How do I sum up my feelings of this book and of my feelings in regards to Karen Kingsbury's latest offerings? It is hard and yet here I am, another book read, and ultimately, another time I am left disappointed.
There is so much that was going for this book. Tackling the topic of sex trafficking is one I don't really see in fiction--let alone in Christian fiction. Then acknowledging that it is just as big of an issue in the United States as it is abroad....also a big deal.
I know Karen Kingsbury got a LOT of crap because this book is pro police. Guess what? That is okay! I personally feel it was nicely done. Having Tommy Baxter (so Luke Baxter's son) wanting to be a cop but his parents wrestling with A.) "throwing his life away" or B.) the safety factor are two arguments that I believe happen a lot.
Then you have the 9/11 storylines--the visit to the 9/11 Memorial, illnesses received from Ground Zero, a family member who died in the attacks. As someone who remembers that day vividly, I appreciate how much light and love Karen brings to that period in time.
Lastly, as someone who battles mental health, anxiety, and panic attacks myself, I truly appreciated Karen writing a character who had them! And the Bible passages she shared are ones that truly have ministered to me in some of my darkest times.
Okay. You might be wondering what my issue is. Well, I struggled with the cancer storyline of Tommy's girlfriend, Annalee. Now, it had potential and wow, Karen gave us the closest thing to a "sex scene" I have ever read in Christian fiction. (Heck, even acknowledging sexuality and a girl WANTING sex doesn't really happen in that world. So her thinking about her wedding night....scandalous ;)) BUT in typical fashion, I knew Annalee's cancer battle was going to end just fine.
And it did. A character who had stage 4 non-hodgkins lymphoma prayed, had faith, and thanks to that (and the chemo), by the end of the book the cancer is GONE! Y'all. I knew that was going to happen. It's kind of like the Joel Osteen line of Christianity...."If you have enough faith, you will be fine." That irks me. Because it isn't real life. Same with the cop that got shot......Karen had him be on life support for a little bit and then....HE WAS FINE.
This has become my issue with Kingsbury. I feel she sells an inauthentic brand of Christianity. Because while her characters go through trials, nine times out of ten, there are no consequences. Everything ends like the end of a Hallmark movie. But guess what? I don't want a Hallmark movie from her. I want life. Nitty gritty. Honestly, I think either Annalee needed to die or the cop needed to die. I know that sounds harsh, but really, life hurts. It stings. We live in a fallen world and as a result, there is pain and death and challenges to faith.
We talk in secular literature about #ownvoices and how it is paramount to see oneself reflected in the narratives they read. Honestly, that needs to happen in Christian literature too. I don't want to read a book where characters have crisis of faith and yet, everything gets better, cease to suck, prayers are answered. I want to see characters to have to deal with pain....struggle with their faith for even a book or two....not get a happy resolution. Karen has the ability for that depth of writing and character building. I just need to see it start happening sooner rather than later.