2⭐'s for the first 2/3 of the novel and the general writing style (except some questionable choices like "are you kidding me?").
There was a lot to admire, especially Alex's mental trauma, and a good portrayal of his vulnerability. I was glad how he was not shown as some macho, alpha hero whose struggles leave him completely unfazed. However, I will say that he recovered from his physical injuries way too soon. No way did a man who had been tortured like that recover in less than a week and do farm work and whatnot. Just because he was active earlier and got restless, does not mean he's going to get back on his feet that fast.
Polly was an admirable heroine, and I liked reading about her own struggles, how she challenged Alex and also her interactions with the other London League members. I understood her frustrations with Alex's detachment and kind of hot-cold treatment. She was a well-written character.
HOWEVER....
All, as in every good plot point and build up till here, went straight down the drain in the last 1/3. Ms Connelly, why would you set fire on all your efforts like this?? It was terrible, just one bad decision after another.
1. Polly virtually becomes a side character at this point, entirely passive as if her actions and thoughts didn't matter for the ending. Did we really have to do the damsel-in-distress trope like that just to show Alex was macho again?
2. And speaking of Alex...wow. Are we supposed to forget this man had PTSD till this point and was very,very broken. Jokes on me, cause not only does he completely recover mentally and physically, he's also going to kick some butts.
3. Honestly, the kidnapping trope is overdone, and it was not well written either. Entirely free of tension and low stakes. Also, my boy Alex faces off with Battier, who was his main torturer in an ultimate (not) fight scene. He's not affected. At all. HOW?? This man made his life worse than death for the last four and a half years, and Alex is unfaxed, fine and unbothered, just cause he a mentally invincible person (which he was absolutely not earlier). It's not shameful for a character to breakdown in such situations. Completely unrealistic imo.
4. Another horrible plot choice, Alex decides to return to being a spy, something he was afraid of even thinking about. His reasoning for this is that he still remembers old habits and instincts, and feels some excitement in such 'not that dangerous' situations. WHAT?! Is this the same mc from earlier? Why does he have a complete change of everything. It is not weak to give up something that literally damaged your soul, regardless of how some habits remain. In fact, it would have been more brave, given how his friends kept pestering him to consider returning.
5. The final reunion of Poppy and Alex was lacklustre, given the angst in the first 2/3 of the book. It was abrupt and disappointing.
Rebecca Connolly is one of my safe authors, so I disappointed this one did not hold up. However, I will still try out her books in the future although probably not from this series.