I made the mistake of taking this book with me to my son’s swimming lesson, to read during that. The swimming lesson is only 30min plus the time it takes for my son to get changed. It was a big mistake because when it was time to go, I did not want to put this book down at all. If you start it, do so when you have plenty of time. Because it sucks you in immediately and takes you on the most unexpected journey.
It seems relatively straightforward at first – it’s early morning at a cafe in London, there’s a host of workers and regulars: businesspeople stopping in for a coffee before work, mums with young children. Then a young man storms in, demands something of the cafe owner and is summarily dismissed. But he’s back moments later, this time with a shotgun. Some manage to flee but about a dozen are trapped inside, including an elderly man and some young children.
From there it’s the job of police negotiator Eliza to get on the scene, find a way to contact the gunman inside the cafe and hopefully, defuse the situation before there is loss of life. The narrative revolves between six adults: homeless man Neil, African immigrant and nurse Mutesi, lawyer Abi, a worker, the gunman himself and Eliza. For Eliza, it’s about ascertaining the motive, connecting with the perpetrator as a person, hearing him and hoping to talk him down. For everyone else except Sam, the gunman, it’s about staying alive. Not doing anything that might set him off. And for Sam himself? Well that becomes outlined over the course of the narrative.
This is an expertly character driven novel, with Charity Norman using a small cast of people to construct the whole. Abi is on the phone when the first gunshot is fired, so police are alerted and on the scene very quickly. Through each of the characters, Sam’s story is revealed. For Eliza, connecting with Sam is a must. It’s quite obvious that he’s feeling as though he’s the only one without his life together, which leads the others who are his hostages to share some of their stories. So that Sam can see that whilst it might look like everyone else is doing well, you never know what is going on beneath the surface and that everyone has their demons to face, crosses to bear, the ways that life has disappointed them, rejected them, let them down, hurt them unbearably.
It was easy to go into this book, knowing it was a shooting and hostage situation and think one way. That you knew how you were going to feel about characters, about the situation. But the ways in which the backstory is revealed and it’s shown how everything came to this moment, is so expertly done. I honestly couldn’t stop reading this, it’s such an amazing showcase of some of the more subtler forms of abuse that are out there, the ones that people do not see, and perhaps the ones that it’s impossible for those to see who are outside looking in. But for those experiencing it, it’s very real, it’s the realest thing in their world at the same time as being something that they wonder if it’s even happening, because why can no one else see it. It’s so incredibly damaging, so insidious, especially over a long period of time.
I loved so many of the characters in this – Neil and his blunt honesty about his life and who he was. Mutesi and her story was heartbreaking and the sort of person that she was was just a joy to read because of the outlook she had managed to maintain. Her pain and heartache and suffering were so enormous and the impact of her story I think, hit everyone. What she had endured and not let break her was incredible. Even Abi and her brusque manner and tendency to occasionally clap back at Sam, kept me amused, even though he was the dude standing there with the gun. I think it said a lot about the situation as it unfolded, that Abi was willing to do that.
This is a very powerful story, the sort that it’s actually not that difficult to imagine. That one day, you might walk into your favourite cafe and get caught in a situation that you don’t expect, that could very quickly escalate to terrifying levels. It’s not that difficult to put yourself into this story, think about what you might do or say, how’d you feel. I loved every page of this, I appreciated so much the way that the author chose to tell the story, how it forced me to re-examine things constantly. And once again – if you do pick this up (and I hope everyone does!) give yourself the time to sit down and read this in as close to one sitting as you can.
***A copy of this book was provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review***