It's just a day like any other:
God puts the dead in his cabinet
and polishes off the living.
I uncap the jam and the smell of last summer's
strawberries fills the room...
(something comforting)
...moths/ are too great a subject for one lifetime...
...winter passes, a powdery flounce...
(chilly autumn evenings)
...Sometimes the heart has only a cockle left,
sometimes a daisy will assuage it,
sometimes we must tear them tenderly
and sometimes--like the sudden streak of red
in every painting--madly and gladly rip out their eyes...
(ideology of a daisy)
...Then a moment
when my eyelids flutter
and just when I'm about to fall
a great and unexpected source lifts me up
until I'm standing next to my bed, no longer
a fledgling. My cat comes when I call,
there's milk in the fridge
and the eggs in their crate are cold,
the floor is cold, my dress at the dry cleaners
seems far away, it doesn't seem to belong to me,
something is receding and then I remember
it is the universe flying away from its center,
which could be anywhere. I could be anywhere,
but I'm not. I swell with confidence.
Though noon looks a little frightening
it is still a ways off.
The circle of flame over the stove
is blue and I walk towards it,
picking a thread from my mouth.
(waking)
...My country is a country of snowflakes,
people just pile up to your wonderment
or disgust (whatever you think is OK).
...Everyone wants to live here because we have
invisible fences so if a dog leaves the yard
he's snapped right back in.
You can buy garbage bags with the scent of lemons
or wildflowers. Everyone has a choice...
(snowflakes)
...A stack of mattresses was piled on the sidewalk,
a reminder the next generation would spring
from their satiny tops and feel the pea-sized future.
I covered a gum wrapper with my foot,
destroying all evidence someone was here before me.
The last miserable months of my disastrous life
were spent trying to get a word in edgewise.
(national depression awareness week)
...Happiness makes me tired.
I never meant to be a living exclamation mark,
a bolt of joy hurtling toward the dark mass
of pointed sorrow,
but I sprang in the morning to reach the kettle
before it whistled.
After I've done something useful--
boiled water, taken a shower--
the mirror steams.
The rest of the time I wipe it,
so that slowly, over the years, a procession of faces
has appeared and disappeared...
(before and after)
...lost in your thoughts of how to be speechless
and still give thanks...
(derby)
...That's what
it's like to be human. Everything has a dimension, everything
is an extension. What can you do but turn away, go deeper
into the wilderness area and eat furtively from your basket?
Afterwards I cheered up and came out like a new meaning of
human...
You were wild but we stood
still for each other, and that's what it means to be loved.
(the roo)