This is the second part of Chris and John’s story. I will upfront say – I didn’t read Tea, which is the beginning of their story, although now I will go back and do so. In this book, Chris and John have been an established couple for three years. Chris’s beloved stepfather, Jack, passed away from Parkinson’s disease and it was rough. “In a matter of two years, he’d gone from Chris’s affable, elderly stepfather to a ruin.” It was hard for all those who loved him. “Jack had died a long, slow, terrible death.” When the death of someone so loved highlights what is important, Chris and John are now planning their wedding while they are also renovating a house.
Add in Chris’s mother, Ruth, is having some serious issues. Her attitude on things was seriously ticking me off and even when there was a sort of explanation for why she was acting that way I was still hating on her. Chris is blind, epileptic and transgender. This may make him unique but John has proven himself, over and over, that he is here for the long run. Ruth doesn’t believe it. “I just worry you’ll commit too much, too hard, and eventually the inevitable will happen and John will break your heart.” How do you even handle that attitude coming from your own mother? “I know him better than that. I know us better than that. But I wish I’d known you better.”
Chris and John have John’s family, who are amazing. Granddad, especially, just made me want him in my family. When they go to tell the family about the engagement, Granddad is in charge. “Almost as if they were waiting for grace. Almost. “About bloody time you lazy bunch of fu—“ God, he made me smile. John’s family is extremely excited about the upcoming wedding and that helps. Chris’s father has two girlfriends and appears very anti-marriage (as one of the girlfriends, Caroline, is) but then comes out with “There’s an account. Consider it a wedding present.” It was a lovely moment. Dad may be a little unconventional but he has always been there for Chris.
Side characters, Gina, Luke and most particularly, Julian, are supportive, helpful and just perfect for Chris. I loved the grumpy jealousy that happens around Julian and totally understood why Chris needed that Julian in his life. Oh and let’s not leave out guide dog, Poppy, because she’s important.
While the book is focused on the relationship of Chris and John moving forward – moving to the house Jack left them and getting married, it is also focused on the relationship between Chris and Ruth, and that was the difficult part. Ruth did not allow Chris to be part of scattering Jack’s ashes and in fact didn’t even let Chris know where. She is just throwing trauma into it. “Ten, eleven weeks to go, and she was still digging her heels in. He peeled Mum’s label off the seating plan and threw it away.” Oh, Chris. “She loves you, kid” “Sure,” Chris said. “But she doesn’t respect me.”
Warm fuzzies happen with John and Chris – they are 100% dedicated to each other and so in love. John is also dealing with some fallout from his previous relationship – an abusive one where this giant, gentle tenderhearted man was made to feel “…John became deeply depressed, convinced he was a dangerous thug and burning up from the inside with anger and unhappiness.” As John is detailing the ways Chris is difficult (such as refusing to understand why anyone would want to soak in the bathtub) I wanted to hug him and have him for a brother. Chris is difficult but not the way Ruth makes it seem. “Why can’t she be happy for me?” John’s conversation with Ruth was cheer-worthy. He doesn’t back down, this gentle man, but he isn’t hard about it either. Just lovely.
I found this to be a romantic story with MCs who truly cared for each other. The bickering and the bantering made things more real for me – that’s how my family interacts as well. This is balanced by the true care and attention John gives Chris and the wholehearted love Chris responds with. John is the romantic “cheesy” one and Chris is not. They complement each other for that perfect fit.
The ending? Perfect as the two of them.