2.5 stars rounded up
Huh. I guess I liked it better than the first book, for some reason? It wasn't really a romance, what with the heroine being in a relationship with a different guy for most of the book. And the story focusing more on Natalie navigating the wild twisted jungle of Upper East Side's elite. Plus, I wasn't Penn's biggest fan (and that's putting it mildly) before and this book did nothing to make me like him, so I was pretty much ambivalent on who Natalie was with.
On Penn, that man is just outrageous and not in the good way:
“She wants you to fight for her, you idiot.”
I couldn’t help but scoff. “I tried that once. Didn’t exactly go as planned, did it?”
“Boohoo, you tried once. The only time you’ve had to try for anything in your whole life. Guess that’s over.
That dude was really butthurt over how Natalie rejected him right after he made a total of one (1!) "grand" gesture of flying to her hometown and trying to get her back with a...big speech, I guess? Felt more like useless excuses to me, but what do I know 🙃
“Yeah well, she spat in my face that I’d fucking slept with half of the Upper East Side. No wonder she had fire in her eyes. Who do you think told her?”
Lark pursed her lips. “Was it supposed to be a secret?”
I narrowed my eyes at her.
She held up her hands in surrender. “Everyone knows you did, Penn. All spring, it was a different model, socialite, long-legged beauty. I’m not sure why you’re surprised that Natalie found out.”
“We weren’t even together!” I snapped. “And she’s holding it against me when she was the one who said that we were never going to see each other again. That flying a thousand fucking miles couldn’t change anything.”
I know,” she whispered. “But look at it through her eyes. She cared for you, and then as soon as you broke up, you slept with every woman who walked past you.”
“Not all of them,” I said carefully, my voice on a razor’s edge. “Not Katherine.”
“Oh boy,” Lark said. She glanced my way and waited. “I assume there’s a story there?”
“Katherine ruined the one thing that was real for me,” Penn said. “So, I fucked a few brainless socialites to piss her off. It was more of a chore than anything. But I was going after Katherine in the best way I could. I picked up each of the dumb friends she associated with and was seen with on Page Six.”
He's also butthurt that Natalie seems to hold it against him that he's slept with all these other women. You know, right after she told him there's no chance for them and it's over - after he'd made a bet with his friend Katherine that he'd get her to fall for him and had kept manipulating and lying to her for weeks. But he should get a cookie because he didn't sleep with Katherine. Who RUINED HIS LIFE by the way, because he, as a grown up man, has apparently no will of his own to make decisions, it was that awful evil woman who made him do it 🙃
“Yes, I slept with other people. Because you said that we were never going to be together. You slammed the door shut. And the only way to get back at Katherine for fucking ruining my life was to sleep with her friends until I got bored and realized none of them could ever fill the void that was missing. None of them could make me forget you.
Give this man a medal, he did it all for love, and we just don't get him xD
So yeah, Penn...not my favourite. But why am I rounding up this book to 3 stars then?
💅 this might seem like a small thing, but kudos to the author for not shying away from heroine's sex scenes with OM - like, if you're gonna write a type of story where there's separation, I want the heroine to have a normal, healthy sex life instead of author having her revirginize herself pining after the hero (especially when the said hero continues to sleep around);
and extra kudos for those sex scenes not feeling comparative to sex with hero and how his dick was bigger or any other bullshit like that - she desired, she fucked, she got her Os, end of story, nothing to see here folks
💅 Katherine Van Pelt - what can I say, the meaner the girls, the more I like them 😭🥵 Ruthless, manipulative AND with a serious self-destructive streak? Why, hello my new fav, nice to meet you!
“I’m going to make you regret this,” I said seriously.
“Sure you are, kitty cat,” Katherine said with another laugh. As if I’d made the joke of the season. “I’m so scared.”