I read this book twice through while Ayelet played at the playground. Beside me, the wild grape vines climbed the sycamore and twisted around the spindles of the footbridge, but they showed no sign of bearing fruit. On the first read, I made noises I have not ever made while reading before, at least not to my recollection, and definitely not in public. They were somewhere between a sigh and a chuckle or a sigh and a gasp. Before the second read, I went and gathered eucalyptus leaves, mostly green ones, but some red too, to mark the pages of poems I like. I bent down to pick up a particularly shapely leaf, and, of course, there was a feather* beneath it. Here are the poems I marked: The Eventualist, Sent to the Monk, A New Dawn, The Butter Festival, Boutonniere, Genesis, and The Leaves.
I've read Madness, Rack, and Honey, which covered me like a dark blue quilt, so I was expecting something like that from Ruefle's poems too. But this collection was more like a multi-colored afghan, full of holes I could poke my fingers through, spots where the breath and the breeze could catch me. More handmade, somehow. Purposefully sparse.
*I used the feather to mark Genesis, but then I decided to give it away. Ayelet took me to her favorite climbing tree, the one just past the sycamore with the fairy hollow. I tucked the feather inside with a little prayer. This spring, I put treasures and offerings in the hollow almost every day, but only one is still there, an acorn top. I don't need to keep everything that is special. As soon as I turned to walk away, I looked at the ground and another feather was there. I picked it up and put it into the hollow as well. I went back to Ayelet without looking down. I am trying to not hold onto what doesn't belong to me. We walked over to the creek, and my eyes naturally went to the ground. Another feather. I decided to take a hint, and I opened the book back up the Genesis and tucked it in.
GENESIS
Oh, I said, this is going to be.
And it was.
Oh, I said, this will never happen.
But it did.
A purple fog descended upon the land.
The roots of the trees curled up.
The world was divided into two countries.
Every photograph taken in the first was of people.
Every photograph taken in the second showed none.
All of the girl children were named And.
All of the boy children named Then.
Nammy, as you can see, the story is still being written, even as I quibble with my own pen.