I found this book on a reading platform of mine. Let me just clarify, I dont usually read books like these. The title and cover were both screaming GO AWAY. YOU WONT LIKE ME and Im not usually attracted to popular bad boy and shy good girl type books so I don't know why i clicked on it. Its like my hands were disconnected from my mind. I couldn't control them. And before i knew it i was reading this book...and i actually liked it. I seriously don't know how it sucked me in but it freaking did.
I flipping binged this book.
It was fun. Like so fun i was laughing my butt off on multiple occasions in this book. It was drama filled and how the drama was more tastefully done than any teen based book i've ever read. Millie is such an amazing girl. She is so mature in ways and also needed to grow more in other ways. Just like any other teen girl. The book was fun half the time because of what came out of her mouth. And how she handled her circumstances. She is also really clueless at times, but its endurable with her.Millie is the type of girl who does really crazy stuff and ends up in really crazy situations. I mean not cool crazy, but I the reader am having an episode of second hand embarrassment on your behalf crazy. This was the first book i have ever read where i experience such high levels of second hand embarrassment. Its astonishing. Some of the embarrassing stuff she does and that happens is fine. I can live through this. Its even funny. And the other stuff....well made me wanna crawl in a hold and die. I had hard times making it to next chapters because of some of these situations.Sometimes i was like GIRL, where if your dignity! Millie doesnt do what others do. She has no sense of sense of societal norms and it was both amazing to read and mortifying. She just does her own thing. Which is both brave and stupid.
Luke, i actually liked him. He was of course a douche in the beginning, and i was like, dude go away if you are going to be this way. I seriously have hard times putting up with douche bag guys in books and that's why i don't typically read these kinds of books. But i pushed through and surprisingly i didnt have to push through much because in the BEGINNING he actually does show his soft side to Millie and its so cute. I lived for their banter. He is actually really nice when he can be himself. He is thoughtful, and caring and that's what i look for in worthy book dudes. He does have his dark side, but don't we all? I was able to put up with it because he was worth it. He is incredibly patient considering he likes Millie. And as a witness to her embarrassing moments, he surprisingly just goes with the flow of it and just shrugs it off. No big deal. He is confused at times by her, but he handles it so well. This skyrocketed my respect for him big time.
When there is a book that i love all the characters, except for the jerks of course, then its a book worth my good opinion. And its is. Natalie creates such fun amazing characters its hard not to love them all. This was a book where i was always anticipating what was going to happen next. How an event i knew was coming was going to play out. I loved it. Its funny, but even some characters i hated because of how they treated millie, showed a soft side to her, and i liked them a little more after that. Of course they would revert back to their doucheness, but it showed a complexity to the people around millie, that you don't tend to get with many books.
Now despite how much i really loved this book, it wasnt absolutely perfect. Mainly with Luke and Millies relationship. And this is why i wish i could've gotten some more of Lukes perspective than we did in the book. I loved them together, but something i couldn't quite understand was why all of a sudden luke was going all out for millie. I couldn't understand exactly why he liked her. I really talked about the embarrassment Millie can be and how incredibly patient he is with her through it all. With some things that happen, i was like how does this boy still like this girl. Why is he still around? Its nothing like i think she is to embarrassing for him. I really dont think that. More like she has done things that make me the reader hide my face in shame, and it was like how does he still like her after that? I wouldnt expect even a literary boy to stick around after that. And so when he did, and even reacted alot differently than i would expect, i was astonished. Like one instance in the book, she is chewing him out for something and he isnt even getting mad, he is only sad, then she is walking away and out of nowhere she gets injured out of no where in a way that is like only that would happen to you millie. And he races her home to fix her up. He shows nothing but concern. And considering the way she gets injured, i was greatly surprised he showed such tenderness and kindness towards her.
Despite this, i really loved the book and i dove into the next one. Honestly, i dont know which book was better. They were both really good.