The Puzzle Women

by Anna Ellory, Kristin Atherton (Narrator)

Berlin, 1989. Siblings Rune and Lotte are shaken awake by Mama and told to follow her quietly into the night. Last time they snuck away from Papa, with Mama bruised and broken, they were back within a week. But this time they are starting a new life, Mama says—where nobody can ever hurt them again.

Ten years later, the memories of their escape are blurry; Mama is long gone and the siblings are back at Papa’s house. But when they receive a mysterious notebook that seems to have come from Mama, Papa tears it apart. Could there be more to their past than they’ve been led to believe?

With Rune paralysed by fear, Lotte takes their fate into her own hands. When she learns about the ‘Puzzle Women’ working tirelessly to reconstruct files shredded by the former secret police, she begs them to help her piece Mama’s story back together. But as Papa’s threats against both siblings escalate, can they unite to learn the full, brutal truth in Mama’s own words at last?

Genres: Historical Fiction, Fiction, Historical, Mystery, Audiobook, Germany, Contemporary

425 pages, Kindle Edition

First published October 20, 2020

Reviews

[Debra - can't post any comments on site today grrr · Rating 4 out of 5]

"Love isn't just something you feel - it's something you do."

This is a remarkably interesting and intriguing book. It is about domestic violence, abuse and pain but it is also about love, family, hope and resilience.

It is the story of a mother who loved her children. It is about children who loved their mother and share a close bond and love each other. It is about taking your fate into your own hands, about being brave, about taking chances. It is about helping others. It is also about fear, self-medicating, and fear.

Then it is also about women helping others. About piecing the pieces back together. It is a search for the truth, it is about Berlin's history. The Puzzle women who worked tirelessly to reconstruct shredded files of the former secret police.

Heartbreaking at times, this book tells the story of siblings Rune and Lottie, their Mama and Papa. This was a beautifully written and captivating read. It will not be easy for some to read, but it is worthwhile. There are parts that will put a smile on your face. This was my first book by this Author, and I look forward to reading more of her work in the future.

Thank you to Amazon Publishing UK and NetGalley who provided me with a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review. All the thoughts and opinions are my own.

[Sarah-Hope · Rating 5 out of 5]

Have you had that experience where you begin reading a book, and it's not bad, but you're still withholding judgement—and then, about 10% of the way in, you realize you're reading something exceptional, and you know you'll be staying up until you've read every last word of it? I had that experience reading Anna Ellory's The Puzzle Women.

I don't want to say too much about this title because it was so wonderful to dive into it without preconceptions or expectations. Let me just say that it's about family, the ways they do/don't fail one another, and the lengths to which they will go to protect one another; it's also about hope and resilience. The Puzzle Women is set in two time periods: during the fall of the Berlin Wall and in the present day as the "Puzzle Women" work to reconstruct documents from the thousands of bags of shredded papers left behind by the Stasi when East and West Berlin were reunited.

The publisher's blurb for the book oversimplifies the narrative and doesn't do it justice. Ignore the blurb. Don't read a ton of reviews. Just pick this title up as soon as you can and read!

I received a free electronic ARC of this title from the publisher via NetGally for review purposes. The opinions are my own.

[Alina · Rating 3 out of 5]

***Note: I received a copy curtesy of Netgalley and Amazon Publishing UK / Lake Union Publishing in exchange for an honest review.

* Plot: 3.5★
* Characters: 3★
* Language/Humor/Witticism: 3★
* Enjoyability: 3★

The novel is focused mainly on mystery and abuse, with quite sparse bits of historical fiction added. Lotte, a girl with Down syndrome, is quite nice and sweet, maybe a tad too highly functional depicted - I know two girls/women with Down and neither one of them is this resourceful and skilled at all kinds of things (baking, traveling on her own, etc). Rune/Roo is very sweet and protective towards his sister, but at the same time kind of depressed and addicted on oxy. The other secondary characters are given too little space to develop.

Although I felt for the mom and I appreciated her trying to escape the abusive relashionship and spare her children from such a life, the book overall didn't quite make an impact, maybe because of the writing, which was too pompous and flowery for my taste - even the letters are full of metaphors that I highly doubt a daughter with Down's syndrome would understand..
Also, the ending didn’t quite work for me.

[Rose · Rating 5 out of 5]

The Puzzle Women - for me was an incredible book. Very beautifully written and a book that tells an important story.

Both full of sadness, and love, with characters that stay with you long after the story ends.

Very heartbreaking at times, but full of relationships and support.

This book is one to pick up, read, share and talk about!

Thank You to NetGalley, Author Anna Ellory and Amazon Publishing UK for my advanced copy to read and review.

#ThePuzzleWomen #NetGalley

[thebookconfessions · Rating 4 out of 5]

I was not sure if I should give this book 3.5 or 4⭐ but it's been a few days since I finished it and it's still fresh in my mind so I definitely enjoyed it a lot.

This is my first book from the author and it won't be my last. This was such an intriguing story. Mysterious and emotional.
I especially liked Lotte! Her chapters were so interesting to read. I think the way she acted and described things, made me even more interested in the story. It definitely made me feel closer to the story, closer to the characters.

It was a devastating but heartwarming story. Intense but interesting. It was a realistic story of love, faith, hope, and survival. I really really enjoyed it!

[Sandra · Rating 5 out of 5]

This is book that is hard to put down as it grabs the reader from the start. The story is mainly about a family, Papa, Mama, Roo and Lotte but is so much more than a family story. The story epitomises the love of a mother for her children in a vey emotional, painful way. I loved the fact that this entwined two stories into one as it was based upon historical facts. I knew of the separation of Germany by the Berlin Wall, some of the issues and problems caused by fall of the wall and the amalgation of the East and the West peoples. I did not know of the existence of The Puzzle Women before and this was so beautifully wound into the family story.
This is a heart warming story defining a mothers love for her children facing the pychological and physical abuse from her husband. There are a lot of disturbing torture descriptions and throughout I would say that it was a brutal read. I adored Lotte who was a Downs Syndrome child but was very strong in her thoughts and kept on saying that she was independent to help her fight her place and try to make people realise that she was capable of more than people gave her credit for. It did not help that this story was set in a period where people who were disabled, mentally or physically, were basically locked away out of sight in special places.
There were many beautiful moments throughout defining a mothers love for her children, the entwining of hearts and the magic of being born. The most unforgettable moment was when Lotte states why she likes Bees as it is so beautiful in her thought process. Bees have tiny wings and big fat bodies and they shuld not be able to fly but they can. Such a lovely comparison to Downs Syndrome people often in shape and strength of character.
This was a very skilfully written story that captured the essence of all the characters.

[Chris · Rating 5 out of 5]

I was writing my review and stopped as it became so ridiculously lengthy.

Oh how I loved this unusual story! There were pieces that broke my heart. Both in a good and bad way. It was also historical (Berlin) in nature. It also involved a family where domestic abuse occurred from father to mother and son. Not Lotte, not yet anyway if her brother has anything to do with it!

The young girl, Lotte, with Down’s syndrome, was the star.
I absolutely loved her character! She truly was the hero of this story and has won over my heart.

There is so much, much more to this story, but to give it up would take away from giving other readers the reading opportunity.

A very unusual storyline, beautifully written and I highly recommend this one.

Five shining stars!

[Sabrina · Rating 5 out of 5]

* 4.5 Stars!

I truly can not begin to explain how amazingly fantastic this book was...

This book is told in three different time periods, with three separate narratives that intertwine into a beautiful work of mystery, suspense, love and loss. Mama, Rune, and Lotte are leaving their home in the middle of the night and quite literally running away.. taking place in Berlin before, during and after the fall of that most famous wall.. this piece of historical fiction proves that the separation between East and West Berlin was at least in this situation for the best!

My favorite part of this novel was the narrative provided by Lotte between the ages of 6-16. Lotte has down syndrome, the strongest desire to be inde-pen-dent, and an overwhelming drive to not "forget"!

There are times in this book that the author describes in great detail moments of domestic abuse, it is not to the point of being unnecessary and it is respectfully done. However, if this is something that bothers you to read about, you might want to pass this one by.

[Martina · Rating 3 out of 5]

Sommige stukjes van het verhaal vond ik echt super mooi, maar andere delen vond ik juist afstandelijk geschreven! Dan had ik er echt helemaal niets mee. Jammer! Toch ben ik blij dat ik doorgelezen heb hoor, al met al een mooi verhaal

[Carole888 · Rating 3 out of 5]

Set in Germany, with three voices, that of Rune, Lotte and Mama, narrating events from “then”(1989) and “now”(1999) ... Historically enlightening, sad, but full of hope. This is a Bookclub read and a new author for me.

[Tom Hendrikx · Rating 3 out of 5]

Intens boek over een door een foute man verscheurde familie. De twee tijdlijnen werken prima als kapstok voor het verhaal. Moederliefde en sterke band tussen broer en zus geven het verhaal diepte. Diverse aangrijpende gebeurtenissen die helaas ook in de werkelijkheid voorkomen. Goed geschreven boek dat je aandacht vasthoudt. Helaas was het slot wat minder sterk dan de overige delen.

[Mardi · Rating 3 out of 5]

** TRIGGER WARNING **

I wasn’t keen on some of Ellory’s writing. It sometimes felt disjointed, like two people wrote it. Nevertheless …

This is a harrowing journey of Rune and Lotte (brother and sister) who live a life through escaping domestic abuse and the taking down of the Berlin Wall. The East vs West was an insight. There is heartache, joy, renewed faith in the human spirit and the fight to be in-de-pendant. The characters were deep and resilient - finding strength really does grow from love.

[Kathy Trastevere · Rating 4 out of 5]

I really enjoyed this book which depicts a family struggle in Berlin from 1989 through 1999, just before and following the fall of the wall. I am now motivated to learn more about this very recent history. One of the characters is a delightful down-syndrome child/teen who was beloved by the family and the reader. A character type rarely seen in literature. 4.5

[Karen Bolland · Rating 5 out of 5]

This is a fantastic story. In places a difficult read but really worth the effort.

This is the type of book that makes me eager to read more!

[Nanieke · Rating 4 out of 5]

Ontroerend en soms ook best wel heftig boek over Rune en zijn zusje Lotte die het syndroom van Down heeft. Rune en Lotte vluchten als kinderen met hun moeder van West naar Oost-Berlijn en proberen jaren later, met behulp van de puzzelvrouwen, te achterhalen wat er precies met hun moeder is gebeurd. Hartverwarmend dat Rune kosten wat het kost zijn zusje Lotte probeert te beschermen, ook tegen de waarheid.

[Marloes · Rating 3 out of 5]

3.5⭐️

[Marjan · Rating 5 out of 5]

Wauw, heftig , emotioneel, triest , ontroerend , down-syndroom …
Heden en verleden , oost en west Duitsland …
Aanrader wat mij betreft

[Lisa · Rating 5 out of 5]

The Puzzle Women is a dual-time story, set in 1989 at the time of the fall of the Berlin Wall and ten years later, in 1999. As the story opens, Mama takes her children, Rune and Lotte, and flees her abusive marriage. Ten years later, Mama is gone, the children are back in Papa’s grasp, and their memories are faded. Lotte, the younger of the two, barely remembers anything of Mama, their escape, and what follows. But one day a mysterious notebook arrives. Lotte struggles to read, but she sees enough to know the notebook came from Mama.

“‘Mama!’ That sharp pointy word came at her from the page with soft hands and the voice of songs. It was an all-over feeling. It was a new feeling. It was a feeling of holding on so tight, so as not to be left. Of being still, which was far harder than being quiet. Of quiet being the sound that roars on the inside. Of sucking her thumb and listening to words transformed into the cakes of dreams.“

Papa finds the notebook and destroys it. So when Lotte learns of the “Puzzle Women,” reconstructing files the Stasi had shredded and left behind when the Berlin Wall fell, she determines to be independent and to seek their help. Telling no one where she is going, she sets out on her own with her goal firmly in mind.

Rune, upon learning Lotte is gone, is frantic to find her. He is overwhelmed with guilt for what he thinks he’s done, burdened with fear for what he thinks will happen when his past choices are made known. He fears that nothing but hurt will come from any revelations the Puzzle Women may make from scattered pieces of the past.

“The official line was that the Stasi had ‘disappeared her’ but he’d been there, and it wouldn’t have happened without him. Rune had made her death inevitable, even if he hadn’t killed her himself. How was he ever to explain that to Lotte? He didn’t want to see Lotte’s face when she ran out of the notebook entries. When the reality of death and the beginning of grief began for her. And the questions that began with ‘how?’ started. If Lotte knew what he had done too, would she be able to understand ? He wasn’t asking for forgiveness – he could never forgive himself. But for Lotte to look at him differently, it would destroy him.“

Lotte just wants to remember, wants to know what the notebook says and who Mama was, wants a place where she fits. I adored seeing Lotte’s character develop through the course of the book. Papa made her think she was nothing. But others saw her value, and she began to shine in the warmth of their love and approval.

“‘Why do you like bees so much?’Clio asked. Lotte looked at Sabine, who winked. Sabine knew why. She looked at Pepin, who laughed. She knew why too. It made Lotte happy that her friends understood her. ‘Because,’Lotte explained, ‘they have tiny wings and big fat bodies. They shouldn’t be able to fly and yet they do.’‘So?’‘So, sometimes you can be more than what people think you can be.’‘Exactly,’said Sabine and Roo at the same time.“

The story pulls you along. Tension is constant, as there is always the fear of what Papa will do, where he will turn up, what strings he can pull to bring his family back under his thumb when they dare to think that perhaps they are finally beyond his reach. Ellory turns a wondrous phrase, and her skillful use of language to draw mental images makes the words come alive in the reader’s mind. “He reread the rejection letter; the words felt like bullet holes, fossilised wounds – a constellation of stars, and just as unreachable.” “Lotte felt good, really sunflower-yellow good, and she fell asleep listening to the warming glow of Sabine’s laugh.” “The point he had been trying to make slip-slid off his face and puddled in his belly.” The book is filled with instances like that, where the words you just read make you pause and visualize what the author has said.

This is not necessarily an easy read, especially not for anyone who has suffered abuse. But it is an enthralling read, brutal yet healing, full of harsh reality and sacrificial love. The language is beautiful, and the story is compelling. It is worth your time.

Disclaimer: I received an advance reader copy of this book from NetGalley and Amazon Publishing UK. All opinions here are my own, and I don’t say nice things about books I don’t actually like.

[Brenda · Rating 4 out of 5]

Gut wrenching and heartbreaking yet filled with warmth and beautiful love, this intense book is impossible to set aside until completely read and mulled over. Your heart will pound and drop and you will hold your breath as you follow this family on a dual timeline in Germany as they traverse a nightmare, not life.

Mama, Roo and Lotte make another attempt to leave their home on tiptoe with a few belongings, desperate not to awaken Papa and his horrendous wrath. But their escape doesn't last for long. The bond between the three is super close and Mama does what she can to instill real love into her children with words and actions. Papa is a looming threatening dark presence whose actions are despicable and heinous which we see throughout the story.

The arrival of a notebook from the past in the mail changes everything. Shortly after Lotte discovers Puzzle Women who literally go through bags and bags of shredded documents and puzzle them back together. They help fit the pieces into place in her own family's history, one by one.

The characters are so very emotive and believable and engaging, almost too real. I can't say it's an enjoyable read but a necessary read.

*Trigger warning: torture and domestic abuse.

My sincere thank you to Amazon Publishing UK and NetGalley for providing me with an ARC of this poignant book in exchange for an honest review. Much appreciated.

[Donne · Rating 3 out of 5]

Once in awhile, I enjoy a veering off my "typical" reading genres (crime mysteries/thrillers and urban/sci-fi fantasies) for a really good historical fiction story. The Puzzle Women certainly started off in that direction but seemed to have kind lost it's way by the end of the story. If I could have given it 2.5stars, I would have. Thus making my 3star rating kind of generous.

I really enjoyed most of the story about siblings Rune and Lotte and how it flipped back and forth from 1989 Berlin (just before the wall fell) and 1999 Berlin. The story of them finding the "Puzzle Women" and reconstructing the story of their mother and their memories of her were interesting, enough for me to invest in wanting to know more about the outcome.

Unfortunately, the story suffered towards the end (last 20-25%) like so many stories - an author who who doesn't know how to end it properly and ends up rushing it to a sloppy finish. This book was a little long in some parts and not long enough in others. With a proper edit, the author could have omitted some sections of the book without taking away from the story thus allowing her to commit to a decent and proper ending.

[Yumiko Hansen · Rating 4 out of 5]

3.75 stars

— Weaving historical moments in German history with the personal stories of the unique characters makes this novel a great read - then why 3.75 stars? The story was a powerful one but I think the writer focussed too much on being sensational and not enough on being believable.
Unfortunately, in my opinion, the story degenerated into a cat-and-mouse style thriller with the outcome becoming more and more predictable as the pages turned. The very last twist in the tale was, for me, a bit of a cop-out.

[Connie53 · Rating 4 out of 5]

Dit was een van de weinige keren dat ik op een persoon in een boek heb zitten schelden. Ik was zo gefrustreerd door wat er gebeurde dat ik echt kwaad was.
Het verhaal speelt zich af in Berlijn en in Neurenberg in 1989 en 1999. Rune (10) en Lotte (5) zijn broer en zus. Thuis is het niet veilig door hun vader. Als hun moeder hen in 1989 het huis uit smokkelt, gaan ze naar een opvanghuis ver weg van hun vader. De vader is een machtig man bij de politie en hun moeder heeft geen schijn van kans als ze naar de politie gaat om aangifte tegen haar man te doen.
In 1999 wonen Lotte en Rune alleen met hun vader en zijn nieuwe vrouw. Lotte krijgt op een dag een pakje met daarin een dagboek geschreven door hun moeder dat onmiddellijk door vader wordt verscheurd. Als ze op de radio hoort dat er in Neurenberg een aantal mensen zijn die proberen om verscheurde documenten van de Stasi weer in elkaar te zetten. Ze worden 'De puzzelvrouwen, genoemd. Lotte besluit om met de verscheurde stukken van het dagboek naar Neurenberg te reizen om die daar weer in elkaar te laten zetten. De vrouwen zijn aardig voor Lotte en proberen haar te helpen in hun vrije tijd en langzaam ontstaat het verhaal van wat er allemaal is gebeurd.

Ik vond dit echt een hartverscheurend mooi verhaal. Het is ook goed, en af en toe prachtig, geschreven.

[January · Rating 5 out of 5]

Okay everyone, stop what you are doing right now and go read this book.

And then cry.

And now, do you need a hug? Because I do.

I can’t believe there is a world where this story existed. It is so beautiful and heartbreaking and monstrous and hopeful that it could only exist in this world of humans, who are all those things.

On a very simplistic level, I want to say that I know nothing as an American about Cold war times. It is so difficult to get accurate information anyway, but where is this history? Why isn’t it being shared? I had to look up so much and still, have so many questions. I know, it’s awful, beyond awful. (Even the characters did not want to remember) But we clearly have shown that we are only doomed to repeat if we don’t learn the first time…. Topical much? :(

I want to live in a world where Lotte exists and I can just be in the room with her. I have never met such a captivating and well written character who has had the odds stacked against her and is so purely beautiful in her own way. (Maybe From the movie Little Miss Sunshine? It’s been a while since I saw it but my mind leans to it.) She is just, good. A good person. There are only about 10 of them I think? Lotte needs her words made into precepts - I loved the reactions of The Puzzle Women because mine were exactly the same. What a blessing to have known her even just in words. She is magic.

Rune is heartbreaking and I just want to hug him. I was just talking to someone about our notion of Being a Man; so much was stacked against Rune as well. He didn’t know! And no one, NO ONE is to blame but that awful monster, who does not deserve any more mentioning. I love the idea here of giving no more credit or attention to him - as survivors and Rune say, He will be forgotten.

The mom. I can’t. Could you even think on this? Her days in stasis at the LifeHouse. I couldn’t imagine where she went in her mind so many times, too many. I can’t imagine how strong her heart was. I can only be in Awe and tears. And wish I could give hugs. What an Unbelievable story - and again, sadly it could take place anywhere, but with the historical addition of East and West Germany?! How much of a story to tell, so thankful for this book.

[Tracy · Rating 5 out of 5]

This story is essentially about a mother’s love for her children and the lengths she’d go to to protect them. The book addresses domestic violence and is not an easy read. It is brutal in places and may not be for everybody.
The period of history was of particular interest to me. The story spans the collapse of the Berlin Wall and focusses on the Puzzle Women who were employed to piece together documents shredded by the Stasi.

Although dark in places, this is an interesting, beautifully-written novel of love, hope and solidarity.

[Pip · Rating 3 out of 5]

3.5 stars I almost gave up on this after the first chapter, glad I didn’t. It’s pretty grim, horrific in places but it does a really good job of illuminating another perspective on a monumental point in history - the fall of the Berlin Wall. I also appreciated the new (for me) perspective of the inner world of a girl with Down’s syndrome.

[Joanna Stewart · Rating 4 out of 5]

Do not let the title of this book put you off (sadly I expect a publisher’s decision)! It’s a moving account of two East German siblings; their relationships with their abusive father and missing mother. Incredibly moving and insightful characters. I couldn’t put it down!

[Irene · Rating 4 out of 5]

3,5/4 sterren

Mooi, goed, indrukwekkend verhaal. Vlot te lezen. Persoonlijk had ik iets meer informatie/tijdsbeeld verwacht van de DDR en val van de muur etc gezien het tijdspad waarin het verhaal zich heel specifiek afspeelt.

Volledige recensie volgt binnenkort op De Leesfabriek!

[Lyndsae Benton · Rating 5 out of 5]

This is the kind of story that keeps you up reading way too late and will stay with you forever.

[Marij Maurissen · Rating 5 out of 5]

Een pareltje, waar moederliefde centraal staat en prachtig omschreven wordt.

[Claire W · Rating 5 out of 5]

I love Anna's books; her style of writing takes you deep into the emotional aspects as she weaves the story around you.
I couldn't put this book down and feel changed by it.