True rating ... 4 stars (albeit a tentative 4 stars because I'm bummed about something, but this book as a whole deserves NO LESS than 4 stars) :-/! This was TOTALLY going to be a 5-star read ... and I mean, TOTALLY!! BUT, the ending felt very out of the blue, very open ended, and just ... I didn't feel like the ending did the book much justice, to be honest :-/!! This whole book was supposed to be about BDSM and fetishes, and glorious decadent panties :-/ ... but we didn't get MUCH of any of that!
Don't get me wrong, the sex scenes that DID exist were RIDICULOUSLY FUCKING DELICIOUS <3333, but I feel like I was promised much more where these two were concerned and that promise just wasn't delivered! SO much effort and talent went into this book and we were JUST getting started (when it ended); I just don't get why some authors invest EVERYTHING into a book, only to bail out on the glorious ending the MCs so richly deserve :-/! Again, this book was SPLENDID, up until it just ... ended! There were no "I love you-s", the scenes Houston wanted to play out with Reece NEVER happened, and I didn't get why so much emphasis had to be placed on Eli coming over for lunch when the book ended before he even got there o__O!!
It felt like there were many teasers here of what's to come but quite a few of those promises never came to fruition; there was so much emphasis on things we never got to experience or witness with these characters, and I was left baffled and VERY unsatisfied :-/! The book was a wonderful orchestra ... beautiful, sexy, passionate, deliciously kinky, and full of all that GREAT stuff!! The ending? It was a crescendo unrealized and in the end, was anti-climactic and I'm just really disappointed :-/!!
I'm also angry that I feel like I got cheated out of giving this book 5 stars ... because I REALLY wanted to give this book 5 stars :-/!! This book DESERVED those stars ... but that ending ... that ending REALLY DIDN'T :-/!!
These are quick musings I'll have to revise and add to a bit later when I'm actually in front of my computer, so I WILL be adding more! This is it for now though!!
If this were ANY other book, I'd have deducted even more stars, considering how bummed I am about the whole ending [and how it felt like it was totally out of left field; there was so much more to do and SAY before this book ended]!! BUT, this book was SO FABULOUSLY written, and it was SO well done, I didn't feel it was right to penalize the entirety of this book, just because of that; it felt wrong to do so and I didn't think it would be fair! This book deserved all the stars and I just couldn't do it - YES, the ending had that much of an impact on my overall rating - but the whole book BEFORE that ending? Absolutely WONDERFUL!!
I HIGHLY HIGHLY HIGHLY recommend this book [and as for that ending, you be the judge]!! I WILL say though, in case you're wondering, the ending WAS a good HFN, so don't worry!!
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FAVORITE QUOTES AND MOMENTS BELOW!! BEWARE OF SPOILERS!!
@ 68% ... 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍!!
THIS!! THIS is how it’s done (and written) ❤️❤️❤️!!
“He lightly brushed over the sensitive muscles, and I moaned, my legs falling even more open. Houston gave a low chuckle and let his finger circle over my opening, but he didn’t try to enter me. With no lube, I should have been grateful, but I was mostly needy and disappointed.
“Not yet, Pet. We need to talk about limits and work some things out before I fuck your sexy body. And that’s what you want, isn’t it? To feel me slide into you and take you—to make you mine?” He wasn’t going to be some weekend Dom who just played around in the bedroom. No, the possession in his voice said he was going to take as much as I was willing to give him.”
“Yes.” The word burst out before the last remaining cautious parts of my brain could step in.
Fuck, who was I trying to kid, I didn’t want careful or just playing once in a while. I wanted everything. I wanted to be bent over the couch, spanked and punished for coming home late and not calling. I wanted to be at his mercy when I worked too long and didn’t set boundaries at work. I wanted rules and pleasure and pain. “I want to be yours, Sir.”
His hand tightened on my still-sensitive shaft, and I arched up into his grip, gasping at the sensation. His response was another low chuckle, but his voice was thick with something deeper than just enjoyment. “I’m going to make you mine then, Pet.”
@ 75% ... 😍❤️🔥😍❤️🔥😍❤️🔥😍❤️🔥😍❤️🔥😍❤️🔥😍❤️🔥😍❤️🔥😍❤️🔥😍❤️🔥😍!!
“Not a sentence—but at least I hadn’t broken him. Not rushing him, I tried to keep my touch careful and light, not giving him more pleasure than his brain could handle. I also didn’t want to let him come unless that was what he was going to ask for.
Eventually, he found an entire sentence. “I want you to fuck me.”
My cock jerked, and I struggled not to groan. “Is that what you want, or is that what you think that I want, Reece? I know that’s a big step for you. There’s no rush. I can play with you more, and—”
He leaned forward and touched his lips to mine, silencing me. When he pulled back, he smiled softly, finally finding his words. “It’s what I want. I was picturing how your cock would feel sliding into me the first day I moved in here. I have no desire to wait.”
Reece leaned in and kissed me again. That time filled with more heat and need. Easing away, he reached up and wrapped his arms around me, giving me a naughty little grin. “Don’t you want to take my virginity, Master?”
Fuck.
Yeah, I was an asshole caveman, but damn, that was hot. “You don’t play fair, sweet sub. I might have to punish you later for that. After I’ve made that ass mine. That’s what you want, isn’t it? To have your master take you and fuck you? To claim you?”
Reece moaned and nodded, rocking his hips so his plugged ass rubbed against my leg. My needy boy was clearly ready for more. And another punishment, if he wasn’t careful. He’d asked to be fucked, not to come. There was a difference.
Tightening my grip on his cock, I pulled him closer and took his mouth in a heated kiss.
I was going to give my boy a night to remember.”
@ 76% ... ADORING THIS SO MUCH 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍!!
“As I reached the edge of the bed, I moved one hand to trail my fingers over my erection and finger the edge of the panties. Reece moaned and finally gave in. “Can I touch you, Master?”
The polite words had my cock jerking, and he made a strangled sound that made me smile. “You said you wanted your reward to be feeling my cock slide deep inside you. You never said anything about touching me. Is my pet asking for two rewards?”
Reece looked stricken. He clearly wanted both, but deciding was beyond him. When he finally started to respond, I shook my head before he could speak. “I can’t wait to feel your hands on me, Pet, so we’re going to call that my reward for the night.”