Holy shite.
I'm not giving this story 5 stars because it's perfect. I'm giving them because it deserves every bloody one.
It's been a long, loooong time since I was affected by a book to this degree, if indeed I ever have been.
I'm not familiar with Ms. Fanetti's work beyond this book and I am unsure if I'll read anything else of hers simply because her other books don't really look like my thing. But that in no way diminishes this book, or the credit she should receive - by anyone brave enough to read it - for writing it.
This book is a work of fiction, but it was inspired by actual events. The main characters are created by Ms. Fanetti, but some of how they experienced and handled certain events was drawn from the real thing. To me, this is not a romance, but rather a love story. I think the themes of parental and familial love overpower the romance - as they absolutely should have done here. There is some romance and a bit of steam, but this story is so much deeper than anyone can prepare themselves for.
There are no alpha males here, no billionaires or virginal, clueless heroines. These characters are fashioned after everyday, average folks. They live regular, blue-collar type lives for the most part, but Thor is definitely the more complex. Seems fitting as 'Thunder' is basically his story.
Unlike many reviewers before me, I absolutely do NOT recommend going into this book blind if you are trigger sensitive. However, I will try to be as ambiguous as possible in my warnings. I will not fully disclose the crux of this novel except to say that if you are a parent - particularly a mother - tread carefully.
I am not a crying type. In fact, it's been years since I experienced a flood of tears even slightly close to what this book pulled from me. Not just once, but multiple times. This story is stunning and the twist is like a kick in the gut. And the disturbing thing is that it can actually happen - HAS actually happened, in fact.
What a fucking world we live in, eh?
But as I read through, I experienced devastation, confusion, grief, rage and hatred. I couldn't fathom the actions of the character that was basically the fuse to the powder keg. And moving on deeper there was even more grief, and empathy, sadness, helplessness. I ran the gauntlet of emotion in this book, and I can't say I liked it much - but I wouldn't have missed it.
I don't say things like this lightly, and I rarely find anything that warrants such high praise in a review, but this book is one of those rare experiences that has staying power. I will never, ever forget this story or how it made me feel. As a mother, it was as inexplicable as it was heartwrenching, and Thor, Nina, David and the rest of their 'family' and their story will be a bittersweet memory for me.
I might not ever read another book by Ms. Fanetti, but I will say this - she is one HELL of a writer and an incredibly brave soul to have expressed herself in this way. This book deserves far more recognition than it will likely receive. So, if you're game to go into a story that will literally wring your insides, I highly, highly recommend this book. It needs to be read and talked about.
In particular, be sure to read the author's note. If the story doesn't suitably inspire you, I think Ms. Fanetti's sheer guts and devotion very likely will.