Who thought that a book with a few ratings could be so good. I was expecting a cringe story but never underestimate a book by the cover.
I will probably give it 4.5☆. There are little things i didn't quite like. I have a problem with the 2 narative plans, present and past. I can't focus well on both, but it was needes to show us what the two characters went through. And the second this is that i wish Aaron fought a lot more for Alane and their love. I know he was young and maybe naive, manipulated by Alane's father, but he shouldn't have slept with Jessica if he loved Alane. But they were both young.
So let's start with the past.
Alane and Aaron are both in highschool, playing hockey. She is the captain of the team, so good at this sport. Very perseverent and working hard. They like each other, but don't know that. Alane thinks he is too cold and doesn't talk much with her, but the truth is that Aaron can't think straight when he is near her. Words can't come out his mouth and he blushes.
Luke is Aaron's brother. He is such a good friend and he helped them to be together. He watched Alane everyday playing and she thought that maybe he likes her. But he stayed there for his brother, analysing her, to see if she is a good match for him. At the end he tricked her so Aaron could practice with her. The couch was their dad and this is kind of a punishment for Aaron bc he got into a fight with a boy, bc Luke is gay and protected him. So it wasn't actualy a punishment to spend time with her.
" As usual, when my eyes meet hers, I’m transfixed.
My heart pounds, and the world disappears."
-He feels the same as her
Luke forgot his drawing notebook on the bench on purpose. So Alane went to their house to give it back. Aaron loves her breast and so does his little brother 5 years old, Barnabas. He kept saying he would marry her one day, he was so cute. He was jealous bc he wanted Alane to smile at him not Luke.
They got together quickly. But her father was the problem. He was a pastor and respected God will and protected his daughter's virginity. Wtf man you split them apart. Aaron even went to him to ask for permision to date Alane. He agreed in the beginning, but made him promise to not have sex with her.
Alane wasn't shy at all, especially around Aaron. She wanted to fuck him so bad. He was the one in control all the time and said no. They did other things, Alane was the one initiating. One day they were in his truck, in front of her house. The kisses got hot and she wanted Aaron to make her cum so she was in his lap, him hard. This girl had skills at dirty talk. They did it but her father wasn't stupid. He knew what they did. So he talked with Aaron. He had time until the end of the year to break uo with her and leave her live her dream.
Another thing they did was at the ball, they went to the bathroom and Alane wanted to try something new on Aaron. They went down on each other. Aaron was funny, he said that she is not the only one watching porn, he wasn't inoccent but tried to control. One day at his house things got hard. Both naked, he came on her but then she rubbed his cum inside her. Even if they havent had sex, she got pregnant in that moment.
Patricia, the bitch fake friend. She liked Luke but he was gay. All the time she was jealous seeing Alane and Aaron. Aaron told Alane to not tell her about them making out but she did it. And Patricia lied her father and Aaron was forced to break up with her. He had to leave for Seattle or she would be sent to her aunt. As i said, he gave up too easily. Alane was heartbroken, alone and pregnant. Her aunt took her and left together. No one knew about this baby. She tried to tell Aaron about the baby, but the fate was against her. Bc after 2 months she saw Aaron kissing Jessica at a meet book amd when Adam was born, she called him but Jess replied and told her she is the fiancee. Alane thought Aaron forgot her and he had a happy life. She didn't want to trap him.
So after 27 years, yesss that long. I didn't like that they were 44 years old, like not my thing, but i was surprised again, it wasn't awkward at all and just hot.
Alane was married and divorced Mark. Their sex life was kinky, bdsm and other stuff, but she got anxiety attacks and couldn't calm down.
On the other hand was Aaron, divorces as well with 2 kids, Hailey and Lawson. Jess was always gone and Aaron was the one taking care of the kids. He became a chef with a restaurant and Alane a teacher. Both of them in their marriage were thinking what-if they didn't break up and they would have been happy.
So back in town, Alane met Luke after a long time. They haven't talked at all bc she felt she couldn't hide Adam fron him without Aaron finding out. Luke has a boyfriend, Dex, a cool guy.
Alane was teaching where Aaron's kids were. And when Hailey lied about things Aaron came to talk with the teacher. He didn't recognize her at first but then he saw the star mark on the breast.
They were adults and things worked out. They talked and finally Alane found out the truth and why he left her.
Before that she was drunk at a bar and they had sex, first time ever on the table. It's still sad you know, bc Aaron gave his virginity to Jess after a short time when Alane begged him for months to fuck her.
Anyways they fucked a lot and Alane was teasing him with Barnabas, who grew up as well and was a charmant guy.
But the secret with Adam came out when her mother was at the hospital and Adam came too. He is the spliting image of his father. In that moment Luke, Aaron's parents started screaming and Alane was cornered. I appreciate that Aaron took Alane outside to talk but he couldn't forgive her. Adam is a good kid, really.
Well Aaron didn't talk with Alane again for a few months but Salome, who i thought was a spoiled brat, made him understand Alane and her decisions. All the time i hated Salome bc she wanted all.the attention being the only sister in the family and was soo attached to Aaron until he left for Seattle. She was silent and watched them all from the back,.but she always knew how bad they loved each other.
"She had let me have my dream while not following hers, except she had made one mistake.
My dream was a life with her, not becoming a chef."
After that he called her and went to her house and said he was sorry. They got together and finally married.
“Alane, it’s on this rink exactly thirty years ago that I fell in love with you. You were lying down on the bench, raised on your elbows with your head tilted back, your hair falling like a golden waterfall."
At this point i started crying bc i couldn't hold it inside me. They went through lot of things and after 27 years their true love remained intact. It wasn't fair but that made them who they are in the present.
Now the sequel is about Salome and Christ. And hmm i think he is bi bc when they were teenagers he fucked around with Luke. And Salome had always a crush on him.