to them that feel inspired by people the author knows. All of this reads as personal and a real work of love from Browatzke. I very much look forward to reading more of his work.
This being my first read of his writing, I was quickly wrapped up in all of it. Being from a small town, I'm very familiar with Patrick's thoughts and feelings early on and I like to think I've grown like his character did. It isn’t the responsibility of characters like Ann/Andrew to enlighten a cis person, but fortunately there are those in real life and fiction that see that ignorance isn't hate and do help us learn more about the world and ourselves. I loved how this story highlights how far much of our culture has come. It also shows how it's possible to get even better without being preachy. It touches on the hate and bias still present in the country and handles it with love and humor to keep angst to an absolute minimum. I needed that kind of read today.
January 8, 2020
What a great read. This is my favorite book of 2020, so far ❤.
'A Fluid State' was an original read, different to anything I read and I thoroughly enjoyed it. This story has some pages that will annoy you maybe even anger, some that will make you cry, some that make your heart swell and others that will make your eyes pop. It definitely is a novel that is a lot of fun to read.
This it the love story of Patrick and Andrew, although it doesn't start that way. Patrick is on 3 months leave from the army and has returned home. In the time he has been away his son has changed greatly and a friendship he forms with a library story time reading drag queen helps him to understand what is happening with Peter but he also learns a lot of new things about his self.
🧡💛💙💚💜 🧡💛💙💚💜 🧡💛💙💚💜
'A Fluid State' was an original read, different to anything I read and I thoroughly enjoyed it. This story has some pages that will annoy you maybe even anger, some that will make you cry, some that make your heart swell and others that will make your eyes pop. It definitely is a novel that is a lot of fun to read.
This it the love story of Patrick and Andrew, although it doesn't start that way. Patrick is on 3 months leave from the army and has returned home. In the time he has been away his son has changed greatly and a friendship he forms with a library story time reading drag queen helps him to understand what is happening with Peter but he also learns a lot of new things about his self.
🧡💛💙💚💜 🧡💛💙💚💜 🧡💛💙💚💜
December 17, 2020
Heartwarming
Patrick is a divorced straight dad who comes back from his military service to find his son has changed a lot I. His absence. Andrew is a gay man who also loved to dress I drag as Ann. When they first meet Patrick is worried about his son’s feminine ways of dressing and starts talking to Andrew about this. This is a beautiful slow burn about two men who are completely different but so good together. I enjoyed reading their story and seeing it from Andrew and Patrick’s point of view. Peter was amazing also and Christy had me In Stitches at one point. Definitely recommend reading.
Patrick is a divorced straight dad who comes back from his military service to find his son has changed a lot I. His absence. Andrew is a gay man who also loved to dress I drag as Ann. When they first meet Patrick is worried about his son’s feminine ways of dressing and starts talking to Andrew about this. This is a beautiful slow burn about two men who are completely different but so good together. I enjoyed reading their story and seeing it from Andrew and Patrick’s point of view. Peter was amazing also and Christy had me In Stitches at one point. Definitely recommend reading.
March 19, 2022
WTF GREAT BOOK!
I truly love this book. It had so much information on how is like to live gender-fluid. I can understand now how sometimes straight men and women turn out
Gay. It made me see how kids feel to be called something that they're not or that they are. To be bullied is so wrong in so many ways and it can hurt other people. This book had a lot of learning love romance and respect. Thank you so much for writing this book
I truly love this book. It had so much information on how is like to live gender-fluid. I can understand now how sometimes straight men and women turn out
Gay. It made me see how kids feel to be called something that they're not or that they are. To be bullied is so wrong in so many ways and it can hurt other people. This book had a lot of learning love romance and respect. Thank you so much for writing this book
January 4, 2020
This was a pretty good read. I love the OFY/Exploring One’s Sexuality (otherwise known as GFY) tropes.
At first, I was hesitant about Patrick because of his attitude surrounding his son, but he really was pretty great guy. Andrew was an amazing character and it was easy to root for his and Patrick’s HEA.
Highly recommend this one!
*ARC in exchange for an honest review*
At first, I was hesitant about Patrick because of his attitude surrounding his son, but he really was pretty great guy. Andrew was an amazing character and it was easy to root for his and Patrick’s HEA.
Highly recommend this one!
*ARC in exchange for an honest review*
February 28, 2022
3.5 stars - There were a few narrative quirks to get used to, and it sidesteps the gfy trope by mere inches, but it is a really thoughtful story. Also, the eleven year old son didn't grate on my nerves. (I also love parentheses, so the liberal use of them as a stand in for thoughts from the drag persona worked for me.)
January 13, 2020
This book, what a book. Eye opening, heart, racing can't put down book. I can't say I like it or enjoy it. No I LOVED it. From beginning to end, it grasps you, hold you. It flows and you down want it to stop. Very well done !
September 6, 2020
Wonderful Romance
I really enjoyed this story. It was refreshing to have a character who epitomizes society’s views of “manliness“ have a true humanistic outlook and empathy towards ideas and lifestyles opposite to his own understanding and beliefs.
I really enjoyed this story. It was refreshing to have a character who epitomizes society’s views of “manliness“ have a true humanistic outlook and empathy towards ideas and lifestyles opposite to his own understanding and beliefs.
January 11, 2021
Sweet, but a little saccharine for my tastes. I actually liked the kid which doesn’t always happen, but wasn’t totally on board with the MC’s transition from low key homophobe to GFY. I think a little length and touch more angst could’ve rounded it out a bit.
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