broken and hiding her past. He was exactly what I should have stayed away from, after growing up the way I had; I had a plan for my life. But sometimes things didn't go to plan and maybe running head first into Ryan Lawson wasn't such a bad thing after jealous and lost.I'd been playing the game for as long as I can remember. Never letting anyone in out of fear they would leave, just like my parents. Will Ryan realize too late that Eden might be worth letting in or will he lose more then he can handle? Will Eden continue to stay quiet about her past or finally let someone in to show her she is enough?
But with that come a pretty real dose of reality and self-doubt.
Thankfully that self-doubt has started to edge to the back of my mind. Since having children I’ve adopted the mindset of accepting new challenges and embracing them. I want to be able to tell my girls to follow all of their dreams, while also having attempted it my self.
I won’t lie, I had no intention of publishing Never Enough when I first started writing.
You see I am an avid reader. If you knew how much I read you wouldn’t be able to look me in the eye without judgment.
The downfall of that was that I started to become very picky about the types and styles that I enjoyed.
My partner joked with me one day that if I couldn’t find a book that I absolutely loved, why didn’t I write one. So off I set to do just that.
The whole time I was writing away I didn’t mention it to anyone. But once I did, they told me I needed to get my writing out there.
Now I’ll be honest, my trusty old friend ‘Self-doubt’ nearly stopped me from clicking submit.
But at the end of the day, I did and I’m proud of myself for it.
My first book is not perfect.
While I’ve been praised for how well I can word things by family and friends over the years, I have never been praised for my poor form in grammar and structure.
Pushing that aside, I’ve published an eBook.
And as soon as I did, I had a brilliant idea for another and another.
Writing a story, creating a world and characters, creating dialogue... It’s exactly what I’d hoped it would be.