James Lambert is a journalist, but more importantly, a soul-torn survivor of a trip through the Hell of Bosnia during the 1990s, where he watched Katya, the woman he loved, die. Returning to England, mentally crippled, he buys a small sheep farm in a Shropshire village and tucks himself away. The irony of this decision is that he fought his father for most of his youth to avoid becoming a part of their family farm. His main companions are of course the sheep, a couple of dogs and occasionally the bartender at the local pub feeds him a meal and a bit of local gossip. He had a contract for a book on the Bosnian crisis over the last several years, with a nice hefty advance, and he would be getting to work on that - soon.
Personable and even-tempered, James by his mid-thirties has had a number of relationships with women who were for the most part still friends, but Katya, a Sarajevo widow, was the only woman he truly felt that he had loved, that he could face waking up to every day for the rest of his life. Every other woman he had been attracted to had his respect and tenderness, but marriage wasn't something he envisioned with them. And he was fairly sure that included young Kate Patterson, from neighboring Sedge Farm.
The love of Kate's life is a grey gelding named Harry that she has raised from birth and is training for dressage competition. The man her family is pressuring her to marry, Steve Sterling, heir to the county's largest holding which abuts her family's land, is a psycho. Both her father and the Sterling family are holding Harry hostage - she is not allowed to stable her horse at either of their properties until she agrees to marry Steve. She had found a place to stable him but someone got to the owner and she will have to move him again. Probably the only family in the county that knows and speaks to James, Jack Wilson and his daughter Pat, tell her of James' empty barn. When he finds out the pressure Kate in under he offers her a place for Harry - and a spare room for herself, no strings attached, if she so wishes.
What begins as a business deal quickly becomes personal, but just as they are becoming comfortable with one another James receives a letter from Katya's former in-laws and only remaining family - they have, at last, located her grave. They would like him to come back and accompany them to pay their respects. He can't refuse. Kate can't understand.
His book publisher is beginning to get strident about the long-promised manuscript. When they find out James is returning to Bosnia, they agree to grant him a little more time on the book if he will send them articles and information from the country now under United Nations protection. He can't refuse. Again, Kate can't understand.
Can this relationship result in anything but pain? And who will stop Steve Sterling, a very dangerous man who is carrying a big grudge against both James and Kate...
I received a free electronic copy of this novel from Netgalley, Frances Brand, and publisher BooksGoSocial. Thank you all for sharing your hard work with me. I read this book of my own volition, and this review reflects my honest opinion of this work. Love the cover work~!
pub date June 22, 2019
BooksGoSocial
Reviewed June 28 at Goodreads, Netgalley, Amazon. Not available at B&N, BookBub, Kobo.