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237 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 1988
When the Living God - I AM THAT I AM - enters the heart, the joy thereof is full of Light. He is quiet. He is gentle. I can address Him as 'Thou' and in His 'I' and in my 'Thou' all Being is contained - both God and this world. He is self-existing; He is loving; He is humble. And at the same time He is infinitely powerful. His eyes see and penetrate all that is. 'Neither is there any creature that is not manifest in his sight: but all things are naked and opened unto the eyes of him; [Heb 4.13]. Every moment of my life, my every heartbeat, are all permanently in His hands. My personal being, both temporal and eternal, is entirely from Him, down to the last detail; save for my sins, about which He knows but in which He has no part. When I am in Him, then 'I am' also. But apart from Him, I die. When His Spirit descends on me, I love Him with my whole being. I live this state as if it were my own, not as something existing outside me. But even from my experience I know that this life proceeds from Him. Through His coming within me, therefore through union with Him in the very Act of Being, I live as He does. He is my life: His life in mine. in the hours when He dwells with me, I know that He is Love. A strange, especial love, however, which could in no way come to the mind or heart of man if his reflecting springs from himself as he is now, in his fallen state.
God's love is kenotic. He revealed the secret of His Being when He commanded us to love God the point of hating oneself [cf. Luke 14.26-27 and 33]. He reveals the secret to us not through abstract philosophy but existentially - that is, by so including us in His Being that it become ours. Thus, precisely, is how we live this gift....
...Men seek Truth. A great many love Christ but too often try to reduce the Gospel to the level of ethics. They overlook Christ's pronouncement that only those who 'do his will shall know of the doctrine, whether it be of man or of the Heavenly Father' [cf. John 7.17]. If we really want to fathom the deifying power of the Gospel tidings we must expend far more effort than it takes to acquire everyday practical or scientific knowledge. Neither the reading of a vast number of books nor familiarity with the history of Christianity, or the study of various other theological systems, et cetera, leads to the sought for goal - salvation through knowledge of the 'only true God and Jesus Christ whom he sent' [ cf. John 17.3]. Age-old experience of academic theology has shown convincingly that it is possible to acquire wide erudition in the science of theology without having a lively faith - that is, in a condition of total ignorance of God. In such cases, theology becomes an intellectual profession, like jurisprudence which differs in each country in the same way as theology differs in the multitude of confessions divided among themselves.
The Name of God is I AM THAT I AM. For man, the image of the All-Highest, this word I is one of the most precious of all, since it expresses the principle of the persona in us. Outside the principle there would be no meaning, nothing. Let each of us hold on to his personal worth, which alone contains the wealth and beauty of our being. In the conditions of our historical existence the struggle to actualize the lofty idea for us of our Creator and God is far from easy. The Lord was pleased to confer on us the light of the revelation of the persona but we were born and left to live among the unwieldy mass of individuals prone to selfishness and pride. But to the persona it is given to embrace all creation in the flame of Christlike love. We are tied to this world as it became after the Fall, and at the same time obliged to wrestle for our freedom in God. Contemporary civilization is individualistic by nature. Individualism is cultivated in all its impassioned aspects. This is particularly obvious in the realm of the arts. Geniuses are acclaimed - originators of one or another particular style. It is the originality, the individuality of the artist that is prized. This is the principle on which our social structure is based. But individuals en masse live in a state of decline and ineludible tragedy. The cult of decline leads to alienation from God - man is reduced when the Divine image is obscured in him. Contrariwise, an assembly of personae is 'the salt of the earth, the light of the world' [cf. Matt 5.13-14]. This is realised in Christ's Church and with particular force in the liturgical act - precisely where the true image of the Holy Trinity is made manifest....