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Oleanders are Poisonous: Some things can't be forgiven
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It has been republished under the title: "How You Found Me".
In a town where gossip spreads like dust blowing in from the Mallee's canola fields, something unspeakable is about to happen to sixteen-year-old Lauren. It's bad enough she's losing her mum to a horrible disease and that her best friend is leaving town, but now the only person she thought she could trust, is about to betray her.
She can't stay here. No one is going to believe the town cop could do such a horrific thing to his own daughter. There's nothing left to do but run. Especially after the fire.
This mature YA coming-of-age story is filled with heartbreak, laughter and poignancy, unafraid to address the sometimes gut-wrenching complexities of growing up.
*Suitable for a mature YA audience.
*Contains swearing and themes of sexual abuse, mental health, suicide, self-harm, homophobia.
*This book uses Australian spelling and grammar conventions.
It has been republished under the title: "How You Found Me".
In a town where gossip spreads like dust blowing in from the Mallee's canola fields, something unspeakable is about to happen to sixteen-year-old Lauren. It's bad enough she's losing her mum to a horrible disease and that her best friend is leaving town, but now the only person she thought she could trust, is about to betray her.
She can't stay here. No one is going to believe the town cop could do such a horrific thing to his own daughter. There's nothing left to do but run. Especially after the fire.
This mature YA coming-of-age story is filled with heartbreak, laughter and poignancy, unafraid to address the sometimes gut-wrenching complexities of growing up.
*Suitable for a mature YA audience.
*Contains swearing and themes of sexual abuse, mental health, suicide, self-harm, homophobia.
*This book uses Australian spelling and grammar conventions.
170 pages, ebook
Published March 2, 2020
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About the author
A.J. Collins
3 books16 followersAJ Collins is a Melbourne based fiction author. A recipient of first prize and several commendations for the Monash WordFest awards, AJ has been published in various short story anthologies and magazines and was awarded a place at Hardcopy 2018 in Canberra, a national professional development program for writers. Her work has also been read on Radio Queensland.
AJ graduated from RMIT’s Professional Writing and Editing Associate Degree in 2014 and has since established a successful editing and publishing business, AJC Publishing.
Previous to this, AJ had an eclectic career from managing commercial mortgages, to working in a legal tribunal, to fronting her own function band for over twenty years.
A one time devotee of adrenaline sports, including bungee jumping, skydiving, parasailing, sky walking, sky jumping, and volcano climbing, AJ is now happy to be settled at home with her hubby and two fur kids, writing her adventures instead of living them.
AJ graduated from RMIT’s Professional Writing and Editing Associate Degree in 2014 and has since established a successful editing and publishing business, AJC Publishing.
Previous to this, AJ had an eclectic career from managing commercial mortgages, to working in a legal tribunal, to fronting her own function band for over twenty years.
A one time devotee of adrenaline sports, including bungee jumping, skydiving, parasailing, sky walking, sky jumping, and volcano climbing, AJ is now happy to be settled at home with her hubby and two fur kids, writing her adventures instead of living them.
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April 19, 2020
I enjoyed this book. The characters feel very real, and I have a lot of empathy for Lauren, the protagonist. The complex challenges she faces will give readers a lot to reflect on. It's a great book, which covers a number of important themes for YA readers. The novel has a wonderful pace, and the writing is sharp and engaging. I wanted things to work out for Lauren. I'm happy there's a second book in the series so I can spend more time with these characters.
March 27, 2020
I got a copy of this book from Book Siren. It was compared to Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson so I thought I might like it.
The beginning of the book was a bit hard to follow, I felt like it jumped from place to place a bit quickly and it took me awhile to figure out what was going on and what the importance of certain things were. Once I got into the book I had a hard time putting it down. It was very expressive, being told from Lauren's perspective, I felt like I could truly see and feel what she was going through. She's already dealing with so much with her mother, then Harry leaving, and finally what happens with her stepfather. I don't know that anyone at any age would be able to cope with so much and not break or at least snap at some point.
The end of the book is what got to me the most. The start of recovery, the start of feeling happy again and then ... Boom! A Bombshell! I didn't realize when I started the book that there would be a sequel and now I'm anxious to read it and find out how everything plays out.
The beginning of the book was a bit hard to follow, I felt like it jumped from place to place a bit quickly and it took me awhile to figure out what was going on and what the importance of certain things were. Once I got into the book I had a hard time putting it down. It was very expressive, being told from Lauren's perspective, I felt like I could truly see and feel what she was going through. She's already dealing with so much with her mother, then Harry leaving, and finally what happens with her stepfather. I don't know that anyone at any age would be able to cope with so much and not break or at least snap at some point.
The end of the book is what got to me the most. The start of recovery, the start of feeling happy again and then ... Boom! A Bombshell! I didn't realize when I started the book that there would be a sequel and now I'm anxious to read it and find out how everything plays out.
April 11, 2020
My Rating : 3.75🌟
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Kindle/ BookSirens/ March2020
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Thankyou BookSirens for the e-copy in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own and not influenced in any way.
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This book follows the story of Lauren while she deals with life after finding out her mom is losing her memories. *Trigger Warning - Mental Health, Suicide, Sexual Abuse, Homophobia *
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First, I loved the way this story was told over a period of time. The book starts off with a really normal everyday scene where the characters are introduced. Then it dives into what the characters are dealing with and how they cope with everything.
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Second, I really loved the monologues and how certain scenes were portrayed. The damage one's mental health takes after a sudden change to the worse wrt a family member and abuse was done really well. Lauren is a strong willed character who tries to approach her life with positivity even after all the that happens.
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With that being said, I loved the dynamic between Lauren and Harry and how she takes his presence and his memories to keep her in track. The friendship between her and Snap was heartwarming and I loved how it pushes her to deal with her feelings rather than lock them away. I loved the character development and the progression of the story as well. I didn't realise this book had a sequel and I can't wait to continue reading so that I find out what Lauren does after that ending !
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Overall, this book dealt with a lot of sensitive topics in a way it's relatable to everyone. It had amazing characters, lot of personality, good writing and very optimistic ending I would love to read !
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Kindle/ BookSirens/ March2020
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Thankyou BookSirens for the e-copy in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own and not influenced in any way.
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This book follows the story of Lauren while she deals with life after finding out her mom is losing her memories. *Trigger Warning - Mental Health, Suicide, Sexual Abuse, Homophobia *
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First, I loved the way this story was told over a period of time. The book starts off with a really normal everyday scene where the characters are introduced. Then it dives into what the characters are dealing with and how they cope with everything.
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Second, I really loved the monologues and how certain scenes were portrayed. The damage one's mental health takes after a sudden change to the worse wrt a family member and abuse was done really well. Lauren is a strong willed character who tries to approach her life with positivity even after all the that happens.
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With that being said, I loved the dynamic between Lauren and Harry and how she takes his presence and his memories to keep her in track. The friendship between her and Snap was heartwarming and I loved how it pushes her to deal with her feelings rather than lock them away. I loved the character development and the progression of the story as well. I didn't realise this book had a sequel and I can't wait to continue reading so that I find out what Lauren does after that ending !
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Overall, this book dealt with a lot of sensitive topics in a way it's relatable to everyone. It had amazing characters, lot of personality, good writing and very optimistic ending I would love to read !
June 26, 2020
AJ Collins´ YA novel Oleanders are Poisonous: Some Things Can't Be Forgiven introduces readers to sixteen-year-old Lauren, who is dealing with incredible physical and emotional loss. Still reeling from the death of her father, Lauren is now learning to cope with her mother´s progressing dementia and a stepfather who seems to be losing the control he values. This is a family situation that spirals out of control. In typical fashion, before she has time to adjust to one situation, she is thrust into another.
Collins draws the reader into the story quickly with easily digestible chapters and a main character who is trying to figure out the unfolding events of her life. Lauren´s feelings of confusion and hurt are realistic, and she is processing as she goes. (So is the reader as Collins does not allow commentary to overshadow the main character's perspective. We discover as Lauren discovers.) Collins portrays difficult topics without seeming overly concerned with teaching a lesson or pointing out her characters´ mistakes, which is very refreshing. She lets them speak for themselves.
This novel is recommended for mature YA readers due to language and themes of sexual abuse, suicide, and mental health. While scenes are not graphic, there is some heavy emotional lifting involved for this character. Readers witness a stark transformation as Lauren experiences various types of trauma and slips into depression. In the end, however, Lauren is on a journey toward recovery. The conclusion of this book is incomplete as there are conflicts left unresolved. Readers will definitely want to continue reading about Lauren´s story in Collins´ sequel Magnolias Don´t Die.
I received a free advance copy of this novel from BookSirens in exchange for an honest review. Opinions are my own.
Collins draws the reader into the story quickly with easily digestible chapters and a main character who is trying to figure out the unfolding events of her life. Lauren´s feelings of confusion and hurt are realistic, and she is processing as she goes. (So is the reader as Collins does not allow commentary to overshadow the main character's perspective. We discover as Lauren discovers.) Collins portrays difficult topics without seeming overly concerned with teaching a lesson or pointing out her characters´ mistakes, which is very refreshing. She lets them speak for themselves.
This novel is recommended for mature YA readers due to language and themes of sexual abuse, suicide, and mental health. While scenes are not graphic, there is some heavy emotional lifting involved for this character. Readers witness a stark transformation as Lauren experiences various types of trauma and slips into depression. In the end, however, Lauren is on a journey toward recovery. The conclusion of this book is incomplete as there are conflicts left unresolved. Readers will definitely want to continue reading about Lauren´s story in Collins´ sequel Magnolias Don´t Die.
I received a free advance copy of this novel from BookSirens in exchange for an honest review. Opinions are my own.
July 10, 2020
i received a free ebook in exchange for an honest review. the book was a short read. first few sections had me all over the place, confused. but soon as i grasped the direction, the book turned so captivating. too bad that it was too short to be truly satisfactory, cant wait for the next instalment!
March 5, 2020
I don’t normally read a lot of young adult fiction but what I have read is usually quite suitable for adults. Oleanders are Poisonous is one such book.
Lauren is a young teenage girl who lives in the Mallee. She has a close mate, Harry whom she’s known for years. Singing with him takes her mind off her home life where her mother is deteriorating from a debilitating illness. Lauren and her step-father, Samuel struggle to cope until one night on Lauren’s sixteenth birthday everything dramatically changes.
This is the first book out of a series of two. Being short, I read it in a few hours and found I couldn’t put it down, reading it on the train, on the escalator and in the dentist waiting room hoping he was running late – he was.
I was hopelessly hooked into this coming of age story, immediately caring so much about Lauren and what was happening to her. How she navigates her feelings and her way in the world had me cheering for her all the way. Collin’s writing is superb, paced beautifully and this book is an easy and quick read.
Now for the sequel, Magnolia’s don’t Die.
Lauren is a young teenage girl who lives in the Mallee. She has a close mate, Harry whom she’s known for years. Singing with him takes her mind off her home life where her mother is deteriorating from a debilitating illness. Lauren and her step-father, Samuel struggle to cope until one night on Lauren’s sixteenth birthday everything dramatically changes.
This is the first book out of a series of two. Being short, I read it in a few hours and found I couldn’t put it down, reading it on the train, on the escalator and in the dentist waiting room hoping he was running late – he was.
I was hopelessly hooked into this coming of age story, immediately caring so much about Lauren and what was happening to her. How she navigates her feelings and her way in the world had me cheering for her all the way. Collin’s writing is superb, paced beautifully and this book is an easy and quick read.
Now for the sequel, Magnolia’s don’t Die.
October 13, 2020
I inhaled this book! It’s a relatively short read, but that doesn’t negate its impact. In fact, I would argue it heightens it. In Oleanders Are Poisonous, Collins tackles some challenging issues and themes, with teen protag Lauren not only navigating the usual universal teenage dilemmas, but also the terrible weight of burdens beyond her years: dementia, distorted family dynamics, grief, abuse, and betrayal. Well-paced, and well-written, and set against the backdrop of small town regional Victoria, Collins’ debut novel demonstrates she understands her readership, and has adeptly portrayed how setting and circumstance influences and shapes characters’ decisions. I also thought it was a great touch including helplines to various support resources at the end of the book. Bravo, AJ – I’m looking forward to the sequel, Magnolias Don’t Die.
April 27, 2020
I received a copy of this book from BookSirens (thank you!), however, all thoughts and feelings are my own.
Lauren's world is crashing down around her. Her mother is incredibly ill, her best friend is preparing to leave town and the only other person she's close to isn't who she thought he was. Lauren doesn't think she can stay in this small town with no one by her side. The only question is can she let go of her nostalgic past?
*This story does contain scenes/mentions of sexual assault, homophobia, chronic disorder and suicide, keep this in mind before reading if these topics are sensitive*
This fast-paced novel is set in Australia, which I think is great as Australian young-adult isn't as popular. The writing style, as mentioned, propelled this story and once I started reading, I couldn't stop. I believe it only took a day or two to read! While the story is quick, it was a little confusing at the beginning and it took a chapter or two to understand the events. Although, once past this, the story was clear to understand.
I can't speak for the representation of the heavy topics in this book but from what I could gather from the story and other reviews, the author handled them in a raw, realistic way. One thing I will mention is a line that didn't sit with me too well. "I've never been up close to a gay before... that I know of" While this line to me is iffy, it does demonstrate the lack of exposure and knowledge of the lgbt+ community in Australia, and wasn't wrongdoing on Collins' behalf.
There were only a handful of characters which were prominent in the story and I feel they could have been fleshed out a little more. Although there is a sequel to this novel and this might occur in this story.
I really enjoyed the direct and self-aware mindset the main character, Lauren, had. The effects of the traumatic experiences were affecting her and making her act different, but she knew this and tried to correct her ill thoughts towards others.
To summarise, I enjoyed this novel as a fast-paced read. While there are other books that tackle these subject matters in different ways, this novel held it's own. While I enjoyed it, I'm unsure whether or not I'll pick up the sequel, I am curious to see where the cliffhanger will lead to. All in all, Collins did a great job with this story.
Lauren's world is crashing down around her. Her mother is incredibly ill, her best friend is preparing to leave town and the only other person she's close to isn't who she thought he was. Lauren doesn't think she can stay in this small town with no one by her side. The only question is can she let go of her nostalgic past?
*This story does contain scenes/mentions of sexual assault, homophobia, chronic disorder and suicide, keep this in mind before reading if these topics are sensitive*
This fast-paced novel is set in Australia, which I think is great as Australian young-adult isn't as popular. The writing style, as mentioned, propelled this story and once I started reading, I couldn't stop. I believe it only took a day or two to read! While the story is quick, it was a little confusing at the beginning and it took a chapter or two to understand the events. Although, once past this, the story was clear to understand.
I can't speak for the representation of the heavy topics in this book but from what I could gather from the story and other reviews, the author handled them in a raw, realistic way. One thing I will mention is a line that didn't sit with me too well. "I've never been up close to a gay before... that I know of" While this line to me is iffy, it does demonstrate the lack of exposure and knowledge of the lgbt+ community in Australia, and wasn't wrongdoing on Collins' behalf.
There were only a handful of characters which were prominent in the story and I feel they could have been fleshed out a little more. Although there is a sequel to this novel and this might occur in this story.
I really enjoyed the direct and self-aware mindset the main character, Lauren, had. The effects of the traumatic experiences were affecting her and making her act different, but she knew this and tried to correct her ill thoughts towards others.
To summarise, I enjoyed this novel as a fast-paced read. While there are other books that tackle these subject matters in different ways, this novel held it's own. While I enjoyed it, I'm unsure whether or not I'll pick up the sequel, I am curious to see where the cliffhanger will lead to. All in all, Collins did a great job with this story.
February 21, 2021
Scrolling through Booksirens, I came across this YA read and decided it sounded like something up my alley. A bit of an edgy read. The book starts with introducing us to Lauren and her friend Henry. I loved the game these two played - it was like a spelling bee with Chupa Chups as the prize - as a child I always wished we had spelling bees and book quiz competitions as I would have had so much fun entering them as that's where my skills shone through. Lauren has so much on her plate at the moment as her mum has dementia and getting worse and now her best friend and crush Henry is leaving as he has gotten into the university program of his choice. During this time, Lauren's step-dad starts to drink more and starts to act out sexually towards Lauren. This leads one night to his drinking being out of control and he tries something on with Lauren. She pushes him off and runs to her room and locks her door. The next day, she arrives home and finds him dead with a note. Now with no-one as her guardian, Lauren is on her own and meets a new friend who will help her try and start a new life. Will her new life be all that it's cracked up to be? Find out in this start to an edgy YA series that ends on a cliffhanger.
June 17, 2020
From the very beginning, I was there! I felt the confusion, the questions, the loss and ....... Oh I won't spoil it for those who are yet to read this beautifully written story. I am looking forward to reading the follow up. Like all heartfelt stories, they need to read. I personally love holding the book and turning the pages. Stop to reflect and even wonder what the writer A.J. Collins will be sharing in the follow up chapters. This is a keepsake. A gift for every one and I am sure it will have a special place in their home too. ~ RC
March 28, 2020
Oleanders are Poisonous is a compelling story of Lauren, a vulnerable adolescent living in a country town.
As soon as I began this book, I had to keep reading, as Lauren’s story drew me along with her, emotionally involving me in her experiences and her efforts to live with pain and confusion.
This beautifully written book by A. J. Collins, the first of a pair, transported me from moments of witty lightness to intense drama and back again, in parallel with Lauren’s own experiences. I could feel Lauren’s struggles to deal with betrayal and pain. I was absorbed from the first page, quickly finishing the book and keen to move straight onto the second, Magnolias don’t Die.
I highly recommend this book.
As soon as I began this book, I had to keep reading, as Lauren’s story drew me along with her, emotionally involving me in her experiences and her efforts to live with pain and confusion.
This beautifully written book by A. J. Collins, the first of a pair, transported me from moments of witty lightness to intense drama and back again, in parallel with Lauren’s own experiences. I could feel Lauren’s struggles to deal with betrayal and pain. I was absorbed from the first page, quickly finishing the book and keen to move straight onto the second, Magnolias don’t Die.
I highly recommend this book.
June 2, 2020
I was hooked from the beginning with the close relationship of Lauren and Harry on the bus. The story developed easily against the background of the Mallee and Lauren’s family life. Her mother’s dementia was beautifully portrayed, leading into the frustration felt by Lauren, and I felt the sorrow emanating from the stepfather. The breakdown of the family was inevitable, but Lauren showed she had the resilience to escape, aided by her friend, Snap. I was pleased when Snap showed her she could rise up and do something with her life. And then the book finished!
A great hook at the ending, setting up the need to read the sequel; and since I had a free copy, I feel no compunction about purchasing the next. Nevertheless, I felt cheated because the story was so obviously unfinished.
One other concern: I queried the use of the words which formed the chapter headings. Some of them are difficult words for YA. Then I realised that each chapter mostly illustrated the words, making them a learning experience. They also tied in with Lauren and Harry’s spelling game.
I was intrigued to read YA fiction which was not fantasy; and I do recommend this well-paced story.
A great hook at the ending, setting up the need to read the sequel; and since I had a free copy, I feel no compunction about purchasing the next. Nevertheless, I felt cheated because the story was so obviously unfinished.
One other concern: I queried the use of the words which formed the chapter headings. Some of them are difficult words for YA. Then I realised that each chapter mostly illustrated the words, making them a learning experience. They also tied in with Lauren and Harry’s spelling game.
I was intrigued to read YA fiction which was not fantasy; and I do recommend this well-paced story.
April 18, 2020
The book is a good coming of age read. The book does end in a cliffhanger that has a sequel to the story. The story has a good story line. The characters are good, and they have good chemistry. The story is an enjoyable emotional read. I received an advanced review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily
May 22, 2020
Lauren, despite being young, maybe because of all her problems she seems a girl with her head in the place, she knows what happening and tries to accept the horrible fate, she's a strong character. At least she finds a good friend, Snap, and it’s quite touching what they go through together. Snap helps Lauren and pushes her to face the problems, he’s another character with a lot of pain but together with Lauren they make the story. All the characters in this books are well-developed.
It’s interesting because we get to know the story little by little and get more immersed in it. Those moments of distress that Lauren experiences with her mother are horrible and the reader knows exactly how that is affecting her and how much pain provokes in the family, not only in Lauren but also in the stepfather and her mother. The more absorbed the reader gets, the more part of it becomes and sees how it is to wait to know exactly what disease is.
The last parts seemed a little fast-paced, I was curious to know more how Lauren handle her life and see Snap nagging her. But that end… The author sure knows how to end with a cliffhanger, can’t wait for the sequel!
It pains me when reading this story because what Lauren passes is something many pass in their life and that's awful. The reader knows how is to be a victim, the shame in telling, the thoughts that maybe it's her fault, the treatment from the society, it's all awful! I hope this book and others that have these sensitive topics make people aware of what it's like to be in that situation.
I received a copy of this book from Book Siren in exchange for an honest review.
It’s interesting because we get to know the story little by little and get more immersed in it. Those moments of distress that Lauren experiences with her mother are horrible and the reader knows exactly how that is affecting her and how much pain provokes in the family, not only in Lauren but also in the stepfather and her mother. The more absorbed the reader gets, the more part of it becomes and sees how it is to wait to know exactly what disease is.
The last parts seemed a little fast-paced, I was curious to know more how Lauren handle her life and see Snap nagging her. But that end… The author sure knows how to end with a cliffhanger, can’t wait for the sequel!
It pains me when reading this story because what Lauren passes is something many pass in their life and that's awful. The reader knows how is to be a victim, the shame in telling, the thoughts that maybe it's her fault, the treatment from the society, it's all awful! I hope this book and others that have these sensitive topics make people aware of what it's like to be in that situation.
I received a copy of this book from Book Siren in exchange for an honest review.
March 15, 2020
This is one book I highly recommend! I honestly could not put it down from word go!
It's fast pace, wittily written tale by A.J.Collins will have you in stitches and then tears the next. The main character, Lauren is relatable and depicts a fiesty, brave young woman who deals with more than one should at such a young age. I can't wait to start the sequel "magnolias don't die".
It's fast pace, wittily written tale by A.J.Collins will have you in stitches and then tears the next. The main character, Lauren is relatable and depicts a fiesty, brave young woman who deals with more than one should at such a young age. I can't wait to start the sequel "magnolias don't die".
January 5, 2021
We travel in parallel worlds when we read, looking to escape from our everyday lives. This story delivers on that premise and packs a punch as it takes us on the journey of life, death, grief, loss, love and betrayal. But it offers more than the sum of its parts, it offers hope, and that no matter what happens to us, we can be bigger and better than our past.
March 14, 2020
I haven’t read anything so moving in ages. Laughed, cried, loved it. Off to read the sequel now.
July 31, 2020
Oleanders are Poisonous is a realistic YA novel with a lot of pain. The sense of loss that comes from having a parent be physically present, but no longer themselves due to dementia, is something I don’t enjoy thinking about. It is a pain I hope I never have to go through...and even though Lauren, the protagonist, lives in a tiny country town, she has to cope with this loss largely on her own.
Lauren has no siblings, no aunts or uncles or wider support network; only a well-meaning neighbour who can’t always understand what she’s going through, her mum’s partner who is definitely not a father, and a friend who isn’t there when she needs it. Worse, the slow loss of her mother is only just the beginning.
The sense of having to be too old, too early is very real in this book, and it is a relief when Lauren is saved from isolation by meeting Snap - another outcast in the tiny town. Even so, the burden of what Lauren is carrying isn’t something she shares easily.
This is a heavy book to read, but I did want to keep on reading. The ending was very abrupt so I am thankful the sequel, Magnolias Don’t Die, is already available so I can keep following this journey!
There were a few pop-culture references that might date the book quickly (as much as I absolutely love it, the Netflix show The Good Place isn’t going to be well-known forever). However, the themes and characters in the book are true in any era, and they are experiences that need to be told.
Disclaimer: I received a review copy of Oleanders are Poisonous for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
Lauren has no siblings, no aunts or uncles or wider support network; only a well-meaning neighbour who can’t always understand what she’s going through, her mum’s partner who is definitely not a father, and a friend who isn’t there when she needs it. Worse, the slow loss of her mother is only just the beginning.
The sense of having to be too old, too early is very real in this book, and it is a relief when Lauren is saved from isolation by meeting Snap - another outcast in the tiny town. Even so, the burden of what Lauren is carrying isn’t something she shares easily.
This is a heavy book to read, but I did want to keep on reading. The ending was very abrupt so I am thankful the sequel, Magnolias Don’t Die, is already available so I can keep following this journey!
There were a few pop-culture references that might date the book quickly (as much as I absolutely love it, the Netflix show The Good Place isn’t going to be well-known forever). However, the themes and characters in the book are true in any era, and they are experiences that need to be told.
Disclaimer: I received a review copy of Oleanders are Poisonous for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
March 6, 2020
AJ Collins has written a thought provoking, fascinating story in Oleanders are Poisonous. Once I began to read the free flowing story, I could not put it down, so I finished reading it, in the same day.
The self-battles of Lauren in the story, bring insight to the reader, of the demanding struggles of a young teenage girl, who has to face and deal with (if not defeat) her demons. Living in a small country town where any change from daily happenings become local gossip, she is torn between sharing her troubles and staying silent.
A fascinating and enlightening read, which had me transfixed from the start to the end.
Looking forward to reading her 2nd book - Magnolias don't Die.
The self-battles of Lauren in the story, bring insight to the reader, of the demanding struggles of a young teenage girl, who has to face and deal with (if not defeat) her demons. Living in a small country town where any change from daily happenings become local gossip, she is torn between sharing her troubles and staying silent.
A fascinating and enlightening read, which had me transfixed from the start to the end.
Looking forward to reading her 2nd book - Magnolias don't Die.
December 13, 2020
A Captivating Tale of Trauma and Progression
Writing a story about sensitive subjects can be hard, especially when the story’s aimed at young adults, but AJ Collins pulls it of beautifully in 'Oleanders are Poisonous'.
While the protagonist Lauren is only a teenager, she’s been through more trauma than most people twice her age: her mother is slowly fading away with early-onset dementia, she’s sexually assaulted by her stepfather, she lost her best friend/crush/bandmate Harry to the bright lights of Melbourne, and her only real family is her kindly neighbour Mary.
Lauren is rescued by her new best friend Snap: when she hits rock bottom, the two travel to Melbourne for a fresh start.
The writing flows beautifully, and it consequently becomes an enjoyable read, despite the heavy subject matter.
The best thing about this book is how it tackles the themes of sexual assault, dementia, LGBTIQA+ representation, and depression. It could have been overwhelming for a Young Adult novel, but Collins handles these with sensitivity. Especially the sexual assault, with Collins focusing on the tense lead up, the aftermath, and the mental toll it takes on Lauren, rather than the act itself.
While Lauren is the main character, Snap is by far the standout. Not only does he force Lauren to leave her traumatic past where it belongs, he’s also a positive LGBTIQA+ character. Writing LGBTIQA+ characters can be tricky, as they can descend into stereotypes. But Collins avoids that: yes, Snap is openly gay, sassy, effeminate, uses terms like “honey” and “kitten”, but he doesn’t descend into an over-the-top parody (though he does call himself “princess” and has a Hello Kitty backpack); he’s smart and strong enough to help Lauren, and is able to move on from his homophobic family. He also provides the book’s rare moments of levity.
Watching Lauren deal with her mother’s descent into dementia is heartbreaking, as her mother can be suddenly lucid for a few blissful moments, before the condition takes over again.
More importantly, the story ends on an optimistic note, with Lauren confronting her old demons, slowly embracing her new life, and rediscovering her passion for music.
Writing a story about sensitive subjects can be hard, especially when the story’s aimed at young adults, but AJ Collins pulls it of beautifully in 'Oleanders are Poisonous'.
While the protagonist Lauren is only a teenager, she’s been through more trauma than most people twice her age: her mother is slowly fading away with early-onset dementia, she’s sexually assaulted by her stepfather, she lost her best friend/crush/bandmate Harry to the bright lights of Melbourne, and her only real family is her kindly neighbour Mary.
Lauren is rescued by her new best friend Snap: when she hits rock bottom, the two travel to Melbourne for a fresh start.
The writing flows beautifully, and it consequently becomes an enjoyable read, despite the heavy subject matter.
The best thing about this book is how it tackles the themes of sexual assault, dementia, LGBTIQA+ representation, and depression. It could have been overwhelming for a Young Adult novel, but Collins handles these with sensitivity. Especially the sexual assault, with Collins focusing on the tense lead up, the aftermath, and the mental toll it takes on Lauren, rather than the act itself.
While Lauren is the main character, Snap is by far the standout. Not only does he force Lauren to leave her traumatic past where it belongs, he’s also a positive LGBTIQA+ character. Writing LGBTIQA+ characters can be tricky, as they can descend into stereotypes. But Collins avoids that: yes, Snap is openly gay, sassy, effeminate, uses terms like “honey” and “kitten”, but he doesn’t descend into an over-the-top parody (though he does call himself “princess” and has a Hello Kitty backpack); he’s smart and strong enough to help Lauren, and is able to move on from his homophobic family. He also provides the book’s rare moments of levity.
Watching Lauren deal with her mother’s descent into dementia is heartbreaking, as her mother can be suddenly lucid for a few blissful moments, before the condition takes over again.
More importantly, the story ends on an optimistic note, with Lauren confronting her old demons, slowly embracing her new life, and rediscovering her passion for music.
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October 1, 2020
What a really good book.
I moved house in September, so for the last 6 weeks I've been in a huge book slump. I was really busy planning the move, moving, and then had a huge change in my routine. So I went from reading 4 or 5 books a week, to not having finished anything for over a month. This book though changed that!
It moves quickly and is really engrossing. Despite their young age, the main characters are well defined and complex. And no annoying clichés are used. Even the gay character is realistic, and not over the top.
If I had any criticism, it's that it is too short. The pace was great, but a lot does happen in not that many pages. I would have liked for example more between Lauren and Harry before he left. And more between Lauren and her mother. This makes it overall a 4.5 to me, but I have rounded up as I did really enjoy.
I will be buying the next in the series.
Thanks to Book Sirens for providing a free ARC in exchange for an honest review
I moved house in September, so for the last 6 weeks I've been in a huge book slump. I was really busy planning the move, moving, and then had a huge change in my routine. So I went from reading 4 or 5 books a week, to not having finished anything for over a month. This book though changed that!
It moves quickly and is really engrossing. Despite their young age, the main characters are well defined and complex. And no annoying clichés are used. Even the gay character is realistic, and not over the top.
If I had any criticism, it's that it is too short. The pace was great, but a lot does happen in not that many pages. I would have liked for example more between Lauren and Harry before he left. And more between Lauren and her mother. This makes it overall a 4.5 to me, but I have rounded up as I did really enjoy.
I will be buying the next in the series.
Thanks to Book Sirens for providing a free ARC in exchange for an honest review
May 17, 2021
I love the cover of this book, it's what drew me straight to it. But you know right away from the synopsis that the pretty colours used, do not reflect the content inside the book. Lauren has it rough. Life has drawn her short straw after short straw - the only long strong she's been gifted being the wonderful friendship she shares with Harry. Their relationship was my favourite part of the book and I wish we had been given more time to enjoy it.
That is of course, until he leaves and subsequently turns into a complete turd. I mean, forgetting Lauren's birthday.. not bothering to return after the event which I cannot say as it is a major spoiler. Not cool dude. Harry is in the naughty corner, indefinitely, as far as I'm concerned.
I also really enjoyed Lauren's narration in general. Her voice is genuine and believable, I had no trouble connecting and empathising with her.
The main reason I didn't enjoy this quite as much as I wanted to, was because there was so much happening, nothing had time to settle. 6 major plot events take place over such a short amount of time (page wise). I would have liked it so much more had this first book focused on only 2 or 3 of those and really fleshed them out. Especially focusing on how the events made Lauren feel. Unfortunately her emotional responses are sped through, so we can get to the next big event.
Nonetheless, overall I enjoyed reading this book and would recommend it to readers who enjoy somewhat lighter hard-hitting YAs.
*Thank you so much to the author and BookSirens for granting me a free e-copy in exchange for an honest review.
That is of course, until he leaves and subsequently turns into a complete turd. I mean, forgetting Lauren's birthday.. not bothering to return after the event which I cannot say as it is a major spoiler. Not cool dude. Harry is in the naughty corner, indefinitely, as far as I'm concerned.
I also really enjoyed Lauren's narration in general. Her voice is genuine and believable, I had no trouble connecting and empathising with her.
The main reason I didn't enjoy this quite as much as I wanted to, was because there was so much happening, nothing had time to settle. 6 major plot events take place over such a short amount of time (page wise). I would have liked it so much more had this first book focused on only 2 or 3 of those and really fleshed them out. Especially focusing on how the events made Lauren feel. Unfortunately her emotional responses are sped through, so we can get to the next big event.
Nonetheless, overall I enjoyed reading this book and would recommend it to readers who enjoy somewhat lighter hard-hitting YAs.
*Thank you so much to the author and BookSirens for granting me a free e-copy in exchange for an honest review.
May 4, 2020
This book was a really great read! I read it in one day! I liked this book because I thought it was well written, down to earth and witty. I identified with the main character’s way of thinking easily and I think it would be a great read for any teenager going through some angst.
I’ll definitely recommend this book to friends.
I’ll definitely recommend this book to friends.
May 2, 2020
This was a surprisingly sweet, heavy-hitting read! I really enjoyed reading this book and honestly am thrilled there's a sequel coming. The writing was simple, yet emotive, and readers felt right along with Lauren. The way dementia was tackled was sensitive, yet real, and the way Lauren dealt with her trauma rang very true to me. The ending was hopeful, yet not sugar-coated. A very satisfying little book! I received an advance copy for free and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
February 14, 2021
Lauren is not a typical teen. Her father is dead, and her mother is showing early stages of dementia. She lives in a small town with her mother and her new husband - Samuel. Her life is stressful as she doesn't know how long it will take before her mother's dementia progresses.
Oleanders are Poisonous is a very good and heartbreaking coming-of-age story. Even though this seemed like a young adult read, I would say it is more an adult material because of the sensitive theme. I liked Lauren and her way of thinking. Throughout her story, I could connect and feel for her. I can't wait to read the second part!
I received an advance review copy for free. Thanks for the opportunity to read this! All opinions are my own.
Oleanders are Poisonous is a very good and heartbreaking coming-of-age story. Even though this seemed like a young adult read, I would say it is more an adult material because of the sensitive theme. I liked Lauren and her way of thinking. Throughout her story, I could connect and feel for her. I can't wait to read the second part!
I received an advance review copy for free. Thanks for the opportunity to read this! All opinions are my own.
March 31, 2021
Wow!!!! I absolutely loved this book. Lauren is way stronger than she realizes, managing to survive all she goes through. I love Snap and his devotion to her. Can’t wait to see how this story continues.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
August 2, 2021
This book sets out to explore a range of challenging issues and achieves its lofty ambitions. You immediately engage with its young protagonist, Lauren and empathise with her experiences and emotions. Assured writing by AJ Collins and a rollicking good story.
August 12, 2020
I eager to read this book because I really want to know the whole story of what actually happen and attracted to the quote “ some things can’t be forgiven .”
As i’ve read the book , I feel that the book such a slow phase book. And , it bored me somehow. Hmmm... it took me 2 weeks to finish the 154 pages . That’s not good for me.
The other reason that might be this book not for me is that , I thought it was a standalone book. But, it turn up to be series . Hmmm... I rarely read series book 🙈🙈 .
After all , thanks to Book Sirens that I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily. 😊
As i’ve read the book , I feel that the book such a slow phase book. And , it bored me somehow. Hmmm... it took me 2 weeks to finish the 154 pages . That’s not good for me.
The other reason that might be this book not for me is that , I thought it was a standalone book. But, it turn up to be series . Hmmm... I rarely read series book 🙈🙈 .
After all , thanks to Book Sirens that I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily. 😊
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