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205 pages, Paperback
First published October 13, 2020
“If this is a memoir, it’s a memoir of a mood. If this is a story, it’s a ghost story. If this is philosophy, it’s about the spectral interchange between seeing and believing. What I’m writing here is true, though figured blackly. A mirror-image of myself seen in a nearly lightless room.”
“What stays with a viewer like me, once in bed with doors closed and lights off, is not the thought that a monster lurks nearby but the thought that I’m the monstrous one.”
“I worry that my interests are like Faust’s: I want to know the secrets of hell. Or they are like Fox Mulder’s: I want to believe.”