*still reeling from post-reading haze........*
So good. So so goooood.
First of all, if you are familiar with Ms Joey W Hill's books and the Vampire Queen's (VQ) series, you would probably be like me, dancing a jig when finally, finally, the story of Lord Brian and Debra his servant is out. It's been a long time since i last read a VQ story and i miss the engaging storytelling of Ms Hill. I just do not know where to start with this book.
Lord Brian is the equivalent to a brilliant science nerd in the Vampire community and his servant Debra is the female human equivalent of that. He is always engrossed in his scientific matters and is respected as a genius in his society. (However, since he is a vampire he would not look like your stereotypical genius human scientist - he would be hot and sexy). Debra is also a genius and serves as his partner in his work. She is also his servant so she is subject to his vampire master demands.
Even with all the fantastic female characters in the VQ series, my heart always goes out to Debra, the beautiful, gentle scientist. I love her quiet strong character - as a third-marked servant to Lord Brian, she's quiet, rather shy, has a brilliant mind and is very devoted to her Master (because she loves him unconditionally). The only problem is that her master has been blind to this as he is always thinking of his work, seeing her more as a work colleague and his servant and neglecting to protect and care for her as a person. And to top it off, he had once thwarted her declaration of love for him, forced her to see where she stands in his life (and did one of the the cruelest way to break a woman's heart) leaving her to deal with her feelings and her fate on her own. As years go by, she goes into deep despair although in the outside she maintains herself as the dedicated scientist and devoted servant.
And as usual, it had to take a situation that risked the loss of Debra to make Brian realize and understand that he cannot afford to lose her in any way. Coupled with the subtle verbal reality check given by Jacob, Brian realizes what a horribly ungrateful and neglectful master he has been all these while and sets about redeeming himself to Debra.
Yeay:
1) The story made me feel so many things: sadness, sympathy, frustration and heartache as Debra's heart-breaking thoughts are described. She was hiding her depression to a point where she even contemplated dying. I felt angry with Lord Brian for not taking care of Debra and left her to handle her way into the vampire-servant society on her own, to be victimized by other predatory vampires. He had his head in his experiments and his need to prove himself to the vampire world overcome his responsibility as a vampire master.
2) Lord Brian's revelation - that he has been the undeserving one. I love it when the male character realizes that he's had his thick head in his a** all this time and is thoroughly remorseful.
3) The effort made to regain her trust is so sweet.
4) Characters from the series, namely Jacob.
5) Bittersweet moments between the two
6) Seriously hot sexytimes that may give you ideas to try out. Ehem. (after all, this is a JWH VQ series....nothing less is expected)
7) A really slimy creepy villain that you would love to hate. His character does make your skin crawl.
Meh:
1) I can't think of anything other than the fact that i didn't want the story to end. And that i want to read it again soon-after and relive the deliciously sad moments in the story.