Re-read 1/24/22: I read and enjoyed the first two books in this series a few years ago but I consumed them during a somewhat traumatic period of my life and I remember very little of what I read during those months. I was impressed to see I actually left a review for this one! I’ve wanted to read the rest of the series but thought I’d refresh my memory first and re-read this one. Lilia Moon’s writing was as immersive as ever and I could scarcely put this down. I did find it slightly less enjoyable the second time around (let’s go with 4.5 stars) but only because the insta-love was more in my face with how quickly Damon and Emily fell for each other. The conflict toward the end felt a little less earned, given Damon’s supposed background and expertise. I also wanted more information about both characters. How did Damon decide to start the club? What did he do before this? How did Emily become a wedding planner and assemble her team? I adored all the secondary characters and I’m excited to see them all get their respective HEAs. I love a good community-oriented found family and this series has that in spades.
Original review:
"Equal isn't about being the same. It's about being able to express completely who you are, even if that's radically different, and having it met and held and supported." p. 117
What a fantastic erotic romance! Super steamy and a wonderful story built around a wedding planner and a BDSM club owner. While I'm not always a fan of insta-love stories, the connection Emily and Damon had seemed completely realistic and I also felt like it built organically, even if it was a fast timeline. I really appreciated how patient Damon was with Emily as he introduced her to the world of BDSM and educated her each step of the way. The education piece was vital and what I've found missing in other books that specifically explore BDSM. He made consent sexy as hell! I thoroughly enjoyed this one and can't wait to read more of this series!
Characters: Emily is a 32 year old white wedding planner and sub. Damon is a white BDSM club owner in his 30s. This is set in Seattle.
Content notes: internalized sexual shame (FMC has never had a partnered orgasm), on page sex, D/s, orgasm denial, spanking, edging, anal play, exhibitionism, voyeurism, sex toys, masturbation, love and subspace compared to being high, ableist language