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When Chris’s stepfather passes away and leaves Chris a house and a wedding ring, it seems like the perfect opportunity to take the next step in his relationship with John.

So, they’re both in for a nasty shock when Chris’s mother is vehemently opposed to the idea. Despite three years of history to prove otherwise, she insists that John is only a temporary feature in Chris’s life, and a man like him can’t be expected to stay with someone like Chris in the long run.

Can Chris persuade her that she’s wrong in time for the wedding—or will there be an empty space in the photographs?

270 pages, Kindle Edition

First published August 19, 2019

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Matthew J. Metzger

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Matthew is an asexual, transgender author from the wet and windy British Isles.

Matt writes LGBT novels, both adult and young adult, and particularly enjoys digging into the weird and wonderful diversity of people all across the sexuality and gender spectrums. When not writing, Matt is usually asleep, or crunching numbers at his day job. Free time is not really a concept here.

He is also owned by an enormous black cat. Approach with caution.

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Profile Image for Elena.
973 reviews121 followers
dnf
October 14, 2019
DNF at 20%

Starting skimming at 20% is a good indication that it’s time to quit, especially when it happens twice, in the middle of a and two pages later in the middle of a sex scene.

The writing is good, I like that the POV changed to Chris, and under different circumstances I would probably like this story because there’s nothing overtly wrong with it.
Those different circumstances include that I cared enough about Chris and John as a couple to want to read what so far seems to be an extended epilogue and the next phase of their rock solid relationship, with some minor conflict due to external situations and Chris
The would’ve been enough to keep me interested, but from other reviews it seems like the focus will be more on the Unlike me. I would choose a detailed recounting of
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3,623 reviews209 followers
September 12, 2019
Matthew J. Metzger’s Coffee is the sequel to Tea in the Cup of John series. These stories are meant to be read in order, Tea being the first half of their relationship from John’s point-of-view, and Coffee is the second half told by Chris.

A long time fan of Matthew J. Metzger, I absolutely love his stories. He always creates such unique characters, and his stories are clever and creative. Mostly though, I’m a huge sucker for the beauty of his writing. The way his prose flows is such a pleasure to read. The way imagery repeats, and keeps popping up in different contexts: rings, coffee, scents, the rain - it’s really lovely, and especially poignant coming from Chris' perspective as a blind person.

In spite of the type of angst in the Cup of John stories, the love story between John and Christian is incredibly romantic. Chris gives John a purpose to his life, reshaping his self-confidence, and showing John he is lovable.

It melts my heart over and over again to see big, bruty John reduced to a cuddly teddy-bear as he shows his love for Chris. Chris isn’t an easy person to live with and John’s patience and devotion is remarkable. It’s an amazing journey to watch the changes in both men from the start of Tea. Truly, that’s the power of love.


a copy of Coffee was provided by NetGalley for the purpose of this review
Profile Image for Kaje Harper.
Author 92 books2,729 followers
September 16, 2019
This is a sweet and warm coda to the story in Tea - John's self-confidence has come a long way; Chris is still prickly and defensive and independent, but a couple of years with a man who truly loves him have given him some certainty. When Chris's stepfather dies and leaves him a dilapidated old house, it opens up both possibilities and family wounds.

The conflict here is lower-key and external to the solid, wonderful relationship of these two men. I very much enjoyed watching them together. The moments of banter and the moments of love are both part of a warm relationship that is made to last. We learn more about Chris, his past and how it played out within his family, and about the man he is now. It was lovely to spend time with these two guys, and to watch their future take shape.
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2,108 reviews19 followers
August 18, 2019
Quick Note--I would not recommend reading Coffee as a standalone without having read Tea first.

I think writing an established couple story can be difficult, especially when the couple has been together 4 years already. Matthew J. Metzger took this story of Chris and John and their troubled beginning and ran with it, turning this second book into a culmination of highs and lows and family issues.

There's a funeral and a wedding and all of the craziness in between. Chris's life changes when his Stepfather dies and leaves him a run down home that needs to be completely fixed up, but he's not willing to let it go. And John, being the builder he is, is determined to give Chris what he wants.

But, there's always drama when family is involved and Chris's mom lays out her hesitations about John wanting to be with Chris for the long haul with all of his health issues.

I love John. He's scary and burly and bristly, but he wouldn't hurt a fly and would do anything in the world for Chris... except swear. Never that.

Chris is an all around fun guy. He is witty and quick and fun, loves life and knows John is the one.

Together, these guys give a hell of a story, the angst mostly coming from their families and friends, not so much the relationship. However, it was full of good times, good laughs, and everlasting love.

A very sweet read and one to lift your spirits where the idea of 'meant to be' is concerned.
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9,108 reviews520 followers
September 13, 2019
A Joyfully Jay review.

5 stars


I want to start by telling you about Chris and John. First of all, they’re perfect for each other. John is head over heels in love with Chris, and has been ever since they met at a café three years ago. Chris, while a little less romantic, loves John just as much. I love their interactions, their dialogue, their passion, and their utter devotion. Both men have pasts that are far from perfect, but together, they’ve worked their way past them and built a beautiful and solid bond. The author has skillfully written about two good men who didn’t know they needed each other until they actually found each other. Both Chris and John come alive off the page! I am always amazed by that. It takes a special story and special characters to make that happen. Matthew J. Metzger has managed to move me with his writing style and the genuine hearts of Chris and John.

Read Kenna’s review in its entirety here.



1,304 reviews33 followers
October 15, 2019
I received a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.

If you haven’t already, read Tea first.

Metzger is one of my favourite authors. This book is consistent with his other work. I have recently had favourite authors release books I have not liked at all - so it’s not a given for me.

I love books like this - it’s a romance about people already in a relationship, about how they both deal with what happens next. The story is set a few years after the last one ends.

Metzger writes wonderful people. I adored this couple from the first book. This one is told from Chris’ point of view. I like the way he depicts people in all their complexity, living in a complex world.
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2,218 reviews113 followers
March 23, 2021
Still beautifully written but it didn't resonate as strongly to me as the first book.

We didn't get John's POV and the story mostly focused on the wedding planning...I'm biased since I don't really like weddings.

Look forward to reading more from this intriguing author.
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3,124 reviews16 followers
October 15, 2019
This is the second part of Chris and John’s story. I will upfront say – I didn’t read Tea, which is the beginning of their story, although now I will go back and do so. In this book, Chris and John have been an established couple for three years. Chris’s beloved stepfather, Jack, passed away from Parkinson’s disease and it was rough. “In a matter of two years, he’d gone from Chris’s affable, elderly stepfather to a ruin.” It was hard for all those who loved him. “Jack had died a long, slow, terrible death.” When the death of someone so loved highlights what is important, Chris and John are now planning their wedding while they are also renovating a house.
Add in Chris’s mother, Ruth, is having some serious issues. Her attitude on things was seriously ticking me off and even when there was a sort of explanation for why she was acting that way I was still hating on her. Chris is blind, epileptic and transgender. This may make him unique but John has proven himself, over and over, that he is here for the long run. Ruth doesn’t believe it. “I just worry you’ll commit too much, too hard, and eventually the inevitable will happen and John will break your heart.” How do you even handle that attitude coming from your own mother? “I know him better than that. I know us better than that. But I wish I’d known you better.”
Chris and John have John’s family, who are amazing. Granddad, especially, just made me want him in my family. When they go to tell the family about the engagement, Granddad is in charge. “Almost as if they were waiting for grace. Almost. “About bloody time you lazy bunch of fu—“ God, he made me smile. John’s family is extremely excited about the upcoming wedding and that helps. Chris’s father has two girlfriends and appears very anti-marriage (as one of the girlfriends, Caroline, is) but then comes out with “There’s an account. Consider it a wedding present.” It was a lovely moment. Dad may be a little unconventional but he has always been there for Chris.
Side characters, Gina, Luke and most particularly, Julian, are supportive, helpful and just perfect for Chris. I loved the grumpy jealousy that happens around Julian and totally understood why Chris needed that Julian in his life. Oh and let’s not leave out guide dog, Poppy, because she’s important.
While the book is focused on the relationship of Chris and John moving forward – moving to the house Jack left them and getting married, it is also focused on the relationship between Chris and Ruth, and that was the difficult part. Ruth did not allow Chris to be part of scattering Jack’s ashes and in fact didn’t even let Chris know where. She is just throwing trauma into it. “Ten, eleven weeks to go, and she was still digging her heels in. He peeled Mum’s label off the seating plan and threw it away.” Oh, Chris. “She loves you, kid” “Sure,” Chris said. “But she doesn’t respect me.”
Warm fuzzies happen with John and Chris – they are 100% dedicated to each other and so in love. John is also dealing with some fallout from his previous relationship – an abusive one where this giant, gentle tenderhearted man was made to feel “…John became deeply depressed, convinced he was a dangerous thug and burning up from the inside with anger and unhappiness.” As John is detailing the ways Chris is difficult (such as refusing to understand why anyone would want to soak in the bathtub) I wanted to hug him and have him for a brother. Chris is difficult but not the way Ruth makes it seem. “Why can’t she be happy for me?” John’s conversation with Ruth was cheer-worthy. He doesn’t back down, this gentle man, but he isn’t hard about it either. Just lovely.
I found this to be a romantic story with MCs who truly cared for each other. The bickering and the bantering made things more real for me – that’s how my family interacts as well. This is balanced by the true care and attention John gives Chris and the wholehearted love Chris responds with. John is the romantic “cheesy” one and Chris is not. They complement each other for that perfect fit.
The ending? Perfect as the two of them.
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2,474 reviews35 followers
August 28, 2019
Aside from a smallish story arc, this is an angst-free, lovey-dovey, extended epilogue to the first book. I can see how if you adored the first volume and/or this couple, it would be fun and sweet for you.

It did have an old house fixup in it, but sadly no details because the book is from Chris’ POV and he doesn’t care about fix ups. Wasted opportunity, but true to character.

After a while I began feeling less enthused about Chris overall though. Aside from existing as a disabled person and planning one event, he has no active life. He doesn’t contribute to society in any way. I get that he can’t maintain a job, but how about doing something for charity? How about a hobby? He is essentially aimless. We hear a great deal about him being beloved and cosseted by a wide number of people. We hear about him getting massages, head rubs, foot rubs, a day at a spa. John works his ass off at work and home, plus he is on a sports team and actively looks after family members. But Chris? Chris just kind of drifts along being loved.

After a while it was too one-sided for me. So, meh.
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1,528 reviews44 followers
September 24, 2020
4.5 Stars
John and Chris have been together more than three years at the start of this story. I advise readers to begin by reading TEA, their meet-cute falling in love story, but COFFEE is still enjoyable on its own, too.

John is a big, burly electrician. He'd been accused of forcing himself on a former lover--by the former lover who was hiding his cheating ways. So, he was real skittish about starting a relationship with Chris--who is blind and a severe epileptic. This story is told from Chris' perspective and Chris is definitely more anxious than John, but also more cynical. Both John and Chris are pretty far gone over one another, but conflict arrives in unexpected ways.

Chris inherits the crumbling estate of his late stepfather, along with his beloved stepfather's wedding band. The hint being that Chris should propose to John--something Chris' mother whole-heartedly disagrees with. She's sure that John will tire of caring after Chris' many maladies and Chris will be divorced and despondent. And Chris proposes anyway. Because he knows John isn't a man who'd ever disappoint him. John is taking immense pains to restore the derelict home and help plan their wedding.

This is a heartwarming read and a lovely story of perseverance for a couple dealing with family drama. Chris is pained that his mum won't take back her hurtful sentiments, and John is definitely invested in making amend before their big day comes. It felt real, in that people often have strong opinions that they stand behind, despite all evidence to the contrary. It's a story high on emotion, even though Chris had seemed to be a rather even-keeled character in the previous story. By being inside his head we got toreally plumb the depths of his emotional struggles in a way that we couldn't before--on account of Chris hiding his insecurities. The rest of the family is a bit helter-skelter, but they are 100% behind this union, so it's only more joyous when mum makes the necessary steps to put things right.

I loved both TEA and COFFEE as stories--even though I can't take the actual beverages--and would absolutely read on if LATTE, or CAPPUCCINO, ever becomes a tale. Any Cup of John story is one I want to read.
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897 reviews56 followers
August 3, 2019
I love these books! Let me start off by saying that it was an absolute delight to read a book about a main character who is trans and blind and living with a significant illness. There’s so much in these books that makes me feel as though there’s someone out there in the world who gets it and that is amazing! These books are a real gift to the queer community!

So Chris and John bump into each other in book one – literally – and are instantly attracted. I loved the way that their issues and challenges didn’t play into their initial meeting. They met on neutral territory and even ground… it was fantastic. I was instantly drawn in by their connection… I have developed such a soft spot for John. He’s the kind of man that people judge when they see him… and that speaks to me on many levels. Chris doesn’t judge him…. he just takes a chance on him.

Their relationship progresses quickly even though John is still healing from a very negative experience that ended his previous relationship. As a result, John is already in deep when Chris reveals that he is transgender. This is an #ownvoices novel so it’s no wonder that the reveal was written realistically and in a great way. Now, I’m a Cisgender woman but I have spent a lot of time reading reviews and non-fiction books written by members of the trans community. I feel as though the authentic voice of author, Metzger is the kind of voice that the trans community needs to be hearing from.

Chris is an independent young man who is still discovering some things about himself while, at the same time, being certain of who he is in many ways. As the relationship grows stronger, John and Chris work through so many issues that are relevant to those of us living a queer life or a life that is affected by illness or disability. Bravo Matthew J. Metzger!

There are many things revealed about these two characters in the first book and I don’t want to go into them all. I really want people to be able to read this series and let it unfold naturally. The way the first book is written, the relationship grows and blossoms in a very organic way.

The second book in this series, Coffee, is due to be released on August 19! In the second book, John and Chris have been together for four years. Again, the couple faces grief when Chris’ step-father, Jack, finally succumbs to Parkinson’s. It’s Chris’ mum who struggles the most when Chris decides that he is ready for the next step with John – and proposes.

The author’s exploration of grief and the way that a person processes losing their partner read truth to me. Grief is a very individuals experience but Metzger does a great job of allowing all the characters to experience grief and loss in a different way. Chris’ mum’s resistance to the marriage of the two main characters is painful and yet again, Chris faces off with someone who believes that his disabilities will be too much for someone to love him.

Metzger is a great writer, treating many delicate issues with respect and finesse when necessary and humor and forth-rightness when it works. Great combination!

I highly recommend this series!
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659 reviews5 followers
August 21, 2019
This book was a simple pleasure to read. The author is new to me and I will definitely explore more works from him.

The opening chapter had me crying, it was so gripping and I felt the main character's grief. This novel had me invested in the story after devouring a few mere pages.

Chris has been dealt a bad hand of cards in life. He has more issues to face than the average person. He suffers from severe epilepsy which resulted in brain damage. The seizures might create additional dysfunction but he does not dwell on the possibility. He is blind but, again, takes this disability in stride. Add to the mix he is trans. Any of the above concerns can be challenging but Chris is portrayed as a whole, instead of a fragmented person. You forget about this list of everyday obstacles and you just see the man Chris without the multiple hurdles.

The love of his life is a gentle giant named John. They offset each other perfectly. John adores Chris and is not even remotely fazed by his world. They mesh well together and are a perfect fit. It is not a one-sided relationship as Chris has made John believe in himself.

Chris inherits a house which makes him yearn for more permanency in their relationship. There is a snag in his plans as Chris's mother is upset with the engagement. Chris and John have been together for over three years so her reaction baffles him. Why would she possibly object? Chris is extremely hurt because in his heart he knows that they can last the distance in their union. Can Chris convince his mother he knows what is best for him?

Mr. Metzger's story reminds me of a handmade tapestry. Chris and John are interwoven and their lives with all the imperfections add a realistic beauty to the piece. I applaud this author in creating such a unique and fierce individual that through his grit and determination you do not dwell on the stigmas and disabilities. I did not pity Chris but instead celebrated his joy and love of life. This wonderful man embraces each day to the fullest in this touching and tender story.

I hope you give this book a try and get caught up in the lives of Chris and John.

***Copy provided to Bayou Book Junkie for my reading pleasure, a review wasn't a requirement.***

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746 reviews13 followers
August 19, 2019
Coffee is the second of the A Cup of John books, and while I don’t think you absolutely have to read the first to appreciate the story, it’s probably better if you do.

It’s three years after the events of the previous novel, and Chris and John are an established couple. When Chris’s stepfather dies, the loss prompts him to propose that he and John make it official and get married. But while most of their family and friends are thrilled for them, Chris’s mother has doubts about whether John can really be trusted to be there for Chris in the long run, given all of Chris’s issues. Chris just wants to be happy about his wedding, but his mother’s disapproval casts a shadow over all of his plans for the future.

The story is very simple—it really is mostly about John and Chris planning their wedding and their future together. Chris’s mother provides the only bit of conflict and angst in the plot. Otherwise, it’s Chris and John being swoony in love, and demonstrating it every chance they get. If I had to sum up the mood of the story, it would be pretty easy; all I would need would be a heart eyes emoji.

Most of the things that bothered me about the previous book aren’t an issue in this one. John’s anxieties are generally under control, rather than being a constant overwhelming presence. Chris was much easier for me to like this time around. He’s still a prickly guy, but it helps that he acknowledges that he’s the difficult one in their relationship. Having the story told from Chris’s POV also helps, since the reader sees events from his perspective and knows when his sharp tongue is hiding an excess of tender emotions.

If you’re in the mood for a wedding, this romance is probably a good choice, particularly if you are looking for a trans #ownvoices read.

A copy of this book was provided through NetGalley for review; all opinions expressed are my own.
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2,698 reviews139 followers
August 20, 2019
Matthew J Metzger's Coffee, is a stunning romance. It's a beautiful writing style, and even more stunning tone, which sucked me in immediately and kept me hooked throughout. It's definitely a slow and detailed story, which is something I don't always love. But, it's wonderful.

Coffee's a tender story of family, and finding that one who loves you as you are. It includes a great look into the life of a transgender man who's accepted and in love. It's about a man with epilepsy who's able to deal with his seizures, instead of letting them stop him.

It's a story about a man with some life changing disabilities. Not only is Chris transgender, he lives with seizures, which also caused him to loss his sight and have brain damage. This is why their story includes some large family issues full of distrust, grief, and guilt. It's a tough read at times, and left me heart-broken.

John's a man who's large and struggles with the safety of his partners. I adore the way this is handled, with care and heart.

Best of all though, is that despite Chris's disabilities, the sense of humor is always present. That John can constantly joke about Chris's issues is amazing. Their love is strong, full of respect, and they push each other to do better. They are a phenomenal couple.

Coffee's a remarkable story, with thought provoking issues, and a memorable love story. It's truly amazing as we follow John and Chris through their engagement and wedding plans.
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1,251 reviews1 follower
August 20, 2019
This book was provided by the author via IndiGo Marketing & Design in exchange for an honest review.

This is a wonderful addition to an amazing series and I am so happy to get more of Chris and John's story. I love everything about this book as it is beautifully written, emotional, sweet, hilarious, the characters are incredible and the author does a wonderful job of dealing with some very difficult issues. I definitely recommend reading Tea first as Coffee takes place more than three years after Chris and John first meet. They are still deeply in love and much more settled in their relationship as they face some new and unexpected obstacles. Chris and John have overcome so much in their lives and I love seeing how well they are doing together as well as how supportive and caring they are of each other. John's family are as crazy as ever and Chris's father and stepmums are great as they all love and support this sweet couple. The ending is perfect and I look forward to seeing what this author has in store for us next.
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3,897 reviews
January 21, 2020
Ah, always a grand story from this author.
John and Chris - big, burly John, the gentle giant and Chris, snarky, independent, always in someones face. Two such opposite characters that just work.
A wedding looms, with all the issues that that brings. Add renovating and moving house, a mum that’s grieving herself and keeping Chris at bay and we have a grand family drama.
John is stalwart as ever.
Chris has the drama - his health issues continue but are more in the background to his issues with his Mum and Dad, especially Mum. He and his dad develop a better closeness and his Mum does come round in the end, and just in time for the big event. Sorry we missed the party !!!
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137 reviews10 followers
December 2, 2019
Very enjoyable sequel to 'Tea'. It was nice to see the characters a few years on, see how things had developed further and what new challenges they faced. The way the passing of a loved one with a degenerative disease was handled, in terms of the feelings around it, was very realistic. The way mental health was handled in both of these books was also really well done (in my opinion :P).
Chris and John are very cute together, and it was a joy to read more about them.

I would like to remind everyone who reads this book that soap is meant for external use only :P
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34 reviews8 followers
August 30, 2019
Finally got around to reading it and it was so perfect!💜💜

This is a sequel to Tea, so you absolutely have to read that before this one. Coffee is such a lovely book and reading how Chris and John go forward was just lovely. For sure am going to reread both of them one weekend!
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149 reviews303 followers
March 31, 2024
I love Matthew J Metzger. Everything he writes is a must read for me and Coffee is the perfect sequel to Tea - I usually don’t like jumps in time, but it really worked here! John and Chris are fabulous and I loved seeing them get their happily ever after.
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