I'm normally not a devotional person. I do have a few favorites, but lately, I've been rediscovering their benefit in my daily routine. Sometimes the risk is that you eat your dessert (or appetizer?) and skip the dinner. There's nothing wrong with a devotional if it truly brings you to devotion and, if anything, creates a hunger in you for something more. I think that's why I really appreciated this devotional—so much so that I grabbed a few more from this series, which I'll be sharing over the next few months.
If you've read any of my reviews (or blogs), you know I don’t hide my battle with anxiety (which can morph into many forms). Perhaps that's why I keep reaching for books in this category. After Paul Tautges came to speak at our church’s young adult conference, I was inspired to look up some of his books, and I came across this one.
Paul is no stranger to anxiety—in fact, to debilitating anxiety. While I don’t think anyone needs to have experienced this to speak God’s truth into the subject, it certainly gives the reader more pause and reflection on his perspectives, thoughts, and suggestions. The format of this devotional is fantastic, and if you decide to embark on this journey, as the editor mentions, take your time. Don’t read it like a quick book (as I wanted to do). Don’t skip the reflection questions and “homework” at the end (as I wanted to do). And—also like I plan to do—consider re-reading it as seasons in life call for it.
Paul lays out a wide net for the types of anxiety, their effects, and ultimately their various paths toward Christ. At times, I read thinking a certain “facet” of anxiety was for someone else, only to find my own reflection staring back at me—more than once.
Ultimately, you’re not going to escape (nor should you expect to) biblical meditation. Too often we take God’s Word for granted—glancing at it—while gazing and meditating on our anxieties. That needs to change, and I think Paul does a great job helping with that.
I plan to keep this book handy throughout this next month as I take a second pass over my notes, highlights, and gleanings—to continue equipping myself for what will likely be a lifelong battle. Until one day—either when Christ returns or I go Home—the freedom will be blissfully permanent.